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Jack’s Hobby

October 23, 2008

Jack’s Hobby
By
Alex Hawk

Jack and I crept quietly downstairs from his bedroom. We were both fourteen, and he was my newest friend. I was staying the night at his house for the first time. It was a little creepy because his family ran a funeral home and they had a morgue in the basement. But he’d told me he had a really cool hobby he did down there and offered to show me.

Once we got down to the morgue he turned on the lights. They flickered and then illuminated the room. It was steel and cold. There were several drawers along the walls. I knew from watching TV that they were where bodies went. In the middle of the room there was a steel table with a sheet on it and a shape under the sheet.

“This is what I wanted to show you, Kevin,” Jack said, walking towards the table. “They just brought her in.”

He pulled off the sheet to reveal a naked girl. She was about eleven or twelve I guessed. Small breasts and no pubic hair yet. She was really pretty. She was also obviously dead. Living people had more color and breathed more.

“Wow,” I whispered, seeing my first naked girl and my first dead body. “Who is she?”

“Some girl. I don’t know her name. She’s cute though, huh?”

“Yeah.”

“You ever touch a naked girl before?”

“No…”

Jack boldy reached out and cupped one of the dead girl’s breasts. “Here, you take the other one.”

Shyly, and a little creeped out but also very horny, I reached out and placed my hand on her other breast. The skin was smooth and soft, but also cold. It was kind of interesting, though.

“Cool, huh?” Jack asked.

“Yeah…” I whispered, shivering a little.

“Try this.” He bowed his head and began licking the girl’s nipple.

I did as he did. The texture of her skin against my tongue was weird, but I didn’t mind.

He stood back up abruptly. “Now we get to the real fun.”

“Oh?”

Nodding, Jack said, “Help me spread her legs.”

Moving like I was in a dream, I took one of the dead girl’s legs and Jack took the other. We pulled them apart and propped them up a little. It wasn’t easy. They were very stiff, but Jack said that was normal.

Now that her legs were spread, I got my first ever look at a girl’s vagina. It was fascinating. It looked like a small slit, but even though she was dead, I could tell there was a hell of a lot more there.

Jack licked his middle finger and pressed it against the girl’s vagina. I watched as it slid all the way into her. He grinned.

“Cool. Try it.” He pulled back his finger.

Shaking a little, I wetted my middle finger and pressed it where Jack had his. For a moment nothing happened, then my finger seemed to sort of slide into something very tight. I moved it in and out a little, feeling the flesh clinging to me.

“Nice, huh?”

“Yeah…”

Jack was, like me, wearing only boxers and a shirt. He surprised me by pulling the boxers down. He looked at me. “Take yours off, too.”

“Uh… why?”

“So you can fuck her, moron.”

I was amazed. “Are you serious?”

“Why the hell did you think we were down here?” he asked, taking out a small tube of something from the pocket of his boxers. He squirted it into his hand and rubbed it all over his erect penis. “Move aside, I’ll warm her up for you.”

I stepped aside and watched as Jack got up onto the table with the dead girl. I couldn’t believe I was seeing this. “You’re really going to fuck her?”

“Yeah. Watch.” He got between her legs and pushed his penis against the spot where our fingers had been. Before my amazed eyes, I saw it slide smoothly and completely into the dead girl’s vagina.

“Oh, my god…” I whispered.

“Yeah…” He grinned and started fucking her slowly. “Oh, this is sweet… she’s tight… must’ve died a virgin… you’re gonna love it in here…”

Despite myself, I started masturbating as I watched my friend fuck the dead girl. He had a look of total pleasure on his face. I didn’t think it was right to be doing this, but apparently it felt really good.

After about five minutes of screwing the girl, Jack let out a couple low grunts and pushed deep into her. His eyes rolled back and he got a totally blissed out look on his face. I knew he must’ve been cumming inside her.

Once Jack was done fucking the dead girl, he pulled his penis out and sat back on his knees, grinning from ear-to-ear. “THAT was sweet. You ready for your turn?”

“Yeah,” I mumbled, a little nervous.

“Cool.” He got off the table and handed me the tube. “Rub some of this on your dick. You gotta make it slippery so you can get into her.”

“Ok.” I did so. It was similar to the lotion I used to masturbate with only different. The label said “KY Jelly”.

“Since I fucked her first, she’ll be a little warmer for you,” Jack explained. “Now get up onto the table.”

I did so, placing myself between the girl’s legs, looking down at her dead body and open vagina. I’d never had sex before, and here I was about to do it with a dead girl.

“Just put it in, Kevin.”

Swallowing hard, I lined up the tip and pressed. I was surprised at how easily my fourteen-year-old virgin penis sank into the dead girl’s young vagina. I thought it was going to be some real effort, but no. I sank right inside her.

I let out an involuntary gasp. It was warm and wet and tight inside of her. Not as much as I guess it would’ve been had she not been dead, but it still felt REALLY good inside there! Almost as soon as I was all the way in her, I began moving my penis back and forth inside her vagina. God, it was heavenly, even though I knew it was probably a pathway to Hell.

I lasted only about two minutes inside her vagina before I added my sperm to that of Jack, trying pointlessly to impregnate this beautiful, wonderful, incredible, but nevertheless dead, girl.

When I was done cumming, I traded grins with Jack. He had his hobby, and now I knew that henceforth it would be mine, too.

END

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved. Don’t fear the reaper!

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Insemination

October 22, 2008

Insemination
By
Alex Hawk

Summer TV generally sucked. It was only the second week of summer vacation and I was already bored out of my mind. We lived way out in the desert, out in the middle of nowhere, ten miles away from the nearest anything, and there was just nothing at all for us to do.

“Bored much, Tamesin?” asked my twenty-year-old sister, Madison as she walked into the living room. She was home from college for the summer.

“Yeah, kinda.”

“Well, turn off the TV for a moment. I’ve got something I wanted to talk with you about.”

“Ok.” I turned off the television and turned towards my sister as she sat down on the couch next to me. “So what’s up?”

Madison took a deep breath. “Well. I need your help with something.”

“Ok.”

“I’m working on an experiment for my classes.”

“What kind?”

“It’s a biological experiment.”

I nodded. She was majoring both biology and psych. “Ok. And?”

“Well… I plan to get pregnant. I want to have a baby and use certain techniques to raise him or her.”

“Oh. Ok. Sounds a little weird, but ok.” I wasn’t at all clear where this was going. “What does this have to do with me?”

Looking me in the eye, Madison said, “I want you to be the father.”

I was happy I was sitting down, or I probably would have fallen over. “What?” I managed to say after three tries.

“I want you to be the father of my baby.”

“Uh… ok. There’s like a billion things wrong with that,” I said. “I’m your brother and I only turned thirteen just last month.”

“You’re a boy, and you’re fertile,” she said. “Probably, anyhow. At thirteen you’ll produce quite a bit of sperm.”

“Uh… yeah… but, like, if we, you know, had sex, that would be illegal.” I blushed at the very thought of it.

“I wasn’t proposing to have sex with you.”

“Oh.” I wasn’t sure how to take that now.

“What I want you to do is to masturbate into a cup. You bring me your sperm, I’ll suck it up with these eyedropper-like things, insert them into my vagina and squirt your semen into me. That way I’ll get pregnant with your baby.”

“Oh.”

“See, there’s lots of nonsense out there about inbreeding. It’s my hope that I can give birth to a perfectly normal baby, raise it and have it turn out just fine. I won’t reveal that the baby was fathered by my brother until he or she turns eighteen. By then the Statute of Limitations would have expired, assuming there’s anything illegal about this, which I’m not sure of.”

“Oh.”

“It’s my contention,” Madison went on, “that a child born of brother/sister parentage will turn out to be better than either. All the best attributes of both for intelligence, looks, personality, etcetera.”

“Oh.”

“So what do you say?”

“Oh.”

“Something more answer like than that would be nice,” Madison pointed out.

I shook my head to clear it. “Uh… I don’t know, Madison. I mean, this whole thing sounds more than little bit… I don’t know. Weird.”

She nodded. “I understand. You don’t have to do it, but it would be very helpful to me. The whole experiment hinges on finding a baby who has a brother and sister for parents and the best way to be sure of that is to get pregnant by you.”

For some reason, I had a raging hardon. I did my best to ignore and it and decided to stall for time. “Can I have a few days to think about it?”

“Sure. Try to make up your mind as soon as possible, though. We only have the summer and this won’t be the most efficient way of making myself pregnant.”

“What would be the most efficient way?” I asked distantly.

“Well, having sex, obviously.”

“Oh, right.” I took a deep breath. “Ok. Look. I need some time to think about this, ok? I’ll let you know as soon as I make up my mind.”

“Fair enough. I’ll talk with you later,” Madison said as she stood up and walked from the room.

There was no way I could sort this out easily, especially given the distraction of my very hard penis. I spent all day trying hard to figure out what to do. Finally I ended up retiring to my bedroom, hoping that I could lay down and think about this without any distractions.

As I laid there on my bed, I thought about all the possibilities. It might be really cool to have a baby with my sister. It would kind of suck that I would be a father without getting laid, but still. None of my other friends had done anything similar.

While I thought about this, I reached down and unzipped my pants, reaching inside to extract my penis and stroking it slowly while thinking. It was a mind-blowing idea. The more I thought about it, the more that I liked it. Could I really say yes?

My orgasm hit me by surprise while I pictured my sister pregnant with my baby. I had barely enough time to get my hand under my penis and catch a handful of sperm before it all splattered onto me. Moving awkwardly and pulling up my pants without spilling any of my sperm, I made my way out into the hall and knocked on my sister’s door.

She opened it. “Oh, hey, Tamesin. What’s up?”

“Uh… I got something for you.” Rather awkwardly and feeling very embarrassed, I held out my spermy hand.

“Is that…?” She leaned close. “It is! Hold still!”

Madison vanished into her room and came back with what looked like, and probably was, an eyedropper. She used that to suck up as much of my sperm as she could.

“Thanks, Tamesin,” she said, giving me a little hug. “Next time try to get it in a cup, ok?” She handed me a small plastic sleeve full of cups.

“Yeah, ok. When will we know when you’re pregnant?”

“Well, I’ll be doing pregnancy tests pretty often. I’ll let you know what happens each time, ok?”

“Ok.”

“Ideally,” she continued, “we’ll need to be doing this a couple times each day.”

“Ok. I think I can manage that.”

“Great!” Madison gave me another hug. “Well, I have to get busy. See ya, and thanks!” She shut her door.

I stood there for a few seconds and then went back to my bedroom, mind swimming with thoughts about what Madison was doing right now.

* * *

The next couple weeks crept past. Twice each day, once in the morning and once at night, I would masturbate into a cup and bring it to my sister. She’d take my sperm, disappear into her bedroom and do her thing. Hopefully we’d know soon if it had worked.

One morning just as I was getting ready to jerk off, there was a little knock at my bedroom door. Opening it, I saw Madison standing there.

“Hey, sis. What’s up?”

“Well, Tamesin, I just took a pregnancy test.”

My heart skipped a little. “And?” I asked carefully.

“I’m not pregnant yet.”

“Oh.” I wasn’t sure how to feel.

“Don’t worry, I’m sure we’ll make this work,” she said, patting me on the shoulder.

“So why hasn’t it worked yet?”

“Well… it’s possible that too much of the sperm is dying or becoming inactive in the time you ejaculate to the time I get it inside my vagina. Two or three minutes might not sound like much, but it can make a difference.”

“Ok.”

“So what we need to do is somehow decrease the amount of time. And to that end, I have an idea.”

“Oh?”

Madison nodded. “What I’m wanting to do is this: next time you masturbate, I’ll be in the room with you, and I’ll just be wearing a bathrobe. That way when you climax, I can get the sperm and get it inside me all within less than a minute.”

“So, you’re going to be here while I’m jerking off?” I wasn’t too sure about this idea.

Madison shrugged. “I think it’s the best way to get this done.”

“And you’ll put my sperm in you while you’re in here?”

“Yes.”

I thought about that. “That might be interesting to see.”

“You’re welcome to watch if you want. I can hardly say no, seeing as it’s your sperm that’s going to be going into me.”

“Yeah.” Despite my misgivings my penis had hardened up considerably. “Ok. Do you want to do this right now?”

“Let me go get my stuff. I’ll be right back.” Madison was gone and returned in less than two minutes. Once she was back in my room she said, “Alright, I’m ready when you are,” and sat down on the chair at my desk.

Blushing and feeling really shy, I got on my bed and pulled the blanket up over my body. I then reached into my boxers and pulled out my hard penis, giving it a couple tugs.

Madison was sitting there, watching me. This put me off my game.

“Uh… would you mind… like… turning around or something?”

“Oh! Sure, sorry.” She turned around and faced the wall, taking a book off my desk and looking through it.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget that my sister was here as I began masturbating a little more. The blanket was making a rhythmic rustling noise as I beat off, but I tried my best to ignore that, hoping Madison wouldn’t hear it.

I tried my best to get off, but it just wasn’t working. Finally I had to give up. I sat back with an annoyed sigh.

“What’s wrong?” Madison asked.

“I just can’t… you know… with you in here,” I said, feeling like a dork.

“Oh… well, I have an idea.”

“What?”

Madison sat back and propped her legs up on either arm of the chair, lifting and spreading them as she did so. She had only a skirt on and, I knew now, no panties. I was looking at my first ever real life vagina.

“Holy shit,” I muttered.

“Does this help?” she asked, smiling a little as she took a finger and rubbed it along her slit.

“Yeah… hell, yeah!” I said, grabbing hold of my penis and stroking as fast as I could, no longer caring if my sister saw.

“You should pull back the blanket,” she said. “That way you won’t get any sperm on it.”

“Ok.” I pulled the blanket back, exposing my hard penis to my sister for the first time, and leaving me basically naked, since all I was wearing were boxers that were pulled down. I began jerking as fast as I could, knowing that now I would have no trouble cumming. Seconds later, I let out a low moan and my penis seemed to explode, sperm shooting out all over my bare chest and hand.

“Wonderful!” my sister said, hoping down from the chair and coming over to me. “Now hold still.” She took one of the little eye droppers and held it against my stomach, sucking up some of my sperm. She did the same with another one and then sat back down, spreading her legs wide.

Now my eyes went about as wide as Madison’s legs did, as I watched her insert one of the eye droppers into her vagina and give it a squeeze. She followed suit with the second one and then sat back looking pleased.

“Alrighty,” my sister said, giving me a happy smile. “With any luck, I’ll be pregnant in a few minutes.”

“Cool,” I whispered, somewhat overwhelmed by the thought.

Madison walked over and gave me a little kiss on the cheek. “I’ll see you later tonight,” she said as she walked off.

As for me, I laid back with a stupid little grin on my face, my penis still slightly hard as I thought about my sister being pregnant by me and as I thought about how cool it had been to see her vagina.

* * *

Another couple weeks went past, me ejaculating every day and watching my sister suck it up into the eyedropper for another round of attempted impregnation. Each time she did it I had the joy of watching her stick something into her vagina. She didn’t always masturbate with me, but at least I got to see my sperm going into her.

Finally the day of the next pregnancy test came up. I waited impatiently outside the bathroom while my sister did her thing. After a few minutes she came out with a little frown on her face.

I drooped a little. “Not pregnant?”

“No.”

“I’m sorry,” I said, feeling somehow responsible for my sperm not doing their job. Get to work, guys! I wanted to shout.

“That’s ok, we’ll just keep trying,” Madison said, giving me a little kiss on the cheek. “You up for it right now?”

“Hell, yeah.”

“Good. Let’s go.”

It wasn’t too much longer after the conversation that I had yet another orgasm while my sister watched and waited. It wasn’t the best orgasm I’d ever had, but it certainly wasn’t bad. I laid back and watched as she sucked up my sperm with her two eyedroppers. Suddenly an idea occurred to me.

“Hey, Madison, wait a second,” I said as she was getting ready to put the eyedropper into her vagina.

“What?”

“Can I…” I blushed a little, despite the fact that I was currently naked, laying on top of my bed with some remnants of sperm on my stomach while my semi-naked sister was sitting across from me with two eyedroppers of semen ready to stick into her vagina. “Would you mind… I mean… can I… like… put it in you?”

“The sperm?”

“Yeah.”

“Uh… well, sure, I guess.” She handed me the eye droppers and said, “Here, let me lay on your bed. It’ll be easier that way.”

“Ok.”

I moved aside as my sister got comfy on my bed. Once she was settled she spread her legs high and wide and said, “Ok. You think you know where it goes?”

“I think so.” Shaking a little I reached out and poked the first eyedropper against what I thought was the right place. “Here?”

“Yes.”

Very slowly I began to insert the eyedropper, thinking how cool it was to see it sliding into Madison’s vagina. Once it was all the way inside I gave it a little squeeze, seeing my sperm shoot up into her. It was way cool. I did this again with the second one and by the time I was done my penis was massively hard again.

“That was sweet,” I said, sitting back a little.

“Glad you liked it.” Madison smiled at me.

I looked down at my penis. “Uh… if you want, I can give you some more right now?”

Madison laughed. “Let’s save it for later tonight, ok?”

“Ok.”

She sat up and gave me a little hug. “I’ll see you later!” she said, gathering up her things and heading back to her bedroom.

* * *

For another month Madison and I continued this little ritual. Now things were getting a little more tense, however, since there were only three weeks before she had to go back to college. We were both very hopeful that her next pregnancy test would show a plus rather than a minus.

“Negative.”

No such luck.

“Dammit!” I said, feeling annoyed.

“Don’t worry,” Madison said, putting her hand on my shoulder. “We’ll make this work. I have a little idea to try. I’ll meet you in your bedroom in a couple minutes.”

“Ok.”

I went to my bedroom and got naked, laying on top of my bed, idly stroking my penis and wondering what Madison’s plans were.

When she came into my room, my sister was wearing a bathrobe. She said, “Ok, here’s the idea. The problem is probably a matter of too much of your sperm dying before I get it into my vagina. So I’m thinking that what I’ll do is lay on my back and when you get ready to cum, you hold your penis right up against the entrance to my vagina. That way your sperm should go directly from you into me without any problems.”

“Oh!” I thought about this. “Uh… sure, ok.”

Madison pulled the bathrobe off and was now entirely naked. I’d seen her vagina more times than I could count, but hadn’t ever seen her breasts before. If I hadn’t already had a major hardon, this certainly would have given me one. She laid on my bed next to me.

“Right, now get between my legs as you masturbate. Then when you’re about to cum, just move really close and put your penis right here,” she said, spreading her vagina open and showing me the small hole I’d gotten familiar with lately.

“Ok.”

I crouched between my sister’s legs and stared directly at her vagina as I started masturbating. It was a beautiful view! As I masturbated I thought about how incredibly cool it was that I might, with any luck, be a father in nine months as a result of our activities! Wow!

These thoughts, as they often did, drove me ever closer to an orgasm. As I felt it building up, I whispered to Madison, “I’m gonna cum soon…”

“Quick, put it right here!” my sister said, holding her vagina wide open.

I moved forward, touching the tip of my penis to her wetness. I pushed slightly, just enough for a little bit of the tip to go in, and then started cumming harder than I’d ever cum before. I my best to keep myself steady, hoping that enough of my sperm would get inside my sister to make a difference.

When I was done cumming, I sat back, a tiny string of semen connecting the tip of my penis to my sister’s vagina. It snapped eventually. I saw just a tiny bit of sperm leaking out of her, but not a great deal. I hoped most of it had ended up inside.

“Do you think it worked?” I asked as I sat back on my knees.

“I hope so!” Madison said, continuing to lay on her back, letting my sperm flow into her body. “I think it probably helped, at least. Much more of your sperm should have survived the trip this time.”

“Cool.” I looked at her vagina and pictured my little boys swimming. “It’s really kind of… awesome to think about, you know?”

“Yeah.”

I laid down next to her. “What are you going to do with the baby once it’s born?”

Madison shrugged. “I’ll raise it and take good care of it. No one will know who the father is until the baby is eighteen, and then you’ll get the credit you deserve.” She smiled at me.

“Cool.” I grinned back.

“I hope if it’s a boy he winds up looking like you,” Madison said, smiling at me.

“Really?”

“Yeah. You’re a good looking boy.” She ran her fingers down my bare chest. “Especially when you’re naked.”

I giggled a little. “You’re pretty nice naked, too.”

Madison let her hand drift down my body. She let it come to a rest on my still hard penis. She’d never touched me there before. As she gave it a couple slow strokes, she said, “It’s very nice thinking that because of this, I’ll have a baby.”

I let out the breath I’d been holding since she touched me. “Yeah…”

“Tamesin?”

“Yeah?”

“You think you can cum again?”

“Like now? Yeah.”

“Well… get between my legs again. We can try something else.” My sister’s voice had an odd quality to it.

“Ok.” I got up and knelt between her legs, looking down at her vagina. “Now what?”

“Put your penis against my vagina again.”

“Ok.” I did so.

“Now…” Madison reached up and put her hands on my shoulders, tugging me down towards her. “Lower yourself down a little.”

“Uh… ok.” I lowered my body down on top of my sister. It was hard to keep my penis positioned just right, though. I started feeling an odd sensation around the tip.

“Uh… Madison?” I asked, putting two and two together as I felt a strange, warm wetness work itself around the tip of my penis and then slowly along the shaft.

“Shhh…”

“But I think I’m-”

She put her fingers on my lips. “Shhh…”

“But… I’m going into you…” I whispered.

“I know…”

“Oh, god,” I whispered, feeling the last bit of my thirteen-year-old virgin penis sliding into place deep inside my sister’s tight twenty-year-old vagina. My sister and I locked eyes as my pubic hair merged with hers. Sparks of pleasure were shooting from my penis and going out all over my body. I’d never felt anything so amazing! I was actually inside a girl!

“What do you think?” Madison asked me quietly. I could feel her heart beating fast inside her chest.

“I think… I… oh, it’s wonderful…”

“You think you can… move it around a little…?”

“Yeah…” I flexed my hips, feeling my penis move slightly inside my sister’s vagina. It felt good, so I kept doing it. It was sweet.

Under me, Madison was moving around, wrapping her legs around my waist, moaning a little and shivering with pleasure. She started whispering into my ear,
“Fuck me, little brother… fuck me… give me a baby… fuck me…”

I began fucking as fast as I could, trying hard not to slip out of Madison. Hearing her talk like that, realizing that I was actually fucking a girl and that I might, I hoped, get her pregnant, was so fantastic I couldn’t believe it.

Soon my thrusts became very rapid and short. I started breathing very, very hard as the pleasure swept over my young body. Then I let out a grunt of pure joy as my penis began firing off inside my sister’s heavenly vagina. I fired off several hard blasts of sperm into her.

As soon as I was done cumming, I fell on top of her, totally overwhelmed by everything I’d experienced, my sister gently stroking my hair and whispering, “You did good, little brother… you did real good…”

We fucked every chance we had after that. Almost every time we did it, I was on top of her, the logic being that my sperm would have a better chance of getting her pregnant that way. I didn’t really care too much at this point. All I knew is that I was getting as much sex as any young boy could hope for.

My sister eventually went back to school. She took the last pregnancy test while she was there. She told me in a very excited phone call that it had been positive. A little chill went through my body as she told me that I was going to be a father in a few months.

Now a year has gone by since my sister first asked me the favor. Our baby daughter was born a couple months ago. She’s healthy, happy and doing well as is Madison. I don’t know exactly how the baby will turn out in the long run, and it does feel kind of weird to be a father at my age, but I knew that with Madison taking care of her everything would, hopefully, work out ok in the end.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

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Holding Onto Joy

October 21, 2008

Holding Onto Joy
By
Alex Hawk

I was awkward when I was thirteen.

I know that seems obvious. EVERYONE is awkward at thirteen. But, well, I was kind of a geek. I didn’t have any real friends. I was scrawny. I was pale. I wore glasses. Really the only way in which I wasn’t awkward was that I didn’t wear braces. I actually had really nice teeth.

My home life didn’t make things much better. My parents weren’t abusive or anything like that, but they fought with each other a lot and were pretty obviously moving towards a divorce. I just wished they’d get there soon or make up. Either way, the fighting was really bringing me down.

I’d really hit bottom with my life a couple months ago when I tried to kill myself. I didn’t try very hard, I guessed. I cut my wrists open, but I did it wrong. I bled a lot and passed out, but my dad found me and got me to the hospital. After that, my parents stopped fighting.

For about three days.

Then they were back at it.

In short, my life really sucked. The only refuge I had was in my books. I loved to read, I loved to learn, I even loved doing homework. Anything that kept my away from my parents was a good thing.

The good thing, the only good thing, about my constant reading/studying/nerdiness, was the fact that it made me prized by people who wanted someone to help them with their homework. It meant I got a little less razzing from the popular people than I otherwise might have had.

It was in this tutoring capacity that I found myself spending a great deal of time at the house of Lisa Martins. She was one of the prettiest, most popular girls in the school, and like most every boy, I had a massive crush on her.

She was also really, really bad at math.

Thankfully, I wasn’t.

Lisa was a really cool girl. It’s not just that she was pretty, though she really, really was, but she also was very nice and very sweet. She wasn’t mean to anyone. She always smiled. She always said hello. I really liked her. I figured the only reason she was nice to me was because she knew I would help her study. But I didn’t mind.

We’d had some major tests coming up and I’d spent almost every day of the last two weeks hanging out with her after school and doing my best to teach her what I could. She wasn’t stupid or anything, but she really wasn’t good at math. Still, I’d tried as hard as I could, so we’d see how it turned out.

We got our test results the week after the test. I’d done fairly well, though not as well as I’d wanted. I was in the upper 97%, but I wanted to be at the top. Oh, well. I figured that I could probably deal with it.

After school that day, as I was getting ready to head home, Lisa came up to me.

“Hey, Julian.”

“Oh, hey, Lisa. How are you?”

“Ok. Can you come over to my place for a bit?”

“Sure. You need some more help with math or stuff?”

“Well, I wanted to go over my test results.”

“Oh.” I shrugged. “Sure, I’d be happy to come over,” I replied, mentally kicking my heels in joy.

“Ok, let’s go!”

“Ok.”

Our arrival at Lisa’s house was delayed by several minutes as she stopped to talk with various friends of hers. She gossiped with the girls and flirted with the boys, and just as I was about to make an excuse, she finally finished what she was up to and we made our way to her home.

We made small talk as we walked to Lisa’s house. Well, she talked (endlessly, and about all sorts of gossip), and I listened with half an ear. I really didn’t care about any of that stuff, but I did like spending time with her, so I forced myself to at least try to pay attention.

Once we got to Lisa’s house, we each got Cokes from the kitchen and then went out to the living room, sitting on the couch where we’d done so much of our studying. Lisa seemed to be sitting a little closer than normal to me.

“So… about my test scores,” she began.

“Yeah?”

Lisa smiled that sweet smile I loved so much. “I passed!” she squealed.

“Wonderful!” I said, smiling myself.

“And it’s all thanks to you!” She put her arms around me and hugged me tight, then gave me a kiss on the cheek.

“Oh!” I said, not expecting that. I blushed. “Well, it wasn’t me that passed the test, it was you. You’re pretty smart.”

“I’m not that smart,” she replied, sitting back a little.

“You’re smarter than everyone thinks. You’re smarter than you think you are.”

Now it was her turn to blush. “No, I’m not.”

“Yes, you are,” I persisted. “I helped you learn, but you passed the test on your own.”

“Well, thanks.” She took a sip of her Coke. “Most guys think I’m kind of stupid.”

“I don’t know why,” I said, honestly.

She shrugged. “Well… I mean, I do cheerleading, and… well, I mean… I kind of… you know… sleep around…”

“Oh,” I said, my face getting hot. “I didn’t know that.”

“Yeah. Well, I mean, I’m not like some horrible slut or anything. But I’ve had sex with eight boys since last year, and, well, you know. People talk.”

“Oh.” I took a sip of my Coke, and then gave a shy laugh. “Well, you’re doing better than me, then. I haven’t had sex with any boys.”

Lisa stared at me for a moment and then laughed. “Yeah, well, how many girls?”

Shifting awkwardly, I quietly said, “None.”

“Oh, really? I’m surprised.”

My eyebrows went up. “You are?”

“Well, yes. I mean, you’re smart and you’re cute. I assumed you’d already had sex.”

“I want to,” I said, blushing again. “But… yeah. I haven’t.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

We sat there in silence for a little bit. I felt kind of weird discussing my sex life, or lack of it, with a girl I had a crush on. But she seemed to be pretty comfortable with it, so I figured it wasn’t any big deal. And since I knew now that she wasn’t a virgin, at least I’d have something nice to think about when I jacked off tonight.

“Stand up for a second,” Lisa said.

“Huh?”

“Stand up in front of me.”

“Ok.” I got to my feet, standing in front of her.

Lisa set down her Coke and put her hands on my hips, pulling me in closer. Then to my utter amazement she started to unbutton and unzip my jeans, opening them up to reveal my bulging underwear.

“Uh…” I began.

“Shhh… just relax, ok? We’re gonna have fun.” She lowered my jeans down and then matter-of-factly took my boxers down to join them.

Now that my virgin penis was exposed, she took it in her hand and began stroking it slowly, sending more pleasure through me than I’d ever felt before. Smiling up at me as she did so, she said, “You’ve got a nice one.”

“Thanks…” I whispered. I’d always thought my penis was nothing special. It was a little under four inches long and had hardly any hair yet. I was happy Lisa liked it, though!

Then Lisa opened her mouth and wrapped it around my young penis, and if I thought her stroking me had felt good, it was nothing compared to this! I’d heard about blowjobs, but I never knew they’d be as amazing as this was! The way her tongue felt on me… oh, wow…

“Oh, god…” I whispered as I enjoyed my first blowjob.

“You like?” Lisa asked, lifting her face off me for a moment.

“Yes…”

“Good.” She lowered her head back down.

As Lisa’s lips and tongue worked their magic on my penis, I had to grit my teeth in a desperate effort not to cum too quickly. I certainly didn’t want to shoot while her mouth was on me. I figured a mouthful of sperm would not make her happy.

Finally, though, I couldn’t hold back. I nearly shouted, “Oh… oh, I’m gonna cum!”

Rather than stopping, as I expected, Lisa began moving faster, and before I could say or do anything else, my penis began to twitch, shooting my sperm into her mouth as my I had my first ever orgasm given to me by someone else.

Not surprisingly it was the best one I had ever had, and I nearly collapsed afterwards. It was all I could do to stagger myself back down onto the couch as Lisa grabbed her Coke, took a sip, rinsed it through her mouth and then swallowed.

“That was your first blowjob, right?” she said after a few moments.

“Yeah…”

“What did you think?”

I smiled weakly. “It was… wow…”

“I’m glad you liked it. No, don’t,” she said, as I reached down to pull up my boxers. “We’re not done yet.”

“We aren’t?” I asked in honest confusion.

“Of course not.” She stood up and pulled her t-shirt over her head. “You’re still a virgin. We won’t be done until you’re not.”

“Oh?” I thought for a second as that sunk in. “Oh!”

“Yeah.”

“You mean we’re going to…” I couldn’t bear to finish the sentence in case I was wrong.

“Yes, we are.” She pulled off her bra, jeans and panties, leaving her beautifully, gloriously naked. She was every bit as beautiful as I had dreamed. Small, pert breasts, a little patch of hair between her legs. Smooth skin Amazing!

Then Lisa sat down on my lap. I felt the shaft of my still-hard penis brushing against something warm and a little wet. Her vagina, I realized, as she started to kiss me and began unbuttoning my shirt.

“What do I need to be doing?” I asked between kisses.

“Whatever you want,” she replied as she leaned down and kissed, then licked, one of my nipples before starting to kiss my mouth again.

I wasn’t sure what to do. I had a vague idea that girls liked to have their vaginas rubbed, so I reached down between our bodies, brushing up against my throbbing penis, and began rubbing everything I could.

At one point one of my fingers found a warm, wet hole and started to slide inside her. That was the place, I realized, feeling a little dizzy. This is where my penis was supposed to go. This wonderful velvet passage. I couldn’t wait!

“Mmmm… that feels nice,” Lisa whispered into my ear as I fingered her.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah….”

“Cool,” I said with a happy smile, very glad to be making her feel almost as good as I was, cause there was no way she could feel better than me! Between the next series of kisses, I said, “Is there anything else I can do that you will like?”

Lisa sat up a little and looked down at me. “You mean you’re more concerned with what I will like than what you will like?”

“Well… yeah?” I was suddenly uncertain. “That’s ok, isn’t it?”

She smiled. “It’s perfect.”

“Ok.”

“And no, there’s nothing you can do. At least not this time.”

“This time?” I echoed.

Lisa laughed a little. “Of course! You don’t think we’re only going to do this once, do you?”

The smile on my face was so big I thought it might cause my head to fall off. “Cool…” was all I could think so say.

We started kissing again, my finger working back and forth inside Lisa’s amazing vagina. I wondered how long it was going to be before I would get to put my penis inside there. I wasn’t in any great hurry, but I was wondering.

I didn’t have to wonder too much longer, because Lisa suddenly got to her feet and pulled me up. “Lay down on the coffee table.”

“Why?” I asked, doing so.

“Because it will be easier for us to fuck on there than on the couch,” she replied, straddling my waist.

“Oh,” I said weakly, my mouth suddenly dry.

“Don’t be nervous,” Lisa said, now holding my penis straight up.

“I’m not,” I lied. “But… don’t I need a condom or something?” I asked, remembering what I’d learned in health class.

“Normally, yes,” Lisa said. “But in this case… you’re a virgin, so I can’t catch anything from you.”

“What about… a baby?”

Lisa shrugged. “I don’t mind the risk. Are you ready?”

Unable to speak, I just nodded.

“Ok.” Lisa lifted her body up. I felt the tip of my erection brush against something just an instant before it was swallowed up into her liquid warmth. Looking down I could see that almost every bit of my thirteen-year-old virgin penis had gone up into her incredible thirteen-year-old vagina. I was officially getting laid!

“Oh…” I whispered as the pleasure began to hit me.

“You like this?” Lisa asked, moving her body up and down a little.

“Yeah…” I leaned up and kissed her. “Thank you… thank you so much…”

Lisa didn’t say anything else, she just kissed me back and kept riding me. I tried my best to hold back as long as I could, being very happy her blowjob had gotten me off earlier. I wanted to make it last as long as I could; not just for myself but try and give her as much pleasure as I could. But it was a losing effort, and after only a few moments fucking, I let out a series of gasps, and felt my penis begin to spasm within her vagina, sending blasts of sperm deep into her body.

As I finished cumming, Lisa moaned on top of me and I felt her vagina contracting around my penis. This was her orgasm, I knew. I’d read quite a lot about these sorts of things. Just in case, you know.

After we were done, Lisa laid herself on top of me, and kissed me some more, her breasts against my bare chest. Then she said, “I gotta go clean up. I’ll be back in a few, ok? Then we can go up to my bedroom and do some more, if you like.”

I wasn’t able to speak, I just smiled and nodded, then enjoyed the sight of Lisa’s naked body as she walked away from me.

Strangely, stupidly, I then began to laugh. It started as a light giggle of delight, but soon I was laughing loudly. I supposed it might’ve looked odd had anyone seen me. I was laying on my back on the coffee table, my pants and boxers around my ankles, my legs dangling off the edge. My shirt was unbuttoned and showing off my hairless chest, and my still-erect penis was moving with each laugh.

I knew now that I’d never try to kill myself again. I knew that no matter what happened to me in life, things would be ok. My parents could divorce, I could have to move away from here, I could get a horrible disease. None of that would matter. If I ever felt depressed again, all I’d have to do is remember THIS time and THIS place, and I’d be able to hold onto joy.

I was the happiest boy on the planet.

THE END

Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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Hannah and Her Brothers
By
Alex Hawk

I lay in my bed, shivering slightly in the cold late autumn night. It had been a very warm day, but tonight was unseasonably cold. Probably only about 39 degrees outside, and not too much warmer inside. In theory I could turn the heat up, but my mom and twelve-year-old brother, Brady, were out of town with one of Brady’s swim meets, and the thermostat had a security code on it and I couldn’t turn it up, despite the cold.

I was fifteen, I thought. I shouldn’t be having to put up with this.

Finally at about 11:00 I got tired of trying to stay warm and thought of a different idea. I pulled on a pair of panties and a t-shirt (I normally slept nude), and walked down the hall to the bedroom of my thirteen-year-old brother, Matt, where I knocked on the door.

I heard his still boyish voice come from the other side of the door. “Yeah?”

“Can I come in, Matt?”

“Sure.”

I opened his door and crept inside. In the faint light from the window, I could see Matt covered almost completely by his blankets.

“Cold?”

“What do you think?”

I grinned a little while shivering still. “Well… look… I can’t sleep cause I’m freezing my ass off. Can I… well, can I sleep with you so that we can both stay warm?”

“Uh… well, ok, sure.”

“Good. Move over.”

Matt scooted over and I pulled back his blankets, joining him under them. At first it still felt cold, but after only a couple minutes I warmed up and was soon feeling nice and toasty.

“Oh, this is much better, Matt… thank you.”

“You’re welcome, Hannah,” he said, sounding a little sleepy.

I laid on my back, my brother facing the wall of his bedroom, and eventually drifted off to a nice warm sleep.

At some point later, I don’t know for sure when, I woke up. I didn’t know why, but I was awake. I laid there, totally motionless, wondering what had woken me up when I suddenly became aware of my brother’s hand moving along my arm.

I wondered why he was doing this and couldn’t figure out how I should handle it. I mean, it didn’t feel BAD having him touching my arm. It wasn’t any really big deal. Perhaps he was sleeping and just doing so in his sleep? That was cool, I guessed. No big deal.

Just as I started to doze off I felt my brother’s hand move again and heard him whisper softly, “Hannah? Hannah, are you awake?”

I said nothing, just continued to act asleep.

Very slowly Matt moved his hand off my arm and down to my stomach. He moved his fingers gently up from there until they brushed against the underside of one of my breasts. He shifted his weight a little and slowly traced his fingers up until his hand was completely cupping my breast.

Well, now… this had my attention! I wanted to stop him, but frankly it DID feel good, and he was certainly keeping me warm, so I suppose I didn’t have too much to complain about. Besides, it was kind of sweet in it’s own way. I laid there in this half-asleep state, wondering what else Matt had in mind to do.

It wasn’t too terribly long before I found out, as he removed his hand from my breast and whispered, once more, “Hannah? Hannah, wake up.” Ignoring him I remained motionless.

Matt shifted around a little behind me and this time I felt his fingers stray down to my panties. My pulse jumped into high gear at this point. I’d had some experience with boys, but it was mostly limited to making out and one of them feeling my breasts, just like Matt had done. None had ever put their hands anywhere near my panties, despite what they might’ve wanted.

Matt first moved his hands along my stomach and then along the waistband of my panties. I wondered if he was going to try to slip it inside, but apparently not. All he did was my his fingers along the surface from the waistband and down slightly to the top of my pubic hair. It wasn’t much, but it felt pretty nice.
My brother moved his hand off my panties and I felt him shifting around behind me. It took a moment to figure out what he was doing, but once I puzzled it out, it was pretty clear he was masturbating.

As I laid there in Matt’s bed, trying to figure out what to do next, he moved his hand back onto my panties. “Hannah?” he whispered once more. Matt was breathing pretty hard at this point. It was apparent that he was quite excited by what he was doing. I could hardly blame him, since I was pretty excited myself.

Matt then slipped a couple fingers into the waistband of my panties. I found myself trying not to hold my breath as he moved them down until they encountered my pubic hair. He traced his fingertips around in the tangle, and then moved down a little more until his fingers brushed against my clitoris.
Now I was getting REALLY turned on, even if it was my little brother who was feeling me up! It still felt really nice. Besides, there wasn’t really any harm in it, was there? It certainly was keeping me warm.

Then my brother’s fingers drifted lower, until the tip of one finger was pressing right against my vagina. He pushed slightly and I felt his finger slide in a little as he breathed out, whispering, “Oh, wow…”

I felt my brother’s bed shaking a little, and his finger trembling as it pushed a little more into my vagina, past about the first knuckle or so. Then Matt let out a little moan and stiffened up next to me. He was cumming, I realized.

When Matt was done with his orgasm he laid there silently next to me for a moment, then pulled his finger out of me. He moved around a little and, after a bit, started breathing like he was sleep.

Once I was sure he was sleeping, I got out of his bed, went to the bathroom, masturbated to a quick orgasm of my own, and then went back to go to sleep, drifting off with images of Matt dancing in my head.

* * *

By the time I woke up the next morning, Matt was already out of bed and downstairs. I laid there in his bed, wondering how much of what had happened last night had been real and how much had just been a very vivid dream. It certainly felt like it had been real, but how was I to know for sure? I guessed there wasn’t any real way, unless I talked with Matt about it, and he’d lie like a dog if it were true. Oh, well.

When I finally got myself together, and put on some clothes, I went down to where Matt was sitting in the living room watching TV. I came up to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

“Thank you!” I said.

“For what?”

“Letting me sleep in your bed.”

“Oh! Sure, you’re welcome.”

A thought hit. “If it’s really cold tonight, can I do it again?”

“Sure, if you want to.”

“I do.”

“Ok.”

Matt and I went about the rest of our days separately. We got a call from our mom late in the night who told us that Brady had made it into the semi-finals in his swim meet. We were all pretty happy about that, so I made a special dinner (homemade pizza), for my brother and I before we got ready for bed.

When night rolled around, I was secretly pleased at how cold it was. I told Matt I planned to sleep with him tonight, and he said that was fine. So I went to my bedroom, changed into just a t-shirt and, this time, a pair of loose fitting boxers (to make it easier for him), before I went and joined him in his bed.

“Welcome back, Hannah,” Matt said as I got into bed with him.

“Thank you,” I said with a giggle. Then I leaned over and hugged him, feeling his bare chest against me. “I hate freezing.”

Matt laughed. “Me, too. It’s a lot warmer with you in here with me.”

“Yeah.”

“Anyhow, goodnight.”

“Goodnight, Matt.”

I laid on my back, my head tilted away from my brother and pretended to be sleeping. It actually didn’t take too long before I started to drift slowly off, but as I felt Matt begin moving next to me I woke entirely up, wondering what he had in mind this time.

“Hannah?” he whispered again. I wondered what he’d do if I responded. “Hannah, are you awake?”

Upon my saying nothing, my younger brother obviously felt things were ok to go. He placed his hand at the base of my tshirt and then slipped it slowly up inside. This was new, but it didn’t bother me in the least, and it especially didn’t bother me when Matt moved his hand up until it was cupping my breast, my hard nipple against the palm of his hand.

Matt whispered something under his breath, but I didn’t catch what it was. Obviously he was pretty happy to have his hand on me. He pulled his hand back after a minute or two, though, but then he pulled my shirt up enough to expose both my breasts. It moved me around considerably, and if I hadn’t been awake already, this would have woken me up.

“Wow,” he whispered as he looked at my exposed breasts. I felt him shaking a little next to me and knew that he was masturbating again. Then he placed a hand over one of my nipples again, moving it around just a little. It felt nice, that was certain.

Then Matt did something I really didn’t expect! He leaned down and I felt his lips against my nipple. I’d just had time to notice that when I felt him starting to suck gently, which REALLY started to get me horny. It was all that I could do to keep from twitching as the pleasure flooded through my body.

Just as I was getting into it, Matt pulled his mouth off me and pulled my t-shirt back down. He started shaking a little more, which reminded me of what else he was doing on his bed. I tried to picture what it looked like when Matt masturbated. What his penis might be like, etc.

Then I felt Matt moving again as his hand came to rest above my panties. Moments later he slipped his fingers under the waistband, probably very surprised to find rather less hair than there had been the day before. I’d trimmed it down a little during the afternoon.

If Matt noticed any difference, he didn’t let on. He just moved his fingers down until the tip of one encountered my vagina. He stuck out one of his fingers and slowly slipped it up inside me, this time until it was the way in me.

“God, that’s nice…” Matt whispered. I felt him starting to shake big time, and it was pretty clear he was about to cum. Sure enough, after only a few moments of him fingering me he tensed up and let out a quiet moan as his climax hit.

A few moments later Matt withdrew his finger from inside my vagina. To my surprise he then leaned over and gave me a kiss on the cheek before he laid back and, presumably, eventually drifted off to sleep.

I, however, wasn’t at all able to sleep. I’d been horny all day, and having my brother fingering me and sucking on my breast had been enough to make me REALLY horny. I wanted to get out of the bed and go masturbate, but I also didn’t want to freeze my ass off.

Then after about fifteen minutes or so I came up with a new idea. Turning over, I cracked open my eyes and in the faint light from the window saw Matt laying on his back, about half his chest exposed from under the blanket.

Quietly I whispered, “Matt? Matt?” No reply.

I grinned a little and placed my hand on his bare chest, feeling the heat from his body against me. He did have a pretty nice body, really. Plus it was kind of cool feeling him up as he slept. Well, presumably slept. For all I knew, he was faking like I had been.

“Matt? Matt, if you’re awake, I’ll let you fuck me,” I lied softly. I figured if he was awake, that would certainly get his attention. Nothing. Good.

I let my hand slide under the blanket and drift slowly down my brother’s chest and stomach until I reached the top of his boxers. Swallowing a little I moved my hand down farther, until I felt a bulge in the fabric under my palm. My hand was now resting over my little brother’s penis.

A surge of excitement went through me at the thought of what I was doing. I felt a lot of warmth under my palm, and realized that there was nothing bit a thin bit of fabric between me and my brother. Did I dare go further?

Hell, how could I not?

I moved my hand up again and before I could chicken out slid it under the fabric of Matt’s boxers, past a small bit of pubic hair and then, just that swiftly, my fingers touched the base of his penis.

Oh, wow, I thought, but unlike Matt didn’t feel the need to say. Moving my hand down farther, I let it rest directly on his penis, and felt it twitch and start to harden, until it was sticking out completely. I wrapped my hand around it and held it, savoring the texture and warmth.

Well, here I was with my hand down my brothers boxers and his penis in my hand. What did I do next? I had no idea. I used my other hand to reach down into my underwear and finger myself while holding him. It was certainly cool.

It was at this point, with my brother’s penis in my hand and my fingers inside my vagina, that my own orgasm hit me, hard and sudden. It was, without a doubt, the best I’d ever had, taking me at least a couple minutes before I came back to myself.

And then, after all the excitement was over, I rolled over onto my side and mere moments later was lost in sleep.

* * *

The next day passed uneventfully. It was Sunday night, and Matt and I would still have tonight to be by ourselves before our mom and Brady came back. We DID get a call from them, saying that Brady was in the finals. We wished him luck, and went about the rest of the day. I didn’t know for sure what Matt was thinking all day, but I was just killing time, waiting for bed.

Thankfully, it was even colder than it had been the previous two nights. I was able to go into the kitchen, open the fridge and have warm air come out. AND IT WAS WORKING RIGHT! Amazing, and disturbing. Kind of like what Matt and I had been up to.

As bedtime rolled around, I made sure Matt knew I planned to sleep with him. He seemed just as thrilled about the notion as I was, though I was sure he had no idea why I was so pleased.

When I got to his bedroom, and under the blankets, Matt said, “Hey, Hannah?”

“Yeah?”

“I got an idea.”

“Ok.”

Matt was silent for so long I’d almost thought he was sleeping. Then he said, “Well… look… I remember reading in a Boy Scout book that… well… if you’re sleeping with someone to stay warm you should, you know, sleep… naked… cause the heat goes from one person to the other person better than it would with clothes.”

I was surprised and proud of my little brother for coming up with such an intelligent notion. So I said, “Oh… ok, that sounds like a good idea.”

“It does?”

“Yeah!” I sat up in his bed and tossed my t-shirt onto the ground, then pretended to throw my panties on the floor. What my brother didn’t know is that I hadn’t been wearing anything under the shirt.

Moments later Matt sat up and threw his boxers past me and onto the floor. Then we both snuggled under the blankets and said good night to each other. Then I just had to pretend to sleep and see how long it would be before Matt’s throbbing teenage hormones overtook him.

As it happened it didn’t take too long before I felt him moving around next to me. I really wished I could just open my eyes up and look at him and have him know that he was making me feel good and everything else, but I didn’t want to scare him.

Matt ended up making record time on his activities. Not more than five minutes after I’d pretended to go to sleep, he started whispering my name, trying to see if I was awake. He even shook my shoulder, wanting to make damn sure I was asleep. I gave him his wish.

My younger brother didn’t bother to wait any further. He simply placed his hand between my legs and started rubbing at my vagina, working a finger up inside me. I’d left my legs spread to make this easier for him, and that certainly seemed to help, and it felt even better for me cause it meant that he could get his finger into me a little deeper.

Matt shifted around on the bed, and I figured he was just masturbating, but then I realized that he was trying to spread my legs. Wondering exactly what he had in mind, I let him spread them, and he got them pretty wide before he let go. Then Matt sat up and moved over, positioning himself so that he was between my legs.

Ok, I’ll admit. This surprised me. It was likely that my brother was going to try and fuck me, and if he thought I was going to pretend to be asleep while I lost my virginity, he had another thing coming. Still, I thought, maybe I was wrong. Maybe he didn’t have that in mind, though what he DID have planned, I couldn’t guess.

Matt moved himself up until his face was near mine. “Hannah?” he whispered again. I kept pretending to sleep. “Good,” he whispered softly. He reached down between our legs and I felt the tip of his penis brushing up against my vagina.

Well, great, I thought. Now I had to make up my mind and make it up quick. Did I REALLY want to stop him, or did I want to see what it felt like to have a boy inside me? I mean, being a virgin at fifteen WAS kind of sucky, after all. But did I want to loose it to my little brother and while I was pretending to sleep?

Now I felt the tip of Matt’s penis pressing into the entrance to my vagina. If I didn’t do something soon, he’d slide right inside, and what would I do then? There’d be no way I could keep pretending to sleep while I got fucked.

So, being a little brat like only I can be, I opened my eyes and quietly said, “Boo.”

“Aaaaaaaah!” Matt lept from off me, got tangled up in his blankets and fell onto the floor with a loud thump as I sat up in the bed and started laughing.

“Hannah!” Matt yelped, trying to cover himself with the blanket that had ended up on the floor with him. “Uh… I… it wasn’t… I just…”

I held up my hand and kept laughing as I shook my head. “You were thinking I was asleep so you thought you’d try fucking me, right?”

“What? No! Of course not!” my little brother replied, doing his best to look offended and innocent at the same time. It didn’t work. “I mean…” He laughed weakly. “Why… why would you think that?”

“Cause you were naked on top of me with your dick about to poke into me.”

“Oh, THAT. Well, that’s because… uh…”

I decided to have mercy. “Matt. Get back up into bed.”

“No, I’m fine down here.”

“Well, I’m COLD up here, so get your naked butt back into bed.”

Shyly, and doing his best to hide his naked body, Matt got back into the bed, laying as far away from me as he could get.

“Why are you all the way over there?” I asked.

“Uh… more comfy.”

“Uh-huh… you didn’t have a problem being next to me the last couple nights.”

Matt was silent.

“Ok, look. Let’s talk, Matt.”

“About what?”

“About you feeling me up when you thought I was sleeping.”

“Oh, that.”

“Yes, that. What do you have to say for yourself?”

Matt shifted around a bit and then said. “Uhm… sorry.”

“That’s the best you can do?”

“Very sorry?” he replied after a moment.

I rolled my eyes. “Try again,” I said, reaching over and smacking him on the arm.

Matt sighed. “Ok, Hannah. I’m sorry I was feeling you up while I thought you were sleeping. It was wrong and I shouldn’t have done it.”

“Apology accepted.”

“But… wait. If you were awake, why didn’t you stop me?”

That question was not one I’d prepared for. “Er…” I settled for honestly. “Well, to tell the truth, it felt pretty nice.”

“It did?”

“Yeah. Besides, I already had my revenge.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean I felt you up last night after you were done with me.”

“You did?” he asked in a stunned tone.

“Yeah. Sorry.”

“Oh. What did you do?”

I shrugged. “Just put my hand down inside your boxers and held your penis for a bit.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

“Well… fair is fair, I guess.”

“Yeah. Matt?”

“Yeah?”

“Were you really going to try to fuck me?”

Matt went quiet but finally said, “Well… I was going to try to at least put it in, just to see what it felt like.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah. I would’ve pulled out before I came. But it’s just that I’m a virgin still and I wanted to know what it’s like inside a girl.”

“Yeah, I can understand that. I wonder what it’s like to have a boy inside me.”

“You’re still a virgin, too?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh.”

“Well, you might’ve at least used a condom. You think I want to get pregnant?”

“I don’t have any. Plus I wasn’t going to cum in you anyhow. I was only going to stick it in and take it right back out again.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

We were both silent for a bit now, but then I said, “So… Matt?”

“Yeah?”

“I got a deal for you.”

“Ok.”

I took a deep breath. “If you promise not to cum, I’ll let you put it in me so that we can both see what it feels like.”

“You will? Really?”

“Yeah, but you can’t cum inside me.”

“Ok!” Matt sat up. “You want me on top like I was going to be?”

“Sure.”

“Ok!”

I spread my legs wide as Matt moved around, getting between my legs. My heart was racing as I thought about the fact that I was about to loose my virginity to my little brother. I was a little creeped out, but mostly just really excited and horny as hell.

Once Matt was on top of me I took his penis in my hand and lined it up with my vagina, feeling the tip press slightly into me.

“Push it in real slowly, ok?”

“Alright.”

Matt nodded at me and looked down into the darkness under the blanket. I felt him move around a little and then a faint pressure between my legs as, with surprising ease, my brother’s thirteen-year-old virgin penis glided smoothly into my fifteen-year-old virgin vagina, stopping only when he could go no deeper.

For a few moments my brain froze up as Matt entered me for the first time. The feeling of having him inside me in such an amazing fashion was really overwhelming! There was a faint twinge of pain, but that was knocked aside by the pure pleasure of our incestual coupling. It was like he was where he really belonged.

“Jesus, Hannah…” Matt whispered, looking down at me.

“I know…” I whispered back.

“This feels… so cool…”

“Yeah…”

I looked up at as much of my brother’s nude body I could see in the faint light that filled the room. He looked really hot on top of me, I had to admit. Knowing that his penis was deep inside me made him even hotter.

Matt was trying hard not to move, which I guessed meant that he was getting close to cumming. I let him keep his penis inside me for about a minute or so, but then I figured anything more than that and I could get pregnant. So I had to do what I didn’t want to do.

“Matt…?” I whispered.

“Yeah…?”

“You gotta pull out…”

Matt looked crushed. “Do I have to…?”

I nodded. “I don’t want you to… but you can’t cum in me…”

“Can I just keep it inside a little longer? Please? I promise to pull out before I cum! Please?”

Matt had such a look of desperation on his face… and it DID feel really good to have him inside me. So finally I nodded and said, “Ok… but you better pull out…”

“I will, I promise!”

“Ok…”

Matt at first didn’t move or anything, but then I felt his muscular naked body moving on top of me in a slow, somewhat steady motion, his penis sawing back and forth inside my vagina as, for the first time, he stared to truly fuck me.

I let out a little moan and placed my hands on my brother’s ass, cupping it as he fucked me, my mind spinning with pleasure. I’d never known anything could ever feel this good! If I’d known sex was like this, I would’ve lost my virginity years ago!

“Oh… ooooh… Hannah…?” Matt gasped as he moved his penis within me.

“Yeah…?”

“I’m gettin’ close…”

“Ok…”

“Can I cum in you… please…? Just this once… please? I promise I’ll never ask again… just this once… please…?”

I knew I shouldn’t let him, but I didn’t want to have him stop. It all felt way too good. But if he got me pregnant… oh, the hell with it. The odds of that were pretty low. I could take the chance.

“Ok… just this once…”

“Oh… oh, god… thank you… oh… OH!”

Matt’s body moved faster as he thrust ever harder into me. Then he pushed deep inside me, tensed and grunted as I felt his penis start to twitch within my vagina, and I knew that my brother’s sperm was bathing the inside of my body as he climaxed. I could actually feel it spurting into me! It was incredibly intense, almost enough to trigger my own orgasm, but not quite. When my brother was done cumming, he fell on top of me, his naked, sweaty body laying on mine, his erection still within my body as he tried to get his breath back.

“Well…” I managed to say after a few moments. “That was… interesting…”

“Yeah…”

“Get off me now.”

“Huh? Oh, yeah, ok.”

My brother’s penis slipped out of my vagina as he rolled off me and onto his back. Neither of us spoke for a bit, and then he said, “I can’t believe we just had sex.”

“Me, either,” I confessed.

“I really liked it.”

“I did, too,” I said, after thinking for a moment.

“Do you… maybe… wanna do it again sometime?” he asked, with hope in his voice.

I considered the question. “Yeah. I think so. It really felt nice.”

“Cool.” Matt was quiet again. “Do you think you wanna do it again… right now?”

I laughed at my horny brother. “Now? But we just got DONE doing it!”

“Yeah, but I’m still hard.”

“You are?” I reached under the blanket and found my brother’s stiff penis. Stroking it a little I said, “Damn… yeah, you are.”

“I told you.”

“Yeah…” I thought about it for a few seconds. “Well… ok. I guess we can do it some more tonight, but if we do it after this, we’re going to have to get some condoms, ok?”

“Ok!”

“Let’s get these blankets off, though. I’m too hot.”

“Me, too.”

We tossed Matt’s blankets onto the floor and savored the feeling of the cooler air over our naked teenage bodies. It was somewhat ironic that I’d come into his room originally to stay warm and now was too warm!

“Hey, Hannah?”

“Yeah?”

“Do you mind if I turn on a light this time? I wanna see you when we do it.”

“Sure,” I said with a shrug.

Then we both spent several minutes going “argh” as the light blinded us. When our eyes finally adjusted I checked out my naked brother and got a good look at the penis that had taken my virginity. It was about four, maybe four and a half inches long and, like the rest of his body, was rather thin and mostly hairless. Nice, though.

“You look beautiful, Hannah,” Matt said, looking at me as he started stroking his penis.

“You look good, too.”

I assumed the position again, laying on my back with my legs spread wide and high, watching as Matt moved his naked body on top of mine, with his penis pointing almost straight up at the ceiling. I watched as he took it in his hand and aimed it at my vagina.

“Are you ready?” my brother asked, looking into my eyes.

“Oh, yes.”

“Ok.”

I looked down between my legs, wanting to see my brother entering me. I’d felt it, of course, the first time, but this time I’d actually be able to see it when he put his penis inside me, and I couldn’t wait!

Matt scooted forward until the tip of his erection pressed against me. Then I watched him move again and watched as he very slowly began to sink his penis into my vagina. The shaft disappeared into me bit by bit until it was all the way inside me, and his pubic hair was mashed into mine. It was the coolest thing I’d ever seen and felt even better than it had the first time he put it in me!

“God, that’s cool,” Matt said, smiling as he looked down at me.

“Yeah, it is…”

Matt lowered his body down onto mine and started slowly pumping with his hips, sliding in and out of me in a fairly steady rhythm. It felt wonderful having him do that! I once again let my hands stray onto his firm butt, savoring the motion of his muscles under the skin.

“This so wonderful, Hannah…” Matt whispered.

“Yeah… oh, god, yeah…”

Matt fucked me like that for a good three or four minutes before an idea hit me.

“Hey, Matt?”

“Yeah…?”

“Stop for a second.”

Matt stopped moving and looked down at me, concern on his face. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing.” I grinned. “I just wanna be on top.”

“Oh!” Matt smiled back. “Ok!”

“Here, get off me and lay on your back.”

“Alright.” Matt got off me, his penis slipping out my body as he flipped over and laid down on his bed.

I straddled my brother at the waist, taking his penis in my hand and lining it up with my vagina. I thought at first that it would be a little awkward this way, but it really wasn’t. I just sort of backed up, lowered myself down, and just that easily had him inside me.

“Oh, I REALLY like that…” I said with a smile as I looked down at my naked brother.

“Me, too,” he grinned back.

I placed one hand on the bed to steady myself and the other on my brother’s smooth, hairless chest as I started doing my best to ride his penis. This was going to take some practice, I realized quick. It certainly felt good to have him under me like this, and it was cool looking down and seeing the look of rapture on his face as we fucked.

“Oh, that’s good,” muttered Matt as he started pushing up into me.

“Yeah…”

My brother reached up with one hand and cupped one of my breasts, then moved the hand down to my clitoris, trying to rub at it while we fucked. After a bit he gave up and just laid there and enjoyed the ride.

“Oh…” Matt whispered after about three minutes. “Oh… Hannah… I’m gonna… AH!” He pushed up into me and I felt his penis pulsing inside my vagina as his sperm filled me. The look on his face was adorable! It was just a pity I didn’t wind up cumming as well.

Once Matt was finished cumming, I lifted myself off him and laid back down on the bed, a little of his sperm leaking out from me as I did so. I ran a finger through it and looked at it. Just like they told us in health class. Sticky, white, smelled weird.

For quite a while neither of us said anything. We just laid side-by-side on Matt’s bed, slowly getting our breath back and staring at the ceiling, and then Matt said, “I gotta go to the bathroom. I’ll be right back.”

“Ok.”

Matt got out of bed and walked out of the room, my eyes fixed on his butt as he walked. I wondered why I’d never realized before just how good looking Matt was. Probably just because he was my brother.

Which brought me, of course, to another problem. I started to wonder, in the back of my head, about the appropriateness of what Matt and I had done. I mean, this was incest, after all, which was illegal and most people thought it was immoral.

I wasn’t sure what I should think about it. It felt really good the two times we’d had sex, but maybe there was a good reason why it was illegal and wrong. But could anything that felt so good as this be wrong?

Ah, who cared. I’d sort it out later. Right now my mind drifted back to other things as my naked brother walked back into the bedroom, looking all shy and cute and smiling just a little bit.

“Hey,” he said. “Mind if I join you?”

“Not at all.”

“Excellent,” Matt said, steepling his fingers like Mr Burns.

I shuddered. “Don’t do that again.”

“Oh? What if I do?” he asked, getting into bed with me.

“Then no more sex.”

“Oh? So if I DON’T do it, I DO get more sex?” my brother asked hopefully.

I laughed. “God, don’t tell me you’re horny again!”

Matt blushed a little. “Well, not quite yet, but I’m getting there.”

I rolled my eyes. “You’re such a… a… I don’t know what you are, but you’re it!”

“Glad to hear it!” Matt leaned over and kissed me on the cheek.

I laughed a little. “Now you ARE getting to be horny again, aren’t you?”

Matt placed his hand between my legs and rubbed at my vagina a little. “Like you aren’t?”

“Well, maybe a little.”

“Maybe you just like having your brother inside you so much that you can’t ever say no?”

“Dream on, little boy,” I laughed.

“Oh, really? So you’re saying no right now?”

“Well… no. Wait. Yes. No. Wait. No, no. Uh…” I crossed my eyes.

Matt laughed. “So you’re saying yes right now?” He pushed his hard penis against my thigh.

“Oh, god, it’s back…” I muttered, looking at my brother’s erection.

“Yes. So can I put it somewhere nice and warm?”

I rolled my eyes. “I can tell you where you can stick it…”

“In you?”

I laughed again. “You’re really a pest, aren’t you?”

“That’s not a no,” he pointed out.

I laughed some more and spread my legs for my brother. “Alright, alright. I know better than to try and fight the inevitable.”

“Good!” My brother said, grinning widely as he got on top of me. He took his penis in his hand and slipped it easily into me with one smooth motion, burrying himself all the way inside my vagina.

“Ah…” A wordless moan of pleasure from me.

“Thank you for doing this with me…”

“You’re very, very welcome…”

My younger brother lowered himself down again until his face was mere inches from mine. “Can we do this again? A lot more?”

“Oh, yes…”

“Every day?”

“Yeah…”

“Cool…” Matt smiled as he kept thrusting into me. “Am I gonna have to start wearing a condom?”

“No…” I didn’t really want him to. It would’ve seemed… wrong… somehow.

“Can I always cum in you?” he whispered, fucking me a little faster.

“Yes…” I whispered back, not sure why, but it felt like the right answer. It certainly sent a little thrill through my body.

Matt leaned in closer, until his lips were almost touching mine as he fucked me faster and faster. “Do you… want to… have a baby… with me?”

“Oh, god, yes,” I moaned, unsure if I really wanted to, but not really caring. “Make me pregnant, little brother… give me a baby…”

Matt closed his eyes, let out a low moan, and then, to my surprise, kissed me! His mouth pushed right up against mine as I felt his penis start kicking inside my vagina, his sperm flooding into me for the third time today, heading out onto its mission of making me pregnant.

The idea of that was enough to finally give me my first orgasm with a boy, my vagina convulsing around my brother’s hard penis as I clutched his ass and the pleasure washed over me in waves that I rode with a bliss that made everything else we’d done look like nothing at all!

This time, when Matt was done cumming, he simply collapsed on top of me, both of us breathing hard and sweating up a storm. After a minute or two he said, “Ok, I think I’m officially fucked-out for right now,” and rolled onto the bed next to me.

“Yeah,” I said with a gasp. “Me, too.”

After a bit I got out of bed and went to the bathroom where I did the usually bathroomy things and cleaned up a little. By the time I got back to Matt’s bedroom he was already asleep. I snuggled up under the blankets next to him and in moments had joined him in slumber.

* * *

I woke up first the next morning. I looked over at my brother, my lover, I guessed he was now, laying naked in the bed next to me. He looked so adorable! I wanted to feel him inside me again, but first needed to take care of other pressing biological business.

While I used the bathroom I thought about everything that had gone on last night. I still had no regrets, except that I DID wish I hadn’t mentioned anything about having a baby. Despite what I’d said, I certainly didn’t want to get pregnant, especially not by my own brother. The sex was nice, but not worth that.

So I made up my mind that, as soon as possible, I would get out there and get on the Pill. Meantime, if Matt and I continued to have sex with each other, which seemed quite likely, we’d just take our chances.

Quickly I became aware of the fact that I really, really smelled bad. This was what a night of hardcore sex with your brother can do. Since I was still naked, I figured I might as well get a shower, so I turned on the water and, once it was ready, stepped inside.

Ah… not quite as good as the sex last night, but nice anyhow, I thought to myself as the water beat down onto me. I picked up the soap and started getting clean, paying special attention to the part between my legs.

Just as I was about finished the curtain got pulled back and Matt stuck his head in. “Room for one more?” he asked.

“Yeah.”

“Cool.”

My brother got into the shower with me, naked as he was the night before, still hard as he was the night before. I stood aside so that he could get under the flow of water and he did so, getting good and soaked.

“Ah… that feels nice…”

“Yeah.”

He grinned a little. “I’m sore in a lots of places.”

I smiled back. “Me, too.”

“So we really DID do it last night, huh?”

“Yeah. What you thought we didn’t?”

Matt shrugged. “I wondered if I’d maybe dreamed it all.”

“You didn’t.”

“I know.”

Looking down at my brother’s hard penis, I got an idea. “Stand still for a second.”

“Ok.”

I dropped to my knees in front of Matt, gave his penis a couple strokes, then opened my mouth up and lowered it around the shaft. I’d given a couple blowjobs before in my life, and always felt somewhat ambivalent about them. The idea of sucking my own brother off really appealed, though, so I had no problem with doing it.

“Oooooh… whoof… that’s nice…” Matt said, putting his hands on the back of my head. “Oh, that feels real good…”

I pulled my face off his penis, still stroking it with one hand. “Better than sex?” I asked with a grin.

“Fuck, no.”

“Thought so.” I went back down on my brother.

After a minute or so, Matt said, “Hey, Hannah?”

“Yeah?”

“Can I fuck you now?” Matt grinned a little. “We can have another try at making a baby.”

I laughed. “Ok, sure.”

Standing up, I figured the best way to do it would be to turn away from him, lean up against a wall and bend over a little, which I did as Matt got behind me. I felt his penis poking against my ass.

“Where do I go in?”

I took my brother’s penis in my hand and lined him up. “Right here.”

“Ok.” Matt gave a little push and slowly slid his penis into my vagina. He moaned a little and began thrusting slowly. It was pretty neat, really, cause I could feel his hips pushing against my butt as he fucked me.

I moaned lowly as my brother fucked me. Oh, I LOVED having him inside me like this. I was addicted forever now, and I knew it. Even if I wanted to stop having sex with Matt there wouldn’t’ be any way that I could. I’d never experienced anything as wonderful as this!

We fucked for about five minutes there in the shower. It wasn’t very comfortable, but it felt pretty good. Good enough, certainly, that at the end of that time, my brother fired yet another blast of sperm into my vagina.

After he was done cumming in me, Matt stayed inside my vagina for a few moments, getting his breath back and cupping my breasts.

“Wow… this is all so cool,” he whispered into my ear.

“Yeah.”

“You think I’ve got you pregnant yet?”

“Uh, maybe,” I said, not sure what else to say. I still wasn’t exactly wild about the idea of carrying my little brother’s baby, but it was obviously turning him on.

“I hope so,” he replied, sawing his still slightly hard penis back and forth inside me for a few seconds before slipping out.

Making a mental note to myself to go and get onto the Pill, I finished cleaning up and soon my brother and I exited the shower, went to our respective bedrooms, got dressed and made ready for the day.

END PART ONE

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved. What am I gonna put here? Latin quotes? Other strangeness? You just never know! Watch this space for new zaniness in 2006!

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