First Time

Picnicing

October 28, 2008

Picnicing
By
Alex Hawk

I was in my bedroom reading a book when fourteen-year-old sister, Janelle, knocked on the open door.

Looking over the book I said, “Oh, hey. What’s up?”

“Kyle and me were thinking of going out on a picnic. You wanna come along? You can look for rocks and stuff.”

Kyle was my fifteen-year-old brother. I knew they probably didn’t want me along. Being that I was only twelve, there was enough of a gap in our ages to cause friction at times. Our parents had been bugging them to include me in more stuff, though. And I DID want to find some new rocks. I had a rock polisher and was trying to make up some nice jewelry and stuff.

“Uh… yeah, ok. When were you going to be leaving?”

“Probably about a half-hour from now.”

“Ok, I’ll be ready!”

I spent the next thirty or so minutes getting everything together. I changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt, put on my favorite shoes and gathered up all my rock gear, which mostly consisted of a sack that I put rocks into.

When I was ready I went out into the living room. Kyle and Janelle were all ready to go.

“Ok, Seth. Ready?” asked Kyle.

“Yeah!”

The three of us left the house and went on a little hike out into the woods. We lived in Washington State, in a small town near Puget Sound. It was basically a bedroom community for Seattle. Despite being a fairly urban town, we were still near enough to the woods that all we had to do was walk into our backyard and keep going.

After about twenty minutes of walking, we came to a little clearing. Janelle spread out the blanket and I helped Kyle get all the food put out. There wasn’t much, just sandwiches, some leftover chicken and some Cokes. It was nice being out here, though, even though I knew my siblings weren’t all that interested in having me around.

Once we were done eating, I gathered up my rock gear and went nosing around in the wilderness. I happened on an old riverbed and was able to get some really nice flat rocks that would be really sweet looking once I had them polished up. So many rocks, in fact, that I had my sack filled in less than ten minutes. I figured I could dump them into the picnic basket and then go get some more. Pleased by this plan I made my way back to the clearing.

What I saw when I got there nearly made me drop my bag.

There was my sister down on all fours. Her skirt was pushed up and her panties were down around her knees. Our brother was behind her with his shorts and underwear down around his knees and he was moving his hips back and forth. I was looking at them from the side and could occasionally see Kyle’s penis disappearing into Janelle’s vagina. In my pants, my own penis hardened up instantly at this live porno show.

I was just floored. I had no idea this sort of thing was going on, though it did at least explain why they never wanted me around anymore. I didn’t know either of them was having sex with anyone yet, much less each other. I wanted to see more of this, and I took a couple quiet steps forward, hoping to get a better view.

Sadly, I stepped on a stick. It had been a very dry summer so far, and the stick snapped with a loud CRACK sound. Both my siblings snapped their heads around and saw me standing there.

“Seth! Shit!” Kyle quickly pulled back, his penis popping up into view. I could see what looked like some sort of moisture glistening on it. He quickly tried stuffing it back into his shorts while standing up at the same time. Didn’t work. He tripped and fell back, landing on his butt.

For Janelle’s part, she simply rolled over and very quickly hoisted up her panties, dropping down her skirt. I had a brief glimpse of the hair between her legs, but that was it.

Finally managing to get himself together, Kyle said, “Seth, what the fuck are you doing sneaking around like that?”

“What the fuck were YOU doing?” I retorted. I then reconsidered that sentence. “Ok, you were fucking.”

“Look, it’s not what you think,” said Janelle.

“I think he was fucking you.” I looked at Kyle. “Right?”

Kyle traded glances with Janelle and then said, “Look, Seth. Don’t tell Mom and Dad about this, ok? Don’t tell ANYONE about this, ok? We were just having some fun, that’s all.”

“You were having sex.”

“No, we weren’t!” Kyle protested.

I gave my brother a withering gaze. “I’m only twelve, but I’m not stupid. You had your dick in Janelle’s pussy. I could see it.”

Janelle sighed, “Ok, yes, we were having sex. But please don’t tell anyone, Seth! Mom and Dad would just kill us.”

Both my brother and sister looked so scared that I was finally forced to say, “Alright, alright. I won’t tell anyone.” They seemed unconvinced. “What, don’t you trust me?”

“Yeah, up until the first time you get mad at us for something stupid,” said Kyle.

“Hey!” I scowled at him.

Janelle’s face then got an expression I couldn’t quite make out. Leaning over to Kyle she whispered something into his ear.

“Oh, I don’t know,” I heard him say.

“Look, it’s the only way to know for sure. You know how he is,” she muttered.

“Yeah. Ok.”

Janelle looked at me. “So the best way to keep you from blabbing to anyone about this is for me to let you do it with me, too.”

That took a moment to sink in. “Wait, what? Me?” I squeaked.

“Yeah!” Kyle leaned over and put his arm around my shoulder. “You fuck Janelle, too, and then you won’t be able to tell on us. Plus you won’t be a virgin anymore, and that’s not a bad deal when you’re only twelve. I didn’t lose mine until I was fourteen.”

My head was spinning. All this was moving way too fast.

“Come on, Seth. Let’s just do it.” Janelle laid down on the blanket and pulled down her panties, spreading her legs wide and giving me a great view of her vagina. My still hard penis jumped inside my underwear.

Kyle moved over next to me and said, “Here, let me show you how to do it.” He pulled his shorts and underwear down. Up popped his penis. Taking it in his hand, he pressed it against Janelle’s vagina and I watched in amazement as it slowly sank down into her body.

“…” I said as I watched.

“See?” my brother said, a little out of breath. “It’s just that easy.” He started moving back and forth, and I could see his penis moving around inside our sister’s vagina. He looked over at me. “Come on, Seth. Get yours out. You gotta try it.”

Moving like I was in a dream, I reached down and undid my shorts, pulling them and my underwear down to my knees. My penis wasn’t nearly as big as my brother’s, and I didn’t have any hair on it yet. But I’d been jerking off for a few months now, and I knew how good my penis could make me feel.

“Ok,” I said, swallowing. “So how do I do it?”

Kyle gave a couple last thrusts and then pulled out of Janelle’s vagina. “Just get between her legs and stick it in.” He moved aside.

I got between Janelle’s legs and stared down at her vagina, still not entirely sure what to do. Thankfully, she reached out and took hold of my penis, pulling me close. “Just push it in when you’re ready, Seth,” she whispered.

I was scared and nervous and horny and still more than a little confused. Fifteen minutes ago if you’d asked me when I thought I’d get laid the first time I might have said, “Never”. But here I was, ready to fuck my older sister. Or at least somewhat ready. I couldn’t quite get up the nerve to push forward and into her.

Apparently Kyle was getting tired of how much time I was taking. I felt his hands on my bare butt and heard him say, “Come on, Seth. Just stick it in.” He pushed down on my ass and I suddenly felt my twelve-year-old virgin penis slide into an all encompassing new place. Very warm, very wet and very tight. I was officially inside my fourteen-year-old sister’s vagina.

“Oh, god,” I managed to whisper as my virginity left me forever.

“Yeah, pretty sweet, huh?” Kyle asked, grinning widely at me.

“Yeah…” I couldn’t believe I was actually getting laid!

Janelle reached up and put he hands on my shoulders. “Go ahead and start fucking, Seth,” she said to me.

Nodding I began trying my best to fuck for the first time. I pushed deep into her and tried not to pull out too far. I was scared I might slip out entirely. It felt amazing! The best thing I’d ever felt in my entire life! I couldn’t wait to do it again! I wanted this to never end.

But of course, like all good things, it had to end eventually. I soon felt the orgasm building in my penis and spreading out from my entire body as my young erection kicked around inside my sister’s vagina. I wasn’t making any sperm yet, but at least I got the good feelings of cumming.

No sooner had I finished cumming then Kyle nudged me aside and said, “Ok, Seth. Let me finish.”

“Alright.” Reluctantly I pulled out of Janelle’s vagina and smiled down at her. “Thanks, Janelle.”

“You’re… ah!!… welcome…” The pause had been from Kyle sliding back into her.

I looked down at my hairless penis. It was still hard. It didn’t really look any different even though I wasn’t a virgin anymore. Somehow I thought it might have changed. But it still looked like it had when I woke up this morning. The only thing that had really changed was my mind.

I watched while Kyle fucked Janelle. It only took him a little under a minute before he moaned and pushed hard against her, holding himself motionless, his butt twitching. He must’ve been cumming. It was interesting to see what it looked like when another guy did that.

We were all pretty quiet after that. We all got dressed and went back home. I spent the rest of my day in my bedroom, masturbating and sorting out my rock collection. It had been an interesting picnic, that was for sure.

Over the next year I kept wanting to fuck Janelle again, but I didn’t get the chance until right after my thirteenth birthday. She and Kyle and me were all at home and they were starting to get it on. They wound up fucking on the kitchen table and after I begged and pleaded, Janelle let me fuck her again. It was really different this time, feeling my sperm shooting into her body. I was scared later that I might have gotten her pregnant, but Kyle said that brother’s couldn’t get their sister pregnant, which was why he’d started fucking her.

He was, of course, dead wrong, which I didn’t learn until much later. When he was seventeen and Janelle was sixteen, they wound up running away from home. They resurfaced eventually, carrying with them their newborn baby girl. Our parents were pissed, but there wasn’t much they could do at that point.

There’s times I wish I hadn’t lost my virginity in the way that I had. It might have been nice to lose it to a girl I was in love with instead of my sister. But such was life. At least I wasn’t the one who got Janelle pregnant.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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Team Spirit

November 2, 2008

Team Spirit
By
Alex Hawk

The ball snapped from the quarterback’s hand and flew through the air, flying straight and true, directly towards where I was heading, completely free and clear of all opposition. I caught it and ran like mad towards the end zone, some thirty yards away, on my way to my second touchdown of the game.

This was the moment I lived for. I could hear the crowd around me cheering as I ran (well, at least the crowd that supported our team), and felt the blood coursing through my body. It was exhilarating! I never felt more alive than I did when I was on the football field.

Now I was ten yards away… then five… then three…

“TOUCHDOWN!”

The crowd, which had been loud, screamed at the top of their lungs. We were now up 29-6 in the last seconds of the fourth quarter. We’d win our opening game of the season and, with luck, go on to win many, many more.

Now the game had ended. We were all in the locker room where the coach proceeded to congratulate all of us. He then went over some of the errors we’d made, most of which were minor, but minor problems can become major soon. As the coach often said, “Sweat the small stuff before it becomes big stuff.”

My teammates and I all then hit the shower. I stripped down, looking at my naked body, counting the areas were the bruises would start appearing tomorrow. Oh, well. This was the price one paid for glory in Texas high school football.

“Good game, Ramon,” one of my friends, Darcy, said, smacking me on my bare ass as he went past.

“Thanks, man.”

We all got under the water to the usual accompaniment of grab-ass, fag jokes and small dick comments, as well as everyone talking about which cheerleaders they were banging, had banged or had wanted to bang.

I kept myself out these discussions. This was partly because I thought they were stupid, partly because they didn’t interest me and partly because, even though I was already sixteen, I was still a virgin. I’d had any numbers of offers from girls, but I’d always said I was waiting to get married. Catholic upbringing and all that.

I hoped they were more convinced than I was.

I found myself standing next to another boy. He was naked, like everyone else, but had a much smaller, slighter build. He didn’t look like anyone I knew from the team, and I wondered who he was. After a bit, I figured out that he must be Jamie Munoz, the boy who was playing Arnie the Armadillo, the mascot of Samuel James McRory High School. Part of my mind noticed that he had a really nice body for a lowly fourteen-year-old freshman.

Jamie saw me looking at him and smiled shyly. “Hey.”

“Hey,” I said with a nod. “You’re the mascot, right?”

“Yeah. You’re Ramon Santiago, right?”

“Yep.”

“Good game today.”

“Thanks.”

My eyes drifted down his body, taking notice of his circumcised penis. I was cut, too, like most of the other boys in the class. It was one way to tell if a Hispanic boy was born in the USA or in Mexico, Columbia, Panama, Nicaragua, El Salvador, Peru, Argentina or any of the number of other shithole countries our ancestors came from.

Jamie must’ve seen me looking cause he looked a little embarrassed and said, “So… you were born here, too?”

I laughed a little. “Yeah. My great-great grandparents came here back around 1900. You?”

“My mom came from Tampico but my dad was born in Houston. His family came here just before the Mexican-American War.”

“Cool.”

“Yeah.”

I laughed again. “Kinda weird when you can tell where someones from by how their dick looks.”

Jamie laughed, too, and I saw his penis twitching. Looked like he was getting hard. He turned around and made a show of rinsing himself off as he said, “Yeah, it’s weird.”

For some reason my own penis was getting hard, too, so I turned and washed myself off, not wanting to put up with any fag jokes sent my way. I knew I probably wouldn’t be getting in the way of any since I’d scored two of our touchdowns, but still.

Once I was done with the shower I got out and got dressed, watching as Jamie walked over to his own locker to do the same. He seemed like a nice enough kid. I’d never really talked with anyone who was with the team but not on the team.

When everyone was ready we went out to the team bus to ride back from Rostov, where we’d been playing the Rostov High School Rangers, back to our small, but nice, hometown of McRory, Texas. They were our arch-rivals and it was always nice to be able to hand them their ass in a sack.

“Hey, Jamie,” I called out to the other boy as he got on the bus. “Come sit with me.”

“Oh, hey, cool, thanks, Ramon.”

As Jamie sat down next to me, the coach got on, did a quick head count and told the driver to get us on the road. It was a two-hour trip back home. We could, of course, have ridden home with our friends and families since they’d come out to watch us play, but the coach preferred us to ride to and from the games together.

“So is this your first year at SJM?” I asked.

“Yeah. I’d played the mascot in junior high, and it seemed like a natural progression.”

“Cool. You’re good at it.”

Jamie sighed. “I wish I was good at football. That’d be much better.”

“Well, yes, football is better,” I said with a solemn nod.

“Not THAT much better,” Jamie replied.

“You ever played football?”

“You ever been a mascot?”

“Ok, point made.”

“I thought so.”

The two of us spent a bit more time talking, but eventually we both drifted off to sleep. When I woke up I could see the lights of McRory in the distance. There were only about 3,000 people in our town, but it was home.

I looked at Jamie, who was still sleeping. His head was resting on my shoulder. I stayed very still, not wanting to wake him up and feeling an odd sensation in my stomach as I looked at him. For some reason having him resting against me like this felt really, really nice.

I shook my head and then shook his shoulder. “Hey, Jamie. Wake up.”

“Huh?” He sat up and looked around. “Oh, we’re home.”

“Yeah.”

As Jamie gathered his stuff together and the rest of the bus began to wake up around us, he said, “Hey, you doing anything tomorrow night?”

I shook my head. “Why?”

“You wanna come hang out at my place? We can play Madden on my PS2. I’ll show you how to REALLY play football.” He grinned a slightly crooked grin.

“Oh, you will, will you?” I said with a laugh. The hierarchy of high school football was such that I shouldn’t have been hanging out with our mascot, but if I couldn’t get away with whatever I wanted to after scoring two touchdowns in our season opener then I wouldn’t ever be able to do anything. Besides, all the other guys on the team would be partying all weekend, which held little to no interest for me, so I said, “Sure, sounds good.”

Jamie and I traded phone numbers and addresses, then got off the bus, splitting up as we headed off to meet our parents. Mine were waiting with my dad’s antique Packard that was his pride and joy. I hugged my mom, ruffled my sister’s hair and shook my dad’s hand. Then we got going.

Once I was at home I stripped naked and looked at myself in my bedroom mirror. Yeah, there was the bruises, starting to form up. I sighed. I was going to be very, very sore tomorrow. I took a moment to hop into the shower again and then went to bed.

Jamie, I thought to myself. I didn’t think anything in particular, I just thought of him. He seemed… interesting. A very nice boy. I looked forward to getting to spend tomorrow night at his place.

Then I reached under the blanket and took my penis in my hand, fondling myself into hardness and then starting to masturbate in earnest. Usually I thought about what it was going to be like when I fucked my wife on our wedding night. After all, I wasn’t going to be having sex before that point, so why think about it with anyone else?

But my mind’s eye kept focusing past my would-be wife and over to my memories of Jamie in the shower. Ok, to be honest, I’d masturbated before while picturing guys in the shower. It used to really worry me, but I’d read some books that said it was normal for boys to think about other boys sometimes, so I stopped being concerned.

Since Jamie was what my mind wanted to think about, I let it, remembering what he had looked like while the soapsuds ran down him. When I climaxed it was while thinking about his penis hardening as the water cascade down onto his naked body.

When I was done cumming, I cleaned up my sperm from my chest and, gradually, drifted off to sleep with images of Jamie dancing in my head.

* * *

All through the next day, I focused on the fact that I was going to be visiting Jamie that evening. I really couldn’t wait! I kept telling myself that I was looking forward to some video game playing, and that was true, but I knew that there was something else there. I couldn’t, wouldn’t, say what it was, but it was there.
When the evening finally rolled around, I almost spirited out the door, taking my bike out of the garage (I usually drove my Mom’s car, but she was out), and riding as fast as I could towards Jamie’s place. I’d never been there, but McRory wasn’t exactly a big town, so it wasn’t hard to find. When I got there, I parked my bike and knocked.

“Oh, hey, Ramon,” Jamie said as he answered the door.

“Hey, dude,” I said, shaking hands with him.

Jamie let me in the house and introduced me to his parents and his little sister. They all seemed pretty nice. Then we went up to his bedroom, my eyes drifting down onto his ass as we walked up the stairs. What the hell was I checking him out for? What was wrong with me?

Once in Jamie’s bedroom we settled down and started playing Madden on his PS2. Despite my skills at real life football, I really, really sucked at video game football. I gave it my best effort, but he still wound up beating me in four out of five games.

“That was pretty cool,” Jamie said with a grin after he beat me in the fifth game. “You know, you really suck.”

“Thanks,” I replied, sticking my tongue out at him. “I’ll get my revenge, just you wait.”

“Uh-huh. Not in this game you won’t.”

“Ha.”

After that we went downstairs to eat dinner. Spaghetti and meatballs. Jamie’s mother was a pretty good cook. My mom’s idea of cooking was something that came in a box, but Jamie’s mom had actually made the pasta herself, which was pretty cool. I didn’t even know you could do that. Tasted real nice, too.

When dinner was over we went back upstairs and played some more Madden. Jamie was right about me not getting my revenge on him through that came. I’d have to find another way, I guessed.

Eventually we settled down to sleep. Jamie insisted on giving me his bed and taking the floor. I wouldn’t hear of it.

“You’re a guest. You get the bed,” was his simple reply.

I shook my head, still standing fully dressed by his bed. “I’m not going to make you sleep on the floor in your own bedroom.”

“But that’s how we do it when I have guests. They get the bed, I take the floor.”

I shook my head again. “No. I’m not going to make you sleep on the floor. Look,” I continued as an idea hit, “this bed is big enough for us both. Why don’t you just sleep up here with me?”

“Uh… well…”

“Either that or I get onto the floor with you.”

Jamie laughed and shrugged. “I guess I can do that. Not a big deal, and, to be honest, the floor isn’t very comfortable.”

I laughed. “Yeah, I thought so.”

“Well, if you really don’t mind?”

“I don’t.”

“Ok.” Jamie stopped arranging his bedding on the floor and then began to strip. Once he was down to his underwear he got into bed, my eyes roaming all over his body as he did so. Oh, god, why was I checking him out?

“You getting’ in here or not?”

“Sure, sure.” I turned away from him as I undressed, and switched off his light as soon as I could. I didn’t want him to see my erection tenting out the front of my underwear. Then I got into bed with Jamie, staying as far away from his nearly naked body as I could, though that was the last thing I really wanted to do.

“This is kinda weird, Ramon,” Jamie said after a moment, a little giggle in his voice.

“Yeah, I don’t think I’ve ever slept with anyone before.”

Jamie laughed. “No, not that. I’ve done that lots of times with my ex. I mean sleeping in my underwear. I haven’t done that since I was a little kid.”

“Oh? What do you usually wear when you sleep?”

“Nothing.”

“Oh.” I was quiet for a moment. “Yeah, me, too.” Then a thought hit. “Wait. What do you mean sleeping with your ex?”

“Oh.” I could almost hear Jamie blushing. “Uh… well… uh… she… and I… well, we slept together a lot.”

“JUST sleep?” I asked, my heart racing.

“Uh… no. No, we… we had sex, too…”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

I digested this. “Damn. I hate you. I’m still a virgin.”

Jamie laughed a slightly nervous sounding laugh. “Yeah, well. Sex kicks ass, that’s for sure.”

I reached down and adjusted my erect penis, giving it a couple slow strokes. “Yeah, I bet.” After a moment I said, “Well… if you wanna sleep naked, I don’t really care.”

“You don’t?”

“Not really. I mean, it’s your bed.”

“Oh. Well… if you don’t care?”

“No, I don’t.”

“Ok.” I felt Jamie squirming around next to me and then his hand came up. “Set these on the floor for me, ok?”

I took his underwear from him and said, “Ok,” my penis jumping, as I set them down on the floor. They were warm to the touch.

“You can take yours off, too, if you want.”

“Uh… well, ok.” I got out of my underwear and tossed them onto the floor next to Jamie’s.

“Ah,” he said with a sigh. “That’s much better. I never saw the point of wearing clothes to bed.”

“Me, either.” I gave my penis another couple tugs. “So… you really had sex?”

“Yeah.”

“How many times?”

“I don’t know. A lot. At one point during the summer we were doing it two or three times a day.”

“Damn! Now I REALLY hate you!”

Jamie laughed. “Yeah, it was some seriously good sex.”

“Was she your first?”

“Yeah.”

“Cool. How did you get her to do it?” I asked, tugging a little more while I pictured Jamie naked and fucking some lucky girl.

“Uh… well, you know. The usual way I’d guess. We’d gone out a couple times and, uh, she wasn’t a virgin, so it wasn’t like it was a big deal for her.”

“Cool.”

“Yeah.”

“What’s it feel like?” I asked, stroking myself a little more.

“Oh, it’s the best thing you can imagine!”

“I don’t know. I can imagine pretty good.”

Jamie laughed. “Well, I promise it’s better than that.”

“Wow.” I continued to masturbate slowly, picturing Jamie with a girl.

“Ramon?” Jamie said after a moment.

“Yeah?”

“Are you… jerking off?”

I froze completely. “Uh… no. Why would you ask that?”

“Well… I thought I felt you moving around a little.”

“Oh.”

“If you were it’s not a big deal,” he said quickly. “I mean, I got pretty hard thinking about the sex I used to have.”

“Yeah, it sounds like it was pretty hot.”

“So were you?” Jamie prompted after a moment.

“Uh… was I jerking off?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, a little,” I said, glad the darkness hid my blushing. “Sorry.”

“No, it’s cool. I don’t really care.”

“You don’t?”

“No, go ahead. As long as you don’t mind if I do it, too.”

“Sure, I don’t care.” I began stroking my penis a little more enthusiastically now, turned on by the fact that Jamie was doing the same thing.

“Ah, that feels good,” he said after a bit.

“Yeah.”

“You ever jerk off with another guy before?” I asked.

“Yeah, one of my cousins. He’s the one who taught me how to do it.”

“Oh, cool.”

“Yeah.”

As my hand kept moving enthusiastically along my penis, I heard Jamie say, “You know what else?”

“Huh?”

“A couple times he and I even… well… promise not to tell anyone?”

“Ok.”

“Well… a couple times he and I even jerked each other off.”

“Oh,” I said after a moment, trying hard not to cum at that image.

“Yeah.”

“What was that like?”

“It was pretty fucking cool, actually. Having someone else do it to you is loads better than doing it to yourself.”

“Sounds like it would be.”

“Hey, Ramon?”

“Yeah?”

“Can I ask you something?”

Oh, god. Would he ask me to… could he ask me to… what would I say if he… oh, god! “Uh, sure.”

“Do you wanna… you know… try doing that?”

“Jerking each other?”

“Yeah.”

I swallowed hard, my mouth going dry as my heart raced. “Well…” I swallowed again. “I guess we can… if you want to. But don’t tell anyone, ok?”

“I won’t,” Jamie said softly.

“Ok. How do we… you know?”

“Like this.” I felt Jamie’s hand brushing against mine. “Let go.”

I released my penis and a moment later felt Jamie’s hand wrap around it. I sucked in my breath as he started slowly stroking me. It felt far better than anything I’d ever done before. It was so far past masturbating myself it wasn’t even funny! Oh, god, it was wonderful.

“Does that feel good?” Jamie whispered.

“Yeah…”

He pulled the blanket off our nude bodies. “Do me, too.”

“Ok.” Without thinking I reached out, feeling my fingers brush against Jamie’s thigh. Just as I processed that I felt them brush against something both hard and soft and warm and wonderful. Jamie’s penis. I ran my fingers along it for a moment and them wrapped them around the shaft, stroking slowly.

“Yeah… that’s good… you’re doing good…”

“Thanks,” I whispered.

I couldn’t believe I was really doing this. Here I was, masturbating another boy while he masturbated me. I knew it was wrong. Father Manuel would probably call it a mortal sin. Nothing that felt this good could just be a venal sin. Man, if that wasn’t a Catholic thought, I didn’t know what was.

“Go faster,” Jamie said softly.

“You, too,” I whispered back as I began stroking him faster.

A couple silent minutes went by and then Jamie said, “Dude… keep doing that and I’ll cum soon…”

“Me, too…”

“I bet I can make you cum before you make me cum…”

“You’re on…”

We began masturbating each other faster and faster, each trying to give the other an orgasm first. I tried desperately to hold back from cumming, but I knew that I was pretty well doomed. Jamie was just too good at what he did.

“Oh… oh, god… oh, Jamie… I’m… cumming…”

“Me, too… oh… oh, god…”

I felt Jamie’s penis start kicking in my hand as mine did the same in his, my sperm spurting out all over my stomach, chest and Jamie’s hand as his did the exact same thing to me. It was weird knowing that I had another guy’s sperm on my hand. It felt really warm and kind of cool, actually.

“Dude,” Jamie said, breathing hard. “Fuck, that was hot…”

“Yeah…” I replied, aware that we were still both holding each other’s penis. “You got a towel or something?”

“Yeah, but I got a better way to clean up.”

“Oh?”

Jamie pulled his hand off my penis. I watched in the faint light from the window as he lifted his hand to his mouth and, before my startled eyes, licked my sperm off it.

“Oh,” I whispered.

Then Jamie reached down and pulled my hand up to his mouth, licking all his sperm off from it, getting it nice and clean. The feeling of his tongue against my skin was enough to make me wanna cum again.

“But… what about…”

Before I could finish the question, Jamie moved his head down and started licking my sperm from my chest, then down onto my stomach. Then just as I started to make sense of that, I felt a delicious, wet warmth surround my penis. Something rasped along the shaft and tip for a moment and then was gone as Jamie laid back down next to me.

“There,” he said into the silence. “All clean.”

“Yeah…”

“Do you wanna help clean me off?”

“I… uh… I…”

Jamie shrugged after a moment. “Don’t worry about it.” He grabbed a towel from the side of the bed and wiped his sperm off his body and penis, then tossed it aside.

As Jamie pulled the blanket back over us I finally found my voice again. “Jamie?”

“Yeah?”

“That was… that was your mouth on… my dick… right?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh.”

“You’re not mad are you?” he asked me after a moment.

“No.”

“Ok.”

“Jamie?”

“Yeah?”

“You’re gay, aren’t you.”

Silence. Then, “Yeah.”

“That wasn’t a girlfriend, was it?”

“No.”

“Oh.”

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have lied to you, Ramon.”

“No, it’s cool.”

“So you’re not mad or anything?”

“No, I’m not.” Just confused, I thought to myself.

“Ok. Well… good night.”

“Good night.”

It was quite some time before I was able to get to sleep. Jamie was gay? And I’d masturbated with him. Did that make me gay, too? No, that made no sense. I wanted to fuck girls, I really did! So if that was the case, then why did I let him do that to me, and why did I jerk him off? I knew I shouldn’t have done it, but it felt so wonderful.

Horribly confused I eventually drifted off to a fitful sleep.

* * *

I woke up the next morning, still laying naked next to Jamie. He was still fast asleep, laying on his side with one arm draped over my chest. I got instantly hard looking at him with his delicate features. He looked really beautiful, I could admit that. Almost like a girl, but not quite.

Jamie must’ve felt me looking at him. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled a wonderful smile.

“Oh. Hey.”

“Hey.”

He ran his hand up my chest. “Did you sleep ok?”

“Yeah, I slept fine. Did you?”

“Oh, yeah. I haven’t slept this good since I was going out with Spence.”

“Who?”

“My boyfriend.”

“Oh.” Did this mean he thought I was his boyfriend now? What the hell did I say to that?

“You wanna see how I used to always wake him up?”

“Ok.”

Jamie grinned and ducked his head under the blanket. At first I wondered what he had in mind, but it wasn’t long before I had my answer as I felt that strange, wonderful, wet warmth around my penis again.

“Oh, god,” I whispered, placing a hand on the back of Jamie’s head as I got my first ever blowjob.

Jamie lifted his head up from under the blanket. “This your first blowjob?”

“Yeah…”

“Ok. Let me know before you cum.”

“Ok.”

Jamie pulled the blanket back and I watched as he settled his mouth back down around my penis again. Now I had the visual stimulation of watching him sucking me. It was the most incredible thing I’d ever seen, watching as he jerked me while licking his tongue along the shaft, tickling the tip and then back all the way down onto me. It was wonderful! If what we’d done last night was a mortal sin, I couldn’t even imagine how much penance I’d have to do for this!

After about three minutes, I whispered, “Jamie…? I’m gonna… I’m gonna cum soon…”

Jamie, rather than pulling off me like I’d expected him to, started going even faster, and slipped his mouth completely around my penis. It was obvious he expected me to shoot into his mouth, and even if I’d not wanted to, there was no way I could stop it. I let out a loud moan as my sperm began firing off into him, his throat working to swallow as much as he could as I came inside his mouth.

Jamie kept working my penis until I was completely done cumming, then he pulled off me and moved back up lay next to me, a grin on his face.

“So how was your first blowjob, Ramon?”

“That… that was… great…” I managed to say.

“Good.” Then he laid on his back and started quickly stroking his penis. I wondered if I should offer to do it for him, but before I could he started gasping and I
watched as his sperm sprayed out across his smooth, nearly hairless body. It was so cool!

After he was done cumming, Jamie licked his hand clean then wiped up the rest of his sperm. He slapped me on the thigh and said, “Come on, let’s get some breakfast.”

“Ok.”

Jamie started chatting while we began to get dressed, my mind seriously spinning. I needed to get away and do some thinking about everything that had happened. I didn’t really have a problem with it, per se, I just needed to think about it.

Just before we went into the hallway, I said, “Hey, listen, Jamie. I’d love to eat something, but I really should get home.”

“Oh, ok.” He looked very disappointed, but simply grinned and said, “Well, I had a fun night.”

“Me, too.”

“And a really fun morning.”

I laughed a little nervously. “Yeah, me, too.”

“Ok. Well, get your stuff. I’ll walk you downstairs.”

“Ok.”

I grabbed my stuff and we walked down to the front door. When we were there, I said, “Well, thanks for everything.”

“You’re welcome.”

Before I could leave, Jamie put his arms around me, hugging me tight. I figured that wasn’t any big deal and returned the hug.

Then I became aware of Jamie looking into my eyes as I looked into his. I swallowed a little as he moved his face forward and pressed his mouth against mine.

Before I really knew what I was doing, I’d opened my mouth, and our tongues brushed against one another. It wasn’t my first kiss, but it was without a doubt the best.

Then it hit me that I was kissing another boy! I quickly pulled away.

“Uh… I gotta go. I really gotta go. I’m sorry. I’ll… I’ll see you… later.” I mumbled and dashed outside, hopping onto my bike and pedaling away at full speed. I didn’t even slow down until I was back at my house, where I, barely, parked my bike and flew upstairs to my bedroom, closing and locking my door, then leaning up against it and breathing hard.

What the hell had I just done? I’d jerked off another boy, let him blow me and then kissed him! I knew he was gay, did this mean I was, too? I didn’t wanna be gay! I couldn’t be gay! I liked girls! How the hell could I be gay if I liked girls?! That didn’t make any sense!

Wait, I knew what was wrong. I hadn’t fucked any girls yet. Yeah, that was the problem. My virginity was making me act out in weird ways. Right. I knew how to fix that. I reached for the phone.

“Hello?”

“Jack? Hey, it’s Ramon.”

“Oh, hey, Ramon. What up?”

“You still having that party tonight?”

“Fuck, yeah.”

“Is Melissa Sanchez going to be there?”

“Fuck, dude, of course she is. She’s hot for your ass, you know.”

“Yeah, I know. Am I still invited?”

“What? You, Ramon Santiago, you’re actually going to come to one of my parties?”

“Yeah, sure. What the hell. I’ve been cooped up too long,” I lied.

“Well, yeah. Sure. Fuck, come on over. It’ll rock. I’ll let Melissa know you’re coming.”

“Ok, cool. Nine o’clock, right?”

“Yeah. See ya then!”

“Sure. Bye!”

Right, I thought as I hung up. That was that. Melissa would “straighten” me out. At the very least it’d help me block out the look on Jamie’s face as I ran away.
I hoped.

* * *

Jamie called a couple times before I left for the party, but I blew him off. I didn’t really want to talk with him right now. Well, actually, I DID want to. I wanted to spend time with him more than anything, but that was the problem. I knew I had to nip this thing in the bud. I’d go to the party, get laid by Melissa, or some other girl, and that’d be the end of that. Then I could just be friends with Jamie, and that would be sweet.

I ducked into the shower, getting myself as clean as I could. I even took the time to trim down my pubic hair a little, cause I knew from looking at other guys in the locker room, and talking to some, that girls liked it short.

Then before I got dressed I stood in front of my bedroom mirror, admiring my nude body, knowing this was the last time I’d see myself as a virgin. I looked pretty decent. Playing football had it’s good points, though I still had some of the bruises from the game the other night. That was ok. I figured Melissa wouldn’t care. Jamie sure hadn’t.

As I thought about Jamie my penis went from soft to completely hard in about three seconds. God, what we’d done last night had been SO INCREDIBLE. I knew it was wrong, but I REALLY wanted to do it again! Fuck, though, screwing Melissa would take care of that, I was pretty sure.

My mom was willing to let me borrow the car. It was a school night, but my grades were good enough that she trusted me to do what I needed to make sure I got enough sleep and everything for the next morning.

Jack’s house was on the other side of town from mine, so it was about a ten minute drive, but that was ok cause it gave me time to calm myself down and pump myself up for my plans tonight. I was gonna get laid! Laid for real! THAT was cool as fuck!

The party was already in full swing by the time I got there. I had to park nearly a block away and walk in. That was ok, though. Nothing was going to stop my from accomplishing my goals tonight!

“Oh, hey, dude, welcome,” Jack said, greeting me as I walked in.

“Hey,” I said, shaking his hand.

“Have a beer,” he said, tossing me one.

“Thanks.” I popped it open and drank it down. “Where’s Melissa?”

Jack laughed. “You’re hot to trot, huh? She’s in the kitchen, I think.”

“Cool.” I downed another beer and walked towards the kitchen.

I spotted Melissa right away. She was standing near the fridge, talking with Jake Benet, one of the players on the McRory High basketball team. Basketball was ok, but it wasn’t football.

She must’ve seen me coming, because she quickly ditched Jake and walked over to me. “Hey! Ramon! Jack said you’d be here tonight.”

“Of course. Would I ever miss something like this?”

She giggled. She was pretty cute, I guessed. She was sixteen, like me, and one of the cheerleaders. From what I’ve heard of her, she didn’t REALLY have any interest in cheering. She just liked being near the athletes because she liked screwing them. Very liberal with her affections. Really popular around the school. When the guys talked about what girl they’d most like to fuck, her name came up most often.

Melissa put her arms around me and kissed me on the cheek. “Well, I’m happy. I’ve wanted to see more of you.”

“How much more?” I asked with a slightly forced smile.

“Oh, everything I can,” she said, reaching down to cup my crotch as she kissed me on the mouth. It wasn’t as good as the kiss from Jamie, I couldn’t help but notice. “You wanna go upstairs?” she asked when she broke the kiss.

“Sure.”

She took me by the hand and led me away, making sure to blow kisses at her cheerleader friends as she walked by them. I could see looks of jealously on their faces. That made me feel kinda cool. It was nice to be wanted, especially by girls.

“Jack, we’re going to your bedroom!” she called out as we walked past him.

Jack laughed. “Don’t get cum on my bed, dude!”

“Oh, it’s all going somewhere else,” I said with a forced laugh. That got a howl of laughter from my teammates and even from Melissa as she led me up the stairs.

We went past two other rooms and the bathroom. In all three I heard the sounds of sex. In the bathroom, which had a door open, I could see one of the boys from my school, a mere fourteen-year-old freshman, I knew, just like Jamie, pants and underwear around his ankles as he was enthusiastically slamming into some girl from behind. He had a nice looking ass, I noticed briefly, then forced my brain away.

Melissa grabbed my ass. “You’re going to be doing that in a bit.”

“Cool,” I said with slightly forced enthusiasm.

Once we were in Jack’s bedroom, Melissa shut the door.

“Well… here we are,” she said with a feral grin.

“Yep!”

“So… what do you wanna do, Ramon?” she asked, advancing towards me.

“What are my options?”

“Hmmm… sex, fucking and screwing.”

“That sounds doable,” I replied, hoping I sounded more confident than I felt.

Melissa put her arms around me and started kissing me again as she began tugging at my shirt, pulling it off and over my head. She then began kissing my nipples and unbuckling my belt. Waves of pleasure washed over me. Yeah, I told myself, this is MUCH better than it had been with Jamie!

Once she had my belt unbuckled, Melissa reached inside my boxers and pulled out my penis. “Oooo… nice! Nothing like a little chorizo!” she said as she wrapped her mouth around me.

I laughed a little. It wasn’t a horrible joke. I’d have to keep that in mind next time Jamie was… no, wait. That would NEVER happen again.

As she blew me, Melissa began tugging my pants and boxers down. Once they were off my body, I stepped out of them, leaving me totally naked with a girl for the first time. She didn’t seem at all disappointed, moving one hand back to cup my ass as she sucked while she used the other to jerk me off while she sucked on me some more.

After a bit, Melissa stood up and pushed me down onto Jack’s bed. Then she pulled her t-shirt and bra off, followed quickly by her skirt and panties. She then straddled me at the waist and started kissing me.

“God, you’re fucking hot, Ramon,” she whispered.

“Thanks,” I whispered, kissing her back. I felt my penis nuzzling against something strange and wet with her breasts pressing against my chest.

Melissa pulled back a little. “You’re a virgin, aren’t you.” It wasn’t a question.

“Well… yeah.”

She grinned. “Cool. I’m gonna get the cherry of the best football player in Texas!”

I laughed, a little more sincerely than before. Melissa may have been a major slut, but she was pretty nice, too. “Well, I’m not THAT good.”

“Oh, I say you are.” She grinned and ground her hips against me, rubbing the tip of my penis even more against that weird, damp spot. “And since I’m the one on top, that means what I say goes.”

“Well, if you insist,” I said with a smile. “So what goes next?”

Melissa grinned even wider. “Your virginity.” With that she reached back and took hold of my erection. She raised her body up a little, and then began to lower herself down as a warm, tight, wetness enveloped me. Looking down I could see only the base of my shaft. There was no doubt. My no-longer virgin sixteen-year-old penis was now buried completely inside Melissa’s sixteen-year-old vagina. I was OFFICIALLY getting laid!

“Oooo… that’s nice,” she said, smiling at me. “You like?”

“Oh, yeah…” I said with a grin. It wasn’t even a lie! At least… not entirely. It DID feel good, but it didn’t feel… right… somehow.

“Let’s roll over, ok? I wanna see you fuck me,” she whispered.

“Alright.”

It was surprisingly easy to keep my penis inside her vagina as I rolled us over. Once Melissa was comfortably on her back, I steadied myself on top of her and began to slowly thrust like I’d seen people in porn films do. It felt really good, I could certainly admit that! Not quite as… no, no. It was better than the blowjob from Jamie. Yes, it had to be better! It was a girl, after all!

“Oh, yeah,” Melissa whispered, placing one hand on my shoulder and the other on my ass. “Oh, damn, you’re a hot fuck.”

“Thanks.”

I closed my eyes as I fucked, trying to cum, even though I didn’t feel like an orgasm was anywhere near. Oh, fucking Melissa felt good. Really good! But I didn’t think it was going to get me off.

There was a sudden, bright flash and blue orbs danced in front of my vision. I blinked repeatedly to clear my vision as I looked over at the door to see Jack standing there with a camera and a big grin.

“Good, we’ve got profile, now full face!” he said with a laugh.

I rolled my eyes. “Fuck you, Jack.”

“Can’t. You’re fucking Melissa. Bye!” He took two more pictures then shut the door and walked off. I rolled my eyes.

“Sorry, he’s an idiot sometimes,” I said to Melissa.

“Don’t need to tell ME,” she replied. “He’s a lousy lay, too.”

I laughed and started thrusting again, doing my best to regain my rhythm and trying to cum as soon as I could. I didn’t know why it was taking me so long. Usually when I jerked off I could come as quick as I needed to. I mean, I was losing my virginity! Nothing should be better than this! I should have no problems cumming! Heck, with Jamie I certainly had no problems!

Jamie… god, that had been hot, I thought, thrusting faster. God, the sex with Jamie, and that was certainly what was, sex, had been SO wonderful! The feeling of his mouth on me! Watching him lick up my sperm! And that kiss! OH, GOD, that kiss!

Suddenly I started grunting as my penis began twitching inside Melissa’s vagina. I tried hard to divert my thoughts onto anything other than the feeling of the blowjob from Jamie as I came, but it was no good. My sperm simply splashed into her waiting body as my mind spun with images of Jamie.

As I came down from my orgasm, I kept myself inside Melissa, breathing hard and trying to recover, trying to sort out what my brain was trying to tell me about what had happened with her. And what had happened with Jamie.

“THAT was good,” Melissa said kissing me. “You’re a great lay, Ramon. You sure that was your first time.”

“Yeah…” I rolled off and out of her, my penis slipping smoothly out of her vagina. “I would’ve remembered any others.”

She laughed. “Yeah, probably.”

“Thank you,” I said after a bit. “That was fun.”

She laughed some more. “Glad you liked it!” She wiggled her hips. “You wanna go again?”

I didn’t REALLY want to, but I figured I probably should, just to make sure of what I was beginning to suspect, and, after all, my penis, which hadn’t really softened much since I’d withdrawn it from Melissa’s vagina, was hardening up really nice at the very thought. It HAD felt good, after all. “Sure,” I said with a grin.

“Cool.” She laid on her back and spread her legs wide.

I got between her legs and looked at the confusing layout I was presented with. Oh, well. I figured if I could throw a pass halfway across a field, I could find the right place to stick myself in. I probed with the tip until I found that warm wetness again, and then pushed forward, watching as my penis sank into her vagina. It was a pretty cool sight to see, that I’d admit. Plus it was just basically cool the way we fit together.

“Mmmmm… yeah…” Melissa whispered. “Wow, I could get used to this!”

“Cool,” I said with a smile as I started fucking again.

As I fucked Melissa the second time, my brain drifted more and more onto Jamie, and then onto some of the other boys I’d seen, like the ones I’d seen naked in the locker room, and the boy I’d seen fucking earlier tonight. He had a cute ass, I could admit now.

Jamie had a really cute ass, too. I started wondering what it would be like to fuck him. If he’d had a boyfriend, he’d probably been fucked several times. I’d bet it’d feel really nice inside of him. And since he’d blown me, maybe I should blow him, too! Damn! What would THAT be like?

I started fucking faster and faster, dimly aware of Melissa moaning underneath me. She was obviously enjoying the sex, and so was I, but mostly only because I kept thinking about Jamie while I was fucking her.

Then Melissa let out a really loud moan, and her vagina began contracting repeatedly around my thrusting erection, which caught me completely off guard. It looked almost like she was having an orgasm! I didn’t know for sure, but it felt good, whatever it was, and it was enough to push me over the edge, my penis pulsing as my sperm shoot into her vagina once again.

Once I was done, I wasted no time rolling off her, my rapidly softening penis slipping out of her vagina. We laid there next to each other, breathing hard.

“Damn,” she said. “You’re a fine lay… for a gay boy…”

“What?!” I said in an indignant tone. I tried to sit up, but I was too exhausted.

“You’re gay,” she said simply. “I could tell from the moment I met you. You never look at any of the girls in school, you always shield away from me and when you were fucking me, your brain was clearly elsewhere.”

“NONE of which means I’m gay,” I pointed out. “If I was gay, I wouldn’t have fucked you tonight.”

“Yes, you would. If you wanted to prove you were straight.”

I stared at her, dumbfounded. “What the… how the fuck do you know this shit?”

“So you ARE gay.”

“I never said that.”

She laughed. “Ramon, you think you’re the first boy I’ve been with? You’re not. I’ve had at least two other boys who were trying to ‘turn straight’ by fucking me.”

“Did it work for them?”

“No. Did it work for you?”

I was quiet for several seconds. Then in a low, quiet voice, I whispered, “No.”

“I thought as much.” She had a somewhat smug look on her face.

“Melissa, please don’t tell anyone!” I pleaded.

“Don’t worry, Ramon. Your secret is safe with me.”

“Thank you.”

“So what set this off? You fooled around with another guy?”

“Yeah.”

She nodded. “That sounds about right.”

“So you’re not mad at me or anything?”

Melissa snorted. “Fuck, no. Look, straight or gay, you’re one of the best lays I’ve ever had. Not to many guys make me cum the second time they fuck a girl. I’m just disappointed I won’t ever get to again.”

I laughed a little. “Yeah, well… I think I’m going to end up with a boyfriend.”

“Good. But if you break up with him and need to get your rocks off? Remember me.”

I laughed again. “I will, I promise!”

“Good. And feel happy that Jack took those photos of you. It means if anyone says you’re gay, you can just point that out to them.”

“Hey, yeah!” I said, perking up.

She smiled. “Well, if you’re not in the mood to fuck me again…?”

It was clearly an invitation. I shook my head.

Sighing, Melissa said, “Oh, well. We should get dressed, then. I hope your new boyfriend appreciates what he gets with you.”

I smiled. “I think he will.”

The two of us got dressed and went downstairs, amidst many a catcall and wolf whistle. I smiled and took my bows before my friends, most of whom knew that I’d been a virgin. Now in the space of an hour, I’d fucked the best girl in school and figured out I was gay. If THAT didn’t mess with your head, nothing would!

After that, I gave Melissa a goodbye kiss and left the party, planning to head home. Halfway there it occurred to me that I had another stop that I needed to make. It was only a bit before ten-thirty. I could do what I needed to, then go home. I drove to my destination, got out, knocked on the door and waited.
Jamie answered.

“Oh! Ramon! Hey! Uh-”

Before he could get any farther, I put my arms around him and pulled him close to me, pressing my mouth to his and giving him the best kiss I could ever possibly imagine. I let my hands drift down to cup his ass as we kissed, his hands doing the same to me.

When the kiss finally broke, I said, “I want a boyfriend. Do you?”

“Oh, god, yes, Ramon…”

“Good. Then we both have one.” I kissed him again.

“Uhm… we can’t do… you know… right now… my parents. They don’t know.”

“Right. Ok.” I gave him another quick kiss. “Come to my place after practice tomorrow?”

“Oh, yes.”

“Good.” I kissed him one more time. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Bye.”

And home I went.

* * *

School the next day was… interesting. I got lots of high-fives from various guys, and found out that Jack was showing around the photos he’d taken of me fucking Melissa. I got a look at them, and I had to admit, I looked HOT. She wasn’t bad, either. For a girl. I ran into Melissa at lunch and talked with her about it. She said she was cool with it, though Jack likely wasn’t getting anymore pussy from her, which gave us both a nice laugh.

Mostly I was interested in talking with Jamie, which I went out of my way to do, even making sure to sit with him at lunch, though I also had Melissa join us to keep things from looking too suspicious. Yes, I knew I was a gay now, but I didn’t want anyone else to know, aside from Jamie and Melissa.

I did tell Jamie about my night with Melissa and how that’d helped me to make up my mind about what I wanted with him. Jamie was pretty cool with, even said thanks to Melissa, and the two then sat around making good natured jokes about how I looked naked. I smiled and let it pass, happy to be able to be open about my relationship with Jamie with at least someone.

I largely went through the motions during school, but when it came to football practice I put all thoughts of Jamie out of my head, despite the fact that both he and Melissa were sitting in the stands watching us practice. The game coming up on Friday would be our first home game of the season and we’d be playing against St Frances High School out of Wayne’s Center, Texas. They weren’t too big of a rival. We’d only played against them the last two years. But it was still a game, and we had to win.

After practice I went and cleaned up, then met with Jamie and Melissa. She lived on the way to my house, so the two of us walked her home. I even gave her a little kiss on the cheek once we got her there, just to keep the illusion going. She grumbled something about me being a tease, and then Jamie and I were on our way.

“So will your parents be home?” Jamie asked as we walked.

“No, they’re gone for another couple hours.”

“Oh, good.” He smiled widely.

“What did you have in mind, Jamie?” I asked with a smile of my own.

“Sex. Your first REAL time having sex with another boy.”

I laughed. “God, you’re direct.”

“Yeah, well, we both know what we want. Why pretend?”

“Good point.”

Butterflies began fluttering through my stomach as we got closer to my house. I was going to have sex with Jamie. Not just fooling around like we did the other night and morning, but actual, real, honest-to-goodness sex! Jesus, I got so hard I could barely walk! I was horny and nervous and anticipating it like nothing! Even what I’d gone through last night, planning to fuck Melissa, was minor compared to the thought that I was going to be really having sex with… with my boyfriend!

“Is something wrong?” Jamie asked, looking at me.

I shook my head and smiled. “No. Everything’s perfect.”

When we got to my house, I let Jamie in and made sure to lock the door. I showed him around briefly but then we beat feet to my bedroom where I, again, made sure to lock the door. A repeat of yesterday I did NOT need.

Once the door was closed, Jamie and I stood there in my room, facing each other and smiling.

“Hi,” he said.

“Hi,” I replied. Scintillating.

“Nervous?” he asked, putting a hand on my shoulder.

“A little,” I admitted.

“Don’t worry. It’ll be good.”

“With you,” I said, placing my hand on his face, “it’ll be magic.”

Jamie shook his head. “Jesus, Ramon. You make me so horny.”

“Good.” I leaned forward and kissed him on the mouth. Soon we were necking for all we were worth.

Jamie broke the kiss. “Let’s get naked.”

“Ok.”

Jamie and I quickly shed our clothes and fell onto my bed where we started kissing again, our hands roaming all over one another’s nude bodies. It was very nice letting my hands explore his wonderful body. I cupped his perfect ass, fascinated by the way the muscles moved under the skin.

“You are so beautiful,” I whispered to him as we kissed.

Jamie giggled. “I was about to say the same thing to you.” He kissed me a couple more times. “So yesterday you were fucking your first girl, and now you’re gay. I’m sure Melissa appreciates that.”

I laughed. “Yeah.” I smiled. “So we’re boyfriends now?”

“Of course!”

“Good.”

Jamie and I began stroking each other’s penises as we kissed some more. Then after a few minutes of making one another feel good, Jamie said, “I wanna blow you.”

“No, wait.”

“What?” he asked, already moving down.

I swallowed a little. “Let me blow you first,” I whispered.

“Oh? Oh! Ok!” Jamie moved back up laid down on his back.

Continuing to stroke Jamie’s penis, I moved myself down until my face was near it. I couldn’t really believe that I was about to do this. I mean, here I was, a good Catholic boy, and about to suck another guy’s dick! Well, ok, maybe that’s not so odd for a Catholic, but usually the other guy would be a priest.

Holding it up, I gave the shaft a little lick. It didn’t really taste like anything. Just skin. Emboldened by this, I opened my mouth and lowered it completely down around Jamie’s penis, taking as much in as I could. I choked a little and had to back off a bit, but I still had him inside my mouth, and that was what I wanted. I certainly liked that nice full feeling in my mouth.

“Mmmm… yeah, that’s pretty sweet,” Jamie said, running his fingers through my hair.

I moved my mouth up and down along my boyfriend’s penis, doing whatever I thought would make him feel good, including stroking him while I sucked him, which I knew I’d enjoyed when both he and Melissa had done it to me.

I kept sucking on Jamie’s penis, losing track of how long I’d been doing it, but enjoying every second of it. But after some time, I heard him whisper, “Ah… oh… Ramon… I’m getting’ close… I’m gonna cum soon…”

He was warning me so that I could pull off if I wanted to, but I didn’t want to. I was determined to have him cum in my mouth. I’d come in his, so it was only fair. The only thing I wondered was what it was going to taste like.

I soon had my answer, as Jamie began moaning, put his hands on the back of my head and thrust into me, his penis twitching and his sperm shooting out into my mouth in several sharp spurts. It was strange, but not unpleasant. Salty and warm with a weird texture. I didn’t mind it, though. Plus it was sweet knowing that I’d just given my boyfriend (I had a boyfriend! WOW!), an orgasm. I also felt proud of myself for managing to swallow it all, and do so without gagging or anything!

Once I knew Jamie was done cumming, I pulled off him and licked my lips as I moved back up to lay next to him. “Did I do ok?” I asked.

“Oh, god, Ramon, that was wonderful.”

“Glad you liked it.” I kissed him.

Jamie grinned. “Now I have a job to finish!” He kissed his way down my body and soon took my penis into his mouth. I wanted to last a good long time and not cum too soon, but I knew it was a pointless quest. Within only about 90 seconds, I felt my orgasm hitting as my sperm shot into my boyfriend’s mouth.

Jamie swallowed rapidly, ingesting all my sperm. Then he climbed back up my body and began kissing me passionately. It was kind of weird to think that I was making out with a boy who’d just came in my mouth and who’s mouth I’d just came in. Weird, but not at all bad!

“Did you like it?” Jamie asked me in between kisses.

“Oh, yes… oh, god, yes…” I kissed him some more and then whispered, “I love you, Jamie.” I had no idea why I felt that way. I mean, I’d only known him a short time and only really had sex with him once, but it was true anyhow.

He pulled his head back. “You do?”

“Yeah.”

“Cool. I love you, too, Ramon.”

“Cool.”

The two of us snuggled there together, naked on my bed, for another thirty minutes or so before Jamie had to leave. I walked him to the front door, gave him a huge kiss goodbye and spent the entire rest of the day with a big, stupid grin on my face.

END

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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A Year in the Life of Madison Semmes – Part 01 – June

October 17, 2008

A Year in the Life of Madison Semmes – Part 01 – June
By
Alex Hawk

It was about halfway through my eleventh year that I became aware of the concept of virginity, and not long thereafter when I decided it was something that was fine for other people.

It all started one day when my mother and I had been discussing “the birds and the bees”. I already knew all the basic “insert tab-a into slot-b” mechanics of it, but I didn’t know about all the other things that went along with it.

Like the concept of virginity.

The conversation went something like this:

MOM: Now remember, Madison, it’s important that you don’t start having sex until after marriage.
ME: Why?
MOM: (nonsensical series of stupid reasons basically summed up as “virginity is a good thing”)
ME: Why?
REPEAT FOR ONE HOUR.

The basic thrust of this was that I didn’t understand the point of virginity. I didn’t see what it was good for, and I told my mom this. The upshot of THAT was that I wound up having to talk with Father Gus for about an hour after Mass the following Sunday.

I still didn’t get it.

And so it was that about a month after I turned twelve, right at the start of Summer Vacation, that I made up my mind that, since my virginity served no purpose, I was going to get rid of it at soon as I could.

Having made the choice to lose my virginity, I was now faced with a number of problems, all of which I was sure I could overcome.

The most notable problem, I thought, was that I hadn’t ever seen a boy’s penis. Oh, I’d seen them in pictures, of course. I did have internet access, after all, but that was about it. I’d never seen a penis in real life.

About a week into Summer Vacation I came up with a plan to see my first real penis. I decided it would be the one attached to my eleven-year-old brother, Jacob. He was a sweet boy, and almost exactly a year younger than me. With my mind made up, I laid out my plans, and invited Jacob to camp out in the backyard with me one clear, warm, starry night.

Camping in the backyard in the summer was something my brother and I had done often in the last couple years. Our backyard was a couple acres, so we could get pretty far out, well-away from the house. We’d see lots of stars, build a little campfire and have fun. Our parents encouraged this. In retrospect I think it was because they liked having some privacy to… well, you know.

We’d just doused the fire and retired to the tent, when I said, “Hey, Jacob?”

“Yeah?”

“Kelly told me something the other day.” Kelly was one of my best friends.

“Oh?”

“Yeah. She said you were pretty cute.”

“Oh,” Jacob said, a little nervous giggle in his voice.

Kelly actually had told me that about him, which made this even easier. “Yeah. She wanted to know if you were into girls yet.” That part she hadn’t asked.

“Uhm… well, yeah… I guess.”

“You ever kiss one?”

“Yeah, once. Sally Reed.”

“Oh?” She was a girl who lived down the street.

“You ever kiss any boys?”

“Yeah,” I lied.

“That’s cool.”

“Have you ever seen a girl naked?” I asked into the silence that followed.

“Uh… no.” Jacob was quiet for a moment. “Have you ever seen a boy naked?”

“No.”

After a couple more moments of quiet, Jacob said, “Do you know a little about sex?”

“Yeah, some. What about you?”

“A little, yeah. You haven’t had sex yet, have you?”

“No, of course not. Uh… have you?” I asked, briefly wondering.

“No, I haven’t even seen a girl naked, remember?”

“Oh, yeah. Well, she could’ve just pulled up her skirt and you could’ve done it that way.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh.”

“You do know how it all works, right?” I asked.

“Oh, yeah,” Jacob said, breezily.

“Ok, how?”

I could almost hear my little brother blush. “Well… the boy gets on top of the girl… and he puts his… you know… his… penis… in the girl’s… uh… well… vagina. And they do it.”

I laughed a little. “Yeah, that’s what they do. And since the girl’s vagina is between her legs, all she has to be able to do is spread them so the boy can get access. So if she’s wearing a skirt she just has to lift it up.”

“Oh.”

“Haven’t you at least seen pictures?”

“Yeah, some.”

“Ok. So you should know at least some of this.”

“Yeah, I do. But I never really thought about it, I guess.”

“I guess I can understand that,” I said.

There was more quiet for a bit, then Jacob, out of the blue said, “Hey, Madison? If I let you see… well… my penis… will you let me see your vagina?”

I was surprised and delighted at the question, as it was one I was leading up to myself. Pretending some reluctance I didn’t feel, I said, “Well, I don’t know…”

“We don’t have to if you don’t want,” Jacob said quickly. “But, you know, I just thought…” He trailed off.

I pretending to think for a few moments. “Well… I guess we can show each other. As long as you promise not to tell anyone, ok?”

“Oh, I won’t. Don’t worry.”

“Ok.” I reached up and turned on the small battery-powered lantern we kept hanging from the top of the tent.

Jacob sat up. “So… how do we do this?”

“Well… I’ll go first, I guess. I’ll show you mine and you show me yours, ok?”

“Ok.”

I was wearing shorts, panties and a t-shirt. I got up onto my knees, unbuttoned the shorts, and lowered them and my panties down, exposing my almost hairless vagina to my little brother.

“What do you think?” I asked into the silence that followed.

“It’s… interesting. Uh. Where’s the… you know… place?”

“You mean the entrance?”

“Yeah.”

I kicked the shorts and panties aside, then laid on my back with my legs in the air and spread wide. I reached down between them and spread my vagina open to give my brother a good look.

“Oh… wow,” Jacob said, a little breathlessly. “The boy’s penis just goes right into there, huh?”

“Yeah.” To demonstrate, I slid my middle finger up into my vagina.

“Wow.”

“Cool, huh?” I asked, moving my finger back and forth.

“Yeah,” Jacob breathed.

I slid my finger out and sat up, still naked from the waist down. “Ok, your turn.”

Jacob got up onto his knees. He was wearing only a pair of shorts and boxers. He unzipped and unbuttoned the shorts and then slowly lowered down both of them, giving me my first ever view of a boy’s penis.

My brother’s penis was still hairless, and I guessed it was about three inches long. It wasn’t very big around. It was also sticking straight up, pointing at the roof of the tent. It was actually pretty cool, I thought.

I extended my middle finger and held it up next to my brother’s erection. I was pleased to see there wasn’t a major difference. His penis was bigger, but not by too much. As long as the boy I lost my virginity to wasn’t much larger, I’d have no problem getting him inside my vagina.

“What are you doing?” asked Jacob.

I shrugged. “Just seeing the size difference.”

“Oh, ok.”

“Can I touch it?” I asked.

“Uh…” Jacob blinked. “Well… I guess. If I can touch yours, too.”

I thought about that for a moment. Probably no harm, I decided. “Ok.”

“Alright, then.”

I ran my index finger along the tip of my brother’s penis and down the length of his shaft. Then I wrapped a couple fingers around it. It was warm, and had a strange soft/hard feeling to it. I knew right away that having something like this inside my vagina would be worlds away from just having my finger in there.

“That feels nice,” Jacob whispered, a slight tremor in his voice.

“It does?” I asked. I’d known it felt good when I touched myself, but I hadn’t thought about how it might feel for the boy. Obviously I should have.

“Yeah.”

I moved my fingers along Jacob’s penis a little more, pleased that I was making him feel good, and filing away notes on what to do with the boy I wound up losing my virginity to. A little practice now could help later, I figured.

After a couple minutes of playing with my brother’s penis, I looked up at him and asked, “Are you ready to touch me now?”

“Huh? Oh, yeah.” He watched me as I laid down, spreading my legs like I had before. “Uh, Madison?”

“Yeah?”

“Would you… take off your shirt? I mean, I’m naked, so…”

“Oh. Sure.” I sat up long enough to take off my t-shirt and laid back down. My breasts weren’t much yet. I wore a training bra, but I didn’t really need it.

Jacob stared at my chest for a moment, then got between my legs. Shyly he reached out with one of his fingers and traced a path along my labia and up to my clitoris. It was obvious he had no clue what he was doing, but it still felt nice, plus it was the first time anyone had touched me there other than myself.

“Mmmm… I like that,” I whispered, squirming a little.

“You do?”

“Yeah.”

My brother’s probing finger next found the entrance to my vagina. He ran his finger along it for a few seconds and the slowly slid it up inside me, sending little sparks of pleasure through my body.

“This is where the boy puts his penis, right?”

“Oh, yeah…”

“Ok.”

As my little brother fingered me, I closed my eyes and thought to myself that if this was what just touching felt like, sex itself must be really incredible! I’d have to work very hard, I thought, to find a boy to start doing it with.

Then suddenly a huge pulse of pleasure shot through me. I opened my eyes and looked down, seeing my brother’s head bowed down between my legs. I had glimpses of his tongue moving back and forth along my vagina as he fingered me.

“Oh… god… Jacob… what are you… oh…”

Jacob raised his head, looking worried. “I’m sorry. One of my friends told me girls really like that. Do you want me to stop?”

“No… it feels good… I just hadn’t… oh… please don’t stop.”

“Ok.” Jacob lowered his head back down.

I placed one of my hands on the back of my brother’s head as he went down on me. I really hadn’t expected this part to happen, but I certainly had no objections! It was the best thing I’d ever felt so far.

After a couple minutes, Jacob said up and wiped at his face. “My mouth is getting tired,” he said.

I laughed. “It’s ok. That was really nice. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” he said with a shy smile.

Looking down at my little brother, naked and crouching between my spread legs, I decided there was something else I wanted to try with him.

“Lay on top of me,” I said.

“Uhm. Ok.” Jacob rather awkwardly maneuvered so that was laying on top of me, his chest against mine, our bare genitals rubbing together.

I reached down between our naked bodies and took my brother’s penis in my hand. I laid it down so that the shaft was rubbing directly against my clitoris. Then I said to him, “Move back and forth, ok?”

“I’m not… inside you, am I?”

“No, you’re just rubbing against me.”

“Oh,” he said, and was that a twinge of disappointment I heard in his voice? I wasn’t sure, but I thought there was. Either way, any speculation about that went out the window as Jacob began to move on top of me, his penis rubbing against my clitoris as he did so.

“Oh, yes,” I whispered, placing one hand on his shoulder and the other on his round little butt as he moved. “Oh, that’s nice…”

“Yeah…”

I closed my eyes and lost myself in pleasure as my brother dry-fucked me. It was a really interesting series of sensations. The way his body was resting on top of mine, the way that his penis was rubbing against my vagina, the way his butt moved under my hand… it was really fascinating!

Then I started feeling a certain temptation. How easy it would be, I thought, to reach down and guide my brother’s penis into me. I’d lose my virginity, he’d lose his. I was sure it would feel good. I wasn’t sure if he would want to, but I could ask.

Just as I was about to ask, however, Jacob started whimpering a little and began moving faster and faster. Suddenly he let out a little moan and I felt his penis twitching against my clitoris, sending even more pleasure through me.

Jacob kept moving for a few seconds, and then sort of collapsed on top of me. “I’m sorry…” he whispered. “I can’t keep… it feels… oh…”

I laughed a little and ran my fingers through Jacob’s hair. “I think my little brother just had his first orgasm,” I guessed.

“A what?” Jacob asked, looking a little confused.

“Did you just have a really good feeling shoot through your body? Something better than anything ever in life? Like your mind was being rubbed with silk and your soul was being bathed in liquid warmth?”

“Uh…” Jacob’s eyes crossed briefly. “Yes?”

“That’s an orgasm,” I said with a smile. I smacked his bare butt lightly. “Now get off me.”

“Ok.”

I was still tingling a little as Jacob got off me, his penis still hard. I thought briefly about seeing if he’d like to fuck, but the urge that had seized me a few moments before was gone now. I got into my sleeping bag, still naked, and settled down.

Jacob turned off the light and got into his sleeping bag as well. After a few moments of us laying in the darkness, he said, “Madison?”

“Yeah?”

“What we did?”

“Yeah?”

“Does that count?”

“Count as what?”

“Sex?”

I thought about it. “No, it doesn’t. For it to be sex, your penis would have had to have gone into my vagina.”

“Oh. And it didn’t.”

“No.”

“Oh, ok.” A pause. “I liked it, though.”

“Me, too.”

“Can we do it again sometime?”

I smiled in the darkness. “Sure.”

“Cool. Good night, Madison.”

“Good night, Jacob.”

END

Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk. All rights reserved.
So here we go, kids! The first part of a multi-part story. Yes, I know, I have a great tendency to start these things and not finish them. In this case, however, the next several parts are already written. I hope you all enjoy it!

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An Analytical Approach

October 13, 2008

An Analytical Approach
By
Alex Hawk

My brother and I were both very bookish. We played games like chess, spoke six languages between us and were both members in good standing of Mensa. Not bad achievements for a fourteen-year-old girl and a fifteen-year-old boy.

We both were very logical and analytical. We looked at everything from multiple angles and were obsessed with getting everything right, every time. I blamed our parents for this. They were both college professors and encouraged us to use our brains constantly.

We were seventeen days into summer vacation. Julius and I had spent most of our time studying, reading and working on a couple projects our parents wanted us to do (currently the project was translating popular songs into Latin, which lead to such songs as Linkin Park’s “In Terminus”, “Torpeo” and “Cuspis Auctorita”). Believe it or not, we actually enjoyed these things.

The two of us did get somewhat lonely at times, though. We lived about twenty miles outside of town on a small hobby farm. Our parents liked the rural lifestyle, which I was suppose was ok, except that our nearest friends were a good five miles from us.

Like any girl of fourteen, I was starting to develop. My breasts had grown out decently, and I had a small amount of hair around my vagina. I’d also discovered masturbation, and I really enjoyed that!

However, like any girl who was in touch with her sexuality, I wanted more. I wanted to try doing some stuff with another person. I’d played around with another girl at one point a few months ago while staying at her house, and that had been fine, but not what I’d really wanted. No, I wanted to try experimenting sexually with a boy.

Of course the only boy I ever saw on a regular basis was Julius, and any sort of sexual activity with him would be incest. I wasn’t entirely opposed to the notion, though. I did want to explore sexually with a boy, and Julius certainly was a boy.

I’d heard, of course, all the tales of how horrible incest was, and despite my interest in playing around with a boy, there was a limit to the consequences I was willing to accept. I figured I could experiment with my brother provided there weren’t too many cons to the idea, so I did some research on the Internet, explored case histories and looked into all the facts.

The research project took about five days, during which time I took copious notes, bookmarked several sites, read a couple books and generally treated it like I would any other biological sciences project. Eventually I arrived at one conclusion.

It would be safe and acceptable to experiment sexually with my brother provided a: no one else was told, b: condoms were used to prevent impregnation and c: we were both very honest with each other about our experiences. With those things in mind, I thought I could indeed explore my body with Julius and suffer limited, or possibly no, side-effects.

I picked a Monday morning in July to begin my efforts. Both our parents were going to be gone to a conference for a few days, so we’d have the place to ourselves, which was good. If the experiment was successful, I knew I’d want plenty of time without parental supervision.

Early that morning, I went upstairs (my bedroom and my brother’s were both in the basement), and sought out Julius. He was currently watching “Das Untergang” with the subtitles turned off. I felt vaguely jealous. Unlike him I’d never learned German, though as a plus, he had trouble with Japanese and I was fluent in it.

“Good morning,” I said to him.

“Good morning.”

“Have you had breakfast yet?”

“Yes.”

“Excellent. I’m going to eat, and then I have a notion for a scientific experiment.”

He perked up. “Oh? What sort?”

“Both biological and psychological. It should be quite interesting.”

“Alright. The movie is almost over, anyhow.”

I had a quick breakfast of granola, orange juice and wheat toast. Then I walked back into the living room where my brother was just finishing up the movie.

“So what kind of experiment did you have in mind, Livia?” he asked. Yes, his name was Julius and I was Livia. Well, Olivia, to be exact.

“Turn off the TV.”

“Ok.”

I sat down on the couch, getting a fluttery feeling in my stomach as I looked at my brother. He was fairly attractive, though not perfect. Either way, he’d certainly do for what I had in mind. Well, as long as he had a penis, anyhow, and I hadn’t heard anything saying he didn’t.

“Well,” I began. “My experiment is this: I have limited sexual experience, and I’m assuming you’re in the same situation. I’d like to have more experience and, again, I’m assuming you would, too. As there are no other people in our peer group nearby, I believe we should try exploring our sexuality together, beginning initially with some minor foreplay. If that proves successful we would, perhaps, work our way up to full intercourse.”

Julius’ face was blank. “I see. You’re proposing we engage in sexual activity with one another.”

“Yes. Safely, of course,” I added.

“Hmmm…” Julius looked thoughtful, which is how I knew he was different from most boys who, I figured, would simply look horny and jump at the chance.

“Have you looked into the pros and cons of this idea?”

“I have. There are several sources I have consulted, and while there are some definite theoretical problems, I believe we can overcome them with a combination of discretion, honesty and, of course, condom use.”

“Hmmm…” he said again. Then after a moment, “Well, we can try, I suppose. But I strongly suggest we take it very slowly.”

“I concur. This is why I’ve waited until a week when our parents would be out of town. Understanding though they are, I doubt they’d sanction any sexual activity between their children.”

“That may be an understatement,” Julius said, drily. “Very well. When did you propose to commence?”

“Now?” I suggested.

He thought quietly for a moment. “No, not yet. I think I should probably review your research before we begin.”

“That seems reasonable. I’ll email it to you.”

“Alright. I’ll go wait for it.”

The two of us retired to our rooms. I assembled my research materials and results and packaged them up. Then I emailed them to my brother and walked to his bedroom where I knocked on the door.

“Come in,” he said.

I entered. Julius was already skimming through some of the papers.

“You appear to have been quite exhaustive in this,” he said. “I’m pleased.”

“Well, you know I wouldn’t embark on a potentially hazardous activity like incest without studying it first.”

“True,” he conceded. He read through a bit and then said, “Right. Give me about two hours to read through this, ok?”

“Sure.” I walked out of his room and up to the TV, where I put a copy of “Akira” into the DVD player and watched it with the subtitles off.

After about two hours, Julius walked upstairs and said, “Well, I’ve finished reading your research.”

“Oh?” I asked, as I paused the movie mid “Tetsuo!” shout.

“Yes. I’m willing to agree in principle to the experiment,” he began. “However I have a few questions first.”

“Alright.”

Sitting down, Julius said, “According to the literature there seems to be a somewhat greater than average chance of birth defects and deformities resulting from children born through sibling incest.”

“True, however you’d be wearing a condom.”

“Condoms can break,” he pointed out.

“They can, but the statistics show a less than two percent failure rate.”

“Assuming proper use,” Julius pointed out.

I gave him a look. “Do you really think you’d not be able to use it properly?”

“Well, no,” he conceded.

“Very well. Next point?”

“The psychological aspects are hard to ignore. It seems like sibling incest, especially intercourse, transforms the relationship far beyond what it had been before, and perhaps beyond the point of recovery.”

“True, but, in fairness, most of them were probably either forced or unplanned. We’d be going into this eyes wide open. That should certainly reduce the changes to our relationship, but you are right in that it would change nevertheless.”

“The question then is if it would be a good change or a bad change.”

“Perhaps just change,” I countered. “Neither good nor bad, but simply different.”

“Perhaps. Alright, then. My next issue is this: assuming success, how long do you wish to carry on the experiment? What’s the eventual goal, and what are the best-case and worst-case scenarios you can realistically envision?”

“I honestly don’t know,” I said. “We’d have to see how it goes. Realistic worst-case is that we try it, we don’t look like it, we become entirely uncomfortable around each other and our relationship is irrevocably damaged. I think this outcome unlikely.

“Best-case?”

I shrugged. “Best-case involves us having sex with each other fairly often until we get tired of it.”

Julius laughed. “Yes, I can see that being a very nice outcome.”

“Next question?”

“Length of the experiment? What sort of time-frame do you see?”

“At least two days worth of foreplay and experimentation before we move into intercourse,” I said. “We’d spend today learning our way around one another’s bodies and masturbating each other to orgasm. Tomorrow we could move onto oral sex and perhaps some attempts at low-level penetration of your penis into my vagina. Just the tip, perhaps. Certainly rubbing it against my labia to get my body used to having it down there.”

“Seems logical,” my brother said with a nod.

I continued, “The third day we’d move onto full intercourse. After that, assuming the intercourse is satisfactory, we’d likely continue doing that until either a: we get tired of it, as I mentioned before, or b: we find someone else to be sexual with.”

Nodding again, Julius said, “Fair enough. One last question, then.”

“Yes?”

Grinning a little, he said, “Your place or mine?”

Giggling, I said, “Well, how about a neutral place? Right here in the living room?”

“That seems acceptable. Eventually we’ll want to move it downstairs, though.”

“Of course.”

“Well,” Julius said into the silence that followed. “How shall we begin?”

“Probably we should get naked first.”

“Alright.”

The two of us stood and began undressing. Once we were nude, we let our eyes travel across each other’s bodies. I mostly focused on my brother’s hard penis, which looked entirely too big to fit inside my vagina. Still, given how much it would have to stretch to allow for a baby to be born, I was pretty certain he’d be able to fit it inside me without any trouble. He did at least look cute wearing nothing but glasses and an uncertain look.

“Well, what next?” Julius asked.

“As I said, we can try masturbating each other to orgasm.”

“Alright. Do you want to go first or shall I?”

“I’ll go first,” I said, “since this was my idea.”

“Very well.” Julius sat down on the couch. “It would work best if you were sitting next to me and doing it that way.”

“Alright.” I sat down next to my brother and, without any hesitation, took his penis in my hand. It was warm and hard, but with an odd smooth softness to it. I began stroking it slowly. “Like this, right?”

“Yes, like that,” he said softly and closed his eyes.

I settled into a smooth, steady stroking pattern. I’d read about how boys masturbate on a website, and had a couple techniques I wanted to try later. For now, though, I just wanted to give my brother an orgasm, just to see if I could.

“Is there anything I could be doing better?” I asked my brother after about five minutes of masturbating him.

“No… no, please don’t stop…”

“Ok.” I kept up my steady pace.

“Go a little… faster…” Julius whispered, his face flushed.

“Alright.” I began stroking my brother’s penis faster.

“Oh… oh, yeah… oh… oh… oh, here I go… I’m cumming… uh!” Julius suddenly sat up a little and his penis began pulsing in my hand, his sperm shooting out all over his body. The look of bliss on his face was something to remember!

Naturally some of my brother’s sperm got onto my hand. I let go of his penis and examined its issue carefully. It was warm, which made sense. It also had a vaguely salty smell and, I found out after taking a lick, a salty taste go with it.

“How was that?” I asked, wiping off my hand on my shirt.

Julius gave me a lazy grin. “That was… really nice. Much better than when I do it to myself.”

“Good. Are you ready to do it to me, now?”

“Oh, yes! Of course.”

I sat back on the couch and spread my legs a little. To my brother, I said, “Alright. Place your hand between my legs, right on my vagina.”

“Like this?” he asked, doing so.

“Yes,” I said with a little gasp as for the first time someone other than me touched myself down bellow. “Now just rub all over, very gently, and when you find the entrance try to work a finger up inside.”

“Alright.” My brother began moving his hand around, rubbing along my clitoris and labia. It certainly felt wonderful! Far better than when I’d touched myself. When his gentle, probing fingers found the entrance to my vagina, he slowly worked a finger up inside me. I thought I’d nearly faint with bliss!

“Am I doing it right?” Julius asked after a few moments.

“Yes! Oh, yes… please don’t stop,” I whispered as his fingers worked their magic on my vagina.

“Ok.”

My brother slowly worked a second finger into my vagina and then began moving them both back and forth in a slow, steady motion as he used the fingers on his other hand to stimulate my clitoris, pushing me closer and closer to my first ever orgasm from another person. God, it felt wonderful!

When my orgasm finally hit, it was with a suddenness that shocked and surprised me. I completely lost myself to pleasure as my vagina contracted around my brother’s thrusting fingers. It was, hands down, the best orgasm I’d ever had.

Once I was done cumming, my brother withdrew his fingers from inside me and smiled. “Did I do ok?” he asked.

I sat up and hugged him tight, feeling his naked body against mine. “You did wonderful! Thank you!”

“You’re welcome,” he said, hugging me back. He held me tight, and I could see his erect penis twitching. I wasn’t surprised when he then cupped one of my breasts. “These are nice.”

I laughed. “Yeah, I thought you’d think that.”

Julius leaned his face down and started licking and sucking on one of my nipples. After a bit, he raised his head back up. “You wanna keep playing for a bit?”

“Sure.”

“Cool.”

As he sucked on my breast, my brother moved his hand down between my legs, rubbing at my vagina. I moaned a little and placed my own hand around his penis, stroking him slowly, enjoying the pleasure we were both experiencing.

“Wow, this feels good,” Julius whispered. “You having fun, too, Livia?”

“Oh, yes.”

“Cool.” We kept rubbing each other for a bit, and then Julius said, “Let’s lay down next to each other.”

“Alright.”

We laid down on our sides together and kept rubbing at each other’s genitals. It was more comfortable this way and certainly easier to masturbate each other, plus I could watch my brother’s face as I tried to get him off.

At one point as I was getting pretty close to cumming, I said, “You know… we could try it with me laying on my back… and you rubbing your penis on my vagina…”

Julius looked very tempted, and his penis gave a sudden jerk in my hand, but then shook his head. “No… I might accidentally penetrate, and we don’t have any condoms.”

“Oh… ok.” I was disappointed, but knew my brother was right.

The two of us kept masturbating each other for a few more moments until, only seconds apart, we both climaxed. If anything my orgasm that time was even better than the first time, though quite a bit of my brother’s sperm landed on my body. Still, that just ended up being an excuse for the two of us to hop into the shower together, where, once again, we got each other off.

We spent most of the rest of the day naked and playing with each other. We each wound up cumming about eight times during that time. I also developed a much great aesthetic appreciating for my brother’s naked body. He really did look quite nice when nude.

As our first day in our incestual experiment wound to a close, I took some time before bed to update the journal I was keeping about this. Any good scientist kept track of her results, after all, and I was no exception.

When I finally got naked and dropped into bed, it was with a great feeling of anticipation. I couldn’t want to see what tomorrow would be like, when we’d start doing oral with each other!

* * *

I woke up early and horny the next day, awakening only a few minutes after our parents had left for work. A quick check out the window of my bedroom confirmed both cars were gone, which was good. The last thing I wanted was for them to find out what Julius and I were up to. I somehow thought their approach to the whole thing might be a little different from ours.

Still nude, I walked down the hall to the bathroom where I took a quick shower and then made my way to Julius’ bedroom, where from the faint sounds of snoring, it sounded like he was still asleep.

Quietly, I opened his bedroom door and peered inside. Yes, there was my brother, laying naked on top of his bed. Face-up, which helped. I could see his soft penis hanging between his smooth legs and felt my vagina moisten. Time for some fun!

I moved into my brother’s bedroom and stood next to his bed. Reaching down, I took his penis in my hand and began to play with it, feeling it harden up very quickly. Once it was fully erect I began stroking him slowly.

“Muh?” my brother said, blinking and then looking up at me. He grinned. “Well. This is probably the best way I’ve ever woken up.”

“Glad you like it,” I said with a smile. “Today is the day we move onto the oral sex.”

“Yeah,” he said, smiling again. “Then tomorrow we have intercourse.”

“Well, assuming the experiment continues to go as well as it has, yes.”

“I don’t think we need to worry there,” he said, moving his hand between my legs. “Come get onto the bed with me.”

“Ok.” My brother moved over and I laid down next to him, our hands moving on each other’s bodies. “Are you ready for me to give you fellatio?”

Julius laughed a little. “Just call it a blowjob. Fellatio sounds really awkward.”

I laughed myself. “Alright. Either way, are you ready?”

“Oh, yes.”

“Good.”

I moved my face down towards my brother’s penis and stared at it for a moment. Intellectually I was ready for this, but I found myself being a little nervous. I buried those feelings and took a deep breath. Then I opened my mouth wide and lowered it slowly down around Julius’ erection, sealing my lips around the shaft. I was officially giving my first blowjob.

It felt very interesting. I found myself analyzing the sensations my brother’s penis was giving my mouth as I moved up and down on it. It filled my mouth completely, and felt like it actually belonged there. I’d expected it to be very unpleasant, but it wasn’t unpleasant at all! I was actually enjoying it.

“Oh… wow, that feels good,” Julius gasped out.

I ran my tongue around the shaft of my brother’s penis as I kept sucking him off. Actually, I thought to myself, I wasn’t in fact sucking him. I began to apply a mild suction as I kept moving my mouth, feeling him squirm in pleasure as I did so.

Just as I was really starting to get into it, Julius began to moan and called out, “Oh… oh, god… oh, Livia, I’m cumming…”

I pulled my mouth away just as my brother’s penis began to spurt, splashing his sperm out over his body. Part of me had wanted to let him cum in my mouth, but I really didn’t feel up to that yet. Next time, maybe.

Once my brother was done cumming, I moved up his body and laid on top of him, hugging him tight and feeling his sperm between us.

“Did you like that?” I asked.

Still breathing hard, he nodded, and then managed to gasp, “Yeah! Wow, that was… awesome…”

“Good.” I hugged him again, and suddenly became aware that in this position, with my legs spread out over my brother’s waist, his still slightly stiff penis was rubbing against my vagina. All I have to do is move back a little, I thought to myself, and I wouldn’t be a virgin anymore.

I had to remind myself pregnancy was bad, so I shook my head a little and got off Julius. Laying next to him, I moved my hand down and began playing with his penis again and said, “So. Are you ready to try doing it to me, now?”

“Oh! Sure, yes. Lay on your back.”

I did so, and spread my legs as Julius got between them. I closed my eyes and got ready to receive the pleasure my brother was about to give me.

The moment his tongue hit my clitoris, my eyes slammed open and a low moan escaped my lips. As he began to work his tongue over my labia and then flicked it into my vagina, the moaning increased, and I started twitching on his bed. God, it was better than I’d ever expected it to be!

“You like that, huh?” Julius asked, lifting his face.

“Yes!” I hissed, putting my hands on the back of his head and urging him back down.

Chuckling a little, my brother lowered his face back down and continued to oralize me. It was so overwhelmingly wonderful, I almost thought I’d pass out. Not surprisingly when my orgasm hit, it was even better than those I’d had all day yesterday!

By the time I managed to come back to myself, my brother’s nude body was laying on top of mine, his stiff penis resting against my vagina. The mouth that had just given me the best orgasm of my life curled into a smile.

“So I take it I did that right?”

“Oh, yes,” I said, hugging him tight.

“Good.” Then, sounding a little nervous, “So… tomorrow we’re going to go all the way, right?”

“Yeah.”

“You kind of nervous?”

“Yeah, you?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m looking forward to it, though.”

“Me, too,” my brother said, as he got off and laid down next to me. “I just never thought I’d wind up losing my virginity to my sister.”

“Well, yes,” I conceded. “I’d never thought I’d end up losing mine to you. But things are going well so far, so I’m into it if you are.”

Julius laughed. “Yeah, you don’t need to ask. Believe me, I’m into it.”

“Oh, good.”

He worked a finger into my vagina as I took hold of his penis and moments later the two of us were at it again, bringing each other to great mutual orgasms! By the end of the day, I’d lost track of how many times we each came, which was a little annoying when I was trying to write up my log.

Still, at least I had something interesting to look forward to tomorrow!

* * *

“So what kind do we need?” Julius asked.

“I’m not sure. I didn’t know there was going to be so many different kinds,” I admitted.

We were standing in a drug store, looking at the condoms. I’d woken up an hour or so ago, ready and raring to go, but knew that we needed condoms, since I didn’t want to get pregnant, especially not by my brother.

“’Ribbed for her pleasure’,” Julius read from a box. “These ones say, ‘Warming Sensation’.”

“Trojan, Ramses, Magnum, Sheik, Lifestyles…” I looked at the various boxes. Finally I said, “I think we just need standard, normal ones.”

“Ok.” My brother grabbed a box of Lifestyles. “How many do we need?”

“How much money do we have?”

We counted out our cash, pooled it together and walked out of there with a box of twenty condoms. The cashier gave us a little look when we came up to pay, but didn’t say anything. Given how nervous I felt, that was probably for the best.

During the bike ride back to our house, neither Julius nor I said anything. He had the bag with the condoms dandling off his handlebars and I kept looking at them, thinking to myself how strange it was that I was going to have those inside me.

Like I said, I was nervous and I was tense, but not in a bad way. I knew I was close to having my experiment end in success, and I was looking forward to that. I was a little uncertain about the sex itself, being that it was going to be about the most extreme form of incest there was, but I was determined. Besides, if it felt as good as everything else had so far, I had nothing to worry about.

We got to the house and put away our bikes, then went into the living room where we stood for a moment, my brother holding the bag of condoms.

“So,” he said after a bit.

“So.”

“Is there anywhere in particular you want to do this?” Julius asked after a bit.

“Like your bed or my bed?”

“Yeah.”

Julius thought and then said, “Let’s do it in your bed. It was all your idea, after all.”

“Alright.”

We walked in silence up to my bedroom, my mind running neutral as I thought about what my brother and I were about to do with each other. I left the door open so we’d hear in case someone came home early. Then the two of us undressed and lay down side-by-side on my bed.

“Well…” I said into the silence. “Are you ready?”

“Yeah, are you?”

I nodded. My vagina was already nice and wet with anticipation. “Put on one of the condoms,” I said, wanting to get started before I got any more nervous and chickened out.

Julius opened the box and took out one of the little foil squares. He unwrapped it and put it over his penis, sliding the light-blue latex sleeve down around the shaft until his erection was completely covered.

Wordlessly, I got on top of my brother, straddling his waist. I’d read in a few different places that it was easier for a girl if she was on top her first time, so she could control the penetration. I took his condom-covered penis in my hand and lined it up with my vagina.

“Ok,” I said, taking a deep breath. “Are you ready?”

“Yeah.”

“Ok.”

Taking another deep breath, I closed my eyes and began to lower my fourteen-year-old virgin vagina down around my brother’s fifteen-year-old virgin penis. Much more quickly than I’d expected, I found myself hitting his pubic hair. I looked down, and saw that he was all the way inside me. My brother and I had just lost our virginities to each other.

“Wow,” I whispered after a bit.

“Feels good?” Julius asked.

“Oh, yeah…. For you?”

“Definitely.”

Using my hands to steady myself a little, I began moving up and down, slowly riding my brother’s penis as we fucked for the first time. Oh, it was incredible! I’d never felt anything like it! Sure, having my brother use his fingers and tongue on me was nice and all, but I knew that from this point on, I’d be intercourse for me!

“Oh, god, Livia, that feels good…” Julius whispered. “I don’t think… I’ll be able to hold back… very long…”

“Just cum when you need to,” I whispered back. I knew from my reading that most boys didn’t last very long, so it was ok.

“Ok… I… I… oh, here I go…” Julius trailed off into vague whimpering and I felt his penis starting to spasm and kick inside my vagina as he filled the condom with his sperm.

I rode my brother through his first orgasm inside me, slightly annoyed that I wasn’t anywhere near climaxing myself, but I figured I’d do that the next time we had sex with each other.

Once Julius was done cumming, I got off him, feeling his penis slide out from inside my vagina. I laid down next to him on the bed and held him tight.

“Experiment a success!” he pronounced as he unrolled the condom from his penis.

“Yeah! I’m glad it turned out so well.”

He hugged me tight, pressing his nude body against mine. “So now we know what incest is like.”

“It rocks,” I supplied.

“Yeah,” he said with a laugh.

I moved my hand down my brother’s body. Once I reached his still hard penis I began stroking it slowly and said, “Hey, Julius.”

“Yeah?”

Licking my lips, I said, “If I let you put it in me bare for a few seconds, can you stop before you cum?”

“Uh. Yeah? Why?”

“Cause I wanna see what it’s like with you inside me, not some bit of latex.”

“Oh. Well, I can pull out before I cum, sure.”

“Ok.” I laid on my back and spread my legs. “I want you on top, too.”

“Ok.”

Julius moved around so he was on top of me and between my legs. He took his penis in his hand, lined it up. I kept my eyes fixed on our genitals as he eased down inside me, stopping only once he was all the way inside my vagina for a second time.

“Ooooh… oh, wow,” he breathed. “Oh, this feels much better.”

“Oh, yeah,” I whispered back, feeling my vagina ripple around my brother’s penis.

My brother started to fuck me slowly, and I felt more and more pleasure as he did so. Finally, my brain overwhelmed by bliss, I said, “Julius…?”

“Yeah…?”

“This one time…” I swallowed and licked my lips. “Cum in me, ok?”

“Are you sure?” he asked, looking down in my eyes as he kept moving on top of me.

“Yeah…”

“Ok.”

My brother started fucking me faster, and began breathing harder. I could tell he was getting close to cumming, and he wasn’t the only one. The sensation of his penis moving inside me, the sight of his gorgeous body on top of mine, and the overall sexuality and beauty of the scene was enough to push me into my first-ever orgasm through intercourse, as my vagina contracted sharply around my brother’s thrusting erection and wave after wave of pure joy swept through my young body.

Moments later, Julius began grunting. He pushed himself deep into me and held himself there as his penis began twitching inside my vagina, firing his sperm into my body. I thought I could feel it splashing into me, but I wasn’t sure. Even if I couldn’t, though, it was still one of the most glorious feelings of my life.

Once he was done cumming, my brother simply held himself over me, his penis still buried inside my vagina. He licked his lips and moved his face down and, for the first time, we kissed. Our experiment with incest was a complete success!

END

Copyright 2008 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

So not much of a story, at least not as far as length goes. Fun to write, though. I hope you all enjoyed it!

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