October 17, 2008

A Year in the Life of Madison Semmes – Part 01 – June
Alex Hawk

It was about halfway through my eleventh year that I became aware of the concept of virginity, and not long thereafter when I decided it was something that was fine for other people.

It all started one day when my mother and I had been discussing “the birds and the bees”. I already knew all the basic “insert tab-a into slot-b” mechanics of it, but I didn’t know about all the other things that went along with it.

Like the concept of virginity.

The conversation went something like this:

MOM: Now remember, Madison, it’s important that you don’t start having sex until after marriage.
ME: Why?
MOM: (nonsensical series of stupid reasons basically summed up as “virginity is a good thing”)
ME: Why?

The basic thrust of this was that I didn’t understand the point of virginity. I didn’t see what it was good for, and I told my mom this. The upshot of THAT was that I wound up having to talk with Father Gus for about an hour after Mass the following Sunday.

I still didn’t get it.

And so it was that about a month after I turned twelve, right at the start of Summer Vacation, that I made up my mind that, since my virginity served no purpose, I was going to get rid of it at soon as I could.

Having made the choice to lose my virginity, I was now faced with a number of problems, all of which I was sure I could overcome.

The most notable problem, I thought, was that I hadn’t ever seen a boy’s penis. Oh, I’d seen them in pictures, of course. I did have internet access, after all, but that was about it. I’d never seen a penis in real life.

About a week into Summer Vacation I came up with a plan to see my first real penis. I decided it would be the one attached to my eleven-year-old brother, Jacob. He was a sweet boy, and almost exactly a year younger than me. With my mind made up, I laid out my plans, and invited Jacob to camp out in the backyard with me one clear, warm, starry night.

Camping in the backyard in the summer was something my brother and I had done often in the last couple years. Our backyard was a couple acres, so we could get pretty far out, well-away from the house. We’d see lots of stars, build a little campfire and have fun. Our parents encouraged this. In retrospect I think it was because they liked having some privacy to… well, you know.

We’d just doused the fire and retired to the tent, when I said, “Hey, Jacob?”


“Kelly told me something the other day.” Kelly was one of my best friends.


“Yeah. She said you were pretty cute.”

“Oh,” Jacob said, a little nervous giggle in his voice.

Kelly actually had told me that about him, which made this even easier. “Yeah. She wanted to know if you were into girls yet.” That part she hadn’t asked.

“Uhm… well, yeah… I guess.”

“You ever kiss one?”

“Yeah, once. Sally Reed.”

“Oh?” She was a girl who lived down the street.

“You ever kiss any boys?”

“Yeah,” I lied.

“That’s cool.”

“Have you ever seen a girl naked?” I asked into the silence that followed.

“Uh… no.” Jacob was quiet for a moment. “Have you ever seen a boy naked?”


After a couple more moments of quiet, Jacob said, “Do you know a little about sex?”

“Yeah, some. What about you?”

“A little, yeah. You haven’t had sex yet, have you?”

“No, of course not. Uh… have you?” I asked, briefly wondering.

“No, I haven’t even seen a girl naked, remember?”

“Oh, yeah. Well, she could’ve just pulled up her skirt and you could’ve done it that way.”




“You do know how it all works, right?” I asked.

“Oh, yeah,” Jacob said, breezily.

“Ok, how?”

I could almost hear my little brother blush. “Well… the boy gets on top of the girl… and he puts his… you know… his… penis… in the girl’s… uh… well… vagina. And they do it.”

I laughed a little. “Yeah, that’s what they do. And since the girl’s vagina is between her legs, all she has to be able to do is spread them so the boy can get access. So if she’s wearing a skirt she just has to lift it up.”


“Haven’t you at least seen pictures?”

“Yeah, some.”

“Ok. So you should know at least some of this.”

“Yeah, I do. But I never really thought about it, I guess.”

“I guess I can understand that,” I said.

There was more quiet for a bit, then Jacob, out of the blue said, “Hey, Madison? If I let you see… well… my penis… will you let me see your vagina?”

I was surprised and delighted at the question, as it was one I was leading up to myself. Pretending some reluctance I didn’t feel, I said, “Well, I don’t know…”

“We don’t have to if you don’t want,” Jacob said quickly. “But, you know, I just thought…” He trailed off.

I pretending to think for a few moments. “Well… I guess we can show each other. As long as you promise not to tell anyone, ok?”

“Oh, I won’t. Don’t worry.”

“Ok.” I reached up and turned on the small battery-powered lantern we kept hanging from the top of the tent.

Jacob sat up. “So… how do we do this?”

“Well… I’ll go first, I guess. I’ll show you mine and you show me yours, ok?”


I was wearing shorts, panties and a t-shirt. I got up onto my knees, unbuttoned the shorts, and lowered them and my panties down, exposing my almost hairless vagina to my little brother.

“What do you think?” I asked into the silence that followed.

“It’s… interesting. Uh. Where’s the… you know… place?”

“You mean the entrance?”


I kicked the shorts and panties aside, then laid on my back with my legs in the air and spread wide. I reached down between them and spread my vagina open to give my brother a good look.

“Oh… wow,” Jacob said, a little breathlessly. “The boy’s penis just goes right into there, huh?”

“Yeah.” To demonstrate, I slid my middle finger up into my vagina.


“Cool, huh?” I asked, moving my finger back and forth.

“Yeah,” Jacob breathed.

I slid my finger out and sat up, still naked from the waist down. “Ok, your turn.”

Jacob got up onto his knees. He was wearing only a pair of shorts and boxers. He unzipped and unbuttoned the shorts and then slowly lowered down both of them, giving me my first ever view of a boy’s penis.

My brother’s penis was still hairless, and I guessed it was about three inches long. It wasn’t very big around. It was also sticking straight up, pointing at the roof of the tent. It was actually pretty cool, I thought.

I extended my middle finger and held it up next to my brother’s erection. I was pleased to see there wasn’t a major difference. His penis was bigger, but not by too much. As long as the boy I lost my virginity to wasn’t much larger, I’d have no problem getting him inside my vagina.

“What are you doing?” asked Jacob.

I shrugged. “Just seeing the size difference.”

“Oh, ok.”

“Can I touch it?” I asked.

“Uh…” Jacob blinked. “Well… I guess. If I can touch yours, too.”

I thought about that for a moment. Probably no harm, I decided. “Ok.”

“Alright, then.”

I ran my index finger along the tip of my brother’s penis and down the length of his shaft. Then I wrapped a couple fingers around it. It was warm, and had a strange soft/hard feeling to it. I knew right away that having something like this inside my vagina would be worlds away from just having my finger in there.

“That feels nice,” Jacob whispered, a slight tremor in his voice.

“It does?” I asked. I’d known it felt good when I touched myself, but I hadn’t thought about how it might feel for the boy. Obviously I should have.


I moved my fingers along Jacob’s penis a little more, pleased that I was making him feel good, and filing away notes on what to do with the boy I wound up losing my virginity to. A little practice now could help later, I figured.

After a couple minutes of playing with my brother’s penis, I looked up at him and asked, “Are you ready to touch me now?”

“Huh? Oh, yeah.” He watched me as I laid down, spreading my legs like I had before. “Uh, Madison?”


“Would you… take off your shirt? I mean, I’m naked, so…”

“Oh. Sure.” I sat up long enough to take off my t-shirt and laid back down. My breasts weren’t much yet. I wore a training bra, but I didn’t really need it.

Jacob stared at my chest for a moment, then got between my legs. Shyly he reached out with one of his fingers and traced a path along my labia and up to my clitoris. It was obvious he had no clue what he was doing, but it still felt nice, plus it was the first time anyone had touched me there other than myself.

“Mmmm… I like that,” I whispered, squirming a little.

“You do?”


My brother’s probing finger next found the entrance to my vagina. He ran his finger along it for a few seconds and the slowly slid it up inside me, sending little sparks of pleasure through my body.

“This is where the boy puts his penis, right?”

“Oh, yeah…”


As my little brother fingered me, I closed my eyes and thought to myself that if this was what just touching felt like, sex itself must be really incredible! I’d have to work very hard, I thought, to find a boy to start doing it with.

Then suddenly a huge pulse of pleasure shot through me. I opened my eyes and looked down, seeing my brother’s head bowed down between my legs. I had glimpses of his tongue moving back and forth along my vagina as he fingered me.

“Oh… god… Jacob… what are you… oh…”

Jacob raised his head, looking worried. “I’m sorry. One of my friends told me girls really like that. Do you want me to stop?”

“No… it feels good… I just hadn’t… oh… please don’t stop.”

“Ok.” Jacob lowered his head back down.

I placed one of my hands on the back of my brother’s head as he went down on me. I really hadn’t expected this part to happen, but I certainly had no objections! It was the best thing I’d ever felt so far.

After a couple minutes, Jacob said up and wiped at his face. “My mouth is getting tired,” he said.

I laughed. “It’s ok. That was really nice. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” he said with a shy smile.

Looking down at my little brother, naked and crouching between my spread legs, I decided there was something else I wanted to try with him.

“Lay on top of me,” I said.

“Uhm. Ok.” Jacob rather awkwardly maneuvered so that was laying on top of me, his chest against mine, our bare genitals rubbing together.

I reached down between our naked bodies and took my brother’s penis in my hand. I laid it down so that the shaft was rubbing directly against my clitoris. Then I said to him, “Move back and forth, ok?”

“I’m not… inside you, am I?”

“No, you’re just rubbing against me.”

“Oh,” he said, and was that a twinge of disappointment I heard in his voice? I wasn’t sure, but I thought there was. Either way, any speculation about that went out the window as Jacob began to move on top of me, his penis rubbing against my clitoris as he did so.

“Oh, yes,” I whispered, placing one hand on his shoulder and the other on his round little butt as he moved. “Oh, that’s nice…”


I closed my eyes and lost myself in pleasure as my brother dry-fucked me. It was a really interesting series of sensations. The way his body was resting on top of mine, the way that his penis was rubbing against my vagina, the way his butt moved under my hand… it was really fascinating!

Then I started feeling a certain temptation. How easy it would be, I thought, to reach down and guide my brother’s penis into me. I’d lose my virginity, he’d lose his. I was sure it would feel good. I wasn’t sure if he would want to, but I could ask.

Just as I was about to ask, however, Jacob started whimpering a little and began moving faster and faster. Suddenly he let out a little moan and I felt his penis twitching against my clitoris, sending even more pleasure through me.

Jacob kept moving for a few seconds, and then sort of collapsed on top of me. “I’m sorry…” he whispered. “I can’t keep… it feels… oh…”

I laughed a little and ran my fingers through Jacob’s hair. “I think my little brother just had his first orgasm,” I guessed.

“A what?” Jacob asked, looking a little confused.

“Did you just have a really good feeling shoot through your body? Something better than anything ever in life? Like your mind was being rubbed with silk and your soul was being bathed in liquid warmth?”

“Uh…” Jacob’s eyes crossed briefly. “Yes?”

“That’s an orgasm,” I said with a smile. I smacked his bare butt lightly. “Now get off me.”


I was still tingling a little as Jacob got off me, his penis still hard. I thought briefly about seeing if he’d like to fuck, but the urge that had seized me a few moments before was gone now. I got into my sleeping bag, still naked, and settled down.

Jacob turned off the light and got into his sleeping bag as well. After a few moments of us laying in the darkness, he said, “Madison?”


“What we did?”


“Does that count?”

“Count as what?”


I thought about it. “No, it doesn’t. For it to be sex, your penis would have had to have gone into my vagina.”

“Oh. And it didn’t.”


“Oh, ok.” A pause. “I liked it, though.”

“Me, too.”

“Can we do it again sometime?”

I smiled in the darkness. “Sure.”

“Cool. Good night, Madison.”

“Good night, Jacob.”


Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk. All rights reserved.
So here we go, kids! The first part of a multi-part story. Yes, I know, I have a great tendency to start these things and not finish them. In this case, however, the next several parts are already written. I hope you all enjoy it!