October 16, 2008

A Thing as Pure as Love – Chapter Eight
Alex Hawk

I willed myself to be calm and to relax as I returned to Jared’s house.The idea that I was going to be making some more money was nice. The idea that I was going to be doing it by having sex on film with another boy…well… that wasn’t quite as nice.

“Nervous?” Jared asked as we got there.

“A little,” I admitted.

“You want to get stoned or something before we start?”

I shook my head. “No. Let’s just do it, ok?”

“Ok.” He put a hand on my shoulder. “You’ll do fine, Hunter. It’s just sex, after all.”

“Yeah. But it’s sex with another boy.”

“So? It’ll still feel good, trust me. Diego is REALLY good in bed.”

“You’ve had sex with him?” I asked, unsurprised.

“Yes. I’ve taught him all he knows.”


We got out of the car and walked into the house where Diego was watching TV. Naked. He waved at me and stood up.

“Hey, Hunter. I hear I’m going to get to have a lot of fun.”

“Yeah.” I felt my penis stiffening as I looked at Diego’s nude body. I’d never seen another boy naked before. He was pretty thin, and had much darker skin than I did. He also had no pubic hair, and his penis, which was erect, looked a little smaller than mine. Otherwise he looked about the same as I did, I guess.

“So you’ve never had sex with another boy before, right?” he asked,standing only a foot or so in front of me.


“Good! I think you’ll enjoy it.” With that he came up closer and put his arms around me, hugging me to his naked body. I felt his penis pressing against my thigh. “We’re going to have LOTS of fun.”

“Yeah… I guess we will,” I said, meaning it at least a little. I hugged him back.

“Ok,” Jared said. “Don’t you two start in yet. Let’s get into the studio.”

I followed Jared and Diego back into the room where I’d just fucked Cassie not long ago. The bed had been remade and the room had been cleaned up. Apparently Diego had been busy while we’d been gone.

“Alright boys, lay down on the bed while I get the light levels checked and everything.”

“Ok,” Diego said, hopping onto the bed.

“Do you want me to get naked now?” I asked.


Sighing quietly I began to undress. Once I was nude, I got onto the bed with Diego, a mix of feelings going through my body. I knew I was going to have a lot to sort out after this, especially if I wound up really enjoying it.

“Damn, that thing’s nice,” Diego said, wrapping a hand around my penis and jerking me slowly.

“Diego, behave. Wait until we’re ready,” Jared admonished him.

“Hmph.” Diego made a face and kept stroking. “I’m just jacking him, not blowing him.”

Jared rolled his eyes and shook his head. “What a slut.”


I remained silent throughout this. It did actually feel nice having him masturbate me. I knew I was going to have to do the same thing to him,too, though, and that was a little less exciting, though to my surprise it didn’t gross me out too bad.

“Alright,” Jared said, getting behind the camera. “We’re rolling. Diego, you take the lead.”

“Ok.” He looked at me. “Jerk me off, pretty Hunter.”

Trying not to sigh again, I reached down and started stroking Diego’s penis. It was weird to touch it, but not really bad or anything. It felt kind of like mine, but it was smaller and fit differently in my hand.

The two of us laid there side-by-side masturbating each other for a few minutes. It felt good. Not as good as fucking my sister, but good. If nothing else, it was odd to be simply masturbating because I hadn’t done that since I’d began having sex with Cassie.

Just as I was starting to get into the whole thing of jerking each other, Jared said, “Why don’t you boys start making out?”

“Ok,” Diego said, turning his face towards mine.

I swallowed a little, suddenly nervous again. But then I figured, what the hell. If I could masturbate another boy, I could kiss him, too. I pressed my mouth to Diego’s, but kept my eyes closed as we began kissing. I relaxed a little once we started to French. For some reason that was more comfortable to me. So much so that I even relaxed enough to reach down and cup Diego’s ass as we made out.

Then Diego stopped kissing me and moved down my body. I knew what was coming, so I lay on my back ready to enjoy. Sure enough, when Diego reached my penis he gave it a couple strokes, a couple licks and then lowered his mouth around it.

As Diego began bobbing his head up and down, I quickly realized that,much as I hated to admit it, he was much better at sucking than Cassie. I knew I’d have more than a couple pointers for her when we did it again!

While Diego sucked me off, he began turning his body around. Soon his penis was level with my face. I could see now the tiny bits of stubble where he’d shaved off his pubic hair. I repressed another sigh. I knew what was expected here. I took it in my hand and stroked it a little then, sighing for real this time, opened my mouth and slipped it around Diego’s erection.

I had to admit, it actually wasn’t bad. It just felt kind of strange in my mouth, but not bad, actually. It didn’t really taste like anything, just like skin. To be entirely honest, it actually was a little better than going down on Cassie, who sometimes got a rather odd flavor to her vagina.

So, as I got into it, I started to get that nice feeling. I began to quickly reach the point of orgasm. Just before I was about to cum, though Diego pulled his mouth off me and I lay there on the bed, penis twitching as the desire to cumsubsided.

“Didn’t want you to blast too soon,” he said with a smile.

“Heh,” was all I could manage.

“Are you going to fuck me?” he asked.

I blinked. I hadn’t even thought about that. “Uh… sure, I guess.”

“Cool. Here.” Diego handed me a small jar. “Rub some of this stuff on your dick. Get it real slippery.”

“Ok,” I said, watching as he took a handful and put it down between his legs. I rubbed the gooey stuff all over my penis, startled by how good it felt.

Diego wiped his hands on a towel and then passed it to me. I wiped my hands off as he got down on all fours in front of me.

“Ok. Just get behind me and stick it in.”

“Uh… ok.” I got behind Diego and looked. There was only one hole there. I touched the tip of my penis to it, feeling really awkward and weird. “Right here?”


“Go in kind of slow, Hunter,” Jared said. I’d almost forgotten he was there. “Fucking boys is a lot different from fucking girls.”


I took a deep breath and began to slowly push into Diego’s ass. As I began to enter him, I was aware instantly of how different it was from being inside Cassie’s vagina. Much, much tighter for one thing. Tighter even than when I’d fucked Cassie the first time. It also seemed much warmer. Almost fiery hot. Not bad at all.

Once I was all the way inside I took a moment to steady myself and then began to thrust slowly back and forth into Diego’s body. I never liked doing doggystyle with Cassie, but somehow it was ok doing it like this with Diego. Maybe it was just because of how everything was positioned.

“Yeah, that’s it, Hunter… fuck him good…” Jared whispered. “When you cum, pull out and shoot all over his back.”

“Ah… oh… ok… no problem…” I whispered breathlessly.

I had expected that in order to make myself cum, I’d have to think about fucking Cassie and how wonderful that was. Turned out not to be needed. Fucking Diego felt FANTASTIC, and I didn’t have to pretend he was a girl or anything like that. I was just inside him, and it felt good, and I was happy with that.

I started fucking Diego’s ass faster and faster as I got close to cumming. After only a few moments I called out, “Oh… ah… ok… here I go… I’m cumming…” With that I pulled out him, stroked myself quickly and soon was shooting my sperm all over his bare back.

When I was done cumming, I fell onto the bed. Diego turned around, sat up, positioned himself over my face and started furiously stroking his penis. It was pretty obvious what he was planning to do. I simply closed my eyes and let it happen, hearing him moan and feeling his warm sperm splashing all over my face. It was a unique, not unpleasant, experience. Once he was done with his orgasm, Diego leaned down, licked his cum off my face and then started kissing me. It was weird tasting his sperm when we kissed, but like everything else today, it wasn’t as bad as all that.

“And… cut!” Jared called out. “Wonderful! That was one of the best sex scenes ever!”

“Cool,” Diego said. He kissed me again. “You were pretty fucking great, Hunter.”

“Thanks,” I said with a smile. “I gotta admit, I liked it more than I thought I would.”

“You wanna do another?” Jared asked.

I shook my head. “Cassie and I need to get moving. We can’t stay in LA. There’s nothing for us here.”

Jared nodded. “Ok. Well, if you’re ever back down this way…”

“I’ll remember,” I promised, meaning it. I actually kind of wanted to experiment more with Diego. Idly I reached down and fondled his penis while I kissed him again.

Diego responded favorably, and started kissing back while he began stroking my rapidly hardening penis. After a few moments, he looked up at Jared and said, “Hey, can we be alone for a bit?”

“Sure! I’ll go work on the film. Have fun, boys.” He gathered his things and walked off.

“So you really liked it, huh?” Diego asked with a grin.

“It wasn’t bad at all.” I smiled back. “Yeah, I liked it.”

“Cool.” We kissed some more. “I’m glad I could be your first boy.”

I grinned again. “Me, too.”

Diego lay on top of me and continued kissing me as he ground his erect penis against mine. It was really cool. I was starting to understand there were things I could with another boy I couldn’t do with a girl.

“Let’s go take a shower. I wanna suck your dick some more, but not until it’s clean,” Diego said.


I followed him into the shower, looking at his ass as he walked, thinking how cool it was that I’d been inside there not long ago.

Once we were under the water and soaping up, Diego said, “So tell me how you got into fucking your sister.”

Holding nothing back, I told Diego all about everything. From killing our father, up to our first time having sex, to her getting pregnant and all in between. Diego didn’t look judgmental or anything, he just sort of hugged me when I was done.

“That sucks, Hunter.”

“Yeah.” I shook my head. “Well… tell me about you,” I said as I got under the water.

Diego, it turned out, was thirteen, and was indeed Jared’s nephew. He’d been having sex with Jared for two years now, and last year had made his first movie, which featured him losing his virginity to an older woman Jared had been dating. Since then he’d done seventeen movies, mostly with other boys and men, but sometimes with girls and women. He’d even fathered two kids during his filming. He liked it all, he said.

“You know what, Diego?” I said when he was done.


“I like you.”

“I like you, too, Hunter.”

I pulled him close and hugged him tight, kissing him as I did so. “Do you wanna come with me and Cassie to Portland?”

Diego grinned and squeezed my ass while grinding against me. “No, I’m happy here. But I thank you for asking.”

“You’re really happy?”

He nodded. “I get all the sex I want. All my needs are taken care of. I don’t really want anything I can’t get here. Plus I gotta take care of my two kids.”

“Yeah, but you gotta do the porn movies and stuff.”

He shrugged. “I don’t mind. I get sex when I do, and that’s cool. It’s not a bad life, you know.”

“You sure?”

Diego grinned and nodded. “If I wasn’t here, I wouldn’t have gotten to have sex with you.”


Diego began stroking my penis and said, “And THAT would’ve been a real loss,” as he knelt down in the shower and began sucking me off.

I moaned a little and ran my fingers through his wet hair as the water beat down onto our nude bodies. He was a really nice guy. I wished he’d come with us. Even if it meant he fucked Cassie, I still wanted him with us. I wasn’t sure why. Maybe I just wanted someone else who could help out or something. Maybe it was just the chance to have sex with someone other than Cassie. Maybe I was just getting a crush on him. I dunno.

After a few minutes, Diego stood back up, kissing a trail up my body ashe did so. As soon as he reached my mouth, I kissed him and then dropped to my knees, taking his penis into my mouth and sucking him gently. To my surprise I kind of liked sucking dick! I made a mental note to get another guy to experiment with at some point.

Diego pulled my face off his penis after a couple minutes and kissed me some more. Then he said, “Let’s go back to the bed, Hunter. I wanna feel you inside me again.”

“Ok,” I said, kissing him a few more times then turning off the water.

We walked back into the bedroom, grabbing at each other’s butts as we walked, which slowed our progress a little, but we didn’t mind. Once we got there, we fell onto the bed and started making out with each other again.

Jared poked his head in. “You boys having fun?”

“Oh, yes,” Diego said around kissing me.

“Hunter, I’m going to make up some dinner. Do you wanna stay?”

I thought for a moment and shook my head. “I gotta get home to Cassie once Diego and I are done here.”

“Ok. I’ll make you something to take with you.”

“Oh, thanks.”

Diego straddled my waist, continuing to kiss me as Jared went back into the kitchen. “See?” he said. “I told you he was cool.”


Diego sat up, taking both my penis and his in his hand and stroking us together, which felt really awesome.

“Wow… I really like that,” I said, reaching up to run a hand across Diego’s bare chest.

“Cool.” He grinned and stroked a little faster.

“Ah… are you sure you won’t come with us?” I pleaded.

He laughed. “No, I’m going to stay here. I’d miss my kids too much.”

“Ok.” I leaned up and kissed him, thinking how weird it was that I was about to be a father and was having sex with a thirteen-year-old boy who had two kids of his own.

“Ok, Hunter,” Diego said, reaching over to grab the small jar of lube.”I gotta get you inside me again.” He rubbed some of the lubricant all over my penis, which nearly made me cum right there, then worked some up into himself. “Do you care if I’m on top this time?”

“Not at all,” I said with a shake of my head.

“Good.” Diego held my penis straight up, adjusted his body, and slid down onto me. I watched as my erection disappeared up into his tight young ass, amazed that anyone would do that and wondering how it would feel.

“Mmmmm…” I moaned, placing my hands on his waist and pushing up into him. “Oh, that’s so nice…”

“For me, too…” he whispered.

“It is?”

“Yeah… you gotta try it sometime…”

“Maybe,” I said without any real commitment.

Diego laughed. “God, Hunter… I wish I could come with you. I’d fall in love so quick.”

I grinned and started pushing into him with some real rhythm. “Yeah…me, too.”

“Really?” I nodded. “Cool.”

We made love silently after that. I began stroking his penis with one hand and holding onto his ass with the other as I fucked him. It was one of the most pleasant, most comfortable bits of sex I’d ever had. Even slightly better than some of the times with Cassie, though not better than most.

“Mmmm… ah… Hunter…? You keep that up… and I’ll cum soon…”

“Good,” I said, stroking faster. If this was the only other time I was going to have sex with him, I was determined to make him cum. The only real question was if he’d cum before I did.

The pace of my fucking and jerking increased and after another minute or so, I had my results as Diego whimpered in pleasure and began firing his sperm out all over my chest and face. Some of it landed in my mouth. I didn’t mind. Moments later I shot my own load of sperm into Diego’s wonderful, tight ass, gasping as one of the best orgasms of my life hit.

“Jesus…” Diego gasped after a bit.


He lifted off me, my penis withdrawing him his body as he lay down next to me. “That was incredible.”


The two of us laid there recovering for a bit, then Diego suggested (separate), showers. We got ourselves cleaned up and then I went into the kitchen where Jared was finishing up the food.

“So you had fun?” he asked with a smile.

“Of course.”

Jared grinned. “Diego’s a nice piece of ass.”

“Yeah,” I said with a laugh. “Jared? Why do you like boys?”

He shrugged. “I don’t know. I just do. It’s annoying, believe me, cause it’s really risky. If I get caught, I can get into a lot of trouble. But sex with Diego and other boys is just too wonderful. I can’t resist it.”

I nodded, feeling a little sorry for him and feeling quite a bit of empathy. After all, I was in an illegal relationship with my sister.

Diego wandered into the room, still nude, and kissed me. “I’m gonna miss you, Hunter. That was fun.”

“Yeah.” I squeezed his ass, watching his penis twitch slightly. Mine bucked a little in sympathy, and I wanted to get back into bed with him, but I knew I couldn’t. Cassie needed me. So I kept my sex drive under control, took the food, took the money,  gave Diego one last really passionate kiss and then went back to the hotel without so much as a backward glance the place where I’d had so many interesting times today.

* * *

Time went by…

Cassie and I made it to Portland just before Christmas. We were able to get a fairly cheap, but decent, motel room and we basically spent the week between Christmas and New Year’s just hanging around, making love, and being together.

I told Cassie all about my encounter with Diego. I wasn’t sure how she was going to take it, but she was surprisingly ok with it, and had, not to my real surprise, figured it out already.

As 1976 turned in 1977 I hit the job market with a vengeance. We were going through our money a little faster than I’d expected and I wanted to make sure we kept a roof over our heads. I figured it’d be pretty easy to find a job.

I was wrong.

By the end of January I hadn’t made more than a few bucks, and on the 29th my sister and I had to spend our first night out on the streets. It was cold, bitter and unpleasant. We were completely unhappy and very worried.

But that was nothing compared to February 1 when record low temperatures hit the city. My sister and I had no money at all at this point. We hadn’t eaten in two days and now we were stuck having to sleep in a doorway, trying to stay as warm as possible.

“Hunter…?” Cassie asked between chattering teeth.


She was very quiet for a bit. I was aware only of the cold and the silence.

“We’re… we’re not going… to…”

I shook my head. “Don’t think like that, Cassie.”

After a very long silence, she whispered, “I’m sorry about everything, Hunter…”

“I’m not,” I said firmly. “There’s not a single thing I would have traded about this.”

She smiled a little shakily. “I love you, Hunter…”

“I love you, too…”

Cassie didn’t say anything after that. I moved as close to her as I could, placing a hand on her stomach, desperately wishing things had gone differently. Wishing that our baby could be born at the very least, but knowing it wasn’t going to happen. I’d lied when I’d said there wasn’t anything I would’ve traded. I would’ve given anything to have Cassie be safe and warm. We were going to die here, and there was nothing I could do. I never felt so helpless.

“I’m so sorry, Cassie…” I whispered. She said nothing. I looked ather. Her face was very pale and I couldn’t tell if she was breathing. It was getting so hard to concentrate. Hard to think. Hard to do anything. Hard to keep my eyes open. I did my best, though, wanting the last thing I saw to be the face of my sister, my lover, the girl I cared about more than anything else in the world.

Finally, inexorably, my eyes fluttered shut and the darkness closed in around me.


Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved. Non terminus messor.