October 17, 2008

A Year in the Life of Madison Semmes – Part 02 – July
Alex Hawk

Jacob and I didn’t wind up hooking up again right away. He dropped hints about it a few times, and once flat-out asked, but I made excuses. I didn’t have any real regrets about having fooled around with my little brother, but I had came very close to losing my virginity to him, and I decided I didn’t want that to happen.

But I had learned a lot from my experiences with my little brother, and I was determined to apply those lessons as soon as I could. I knew my first step would be to find a boy to get laid by, then find a way to get him to lay me.

During the first week of July, almost a month after Summer Vacation had started, I finally found The Boy. The one who would be taking my virginity.

I met him at a 4th of July party in the city. Our family had gone out there to the main city park to see the fireworks. We got there good and early, bought a picnic lunch and settled in. After an hour or so, I got bored and began to wander around, checking out the various boys who were here.

I hadn’t seen him initially when I was looking around for a boy. In fact, I didn’t see him until I went to a refreshment booth to get a Coke. The boy was standing next to me. He was very, very cute. He was a little older than me, and was basically a Goth. His hair was dyed black, and hung down over his eyes. His skin was pale. He was very thin. He looked awfully like the lead singer of a band called “Tokio Hotel” that one of my friends was obsessed with. I knew right away I wanted him.

He saw me looking at him, and smiled a little. “Hi.”

“Hi.” I paid for my Coke and followed him away from the booth. “I’m Madison.”

He looked at me. “Hi, Madison.”

I smiled again. “What’s your name?”

He raised an eyebrow. “Why do you want to know?”

Feeling bold, I said, “Cause if I’m going to ask you out, I need to know your name.”

The boy looked at me and then laughed. “Well, you don’t waste time, do you?”

I simply smiled in reply.

“Well, you can call me Lucien.”

“Nice to meet you,” I said, shaking his hand.

Lucien kissed my hand after shaking it. “And likewise.”

We started walking as we talked. I found out he was fifteen. He found out I was thirteen, and didn’t find out that I lied. Under the Gothness, he seemed to be pretty sweet, as well as smart and kind of funny. I knew he was going to be the one. Now I just had to figure out how to make it happen. I figured saying, “Nice shoes, wanna fuck?” probably wouldn’t be the best way.

Eventually we ended up far enough away from my family that they wouldn’t interfere, but close enough that they could see I was ok and hadn’t been kidnapped or anything. Soon enough the fireworks started, and we sat down on the grass against a tree to watch them.

“This is real nice,” I said, moving closer to Lucien.

“Not as nice as you,” he said with a smile.

I giggled. “Thanks.”

“You’re welcome.” He leaned in close and then I was suddenly having my first kiss with a boy. It was a wonderful experience. The fireworks going off in my brain were even more impressive than those in the sky, especially when Lucien worked his tongue into my mouth.

“You’re a good kisser,” I said after a few moments.

“You, too,” he said, and went back to kissing me.

I grinned to myself, happy that I was being complimented on something I’d never done before. It made me wonder if I’d be as gifted with the skills I learned with Jacob.

Lucien and I made out for most of the time the fireworks were going. When they ended, my parents went looking for me. Lucien and I traded email and IM screen names, then went out separate ways. I knew it wouldn’t be long before I’d see more of him.

A lot more, if I had my way.

* * *
As it turned out, it was only a few days before I was able to see Lucien again. We spent the intervening time chatting with each other through IMs and getting to know each other (including me getting to know his real name; Joel). I learned that he had an older brother who was seventeen, his mother was a Realtor ™ and his father was a computer programmer.

I also learned that he thought he could write poems. He couldn’t. But he tried, and that was cute. He was cute. I was starting to really like him.

Six days after we met, Lucien and I were finally able to hook up in real life. We decided to go see the new “Pirates of the Caribbean” movie together. I met him at the theatre with a kiss. He paid for the tickets and the popcorn, which was sweet.

The movie was largely forgettable, but that was ok. I spent most of my time sitting in the back of the theatre making out with Lucien. Most of it was just kissing, but I also at one point managed to work my hands up inside his shirt, and he did the same with mine. I had the feeling he was surprised at how largely flat my chest still was, but he didn’t say anything. I was quite pleased by the smooth skin of his chest.

“You are so fuckin’ hot, Madison,” he whispered at one point, caressing one of my nipples under the thin fabric of my t-shirt (I wasn’t wearing a bra).

“You, too.”

“You wanna come back to my place after this?” he asked as the movie began to wind down.

I hesitated only for a moment before saying, “Oh, yes.”


We adjusted our clothing back to normal as the credits began to roll, then lost no time getting out the theatre and heading to the bus stop. We made out with each other while waiting for the bus, and a little bit while riding on it, though there was a weird looking guy who kept looking at us as we kissed, and that was a little strange.

When we got to Lucien’s house, I got to meet his older brother, Kyle. He was, like I said, seventeen, and basically a somewhat more buffed out, and less Goth, version of Lucien. Not bad looking at all! Maybe someday, I thought to myself, as I followed Lucien up to his bedroom.

Lucien’s bedroom was pretty much what I expected. Lots of posters for various Goth-type bands, some dirty laundry piled in the corner, a lot of CDs and video games. Pretty much a slobbier version of my brother’s room.

“Nice,” I lied slightly.

“Thanks. I cleaned it up just in case you wanted to come over.”

“Really?” I asked, trying not to look at the dirty laundry.

Smiling a little, Lucien put on a little music and said, “Wanna come lay down with me?” he asked, going to his bed.

“Sure.” I kicked off my shoes, feeling more than a little nervous as I joined Lucien on his bed. Was I going to lose my virginity this quickly? Was I the sort of girl who would give it up on the first date?

Yeah, probably.

As soon as I was laying next to Lucien he started kissing me. I put my arms around his thin body and kissed him back, reaching down to let one of my hands rest on his butt. He copied me, moving his hand down to my ass as we kept kissing.

Lucien then began tugging at the bottom of my shirt. I sat up a little so that he could pull it off me, leaving me topless in front of a boy for only the second time in my life. He looked at me and smiled.

“Nice,” he said, reaching out to run a finger around one of my nipples.

“You don’t think I’m a little… you know… flat?”

He shrugged and began pulling off his own shirt. “Maybe a little. But you’re only thirteen. You’ll get bigger.”

Yes, I thought, especially once I turn thirteen.

Both of us now topless we began kissing again. I couldn’t help but compare all this to the fooling around I’d done with my brother. Physically this wasn’t feeling as good as it had when Jacob and I had both been naked and he was dry-fucking me, but it was still pretty damn good Plus Lucien’s body was substantially better developed than Jacob’s.

As we continued to kiss, Lucien moved his hand down to my pants and began to unbutton and unzip them. Once that was done he reached inside them and my panties and now, for the first time, a boy who wasn’t my brother was rubbing at my vagina, and doing a much better job than Jacob had.

“Do you shave?” Lucien asked between kisses as his fingers continued to probe around my vagina.


“Yeah, shave your pubes.”

“Oh… no, I just don’t have a lot. I never heard of anyone shaving them.”

“Oh, really?” Lucien smiled. He rolled onto his back and reached down to his jeans. He opened them up and kicked them to the floor, then pulled his boxers off. Now nude, he took hold of his penis and held it up, giving me a great view of pubes just as bare as my brother’s were (and an erection a lot bigger than his. Probably about five-and-a-half inches, I thought, experiencing a slight bit of panic on the idea of if it was even going to fit into me).

“Wow,” I said, taking hold of his penis and looking down at the bare skin where his hair should be. “You shave it all off, huh?”


“Looks cool.”

“Thanks.” Lucien smiled at me. “Do I get to see you now?”

“Sure.” Butterflies filled my stomach as I wiggled out of my jeans and panties, leaving me nude before Lucien. It was much different from being naked with my brother, I realized. I hadn’t really planned to fuck Jacob. I was planning to with Lucien.

“You look real pretty naked,” Lucien said, smiling at me.

“Thanks. You look good, too.”

He chuckled. “Thanks.”

We went back to kissing, but this time it was on a whole new level, especially as he began to finger me while I kept stroking his penis. Then Lucien began kissing a path down my body and moving himself around. I had a notion of what was about to happen because of my fooling around with Jacob, but that didn’t prepare me for the kinds of skills a fifteen-year-old boy might have as opposed to those possessed by an eleven-year-old. The moment Lucien began to work his tongue around, and inside, my vagina, I learned what the difference between the two really was.

I felt a couple shudders of pleasure go through my body, and closed my eyes, losing myself in the bliss of what my new boyfriend was doing between my legs. Yeah, I thought, virginity could go fuck itself.

There was suddenly a knock at the door. I panicked for a moment as Lucien lifted his face up from between my legs and said, “Is that you, Kyle?”

“Yeah. I wanted to borrow one of your CD’s.”

“Come on in.”

Lucien lowered his head back down between my legs and went back to work on my vagina as Kyle walked into the room. He looked at me and winked. My eyes followed Kyle as he walked over to a stack of CD’s, thumbed through them and picked one, sexual pleasure going through me the entire time.

“This one’s pretty cute,” Kyle said, as he began to walk towards the door. “Have fun!” Lucien said something, but it was muffled by his face being between my legs.

As soon as Kyle was out of the room, I said, “Lucien?”

He began kissing back up my body, ending at my face. He was now laying on top of me and I could feel his penis brushing against my vagina.


“What was that?”

“What, Kyle?”


He shrugged. “It’s not like he hasn’t seen me with a girl before. Hell, I lost my virginity last year to a girl he was dating. We took turns with her later. It’s not a big deal.”

“Oh, ok.” That also answered a question I’d never been brave enough to ask him. I’d always guessed Lucien wasn’t a virgin, but I never knew for sure until right then. I was glad he wasn’t. Hopefully it meant he knew what he was dong.

As we kept kissing, Lucien asked, “You on the Pill or anything?”

“Uhm… no.”

“Ok.” He propped himself up and reached over to his nightstand. Opening the door, he pulled out a small foil packet. A condom, I realized. Oh, god, this was it! I was going to lose my virginity!

As he sat up and opened the packet I said, “Wait a second.”

Lucien paused, the unwrapped condom in his hand. “Yeah?”

“I’m uh… I’m still… I’m a virgin.”

“Oh!” he said, looking surprised. “Well… do you want to stay that way? It’s up to you.”

Swallowing a little, I shook my head. “No, I want to do it with you. But… go slowly, ok?”

“Ok.” Lucien smiled as he unrolled the condom onto his penis. “I’ve never fucked a virgin before.”

“I’ve never been fucked before,” I said with a nervous grin.

“Heh.” With his penis now fully covered by the condom, Lucien leaned down and kissed me again. “I’ll make it good for you.”


Lucien took one last look at me as a virgin, and then said, “You know… you’re a virgin… you’re still kind of flat… you got almost no pubes… how old are you, really?”

“Twelve,” I admitted, feeling that I couldn’t lie to the boy who was about to fuck me for the first time.

Lucien nodded. “I kind of thought so.” He began rubbing his condom-covered penis up and down against my vagina. “Are you sure you want to do this?”


“Ok.” A thought seemed to strike him. “Hey. Have you started your periods yet?”


“Cool. I’m gonna go bare, then.” Lucien unrolled the condom from his penis and tossed it aside. “Just make sure you let me know when you start having them, ok? I don’t want to get you pregnant.”

“Ok.” I hadn’t considered the possibility of having a baby. Well, I could worry about that later.

Lowering himself back down on top of me, Lucien propped himself up with one hand and used the other to keep rubbing his now bare penis against my vagina. I felt him press the tip into me a couple times, making me feel nervous and aroused at the same time.

Lucien kissed me. “You ready?” he whispered.

I took a deep breath. “Yeah.”


Lucien moved his hips slowly down and forward and I let out a little gasp as I felt his fifteen-year-old penis begin to slide down into my virgin twelve-year-old vagina. It hurt just a little. I felt like I was being stretched slowly open. Mostly, though, it just felt strange.

After a few seconds Lucien stopped moving forward and I felt completely filled. Kissing me, he whispered, “I’m all the way in you now.”

“Oh, god…”

“You doing ok?”



Lucien kissed me some more and began to move on top of me, his penis sliding slowly back and forth inside my vagina. I held him tight and whimpered a little as he fucked me for the first time. I was really happy I hadn’t given up my virginity to Jacob. I was sure it would’ve been fun, but probably not as nice as this.

As Lucien fucked me, my eyes moved over to the mirror on the closet door that was next to the bed. I could see his smooth, naked body moving on top of mine, and a look of pure happiness and pleasure on my face.

A couple moments later, Lucien said, “I’m getting pretty close…”


“To… cumming… oh… god…” Lucien moaned, and then closed his eyes, pushing his penis deep inside me. I felt it begin to pulse within my vagina and quickly realized that he was having an orgasm, shooting his sperm up into me.

As Lucien climaxed inside me, I felt my own pleasure reach a crescendo. “ The combination of his penis shooting into me, the look on his face, and the pure excitement of getting laid for the first time pushed me over the edge, my vagina contracting sharply as I had my first ever orgasm with a boy.

Once we were both done cumming, Lucien rolled off me, his penis withdrawing from my body. He kissed me.

“How was it?”

I grinned weakly. “It was… wow…”

He laughed. “Glad you liked it.”

“I did.” I sat up a little, feeling slightly sore between my legs. “What’s going to happen to your… you know… stuff?”

“My sperm?”

I nodded.

Lucien shrugged. “Since you can’t get pregnant yet your body will just absorb it.”

“Cool.” I laid back down next to him, putting my arms around his nude body.

“Had you done anything before today?”

“A little,” I admitted. “I kind of… uhm… fooled around with my little brother a few weeks ago.”

Lucien raised an eyebrow and laughed. “Really?”


“What did you do with him?”

“I let him finger me and go down on me, and I played with him a little. Oh, and then we got naked and dry-fucked for a bit until he came.”

“That’s cool.”

I looked at him. “It doesn’t bug you that I fooled around with my own brother?”

Lucien shrugged. “Not really. Incest is pretty fuckin’ cool. I give Kyle blowjobs every once in a while. I even let him fuck me a few times.”

“Oh.” I’d known Lucien identified as bisexual, but it was surprising being reminded of it in such a way.

“Besides, your brother didn’t get to fuck you, and I did.”

I laughed a little. “Yeah, well, he almost got to, but he came before I could see if he wanted to.”

“Good. Lucky me, then.”

“Oh, yes.” I kissed him. “Lucky me, too.”

“You ever going to do it with you bro again?”

I shrugged. “I haven’t really thought about it. Maybe.”

Lucien grinned and kissed me. In mock indignation, he said, “Oh, I see. So you’ll think about having sex with someone else, eh? Am I just some random penis to you?!”

I kissed him back. “Well… I did want to find some boy to lose my virginity to. So I picked you. I hope you don’t mind.”

He laughed. “I think I can cope. So… you don’t want a relationship, then? Like to be boyfriend/girlfriend?”

I shrugged a little. “Well… I want to keep having sex with you. But if I want to do it with other boys, I want that to be ok, too.”

“So do you care if I sleep with other girls?”

I thought about it. “No, not really.”


“How many girls have you slept with, anyhow?”

“Including you, four. I lost my virginity just before I turned fourteen to Kyle’s girlfriend, and since then… yeah.”

“Ok.” I nodded. “That means I’ll have to work hard to catch up.”

Lucien looked at me and laughed. “You know, Madison, I like you more and more.” He tweaked one of my nipples.

I giggled. “Yeah, I like you, too.”

“Thanks for picking me to be the one you lost it to,” he said, kissing me.

“You’re welcome,” I replied. We kissed some more and I placed one my hands on his bare chest, letting it drift down his nude body until I reached his hard penis. I began stroking it slowly as we kissed. I couldn’t believe I’d actually had it inside me, and I couldn’t wait to get it in me again!

Lucien reached down and began rubbing at my vagina. He said, “You good to go again, or you a little sore?”

“Oh, I think I’m good to go again,” I said with a giggle.

Smiling, he said, “Ok. You wanna try being on top this time?”

“Uh… how does that work?”

“I lay on my back, you get on top and ride on me.”

“Sounds interesting. Ok.”

Lucien rolled onto his back. I straddled his waist and took his penis in my hand. I rubbed it against my vagina a little and then slowly settled down, feeling him sliding up into me again. I thought he might be deeper inside than when he was on top, but I wasn’t sure. All I really cared about is how good it felt.

“Ah… that’s nice,” Lucien said, reaching up to caress my nipples as I slowly moved up and down.

“Yeah…” I began moving up and down on Lucien’s penis, really enjoying what I was doing.

There was a knock on the door again. Lucien rolled his eyes and said, “Yeah?”

“I want another disc,” came Kyle’s voice.

Lucien grinned at me. “I think my brother just likes seeing me get laid.”

“I guess,” I said, smiling back. Then I called out, “Come on in!”

Kyle walked in, grinning ear-to-ear. “Well, you two didn’t waste any time.”

“Yeah,” Lucien said. “Jealous?”

Kyle walked over in front of me and looked at us critically as I kept riding his brother. “Well, she’s kind of flat, but very cute.”

“I’m flat cause I’m twelve,” I pointed out.

Kyle raised an eyebrow. “Nice.”

“One other thing about that is real good,” Lucien said.


“Lift up a little,” he told me. I did, so that about half his penis was outside me. “No periods yet, so I can bareback.”

“Oh, that IS hot!” Kyle said with a smile.

“Plus he got my virginity,” I said, settling back down onto Lucien, thinking how surreal it was to have a boy’s penis inside my vagina while I was talking with his older brother.

“Very good. Yeah, I am jealous, now,” Kyle admitted. “A pretty young girl you got to deflower and get to bareback. Yeah… I’m jealous.” He grinned a little and reached out with a hand, brushing his fingers along one of my nipples. I shivered a little at the contact.

“Good,” Lucien said. “Now go away so we can finish.”

Kyle laughed. “Ok, little brother.” He leaned down and to my surprise, shock and more than a little arousal, kissed Lucien full on the mouth. I’d never seen boys kiss before! It was very hot. The two brothers kissed for several seconds, Lucien even moving his hand onto the back of Kyle’s head, then finally Kyle stood up. He grinned at me, brushed his fingers across one of my nipples again, and headed out of the room.

Once Kyle left, Lucien said, “Sorry about that.”

“It’s ok. I don’t mind.” I smiled at him. “Besides, it was hot watching you two kiss.”

Lucien grinned back. “Cool.”

As I continued to ride on Lucien’s penis, he moved one of his hands down to my clitoris and began rubbing at it. That felt pretty sensational! Plus I was really enjoying the look on Lucien’s face as we fucked.

“I’m probably gonna cum pretty soon…” he whispered.


“Are you close at all?”

“Not yet,” I said, shaking my head.

“Let’s turn over, then. I always cum too fast if the girl is on top.”


Lucien put his arms around my waist and held me tight as we rolled over. Once I was on my back, he steadied himself, leaned down and kissed me, and then began moving his penis back and forth inside my vagina.

I moaned and wrapped my arms and legs around Lucien’s nude body as he fucked me. It felt so good having him inside me like this! If I’d had any doubts at all on the idea of losing my virginity, they were long gone. I wanted to do this all day, every day!

Lucien hit a good, steady rhythm, and was getting me ever closer to my second orgasm with a boy. The pleasure began between my legs and spread out all over my body as, with a suddenness that surprised me, my orgasm hit. I moaned loudly and held tight onto Lucien’s nude, thrusting body as my vagina contracted sharply around his hard penis. I was so enveloped by my own orgasm that I was almost unaware of Lucien shooting his sperm into me for a second time.

After we were done fucking for the second time, we laid there in Lucien’s bed, just talking and holding each other for a while. His brother managed to wander in again (big shock), made a few appreciable comments about my body and wandered out. After that we decided to go take a shower, where I had sex with a boy for the third time.

As I rode the bus home after that third time, I thought back on everything I’d done. I had no regrets at all. I’d gotten pretty completely laid today (and planned to do so tomorrow and most of the rest of the week), and I’d enjoyed every minute of it. Even when Kyle had kept walking in on us, it had been cool.

I squirmed a little as I rode on the bus, thinking about the three blasts of sperm Lucien had shot into my vagina. I really hoped he was right, and that I couldn’t get pregnant before I had my first period. Might be worth looking into.

Still, I was happy and content and looking forward to a great summer of sex!


Copyright 2007, by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.