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You and I Both – Part six

You and I Both
By
Rwxxx13

You and I Both – Part six

The alarm woke us at seven the next morning. Adam’s school day began at 8:10am. I’m not exactly a morning person, but I was excited to see Adam off for the first time. As for the boy, he was disgustingly bright and cheerful. He had showered the night before, so just ran a damp towel over his hair to combat his bed-head, and he was ready to get dressed.

While he did that, I got breakfast started. First, though, I went to my pc and loaded up Adam’s favorite new website, www.24hoursofhappy.com. The sound of Pharrell’s ‘Happy’ filled the house. Adam had said I shouldn’t bother with breakfast, that he was used to just a bowl of cold cereal, but as I didn’t even have any in the house it was going to be more eggs and bacon. Besides, I wanted to cook for him. It warmed me, knowing I was sending him off to school with a good meal in him. I’m sure my mother would be proud of me. Hmm, made me wonder what she would really think about me and Adam. Best not to go there.

“How do I look?” Adam asked, entering the kitchen, bouncing with the music. He spun for me, modeling his new clothes with a smile. He was wearing orange pants with a bright blue cloth belt. Up top was a matching blue and white striped shirt with an orange shark on the front. On his feet, white and blue sneakers. He looked adorable.

“You’re adorable,” I told him.

Adam gave me a half eye-roll. “I wanna look cool,” he said.

“Adorably cool,” I assured him with a grin.

“Thanks again,” he said softly, coming over to give me a big hug.

I gave him a squeeze and gently kissed the top of his head. He smelled wonderful; maybe even better than the bacon. “Thanks for being here for me to spoil,” I told him. I got a quick kiss and a smile for that one, and then we sat down for breakfast.

We swayed happily in our chairs as we downed bacon and eggs, toast and orange juice. Finally, with a glance at the clock over the stove, I got us up and moving. As Adam gathered his backpack, it dawned on me to ask, “Did you have any homework over the weekend?”

Adam turned to me with a bright smile. “Awww, that’s so cute.”

I had to laugh. “Leave me alone!” I said with a grin. “I’m new to this.”

Adam hugged me. “I did my homework Friday before school even ended. Thanks for askin’ though,” and he gave me a kiss.

I felt all warm and fuzzy. The smell of bacon gave way to that of green growth and the flowers around the house as we exited through the front door. Adam skipped ahead of me towards the garage, spinning with his hands over his head, looking so happy I felt myself melting a bit.

Adam was first into the truck and was leaned over the seat trying to push my door open, but didn’t quite have the reach, so he was basically stretched out and flopping his hands uselessly, which made me chuckle when I opened the door and saw him, especially as he kept flapping those hands and looked up at me with a goofy grin on his face.

“Move over, goof,” I told him.

“Maybe I’ll stay right here,” he teased, his face where I was trying to sit. He raised a hand to his mouth and pretended to suck an invisible cock. I couldn’t help it, the look on his face was enough to waken things that didn’t even realize it was daylight yet.

“Move!” I said with a grin.

Adam ignored me, giving voice to a realistic sounding moan while his other hand rubbed at his crotch. His tongue flicked suggestively over the invisible cockhead. “Lord help me,” I said. “Arise, sex monkey!” I intoned. “Move thine ass or I shall smite it!”

Adam giggled and sat up then. He buckled his belt and then his hand went to his crotch, squeezing and leaving little doubt that he’d gone and gotten himself all hot and bothered.

“Well, that plan backfired, didn’t it, smartypants?” I asked, reaching over to give his crotch a little squeeze of my own.

Adam gave a real moan this time, and said, “Brad could you… you know, before school?”

“Could I what?” I teased.

Adam gave an exasperated sigh. “You know…” then in a softer voice, as if he could be overheard, “suck it.”

“Sorry, sport,” I told him, turning on the truck and backing out of the garage. “We’ve barely got enough time to get you there on time as it is.”

“But my dick’s gonna be hard all day,” he complained. “See?”

I glanced over to see his stiff three-incher rising obscenely from his fly. “Geez, Adam,” I said, half worried, half amused. “Are you trying to get me arrested? Put that away.”

Adam glumly returned his little erection where it belonged. “Sorry.”

“If it gets bad,” I told him, “then take care of yourself in the bathroom. I promise to make it up to you when you get home, okay?”

“You promise?” he asked.

“Scout’s honor,” I said.

Adam grinned. “What are you gonna do?”

I laughed. “Anything you like. You think about it and let me know after school, okay?”

“If I think about that all day, then I’ll definitely have to do it in the bathroom,” he groused.

“Aww, life is so unfair,” I teased.

Adam shot me a pouty look. “Meanie.” He couldn’t maintain it though, and he quickly giggled.

By that time, we were nearing the school. It was an old one-story building, made of faded red brick. There was a long line of vehicles dropping off children, as well as buses and students walking and on bicycles.

“You can drop me off here,” Adam said as we sat on the corner across the street.

“You sure?” I asked.

Adam nodded. Then, taking a careful look around to see if we were being observed, he gave me a quick peck on the lips. “Remember, three ten, okay?”

“I’ll be here,” I assured him. Then, with a last glance, he was gone. I watched him carefully cross the street. I’d have watched him all the way to the door but a car pulled up behind me and I had to move. The last I saw him he was weaving through a crowd of kids, quickly lost to view.


Back home I took care of the breakfast dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. Pharrell was still singing ‘Happy’, but it wasn’t the same without Adam there, so I turned it off. I went to open up the doors and windows, wanting the fresh air through the house. While I was doing that, I saw Henry about to head past my place in his little rowboat. I went out back and waved. He waved a hand in greeting, so I jogged out to the end of the pier. He angled in, and I helped stop him against the wooden dock.

“How are they biting?” I asked, by way of greeting, taking a seat on a little bench there.

“Can’t say, as they aren’t,” he responded.

I chuckled. Then we sat there for a few moments in companionable silence, enjoying the quiet of the lake.

Finally, Henry spoke up and said, “I see as you’ve got yourself a young guest up to the house.” I opened my mouth to deny it, but Henry overrode me. “Seen him t’other day,” he said, “strollin’ ’round inside. Not a stitch on ‘im.”

“Henry…” I began, mind racing, wondering how I could explain.

Henry grunted and waved a dismissive hand at me. “Ramsey boy, ain’t it?”

I nodded cautiously.

Henry nodded in acknowledgment. Then he hocked up some phlegm, turned his head and spit into the water. “Damned shame ’bout his mother. Beats ‘im like a rug. Everbody knows, and nobody’ll do a damned thing.” After a pause he reached out and patted me on the knee. “Good for you. Doin’ the right thing.”

“Thanks, Henry,” I said slowly. Was that to be the end of it?

Henry nodded. Then he looked up under his wide, hairy brows and gave me a wink and a sly smile. “Suppose it don’t hurt none, him bein’ cute as a Junebug.” Seeing my shocked look, he chuckled. “If I was twenty years younger,” he said, and sighed ruefully.

He patted me again on the knee. “Well, these fish ain’t gonna catch themselves. Help me push off here.”

I stood up and put a foot on the side of his boat, still reeling a bit. As I gave him a little shove, he looked at me with a smile and said, “We’ve all got our pasts, son. You treat that boy right.” Then he was off, drifting into the early morning haze.

I stood for little bit, watching him row off, wondering about the paths we take in life. Henry seemed quite content with the life he’d led. With a smile, I turned back to the house. I glanced at the time, suddenly at a loss as to how I was supposed to fill the hours until Adam was freed from school. My daily routine suddenly seemed empty and meaningless.

I wandered through the house, looking for something to clean or straighten. I made my bed. I found Adam’s pajamas in the bathroom and I folded them and then put them in his downstairs bedroom, but not before lifting them to my nose and inhaling, smelling Adam on them. The bathroom could have used a quick wipe, but I left it, again thinking of our camouflage. Eventually I found myself back in the kitchen with my head in the fridge, not even sure what, if anything, I was looking for in there. I realized, though, that we could use some groceries.

Grateful for a task, I made a quick list of essentials I needed, then grabbed my keys and headed out to the truck. Even though it was a bit out of the way, I drove past the elementary school. There was nothing to see. I wondered if any of the tiny figures in the windows was Adam. Was it possible to miss someone this much after knowing them such a short time? Adam had filled a hole in my life that I hadn’t even realized had been hollow, and now his absence howled through me like a mournful wind.

I made short work of the grocery shopping. Nobody seemed to notice, or at least comment, on the fact that I bought twice as much food as usual along with a large assortment of things I thought an eleven-year-old boy would appreciate. I got home, put away all the groceries and once again found myself checking the time. Still over five hours to go. Sigh.

I sat down at my computer to check emails. I went ahead and turned ‘Happy’ back on, enjoying it this time around. No emails. Eventually, I headed to my studio, but it was hard to concentrate. I would stop every couple of minutes to check the time, which never seemed to change. So I went for a late run, tried to watch tv, tried to do things around the house. Swam a few laps. Anything to eat up the time. Finally, after what seemed an eternity, the clock hit two-fifty. I practically ran out to the truck.

I made myself drive at a reasonable rate of speed, but I was still at the school a full ten minutes before it was to let out. Cars were already queuing up outside. I parked near where I’d dropped Adam that morning, across the street from the school. The minutes passed with glacial slowness. I sat in the truck with the windows down to enjoy the breeze, radio off so I wouldn’t miss the ringing of the bell.

Finally, my patience was rewarded. Faintly I could hear the ringing of the bell, then moments later the double doors burst open, disgorging a horde of rushing children. I sat up straighter in my seat, eyes straining, desperate to pick my boy out of the crowd. Finally, I spotted that shock of coppery hair and I think my heart literally skipped a beat. At the sidewalk in front of the school Adam paused for a moment, searching, then he spotted me, smiled and waved, and started across the street at a jog, backpack bouncing on his back.

I waved in return, then turned over the engine. So focused on Adam was I that I didn’t notice the figure step out from behind a nearby tree and say, “So who the fuck is that?”

Adam had stopped dead in his tracks, his face stricken. I looked to the right and saw what could only be his mother. According to Adam, she was twenty-eight; she looked forty. Her hair was straw-colored, or might have been if it were clean. As it was, it was a greasy, tangled mop. Her teeth were yellowed and blackened with rot, a sure sign of meth use. She was dressed in a black t-shirt, which read, ‘Classy Bitch’. Really sums it up right there, without needing to mention the work boots and the too-tight cut-off shorts.

I shut off the truck and stepped out. I walked up behind Adam, and he backed until he was pressed against me. I could feel a shudder go through him. His mother turned her attention to me. And I wasn’t the only one. I sensed the attention of others behind me.

“So, who the fuck are you?” she asked. “When the little shit didn’t come home all weekend I figured he’d got up to something.”

“Ma’am, my name is-” I began, but didn’t get any further.

She snorted laughter. “Ma’am?” she said, incredulous. “You some kinda faggot?” Then she stopped laughing and her eyes grew wide. I could feel a crowd growing behind me. “Holy shit!” she said. “You are a faggot, ain’t you? Are you fuckin’ my little faggot kid? He is one, ya know. Caught the little freak trying on my makeup once. He ever tell you that?” She laughed again. “Hell, he probly didn’t need to. You two probly fag out together, puttin’ on dresses and shit.” Then she turned her attention back to her son, oblivious or uncaring of the fact that he was trembling. The look of disgust on her face was horrible. “Told you you was a fuckin’ freak, little faggot.”

I felt disgusted, not just at her, but at myself for not stopping her. Too late, I moved and put Adam behind me. I felt his face against my back. “Enough,” I said, quietly, but in a voice quivering with barely-restrained rage.

She opened her mouth to speak again, but I cut her off. “One more word,” I said, my voice full of quiet menace. “One more hateful word from you is all I need.”

She must have seen something in my eyes, because she backed a step, looking nervous. “Who the fuck you think you are?” she asked, all false bravado now, but her eyes were on the crowd behind me. “He’s my fuckin’ kid.”

“Leave,” I said, still not raising my voice. I wanted nothing more than to beat her there on the sidewalk until she couldn’t move. I could feel Adam against my back and it was all I could do not to scream. She opened her mouth as if to give another protest and I said, “Now.” Her mouth snapped shut.

She looked again at the crowd, and must not have liked what she saw there. “Fine,” she said, disgusted. She walked about ten steps and then turned and snarled, “Don’t think this is over, faggot.”

I turned then and wrapped my arms around Adam, who buried his face against my chest, trembling terribly. I looked around at the faces that had been gathered behind me. Many of them were watching Adam’s mother walk off with a mixture of anger and disgust. Others were watching me suspiciously, but the majority were looking at me with sympathy and gratitude. It was to these people that I nodded.

Then I knelt before Adam, holding him at arm’s length. His face was a mask of pain, his eyes squeezed shut. His cheeks were wet with tears. Quietly, providing as much privacy as I could, I said, “Adam, look at me.” He slowly opened his eyes. There was a depth of pain there that stabbed through me with such power that it took my breath away. I gasped, then gathered myself, meeting this beautiful boy’s eyes with as much love as I could infuse into my gaze. “She’s sick, Adam,” I told him. “Don’t listen to a word she says. She doesn’t know what she’s saying. There’s something missing inside her. Nothing she says has any truth to it. You’re perfect. You’re beautiful. You’re a miracle, Adam. A blessing and a miracle. Please believe that.”

And then my boy was in my arms, sobbing against my neck. Two or three lingering adults started towards me, clearly wanting to help, to show their support and love. I gave them a grateful nod, acknowledging them, but indicating that I had things under control. I stood, lifting Adam in my arms. He wrapped his long legs around me like a much younger child. I just stood there with him, holding him while he cried.

Eventually the sobs diminished. Still holding him, I walked over to the truck and pulled open the passenger side door. I bent then, until he was sitting on the seat. For a moment, he refused to let me go, then with a shudder and a sniff, he released me. As I wrapped the seatbelt around him, he met my eyes.

“Can we go home?” he asked in a small voice.

“Of course, bunny,” I said, cupping his cheek for a moment before closing his door and jogging to the other side of the truck.


Adam had curled himself into a sadly familiar little ball by the time we got back to the house. As the garage slid down behind us, I shut off the truck and went around to Adam’s side. He was awake, but quiet. When I unbuckled him and took him into my arms, he hugged me fiercely, burying his face again in my neck.

Although the sun was warm on my back, casting brilliant dappled shadows as the branches swayed overhead in a soft breeze, my mood was dark and somber, and it made the beauty of the day fade around me in response. I walked slowly up to the house, Adam’s feet bouncing loosely against my knees. I opened the door and shut off the alarm, and then headed directly up the stairs.

Without a word between us, Adam looking so sad and alone, I gently undressed him and put him into my bed. His clothes and backpack I took down to his bedroom, then I returned up the stairs. Adam was on his side under the covers where I’d left him, eyes open, but unseeing. I crawled onto the bed next to him, on top of the covers, and molded myself to his back. Then I just gently stroked his forehead and whispered to him softly, all the words of love and comfort that were mine to give. Eventually, emotionally drained, we both slept.


I was awakened some time later by the sound of tires whispering over the brick drive outside the house. A quick glance at the clock showed we’d been sleeping nearly three hours. It was twenty past six in the evening. I carefully stood and glanced out the large window to the front. What I saw froze my blood. There was a police car pulling up outside my house.

Adam was just beginning to stir when I went to him and shook him gently, but urgently. “Adam, you have to get up,” I whispered. Then, when he didn’t open his eyes, “Adam!” His eyes flew open. He must have seen the panic in mine because his eyes widened. “The police are here,” I told him.

I saw the fear in his eyes and did my best to calm him, to calm myself. “It’ll be alright, I promise,” I said, knowing I could promise no such thing. “You just need to hurry down to your bedroom, okay?” Adam nodded. “Get into the bed,” I continued. “Make it look slept in. Make sure you put on some pajamas.”

Adam rose, ready to rush downstairs, but I stopped him with a hand on his shoulder. A glance out the window showed the cop walking towards the front door. “Careful of the windows, some are open,” I warned him. “Not the flap pajamas, okay?” Adam nodded in understanding. “Okay, go!”

I quickly followed Adam downstairs. I was grateful that the windows were still set on reflective, as I’d been too distracted earlier to change them. I reached the front door quickly. The police officer was about fifteen feet from the door. I worked on calming myself, slowing my pounding heart, as I watched Adam disappear into his bedroom. The door snicked shut, and I opened the front door just as the officer was reaching towards the doorbell.

He stepped back, startled, when I pulled the door open. I took a moment to study him while I put what I hoped was a calm and reassuring smile on my face. He was about fifty, with close-cropped gray hair, a bit darker on top than it was on the sides. He had a lean, angular face, friendly for the most part, but with a cop’s eyes. The kind that had seen a lot and observed more than most. He was clean-shaven. His uniform was a mixture of khaki’s and browns. The nameplate above his breast read Perkins.

“Sorry to startle you,” I smiled. “Saw you walking up.”

The man smiled in return, his eyes on the diminishing gap in the door as I stepped forward and pulled it shut behind me. “You’d be Mr. Canyon,” he said, reaching out his hand.

I took it and we shook, firm and friendly. I was glad he wasn’t one of those types who tried to crush your hand in his grip, as if he were overcompensating. His palm was dry as, I hoped, was mine. “Please,” I said. “Call me Brad.” I stepped over to him, trying to make it look natural, but in truth trying to pull his gaze away from the house, not that there was anything to be seen. Then, because I felt it seemed right, I said, “I’d imagine you’re here about Adam.”

He nodded his acknowledgment. “After a fashion,” he allowed. Then he explained. “Of course I’ll want to see him, but mostly I wanted a chance to talk to you. About him, of course, but also about the incident this afternoon.”

“Would you care to sit?” I asked, indicating some comfortable chairs set out on the deck. Then, so as not to appear to be hiding anything, I added, “Of course, we can go inside if you prefer. Adam should still be sleeping. He was… upset, after the… incident.”

“Shouldn’t take more than a few moments, then maybe we could go inside,” he told me. “First, just let me clear the air a bit here. I don’t want you thinking I came out here with any sort of agenda. Legal or otherwise. I’m basically just responding to complaints about what happened this afternoon at the elementary school. As you can imagine, a town as small as this, we hear from half the population when something like that happens.” I nodded my understanding, and he continued.

“Most of the calls were folks concerned for the well being of the boy, and you should know that those folks had nothing but good things to say about you and the way you handled the situation today. As I understand it, things could have gotten much uglier than they did.”

“It’s my fault, honestly,” I sighed. “Frankly, I was a bit shocked. I eventually came to my senses and put a stop to her… tirade, but I should have stopped it much sooner. I’d you’d seen the look on Adam’s face…” I trailed off.

“I understand, but don’t blame yourself. I’ve dealt with the woman myself, so I know.” He sighed. “Of course, some of the calls we received today were from busybodies with little minds full of dark thoughts, and while nobody has filed a complaint, because frankly, there would be no grounds to do so anyway, I still felt obliged to come out here and at least take a look around.” He looked at me, seeking to see that I understood. “I hope you understand.”

“Of course,” I allowed. Then, because I felt he expected more, I said, “It’s… an unusual situation.”

He nodded thoughtfully. “You haven’t been around here quite long enough to know many people.” Then he laughed and said, “Of course, I’ve been here for nearly twenty-five years and I’m still thought of as ‘that sheriff from the city’. Small towns,” he grinned. I smiled in return, sharing his insight.

He continued. “I went out to the Ramsey place, trying to find Angela. She wasn’t home, but I got an earful from Edith Monroe, whom you’ve apparently met.”

I smiled fondly in remembrance. “If I recall correctly, her advice to me concerning Adam was, and I quote, ‘to get my head out of my ass’.”

Sheriff Perkins laughed. “That sounds like Edith alright. She’s a tough old bird.” Then he sobered. “She and some of the other folks there in the motor court do the best they can, looking over the boy, but it’s still a bad situation.”

I felt I had to interject there. “That’s what I don’t understand, Sheriff,” I told him. “How does something like this even happen? How can he still be there with her?”

The man sighed, and I could see the shame and frustration in his eyes. “I hate to say,” he finally said, “but it’s just bureaucratic bullshit. Excuse my French.” He sighed again. “Look, we all know what’s going on there, and we do our best to shield him from it, but he doesn’t help matters. Not that I’m blaming him,” he hurriedly corrected, seeing the sudden anger in my eyes. “It’s just that he won’t speak up against her. Look, I’ve personally called DCF, that’s Department of Children and Families, out here on at least a dozen occasions. The problem is that the nearest DCF office is in Charleston, which is a three hour drive. Six hours both ways. That means travel vouchers and fuel and all the red tape crap that goes into that sort of trip, so DCF can’t justify coming all the way out here and not get a chance to conduct their interviews and home inspection. So they call ahead and schedule, to make sure all parties will be present.”

“But that’s-” I began to complain.

“Idiotic,” he interrupted. “I know. That’s bureaucracy for you. So Angela has time to make the boy presentable, and clean up the house a bit, and bring in some groceries. So that by the time DCF gets there, things look halfway decent. She puts on her best behavior, in order to keep her checks rolling in, and when Adam doesn’t speak out against her… well, it really leaves our hands tied.”

We stood there for a few moments, each lost in our own thoughts, but I’m sure each of us were contemplating the unfairness of life and a system that could so let down the people it was meant to protect. Then Sheriff Perkins broke the silence.

“I’ve checked you out a bit,” he said, a bit apologetically I felt. “No record of course. Did a Google search. Read about your company. Your work with charities. Not too many people around town have had a chance to meet you, but I spoke with Edith of course. Also heard from another friend of yours. Henry Wallace.” He looked at me, as if expecting a response. I assumed he was talking about Henry, the old guy from the rowboat, and nodded to show I knew him. He continued. “Henry had nothing but good things to say about you.”

“He’s a nice old guy,” I told him. “He fishes out on the lake. We’ve had some nice talks.”

The sheriff nodded. “Henry was sheriff here before me.” He was watching me, judging my reaction to this news. He must have been satisfied, because he said, “I’m guessing he didn’t tell you.”

“He never mentioned it,” I assured him.

“Old Henry’s not much of a talker. Honestly, I was surprised to hear from him, and even more surprised to hear him speak up for you. Not that there’s any reason he shouldn’t,” he hurried to assure me. “Just that Henry isn’t the most outgoing man I know.”

“He’s always seemed very friendly to me,” I told him.

“Which says a lot about your character, in my book. So,” he paused. “Look, Mr. Canyon. Brad,” he said, when he saw me about to correct him. “I’m satisfied that for now Adam is better off here than back with his mother. If I can just have a quick talk with him, I’d like to get statements from both of you about what happened today. Some of things I’m being told that she said… well, let me assure you we take mental abuse just as seriously as we do physical, and we finally have some first-hand accounts of just that. So I want you to know that we have started an investigation into allegations of mental abuse, and we’re going to be pursuing it vigorously.”

“I see,” I said. I think it was finally sinking in that I wasn’t going to be the victim of some sort of pedophile witch-hunt.

“It would really help if we could get Adam to make a statement as well,” the sheriff continued. “Do you think-” and he broke off then because the front door opened.

Adam was standing there, looking red-eyed and tired. He was dressed in another one-piece pajama I got him. These were alternating horizontal stripes in white, grey, and light blue, with black cuffs at wrists and ankles, as well as a black stripe up the front with the buttons, which then wrapped around the collar. Probably not the best time for me to be thinking about how cute he looked in them, but Adam just had that effect on you. I’d be surprised if the sheriff wasn’t thinking the same.

Thinking it perhaps, but what he said as he walked to stand before my boy was, “Hey, Adam. I’m Sheriff Perkins. You remember me, right?”

Adam nodded warily.

“I heard you had a rough time today. I’m really sorry that happened.” I noted he was a natural with Adam. His voice was very calm and kind. Adam glanced at me over the sheriff’s shoulder and I gave him a soft smile and an encouraging nod.

Adam gave a small shrug. “It’s okay.” His voice still sounded hoarse from crying.

“I know it’s tough,” Perkins said, “but I was hoping maybe we could talk about it a bit. Do you think we could do that?”

“I guess,” Adam allowed.

“Well, that’d be good,” he said. “I’ll tell you what though, before we do that, maybe you could show me where you sleep? How about that?”

I tensed, knowing this was more than a simple request. The sheriff might say he was satisfied, but he was still investigating me. Adam didn’t even glance at me, which I thought was great. He just said, “Sure,” and turned back into the house.

The sheriff at least had the good grace to throw me an apologetic look before following Adam into the house. He followed Adam, and I trailed them both, hanging back just a bit.

“Wow, this is your room, huh?” Perkins exclaimed. I could hear Adam’s voice, but not what he was saying. “Yeah, it sure is,” the sheriff responded. I could hear drawers opening as well as the closet and Adam’s voice, which must have been telling the man all about his new clothes. “Well, much better than those old hand-me-downs, I’m sure,” he responded. I moved closer.

Adam said something again, which I just missed. As I leaned into the doorway the sheriff was standing in front of the first painting I’d done of Adam, the one of him in the autumnal forest. “Wow,” he exclaimed, “that really is you, huh?” Then, sensing my presence I suppose, he turned to me and said, “That really is a fine painting. You’re quite the artist, Brad.”

“Thanks,” I said. “Helps having a good subject.” I smiled at Adam, who came to me and melted against my side, both his arms wrapped protectively round my left arm. For a moment I began to worry about how that might look to this man who had seen so much, but then realized I simply didn’t care. I loved this boy, and I wasn’t going to hide that or make it a secret.

The sheriff’s eyes missed nothing, I’m sure, but he gave a gentle smile, met my eyes, and said, “Well, let’s see about taking these statements, okay?”

So we took places around the dining room table, the sheriff across from me with a pad and pen, and Adam in a chair as close to mine as he could get, still clinging to my arm. I told him about the incident with Adam’s mother, providing all the detail I could, not just about what she’d said, but what I honestly felt, including my rage. Adam clung to me the entire time. Then it was Adam’s turn.

“Do I have to?” he asked me.

I turned to face him. “Of course not, Adam. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do.” I glanced at the sheriff. Turning back to Adam I said, “Sheriff Perkins is just here to help. What your mom did today, what she’s done for a long time… it’s not good, Adam. It’s not right. You know that, right?” Adam gave a small, hesitant nod. I couldn’t help it. I reached up and cupped the side of his face. Adam’s eyes closed and he melted into my hand, as always. I ran my thumb over the yellow bruise around his eye. “Maybe you could even tell Sheriff Perkins about your eye,” I said gently.

Adam turned and looked at the sheriff, who gave him a gentle smile and an encouraging nod. “Okay,” Adam said softly. My heart swelled with pride for him.

I leaned back and then rose. “Where are you going?” Adam asked, a bit panicked.

I knelt down by his chair. “I’m just going to start dinner. Give you guys a chance to talk, okay? I’ll be right behind you, I promise.”

Adam turned to look at the kitchen, as if to judge how far away it was. “You’ll be right there?”

“The whole time,” I assured him.

“Okay,” he said in that too small voice.

I smiled encouragingly. I stood and tousled his hair. “You’ll be okay, Adam. I promise.”

Then I left them. I didn’t exactly tune them out, but I allowed myself to become occupied with dinner. I thought Adam was in need of some comfort food, so I decided to make a meatloaf along with garlic mashed potatoes and some green beans with bacon, like my mom used to make when I’d had a rough day.

With the meatloaf in the oven, the beans simmering, and the potatoes boiling, I had nothing else to do. In the dining room, Adam was sitting a couple of feet from the sheriff, talking quietly. I joined them, once again kneeling beside Adam’s chair. He turned and gave me a tired smile.

“We’re doing okay in here?” I asked.

Adam nodded and the sheriff said, “We’re doing great. Adam’s being very brave.”

“He’s a brave kid,” I said, tousling his hair again.

“I think we’re about finished here, actually,” Perkins said, gathering his things. “Seems you’ll be eating soon.”

“You’re welcome to join us,” I said, being polite.

“Thank you for the offer,” he said, “but if I don’t get home to my wife, I won’t hear the end of it.” He stood and held out a hand, which I shook. “Maybe you could walk me to the door?”

“Of course,” I said, another twinge of worry going through me.

The sheriff turned to Adam and said, “Adam, you’ve been a big help. Thank you again for talking to me.” Adam gave him a soft smile.

Sheriff Perkins began walking towards the front door and I followed him. When we reached the door, I skipped ahead to open it for him. He stepped outside and then turned to me. I stepped forward and pulled the door shut behind me, steeling myself.

“You really care for him, don’t you?” he asked.

I nodded cautiously. The sheriff nodded in return, looking thoughtful.

He took a breath and said, “Look, Brad, I’m going to be straight with you.” He gave me a look, not unfriendly by any means, but not exactly what you’d call warm and fuzzy either. It was a calculating look. “We both know how this looks. If the circumstances were different…” he faded off, then shook himself after a moment, “well, they aren’t, so it doesn’t matter. You seem to genuinely care for the boy, and he obviously cares for you. To paraphrase something Edith Monroe told me, the kid needs any bit of happiness he can get. So, if you can look me in the eye and tell me you’re not doing anything to hurt that kid, then as far as I’m concerned, there is no issue here. Can you do that?”

I thought about it. I didn’t just want to blurt out the obvious answer. I thought about Adam, and what he meant to me, what I meant to him. I thought about the things we’d done, the secret fears that plagued me, the guilt. Then I thought of the way he looked at me, and the way I felt when I looked at him. I still wasn’t one hundred percent sure that I was doing the right thing by Adam, but I was one hundred percent sure that I loved him, that he loved me, and that I would do everything in my power to protect him. I met the sheriff’s eye and I said, “You have my word.”

The sheriff seemed to consider that for a moment. Weighing me. Judging me. I endured it. Finally, he nodded and held out his hand again. I took it and we shook. “You have a good evening, sir,” he finally said. “If you ever need anything, you just call.”

And with that, he was gone. I stood and watched as the taillights disappeared into the growing gloom. I felt like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders and I took the first easy breath I’d had in hours. A glance at the sky told me night was nearly here. I finally turned to find Adam standing in the doorway, watching me.

“You okay, bunny?” I asked. He nodded. “We’re gonna be okay,” I told him. “You believe me?”

Adam nodded again, and then he came to me. I went to hug him, but that wasn’t enough apparently. Adam jumped into my arms again, so I held him, my hand stroking his back.

After awhile, I heard Adam’s soft voice in my ear. “I love you, Brad.”

I felt tears sting my eyes. “I love you, too, bunny,” I assured him. That’s when I really believed everything was going to be okay.


The next morning Adam insisted on going to school. I actually tried to talk him out of it, but he was determined. As he took a shower, I got breakfast ready for us. Frozen waffles today, with sausage, a slice of cantaloupe and a few strawberries. Adam seemed to be in a much better that morning. Still a bit somber, but quicker to smile and resolute about his decision to go back to school.

He emerged as I was setting out breakfast, his lingering solemnity not reflected in his choice of clothing. He wore a dark blue and pink striped polo shirt with a white collar, faded blue skinny jeans, and the pink and gray striped tennis shoes I’d liked. He looked stunning.

“You look stunning,” I told him.

Adam blushed prettily and came up and gave me a hug and a wet kiss, which tasted of mouthwash. “Love you,” he said.

“Love you more,” I grinned. Adam smiled in return. “Okay, eat up, bunny. If you really want to go through with this, we’re going to have to get going soon. I think you maybe spent too much time trying on clothes.”

“Maybe,” Adam allowed with a smile.

Breakfast was consumed quickly and we headed out to the truck. We drove in silence, each with our own thoughts, but this at least was a comfortable silence. When we got near the school, I found a parking spot and turned off the truck. Adam looked at me quizzically.

“I’m going in with you,” I explained.

“Why?” he asked. Not worried, just curious.

“Ashamed to be seen with me?” I teased.

In answer, Adam unbuckled his belt and then got onto the seat on his knees, scooted over and gave me a quick kiss. “No,” he grinned.

“I just want to talk to someone,” I explained. “The principal or something. If something happened, and nothing is going to happen,” I rushed to assure him, “but if something did, I want them to know to call me. And I want you to know, that if, for any reason at all, you are uncomfortable today and want to come home, you have my permission to call or even text, okay? I’ll be here in minutes.”

Adam looked at me, his eyes gently gazing into my own. “Thanks, Brad.”

I smiled. Then took a deep breath. “Okay,” I said, visibly gathering myself. “Let’s do this!”

We each got out of the truck and met at the front, staring at the school, which was down the road a bit still. We started off, me on the lookout for any odd looks from parents or students, as well as any crazy blondes hiding out in bushes. I hadn’t forgotten Adam’s mother’s threat to me. As we walked, I felt Adam’s hand slip into mine. I worried for about two seconds what others might think, then decided I couldn’t care less and gave his little hand a squeeze.

As we neared the school, I said, “Man, I hope this is okay. I don’t think I could handle detention.”

Adam giggled. “I think you’ll be okay.”

We did get a few looks as we reached the crowd of kids milling around out front. Although whether that could be attributed to our holding hands, the knowledge of what had happened the day before, or the simple fact that Adam truly was stunning in his new outfit, well, that couldn’t be determined. Likely it was a combination of all three.

I was pleasantly surprised by the number of smiles I saw from students as well as adults as we made our way through the crowd. I returned several friendly nods and smiles. Eventually we reached the steps, and then we were inside. The entry echoed with the sound of young voices, and that was familiar, but it was the smell that hit me hardest. Old wood, pine-scented floor cleaner, books, and the scent of little bodies. It was a heady cocktail that took me right back to my own elementary school years.

“The office is over there,” Adam said, speaking up a bit to be heard over the crowd. “Do you want me to come with you?”

“You really think I’m safe from detention?” I asked.

Adam laughed. “I can come with if you want.”

“Go,” I smiled. “I’ll be okay if you will. I’ll see you right outside at ten after three, or before if you call.”

Adam gave me a quick hug, and then he was off down the hall, falling in with two other boys who’d apparently been waiting for him. He gave me a quick wave before turning to his friends, and then he was gone, lost in the color and noise. I turned my attention to the office.

It was about what I’d expected. A long counter, lowered to accommodate the smaller stature of the students. Behind that, several desks with middle-aged women working at ancient looking computers. There were several kids waiting around, giving me curious looks. I realized I should have asked Adam the principal’s name. There was one woman behind the counter talking to one of the students. I waited for them to finish before stepping forward with a smile.

“Can I help you?” she asked, cautiously polite.

“Hi,” I said with a smile. “My name is Brad Canyon. I’m Adam Ramsey’s… guardian?” I said, unsure myself.

The woman nodded sympathetically. “I heard about… well, it’s nice to know he has someone… looking out for him.”

“Yeah,” I said, very unsure of my footing here. “Well, I was hoping I could speak with someone about Adam.”

The woman smiled. “I’m sure Principal Weston will be happy to speak with you. Just a moment.”

With that, the woman turned and made her way to a closed door in the back of the small work area. With a small knock, she opened the door and stuck her head inside. After a moment, she turned, smiled and beckoned me forward. I got a couple of curious glances, and one quite unfriendly one, which shocked me a bit, as I made my way through the office workers to the door.

The lady who I’d spoken to ushered me into the room and said, “Ruth, this is Mr. Canyon. Mr. Canyon, Principal Ruth Weston.”

The woman rose from behind her desk and stepped forward with her hand out. I stepped forward to meet her, pleased to note she had a firm handshake. So many women never learn how to shake a hand properly.

“Please, have a seat, Mr. Canyon,” she said, offering me a chair. The other woman left, silently closing the door behind her.

“Brad,” I insisted, taking the chair. The office was a bit nicer than the reception area. Lots of dark wood shelves filled with books. The desk wasn’t ornate, nor was it just functional. A nice, sturdy dark wood desk. Very neat. The woman behind the desk was probably in her late fifties, or perhaps a well-preserved sixties. Her hair had been red in her youth, but was now mostly gray and white. It was cut short and fit her attractive face. I thought she had kind eyes. She was dressed conservatively in a gray flannel skirt, well past knee-length, and a white blouse.

“Then you’ll please call me Ruth,” she said as she settled back behind her desk. “So, how can I help you, Brad?”

“Well,” I began, “I should say I’m not here in any sort of… legal capacity. I told the nice lady up front that I was Adam Ramsey’s guardian. While that’s true, it’s certainly not true in any legal sense.”

“I understand,” she said. “I had a chat with Sheriff Perkins yesterday about the sad business outside our school, and again this morning. He explained your… arrangement, with young Adam.”

There was no judgment or censure in that voice, which gave me the confidence to go on. “I was just worried about Adam,” I told her. “He… didn’t take it well. What happened.” She nodded. “I have to admit, I tried to talk him out of coming to school today,” I continued, a bit guiltily.

“I’ll try not to hold that against you,” she said, smiling to take the sting out of her words.

I smiled, warming quickly to this kind woman. “Well, he insisted, and here we are. I admire his courage frankly. However, I don’t know how Adam does here. I mean, I don’t…” I paused a moment to gather my thoughts. “What I mean to say, is that we haven’t really discussed how well he gets along in school. I don’t know if he has friends, or if he’s bullied, or what. After yesterday, I worried that any added stress might be too much for him. He was in a very bad place yesterday.” She nodded, sympathetic. “So, while I don’t have any legal rights where Adam is concerned, I just wanted to come to you, to let you know that I was available if he… should need someone. Or if his mother were to show her face again. I just wanted to ask that you please give me a call if anything were to happen,” I said, finishing in a rush.

Ruth leaned back in her chair, appraising me, but in a friendly manner. Finally, she nodded, as if she’d made up her mind about me. “Well, Brad,” she began, “you’re right in assuming we wouldn’t normally contact someone who wasn’t a legal guardian, but given the circumstances, and taking into consideration my conversation with the sheriff, as well as your obvious concern, I don’t believe that will be an issue in this case. However, just to ease your mind, I really don’t believe you need to worry.”

“You don’t?”

She smiled. “Adam is a remarkable young man, isn’t he?”

I had to smile in return. “I’ve certainly found him to be just that,” I assured her.

“Anyone else in his situation…” she trailed off, then visibly shook herself. “Well, frankly, I’d rather not think about it. The fact is, you’re right to be concerned. A boy like Adam, with his hand-me-downs, and his… unusual behavior and interests, well, he would normally be a huge target. As we know, children can be cruel and ‘different’ is rarely good. However, Adam is such a genuinely nice boy, outgoing and friendly and not a mean bone in his body, that he counters much of that. Not that he doesn’t get bullied. I’ve caught bits of it here and there. There are always going to be children so caught up in their own misery that they feel they have no choice but to take it out on others. That’s where bullying comes from, of course. However, Adam has many friends here. He’s a favorite of teachers as well. Always attentive in class and always top marks. So I don’t think you need to concern yourself.”

“Well, that’s great to hear,” I told her, genuinely relieved.

“I do so appreciate your concern,” she told me. “It warms me to know Adam has someone looking out for his best interests.” She rose then and came around the desk. I stood to meet her. “You do have Adam’s best interests at heart, don’t you, Brad?”

“I believe I do,” I told her honestly.

She smiled and took my hand in both of hers. She squeezed it warmly. “I’m glad,” she said. “Now, if you’ll talk to Carol again at the desk, you can leave your contact information with her. If it becomes necessary we’ll be happy to contact you.”

“Thank you, Ruth,” I said, sincerely.

“Thank you, Brad,” she smiled.

After leaving my info with Carol, I made my way out of the school. The halls were quiet upon my exit. Just the the faint sound of muffled voices behind closed doors. I wondered again where Adam was right then, what he was learning, and perhaps if he was thinking of me, as I was thinking of him.


Reassured that Adam was likely okay, I found it easier to get a little work done that day. I finished off a couple of illustrations I’d been working on and got them off to a publisher I knew would use them. I took a break before lunch to swim a few laps in the pool. The pool house seemed empty without the sound of Adam’s laughter echoing off the walls.

After lunch, to kill some time, I took the Harley out for a ride. Late spring in West Virginia was just beautiful. Both sides of the road were thick with forest; oaks, walnuts, poplars. The roads themselves were perfect for riding a bike. Lots of hills and gentle curves. I should have been wearing a helmet, as it was required by law, but I’d rarely seen any police on these back roads and was enjoying the wind through my short hair.

I actually lost track of time there for a while. By the time I thought to check my watch I realized I was in real danger of not making it on time to pick up Adam. I broke a few traffic laws, but I was entering the outskirts of town with about two minutes to spare. I pulled over a moment to put on my helmet. Back roads were one thing, I was almost sure to get a ticket riding through town without it. However, I realized I wasn’t going to have time to make it home and grab the truck. I’d just have to get Adam on the bike.

Probably not the brightest idea I’d ever had. Not that there was anything wrong with the bike, but first, I only had the one helmet, so when I gave it to Adam, as of course I would, that left me at risk of a ticket. Secondly, a Harley is definitely not the ride for someone trying to keep a low profile, as I’d hoped to do. The sound of the powerful bike was already turning heads far down the road from the school. By the time I made it to the pickup area, I practically had an audience.

I pulled up to the side of the road in front of the school, putting feet to pavement. After a few moments where I failed to jump up and start shooting, or whatever it is the onlookers were expecting, they went back to the business of getting themselves home, either by bus or bike or vehicle. I scanned the crowd, looking for Adam. I finally spotted him, standing on the sidewalk, looking across the street where I’d dropped him the past two days. I was off to his left and he couldn’t see me, even after I waved to him.

Realizing I didn’t have much choice, I waited for a little break in the traffic. A minivan finished loading kids right in front of where Adam was standing, both boy and girl apparently saying goodbye to Adam. The moment it pulled off, before the next vehicle could take that spot, I revved the bike and rudely shot forward and cut him off. I got a short honk of frustration and I raised an arm in apology. Adam just stared at me, slightly startled, like I was some sort of apparition.

I lifted off the helmet and said, “Hey, little boy, want a ride? I’ve got some candy here somewhere.” I patted the pockets of my light leather jacket.

“Brad!” Adam exclaimed, and then he jumped forward and hugged me, careful not to burn his legs against the exhaust on the bike. He stepped back, eyes wide with excitement. “I didn’t know you had a motorcycle!”

“I have many secrets,” I said, having to speak up to be heard over the idling bike. “You ready to get out of here?”

“Yeah!”

I was so happy to see that smile, that look of excitement in the face of the boy I loved. I handed him my helmet. “Put this on,” I told him. He eagerly shoved it down onto his head. Twisting to the side, I was able to help him adjust the chinstrap. When it was secured, I hit him on the side of the head a couple of times and said, “All good?”

Adam nodded, and I helped him hop onto the bike behind me. He quickly situated himself and wrapped his arms around my waist. “Ready?” I practically shouted, to be heard over the bike and through the helmet. I heard a muffled shout behind me, which I took to be an affirmative. Checking the traffic carefully, I pulled out. I noticed quite a few people watching us, and many of the kids waved, returning Adam’s excited waving behind me. Then I got the break in traffic we needed and with a roar, we shot forward. I could hear Adam whooping behind me.

Minutes later we were nearing the pull off to the house, but I thought Adam was enjoying himself too much to stop just yet, so we raced right by it. Twenty minutes later, I spotted a little dirt road I knew from my previous explorations of the area. It led to a beautiful scenic overlook. Not one of those official ones with a sign. I think it might have once been a logging road, but it hadn’t been used in some time. I’d seen evidence on my previous visits of a fire with lots of beer cans strewn around at the end of the little road, but the cans were faded and several years old.

As I reached the end of the road, I shut off the bike and just stared, as I’d done on my two previous visits. We were about one hundred feet above the valley that spread out before us, all green trees with a sparkling ribbon of water weaving through it. Birds soared above the valley and sang in the trees around us after getting over the shock of the bike.

I felt Adam get off the bike behind me. He struggled for a moment with the chinstrap, and then he pulled off the helmet, his reddish hair a static halo around his head. For a moment, he stood staring out at the beautiful view spread out before us, and then he was against me, kissing me soundly.

He pulled back with a smacking of lips and grinned. “I missed you,” he said.

I took him a bit awkwardly into my arms, having to twist a bit on the bike. I kissed the top of his head. “I missed you, too, bunny.”

He looked up and smiled at me. It was a smile of love and contentment and joy. I felt the same and more and squeezed him and kissed him gently on the lips. “So beautiful,” I said softly.

I turned so I could sit sideways on the bike, pulled off my jacket, then pulled Adam between my legs, his back to my chest, my arms around him as we looked out over the valley. Adam lightly rubbed my arms where they wrapped around him, his fingers playing idly with the golden hairs there.

“It’s really pretty,” he said.

“You’re really pretty,” I said with a smile. He tilted his head back so he could look up at me and grinned. I asked him, “How was school?”

“It was good,” he said, once again enjoying the view. “Everybody was nice.”

“I didn’t realize you had so many friends,” I said.

Adam shrugged his little shoulders. “I don’t really. I mean, I like a lot of people, and I think they like me, but they aren’t really friends. Not like us.”

I chuckled. “Well, I hope you don’t have too many friends like us.”

Adam smacked my arm. “You know what I mean,” he said. “Like a friend I can talk to. Somebody you can tell secrets to. Somebody you love.”

I bent over and kissed his cheek. “You’re my only real friend, too,” I assured him.

“You wanna hear a secret?” he asked me then.

“If you want to tell me, I do.”

“Get closer so I can whisper it,” he said. Then, when I’d bent my head down even with his, he said, “I got a boner.” He giggled.

“That’s not a very big secret,” I teased.

He smacked my arm again. “Meany. Anyways, you know you like it.”

I turned him around. Glancing down, I could indeed see the thin little tube of his stiff penis in his skinny jeans. “Anybody behind us?” I asked, just to be sure.

“No,” Adam said, grinning with excitement.

I reached forward and ran a finger boldly up along that little bulge, making Adam squirm a bit. His jeans were tight, again purposefully purchased a size too small, but I was still able to take that little, throbbing shape between my fingers. My heart was pounding in my chest, not just from excitement, but fear. We were pretty isolated here, but there still existed the possibility that someone could surprise us. This was not a smart thing to be doing.

Smart or not, I reached up and quickly undid Adam’s belt. Leaving the blue cloth dangling, I unbuttoned, and then slowly unzipped his jeans. Pulling the flaps apart I could see his underwear. They were boxer-briefs, with yellow, blue, and black in a camouflage pattern. Even the camouflage couldn’t hide the eager little outline of Adam’s young cock. I placed my hand over that hidden hardness and Adam gasped and pushed forward, pressing himself into my hand.

“This is stupid, you know,” I had to say.

“Nobody is coming,” Adam assured me, voice already growing husky with lust.

“Not yet,” I said, teasing. “Gimme a minute.”

Adam’s face was wild with mischief and abandon. He leaned forward and kissed me hungrily, his tongue instantly invading my mouth as I jacked him through his underwear. I released his cock then, my hands sliding down over his firm ass, under his jeans, but over his shorts. I squeezed each cheek, causing Adam to moan into my mouth. Then, despite the risk, I was pushing those undershorts down, along with his jeans. He was left naked from waist to knees. While one hand continued to caress his ass, I reached my right around and took his throbbing little dick in my hand. It was still moist from being stuck in his pants.

I caressed that hot little spike of flesh as Adam’s hips began to work, thrusting himself into my fist. I loved the silky heat of his three-inch erection. I let my fingers tickle his swinging little nuts as he thrust away at me, his mouth still sucking hungrily at my own. He began to feed me those little moaning gasps of his, with which I was growing so familiar, and for which I was gaining a growing appetite. The fingers of my left hand found the sweaty cleft of his ass and worked their way inward. Adam shuddered as my fingers found his rubbery little sphincter and began to caress him there.

Adam broke the kiss then, his head going back, his eyes squeezed shut, his mouth working, while his small body shuddered and his cock jerked in my fist. “Ungh! Ungh!” he grunted as he came. His cock jerked a few more times as he had his dry cum, and then his head fell forward and he sucked in several shallow, rapid breaths.

Finally, he looked up at me, his face a mask of contentment. “Thanks, Brad,” he said and gave me a kiss. “I needed that a lot.”

“I’m not kidding when I say it was my pleasure,” I told him, giving his cock one last squeeze before reaching down to help him pull up his pants.

Adam zipped up and finished buckling his belt, and then he grinned at me. He reached out and put a hand over the lump I had in my own pants and squeezed. “Your turn,” he said.

“That’s okay, bunny,” I assured him. “I’m fine. Besides, we shouldn’t push our luck out here.”

Adam was already shaking his head. “Sorry,” he teased. “Wish I could stop,” he was already attacking my belt. “My hands just can’t stop,” he said, unbuttoning and then working down my zipper. “Maybe I’m possessed or something,” he said, reaching his hand inside my pants and squeezing me through my briefs. I gasped and sat up straighter, unconsciously giving him better access.

With a glance over my shoulder, Adam was then bending over me. With one hand, he pulled down on the front of my briefs, and then his lips were wrapped around me. “Oh God, Adam,” I gasped, feeling the heat of his mouth surround me.

“Mmmm,” was the only thing Adam could say in return, the head of my cock in his mouth. I felt his tiny tongue flicking at me, swirling, poking. Then he was moving lower, taking more of my cock into that incredible heat. He paused for only a moment as he fought against a gag, and then he was going even further, until only an inch of my cock remained outside his mouth. That was apparently all he was prepared to take, and he slowly rose up until only the head remained. I reached out and carefully adjusted the mirror on the bike so I could see behind us, although it was difficult because my eyes were continually drawn back to the sight of this gorgeous little boy swallowing my cock.

Adam knelt then, my dick still in his mouth. He looked up at me, eyes sparkling with mischief. He released me then, and he took me in his hand, my cock glistening with wetness. “You like that,” Adam said with a grin. He ran a thumb expertly over my frenulum, making me squirm. I got the feeling I’d created a monster, but what a monster!

“I love that,” I assured him.

Adam grinned happily, then, eyes still locked on mine, leaned forward and flicked his tongue repeatedly against the place his thumb had just rubbed. Then, tilting his head a bit to the side, he pressed his lips widely against my shaft and began to move his head side to side, sucking at the flesh moving back and forth against his lips.

“Oh shit,” I exclaimed, unable to help myself. Adam’s eyes twinkled and a grin tugged at the corners of his mouth. “How did you get so good at this so fast?” I gasped.

“I’m a fast learner,” he said with a grin. Then he grinned even wider and said, “Plus, I have internet now.”

Of course, I thought. I get the kid a laptop and the first thing he does is find porn. What else had I expected? Still, it’d be stupid to complain at this point, especially if this was the result. I gasped again as Adam took me back into his mouth. His head began to bob up and down quickly, his fist rapidly jacking the base of my cock. My balls, still trapped inside my pants, began to swell. I caressed the side of Adam’s face as my other hand worked to keep me upright on the bike. The last thing I needed was to fall over the damned thing or have it fall out from under me.

Watching Adam’s soft pink lips wrapped around my cock, rising up and down, his eyes dancing with excitement, this was a sight which I wanted to sear forever into my memory. Could anything be sexier than this? The sight alone was nearly enough to make me come. Factor in the wet heat of his mouth, his firm grip on the base of my cock, and the greedy little noises he made as he worked my cock, and I was doomed.

“Almost there,” I managed to gasp, my eyes locked on Adam’s. I began to thrust myself upward, hips working as I drove my cock into this sweet little boy’s mouth. He took me without complaint, his eyes boring sexily into mine, willing me to fill his mouth.

“Coming!” I growled, and then I was shuddering, my hips jerking as my balls exploded and my cock bucked in Adam’s mouth, suddenly spewing thick globs of cum into his greedy mouth. He coughed once, my seed squirting out of the corners of his mouth, and then he was swallowing rapidly, taking each hot spurt.

Adam continued to suck lightly at me, milking me for the last of my cum. Then he let my half-hard cock slide, glistening, from his mouth. His tongue gave one last swirl around the head of my cock, his lips one last, quick suck, and then he was staring up at me, hand still wrapped around the root of me while my cock slowly wilted in his fist. The sight of him there, his tongue snaking out for the dribbles of cum at each side of his mouth, suddenly had my cock filling with blood again. Adam saw this and grinned evilly and moved to take me into his mouth again.

I pushed him away playfully. “No way, Jose,” I laughed. “You trying to kill me?”

“Only after you put me in your will,” he joked.

I made a mental note to put him in my will. I made another mental note to not tell him I’d put him in my will, not if I didn’t want to die by blowjob. I carefully stuffed my wet cock away and then zipped and buckled up my clothes. Adam rose to his feet and I pulled him in for a quick kiss.

“You ready to go home, bunny?” I asked, hands lazily squeezing his ass.

“Yes, Braddy,” he said with a grin.

“Braddy?” I asked, amused.

Adam nodded and smiled. “Braddy.”

I playfully rolled my eyes and said in a disgusted voice, “Braddy.” Adam punched me, but I’d asked for it.

Getting the helmet back on Adam, I started up the bike and got us moving towards home.

End of part six

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You and I Both – Part five

You and I Both
By
Rwxxx13

You and I Both – Part five

The next morning dawned as lovely as the one before it. Adam was a snugly bit of warmth at my side, really half draped over me to be honest. He was apparently a bed hog, but I was okay with that. I took a moment to just lie there, feeling him against me, the smell of him on me, the sound of his soft breathing. Then, the fullness of my bladder providing a bit of urgency, I moved very slowly out from under him. Finally, I was able to slip off the side of the bed without disturbing him. His soft breathing followed me to the bathroom.

As I returned to the bedroom, I found myself standing at the end of my bed, staring down with a mixture of lust and affection at my young lover. I knew then I had to capture his image. I thought about just grabbing a camera, but that seemed a bit gauche. Not to mention incriminating. After all, he was an eleven-year-old boy with a throbbing morning erection. No jury member was going to see that photo and be thinking innocent thoughts. Besides, I couldn’t express myself with a photo. Not that photography isn’t an art form, it is, it just isn’t my art form.

It only took a couple of minutes to quietly carry up my easel and a canvas. I considered watercolors again, as something about the scene seemed to call for it, but I wanted a medium with which I was more familiar and prepared my oils. However, as I pondered how to begin, the same problem presented itself. Adam was still the very picture of rampant pubescent sexuality. Oils, watercolor, sculpture, it didn’t matter – it wouldn’t change the truth of what he was to anyone who saw him.

Standing there staring at him my eyes were continually drawn to that adorable little gap between his front teeth and his cinnamon-colored hair. That’s when it coalesced. I’d had several pets when I was a kid; dogs, a couple cats, even turtles at one point. However, my most memorable pet had been a little bunny my parents got me for Easter the year I was eight. He had fur very similar in color to Adam’s hair. I’d named him Cinnamon.

I grabbed up my brush and paints as the painting bloomed fully complete in my mind. The sheets and pillows became grass and clover. Adam’s deliciously smooth, lightly tanned skin took on a more reddish hue. The clumps of his hair afflicted with bed-head became long bunny ears. Still, I didn’t lose the essence of Adam. They were his beautiful features in the delicate face, disguised only with whiskers and a pinkening of his perfect little nose. I decided his fur would be cinnamon and white, so his pectorals became white, with a swirl of pink for each tiny nipple while his stomach became a smooth expanse of reddish fur. The mottled fur spread down his delicate limbs, where his feet and hands became slightly elongated paws. One arm, his right, was laid across his middle, the paw artfully disguising anything that might get me into trouble as too recognizably ‘boy’. However, not satisfied, I smiled as the solution came to me and clutched in that little paw rose a sturdy little carrot.

One moment I glanced to my left around the canvas to memorize a detail, and the next I looked back Adam was gone.

“Whatcha doin?” Adam asked from my right.

I jumped and nearly dropped my brush. Adam giggled. “Holy crap, Adam! You trying to give the old guy a heart attack?”

“You made me a bunny!” Adam exclaimed, close enough now to see the painting. He laughed. “I got a carrot for a wiener!”

I grinned. “You noticed that, huh?” On second glance, there really were some similarities between the shapes of Adam’s little cock and that carrot. Hmm… did carrots have veins?

I stepped back a half step, wanting to give Adam more room and to watch him taking in the painting. It could have been a painting in itself, the little boy, naked, hand idly tugging at his erection while gazing with interest at the painting.

“Why did you make me into a bunny?” he finally asked.

I shrugged. “You just looked so sweet lying there in bed. I starting thinking of a bunny I had when I was a bit younger than you. His fur was almost the same color as your hair. His name was Cinnamon.”

“So I make you think about bunnies?”

“Well, you’re both adorable,” I smiled.

Adam giggled, then suddenly clenched up over his middle and bounced on his heels a couple of times. “I gotta pee so bad!” he said, then he was racing for the bathroom.

I stepped back in front of my easel, adding just a couple of small details. I was probably only at it a couple of minutes before I was satisfied, but I turned to find Adam again at my side. I hadn’t heard him approach.

“See?” I said. “You’re quiet like a bunny, too.”

“Can I play with your carrot?” he asked with a grin, reaching out to take my soft penis in his hand. A few soft caresses and it wasn’t nearly as soft. He giggled and said, “My, what a big carrot you have, Grandma.”

“Grandma!?!” I cried in mock outrage. Adam shrilled laughter as I grabbed him up and threw him over my shoulder. I held the back of his thighs with my left hand while my right gave him a few playful slaps on his shapely little butt before tossing him through the air onto the bed. He squealed as he flew and landed, bouncing, in a gale of laughter.

I didn’t always run on weekends, and seeing Adam laugh and roll over onto his back to stare at me I thought I was about to get my fair share of exercise anyway. As I knelt onto the end of the bed Adam’s eyes locked on my rampant erection. His green eyes were alight with excitement. I bent over to crawl to him, but as my hands came down on either side of his hips, he bit that lip and used both hands to cover his stiff little nail.

I sat back on my heels. “What?” I asked, amused.

“You don’t get to see him,” Adam said coquettishly.

“I don’t?” I said, playing along.

He shook his head, eyes shining.

“What if I say ‘pretty please’?” I asked.

Adam stifled a laugh and shook his head again.

“Hmm, and what if I say ‘pwetty pwease’?” I asked again.

Adam giggled and shook his head.

“Okay, Mr. Smartypants, what do I have to do then?”

“You have to say ‘pwetty pwease wif sugar on top’,” he instructed in the cutest baby voice ever.

“I have to say ‘wif’?” I asked, disbelieving.

Adam giggled louder and nodded his head eagerly.

I gave a huge, put on sigh of exasperation. “Fine,” I muttered with disgust. “Can I please, please see your cutesy wutesy widdle wiener? Pwetty pwetty pwease WIF sugar on top?”

“And dance!” Adam cried, laughing.

“Okay,” I said in a stern tone, “there is no way I’m dancing.”

Adam’s heels suddenly dug into my back, lifting him, lifting me, while he shuddered and gasped. I felt his adorable little cock twitching hard in my mouth as he climaxed. I held him tight, suctioning on his dick while it spasmed. Finally, he sighed and his little body relaxed. He let go of my head and his upper body flopped backward on the bed. I carefully unwrapped myself from around him and then lay down beside him. I rubbed my hand soothingly over his smooth chest, then kissed him on his downy cheek.

“How was that, bunny?” I asked.

Adam turned and smiled at me beatifically, eyes shining with love. “You called me bunny,” he said.

“I did, didn’t I? Is that okay?”

Biting his lower lip, he gave me a nod. “I kinda like it.”

“I kinda like you,” I told him.

“Just kinda?” he asked, rolling to his side to face me. He looked down between us at my cock, which despite being on my side, was straining forward perfectly on the horizontal. “Looks like you like me bunches.”

“I do like you bunches,” I agreed, leaning forward for a chaste kiss, amazed anew at the softness of his lips.

Adam’s hand reached out and gently wrapped around my five-inch shaft. He began a gentle stroking motion. “Do you like that?” he asked, seeing my eyes shut for a moment while I enjoyed the feeling of his small, warm hand on the root of me.

I licked my lips, looked him in the eye and said, “I like it bunches.”

Adam looked down at his stroking hand, watching I’m sure as the first bubbles of pre-cum began to ooze from my cock. He was quiet for a couple of minutes and I just enjoyed the sensations, as well as the incredible visual of this gorgeous eleven-year-old jacking my cock.

Finally, he shyly asked, “Brad?”

“Yes, Bunnyboy?”

Adam smiled, then grew shy again, his eyes not meeting mine. “Do you want to…” he faltered. Taking another breath, he started again and said, “Do you want to… f-fuck me?”

“F-fuck you?” I teased.

“Stop,” he said, and there was no humor in his voice, just embarrassment and the beginnings of hurt.

“I’m sorry, Adam. I was just joking.” I reached forward and cupped his cheek, raising his eyes to meet mine. “That was stupid of me. You were trying to be serious. I’m sorry.”

His eyes skittered away. His hand had stopped, but he still held me. He shrugged. “It’s okay,” he mumbled.

“Well, it’s not,” I told him. “It’s never okay to make fun of somebody. But to answer your question, as much as I might want to, I don’t think you’re ready for that yet.”

“I’m old enough,” he protested, a bit more fire in his voice now.

“It’s not about how old you are,” I told him. “Well, partly it is I guess.”

“Because I’m little?” he asked.

“Yeah, bunny, because you’re little. I mean, I’m not the biggest guy down there, but I might be too big for you. At least for now.”

“But I wanna do something nice for you, like you just did for me,” he said.

“Adam, you’re doing something nice for me right now,” I told him, a pointed glance indicating his hand on my cock.

“That’s just normal stuff,” he protested. “Not special.”

“Trust me,” I said, “from you it’s special.”

Adam shook his head. “I wanna do something really special. Should I suck it again?”

“You can do anything you want to me, honey. I’ll love anything.” Adam sighed in frustration and I realized I was being too passive. “I’ll tell you what,” I said, thinking quickly. “You want to do something really special for me?”
Adam shrugged as if to say, okay, if you don’t want all this…

I gave him a considering stare. “Hmm,” I said. “I’m wondering what would happen if, instead of dancing, I were to… oh, I don’t know… tickle you?”

Adam’s eyes and mouth both grew wide with excitement, he began shaking his head while trying to squirm away from me.

I nodded. “Oh yeah, I think it’s time for… a tickle attack!”

“No!” Adam laughed.

“Yes!” I cried, and then I was on him.

Adam squealed with laughter as I attacked his vulnerable sides. He squirmed like a worm on a hot sidewalk. Okay, I don’t think I’ve even really seen anything other than dried up worms on hot sidewalks, but I’m trying to set a scene here. Write your own damned story.

All I could think as Adam writhed and wriggled all around the bed attempting to escape me was that it was a good thing I didn’t have satin sheets. He’d have squirted out of bed like a watermelon seed at a Fourth of July picnic. He screamed laughter as I attacked him, tickling his sides, his hairless armpits, behind his knees, even below his little balls. Finally, I captured him underneath me and, gripping his hips firmly, I leaned down and began to perform raspberries on his stomach. Adam giggled crazily and held my head against him, his body curling around my head, his long legs wrapping around my middle and his ankles locking between my shoulder blades. All the time the softness of his skin and the scent of him like an aura around him shouted to me of the joy of a boy.

Adam shook with laughter underneath me, his body wrapped around me. Tilting my head a bit downwards, I was surprised to see that his slender little dick was still fully erect. I guess he liked raspberries. Having to work to move given his grip on my head and upper body, I managed to slide my head just low enough to work my lips around the little acorn-sized glans. Adam’s laugh cut off with a gasp. A little thrust of his hips and he was buried to the hilt, his hairless crotch pressed hard to my lips.

I was still on my knees, my body arched sharply, my head perfectly upside down as he twisted himself up, latched to Adam’s crotch. Adam bent himself awkwardly, lifting his ass well off the bed, his legs wrapped around my neck, his arms and upper body clutching my head, feet suddenly locked at the ankle and against my back. He could very nearly touch his mouth to his own knees. Despite the slightly uncomfortable position, Adam was taking advantage of the situation to piston his small dick rapidly in and out of my mouth. If I thought he’d reminded me of a bunny before, now I was convinced.

Amazing that he could go from frolicsome to licentious so quickly. Adam was whimpering hungrily as he furiously fucked my mouth, his whole body trembling.

“Uhhhnnnggg, Brad,” he groaned. Then he began uttering a little series of childishly high-pitched grunts with each rapid-fire thrust. It was such a strange mixture of sexy and adorable that my dick didn’t know how to react.

Adam perked up, his hand squeezing my cock. “Yeah!”

“C’mere,” I said, rolling onto my back. Then I indicated he should get onto his knees over me. I had him sit on my thighs, so close to my crotch that our balls were practically touching. “Now you can jack me,” I told him.

“But it’s just jacking off again,” he protested.

“Yeah,” I said, “but from this angle I get to watch you, looking so sexy on top of me, and I can see your hard little cock. And…” I said, leaning over and stretching out my left arm to open the drawer on my bedside table, “you can use this.” I presented him with a green tube with a silver cap.

“What is it?” he asked, turning the tube in his hand.

“Well, open it, silly, and see,” I suggested. He took off the cap, sniffed, then squirted some in his hand. Yes is a great lube by the way. Highly recommended. “Put it on here,” I said, holding up my cock for him. He wrapped his hand around me and slid it up and down a couple of times.

“It’s really slippery!” he said, excited.

“Go ahead,” I chuckled. “I know you wanna try it on yourself.”

Adam grinned and did just that, eyes shining as he felt his fist sliding over his little cock. Then he began jacking us both together. That gave me an idea.

“Lean forward,” I told him. “Put your dick against mine and do them together.”

Adam giggled as he did so. With Adam being just a bit over three inches, and me being just a bit over five, there really wasn’t a huge difference between us lengthwise, but when you put the two together like that it seemed a huge disparity. Adam tucked his smaller member against me so that his little helmet was situated just underneath mine. That left his hairless little sac resting right on top of my much hairier one. Enclosing us in between both hands, which he carefully arranged for maximum coverage after a couple of configurations, he began to slowly jack the two of us together.

Adam’s eyes flicked to mine, seeking approval. “Neat, huh?” I asked. Adam nodded eagerly.

Adam’s small, slippery hands moving up and down our joined shafts felt nice, but it was more a visual thrill for me than anything. Until, that is, that Adam began to thrust a little bit while his hands moved up and down. Now his stiff little cock was rubbing directly against mine, his hot spongy cockhead directly stimulating that little bundle of nerves called the frenulum.

“That’s good, Adam,” I said encouragingly. I reached up to gently stroke his thighs.

“Are you gonna squirt again?” he asked eagerly.

I nodded. “Soon, if you keep that up,” I said, panting a little. With that, Adam went from two hands wrapped around the both of us, to both hands wrapped just around me, one on top of the other, forming a long tunnel for my cock. The direct contact of his hand was more intense and I gasped and couldn’t help but thrust up against him. Adam moved his hands faster, a determined look on his angelic face.

“Adam!” I gasped, knowing I was close. “Yeah, baby… ungh…. just like that!”

With a final gasp I was coming. Under hooded eyes, I could see Adam’s eyes glowing and the wicked grin as he avidly watched my cock pump out thick streams of cum. Well, at least a couple. This isn’t a porno after all. The rest spurted more like one of those water fountains that cause you to lean over really far to get refreshment. Still, there was an impressive amount of slimy liquid coating the back of Adam’s hand when I finally spurted my last. Adam continued to milk my cock, staring at the pisshole, waiting for more.

“Think that’s it, kiddo,” I said gently.

Adam looked up and grinned. “That was a lot, huh?”

“You just bring it out of me,” I quipped.

Adam giggled and bit his lip thoughtfully, his eyes returning to my cock. Or at least I thought he’d been staring at my cock. He proved me wrong a moment later when he swiped his cum-covered hand over his own cock, spreading it around messily. Then he raised up on his knees and started jacking off, using my own cum as a lubricant. It was the most erotic thing I’d ever seen. By the time Adam gasped and came maybe ninety seconds later, my cock was as stiff as if I’d never come. Adam’s slim hips were still pumping, his messy hand still wrapped around his cock, his eyes closed, that lower lip getting a real workout. He finally opened his eyes and met mine. A knowingly wicked grin slowly grew on his face.

“You are a nasty little boy,” I told him.

Adam grinned even wider. “Yeah,” he said sexily, “but you like it.”

I grabbed him and pulled him down on top of me, kissing him briefly, but passionately. “I love it,” I assured him.


Getting Adam cleaned up afterward was not exactly what you’d call a chore, but it was no walk in the park either. Not unless that park was full of horny, prancing boys who couldn’t keep their hands to themselves. Adam insisted we use the big whirlpool tub instead of showering, and I obliged because… well, because he asked of course.

The tub was another of those little wonders I hadn’t yet gotten around to using. I’d of course had my fair share of luxuries in my New York apartment, but with this house I’d made sure to get the best of everything money could buy, and even I was surprised by just what that meant. Adam was in heaven and it took a fair bit of convincing and a placating handjob to get him out of the tub.

Breakfast was bacon and eggs. Not the healthiest meal I suppose, but it felt like a bacon and eggs morning. Besides, I’d been spending a lot of protein reserves. Afterward I sent Adam to ‘his’ room to dress while I ran upstairs to do the same. I just dressed in a simple pair of khaki slacks with a black Polo shirt and comfortable loafers. Adam met me downstairs dressed in over-sized shorts with yet another over-sized shirt. Having seen what he had to choose from I wasn’t surprised, and that was the reason I was asking him to dress in the first place. It was time to do some shopping.

However, just as we were about to leave, Adam came to me, looking embarrassed. “What is it, honey?” I asked.

Adam blushed a bit. “I don’t want people seein’ this,” he said, indicating his black eye.

“Ah,” I said, understanding. I suppose I could see being a bit embarrassed about that. Frankly, thinking about it, it would likely make my afternoon a bit easier. Adam was already dressed like an orphan. People might already have the thought that I kept the poor kid locked in my basement. Add in a shiner and I suddenly became the abusive father.

“Well,” I told him, “I suppose we could get some makeup and cover it. How would that be?”

“Okay,” Adam said, smiling gratefully. “I can put on makeup I think. I tried my mom’s before.”

“Well, what kind of makeup do we need to cover up a black eye? Sorry, but the Avon lady hasn’t paid me a visit yet.”

Adam giggled, then shrugged. “I don’t know. Eye makeup?”

“Hmm. Let’s go to the expert.”

“Who’s the expert?” he asked.

“The internet, of course.” So saying, we went over to my computer and within a couple of minutes we had detailed instructions on how to best cover a black eye and which makeups to use.

So, we piled into the truck, and while Adam waited in the truck, I ran into the drug store and grabbed what we needed. I actually waited until we got out of town to stop. Why plant the seed? Afterward I found a sunny little spot to pull over and we went about transforming Adam into a blemish-free little boy. We started with some yellow tinted makeup, as that was the current color of his eye, and then covered that with something called concealer, which I suppose concealed things.

Afterward, I had Adam check himself in the big side mirror on the truck. “What do you think?”

“It looks great! Thanks, Brad!” he said, giving me a big hug. Satisfied, we got back onto the road.

The town of Pikeville in Kentucky was the closest decent-sized town where we could do some shopping. Although only maybe twelve miles away as the crow flies, the nature of the roads in this area meant it was nearly an hour of driving before we arrived. Adam hadn’t been happy at first when I’d told him we where we were going. He was used to taking the charity of others, but, although properly grateful, he didn’t like it. As his ‘special friend’, he didn’t want to take advantage of my generosity. However, after I explained that I honestly had more money than I knew what to do with, and that things meant nothing, he warmed to the idea.

I’d have loved to take him shopping in New York, to watch his eyes as he took in the lights and the people. He’d look fantastic in a little tailored suit. In fact, as I had the thought I vowed to somehow do that soon. Which thought made me realize that I had better figure out just exactly what it was I was doing with Adam. From a legal standpoint, that is, as I’d already thoroughly explored the illegal aspects. Those were thoughts for another time however.

The GPS in the truck was able to lead us to a shopping mall. By this time, Adam was excited about the idea of shopping and he took my hand, practically dancing on the end of my arm as he tried to hurry us to the mall.

I had to laugh. “Calm down, Adam. We’ve got all day.”

“I never shopped in a mall before,” he admitted, falling in to walk beside me, hand still clutching mine. If anyone thought it was strange, they didn’t make a big deal about it. I assume most people believed we were father and son.

The mall was decent sized. Two stories, all lined with shops. Either end held large department stores.

“Where to first?” I asked.

Adam looked around with glowing eyes. “There!” he finally pointed. ‘There’ turned out to be Aéropostale. I’d seen the name on shirts, but never realized it was its own chain of stores. I knew it was popular with kids though, so I allowed myself to be half-dragged across the mall. I got a few knowing and sympathetic looks from a couple of mothers we passed. I just shrugged and smiled.

“Can I really get anything I want?” Adam asked at the entrance to the store.

“Anything you want,” I assured him, and he was off like a shot. I just stood looking around. Being Sunday, the place was fairly crowded. Mostly teens in the fourteen to seventeen area. In fact, I grew a bit worried as I looked around at the glossy photos of beautiful teens casually modeling their hip Aéropostale clothes. The models in the pictures all seemed quite a bit older than Adam. I found a storage shelf holding lots of different sized boys jeans. After a bit of rifling I finally found the smallest waist size in the bunch. They were twenty-eights.

I was able to flag down a young girl who seemed to work there. “Hey!” she said, coming up to me. “Can I help you?”

“I’m here with my son,” I explained, pointing over to where Adam was looking through shirts. I felt I needed to explain the quality of his clothes. “I only get him during the summer, and he’s in need of some new clothes, as you can see. Anyway, I know he wants to shop in here, but I’m worried he’s a bit small. Is this the smallest size jean you have?” I held up the ones I’d found.

“He is sorta little, but we get lots of smaller kids in here. Mostly for shirts. The pants will probably be a bit big on him, but he’s… you know, right at that age where he’ll probably grow into ’em pretty fast.”

Well, that was a valid point.

“What is your son’s waist size?” she asked.

“Uh… I’ve no idea,” I told her honestly.

She gave me a sympathetic smile, whether because I was a generally helpless father or a helpless father who rarely saw his kid, I wasn’t sure, but it didn’t matter. “We can fix that easily,” she said. “What’s his name?”

“Adam.”

She walked up to Adam and touched him on the shoulder. “Hey, Adam,” she said with a smile. “Your dad wanted me to get a couple of quick measurements, see what we can fit you into today.”

Adam looked to me for approval and I nodded. He smiled and said, “Okeydoke!”

The salesgirl grinned. “Aren’t you a cutie?” she said.

Cheeky Adam replied, “Yup!”

The girl laughed. She reached down and took his hand and said, “Come over here with me a sec.”

She led him to the sales desk and reached in behind, emerging with a tape measure in her hand. She knelt down in front of Adam and said, “Can you lift your shirt up a bit for me, Tiger?”

Adam lifted his shirt, probably higher than necessary, but I certainly appreciated the flash of his tiny nipples here in the family atmosphere of the mall. I felt a little twinge below the belt. Adam’s over-sized shorts were a bunched up mess in the front, held high on his skinny hips with a black belt. The girl took hold of either side of his shorts and with a series of alternating jerks got them down low enough to expose his waist, which she quickly measured.

“Twenty-five inch waist,” she informed us. “Our smallest jeans are twenty-seven inches which are going to be a bit big on you, Tiger.” Then she leaned in and said conspiratorially, “You should try Gap Kids. We have some cool shirts that will only be a little bit big on you though.”

“Thanks,” I said.

Adam shyly brought me two t-shirts he liked. I was happy to pay and leave, but Adam insisted I buy a couple of things for myself. Seemed my look needed updating. I allowed Adam to pick out the things he liked best for me and I ended up leaving with two pairs of jeans and five shirts.

On our way out of the store he looked up at me and said, “I like how she called me Tiger.”

“Pretty cool girl, huh?”

“Yeah, but I like bunny better,” he assured me, and put a slender arm around my waist for a hug.

I checked the directory and we made our way to Gap Kids. Or rather the Gap with a kid’s section. I released Adam to wreak destruction on my bank account. I became the official shopping cart, as Adam came to me again and again to give me clothes to hold for him. At one point, I’d seen him holding up two different t-shirts and I asked him what he was doing. Couldn’t decide between them, he told me. I told him to get both and anything else he liked.

Adam seemed to go for the more brightly colored clothing, which wasn’t a complete surprise. He had numerous pairs of pants in orange and blue and green. I didn’t even realize they made pants in such colors to be honest. Looking out for my own interests, I suggested he get a couple of pairs of the skinny jeans that seemed popular with kids now, already imagining how he’d look in them.

Finally, he reached the point where he had everything in the store that interested him, or he was feeling guilty about the amount of stuff he’d chosen. I couldn’t have told you which.

“That it?” I asked.

Adam nodded. “I can really get all this stuff?”

“Of course you can,” I said, pretending to stagger under the weight as I walked over to the end of the sales counter and plopped it all down, causing Adam to giggle. “You mind if I put this here a moment?” I politely asked the fashionable young guy behind the counter.

“No problem, sir.”

I began separating the clothes into two piles, shirts and pants. I figured most of the shirts would easily fit Adam as he knew his sizes and shirts had a lot of leeway in sizing. However, I felt the pants were a different matter. Some of the pants were obviously the same style in different colors. I took an example of each and ended up with four pairs of pants I handed to Adam.

“You should go try these on,” I suggested, indicating the changing rooms. “Make sure they fit.”

“Okay,” Adam said happily.

As soon as he disappeared into one of the small changing rooms, I hurried over to the sleepwear section. I’d seen a couple of things I wanted to get Adam myself. I made my selections and hurried back to the register, instructing the young guy to ring them up and put them in my Aéropostale bag. Then I gave him my debit card.

What? I hear you asking. You? A millionaire, with a debit card? Yeah, well, credit is evil. Trust me on that one.

The clerk had just finished ringing up my purchase when I heard Adam’s voice. “Dad!” he hissed. It took me a couple of whispered cries before I realized I was dad. Smart kid. I turned to see Adam’s head sticking out of one of the stalls. He looked relieved I’d finally seen him and said, “I need help!”

Awww, my boy needed help. Passing a couple more mothers, I got that smile which said, ah the things we do for our kids. It felt nice to be part of their little fraternity. I walked up to the door and, not sure exactly what the protocol was, I knocked.

“Geez, come in,” Adam called.

With a last goofy look at the mothers, I stepped inside and pulled the door closed behind me. There wasn’t a whole lot of room. Adam was wearing only a pair of briefs and his back was to me. “What did you need help with?” I asked.

Adam turned and said, “This.” His little erect cock was sticking out of his Y-front. Adam saw my look and giggled.

“Adam, put that away!” I said, as quietly as I could, afraid of being overheard by the mothers.

Adam shook his head, impish grin on his face. “You gotta kiss it first,” Adam said, leaning close and nearly whispering in my ear.

“Adam,” I said warningly.

Still grinning, Adam hopped up onto a bench and turned to face me. Now his small erection was much closer. Praying there weren’t any cameras in there, I sighed and bent over a bit and planted a soft kiss on the tip of Adam’s penis. He giggled, put it away, and then wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.

He allowed me to swing him down off the bench while we kissed and then he released me. “Okay,” I said, “now put on some pants so these ladies out here don’t get suspicious, okay?”

Adam smiled and then proceeded to squeeze into a pair of the skinny jeans I’d suggested. His eyes grew wide with appreciation as he modeled in the mirror. “I look good!” he said in surprise.

“You look really good,” I agreed, my eyes taking in the way his perfectly rounded little ass was hugged by the jeans.

“Can I wear them home?” he asked. “Please?”

“I don’t see why not,” I told him. “Do you want to wear that shirt or one of your new ones?”

“Get me the white Gap shirt!” he said, excited.

“Alright, you gonna be okay in here?” I asked. “Make sure you try on all of them.”

Adam nodded and began stripping out of his skinny jeans. I opened the door, noticing one of the mothers slyly peek into the changing room. I wondered if she was looking for evidence of something inappropriate, or if she had a thing for half naked little boys. I was actually betting on the latter; Adam was a delicious looking little guy.

I went to the counter, instructed the young guy to start ringing up my pile and grabbed the shirt Adam had requested. It was actually a white sleeveless shirt with Gap written across the front in blue. I imagined how his smooth shoulders and hairless armpits would look in that shirt and again felt a little stirring downstairs.

“Coming in,” I called as I arrived back at the changing room, and then entered, purposefully holding the door for a few lingering moments, but although shirtless, Adam was already back in his skinny jeans and shoes, awaiting my return. He eagerly took the shirt from my hands and slid it over his head. It seemed a little small honestly. I checked the tag and saw it was a medium. I was pretty sure Adam should be wearing a boys large. Still, it looked as fantastic on him as I thought it would, and the combination with the jeans was amazing. Adam, though, after a quick turning inspection in the mirror, wasn’t satisfied. He pulled the shirt off and handed it to me.

“What?” I asked, surprised. “Don’t you like it?”

“It’s too big,” Adam said. “Can I get a smaller one?”

“It wasn’t that big, Adam,” I told him.

Then he leaned close and lowered his voice and said, “You can’t see my butt in it,” he informed me. “Or… you know.”

Understanding, I gave the boy a snappy salute, earning myself a smile. I exited and pulled the door closed and again noticed Mrs. Housewife checking out my boy. She realized I’d seen, and she quickly averted her eyes and called out, “Aubrey, are you almost done in there?”

I vaguely heard a girl’s voice responding as I headed back to the kid’s section and started looking for the sleeveless Gap shirts. Mr. Hipster behind the counter came to my rescue.

“He says it’s too big,” I told him, when he inquired if I needed help.

“This is a medium,” he said, examining the tag as he led me to the correct area. He rifled a moment. “Here’s a small,” he said, handing me a near identical shirt. “The medium really should fit fine,” he said. “Your boy’s what? Ten? Eleven? He could wear large. The small is for like eight-year-olds.”

I shrugged. “I think he’s trying to be sexy,” I said, letting him in on an embarrassing little secret.

He nodded his understanding. “Gotcha.”

I returned to Adam. This time the shirt hugged him, looking quite small but wonderful, showing off his burgeoning musculature. Best of all, the hem rode right at the low rise waistline of the skinny jeans, giving tantalizing glimpses of silky flesh as he moved. His little ass was being hugged as if the jeans were a sybaritic lifeform and wanted to become one with Adam. Even his little penis was forming an adorably recognizable bump in the front. A bump that was quickly becoming a tube-shaped lump as Adam modeled in front of the mirror.

“You look amazing, bunnyboy,” I whispered in his ear.

Adam gave me a fierce hug. “Thank you so much. I love you, Brad,” he whispered into my ear.

“I love you, too,” I assured him. Then, straightening, I gave him a pointed glance down below and said, “Are you going to go out there like that? It’s a sure bet nobody is going to be mistaking you for a girl.”

Adam giggled and teased quietly, “I am unless you wanna make it go away.”

“Okay, boner brigade it is,” I said, adjusting myself in my own jeans and happy my pants weren’t as tight as Adam’s.

On the way out of the changing room, because I’m twisted and cruel, I stopped Adam just a couple of feet from Mrs. Snoopy. “Did you get everything?” I asked. I could see her eyes sliding over him and saw also the widening of those eyes as she saw the delicious little lump lying at an angle across his crotch. Her eyes snapped guiltily up to mine and seeing herself caught she flushed. I grinned and led Adam to the counter.

We were about to check out when I realized I’d forgotten something. “C’mere, Adam,” I said. “We forgot something.”

“What?” Adam asked.

I pointed. “Should you get some underwear?”

Adam’s eyes lit up. “Oh, yeah!” So we spent a few minutes loading up on underwear and socks for my special boy. I tried not to influence his decisions, so I said little, but I was happy to see he stuck with briefs and cute little boxer-briefs. I despise boxers on boys. Or anyone for that matter. For good measure, I grabbed him two pairs of swim trunks. He protested, quietly, that he wouldn’t need them, but I reminded him of the need for camouflage.

After the Gap, we headed to the food court where Adam and I enjoyed lunch together. When I say enjoyed, I don’t mean the food, which was barely mediocre, but Adam’s company was always a pleasure and watching other people’s reactions to him was a joy in itself. He really was a stunningly beautiful little boy with his perfect features and coppery cloud of hair. His body in those skinny jeans and tiny little muscle shirt was also a treat to watch. One guy, mid fifties, was so entranced by Adam as he passed by that he ran into two teens because he wasn’t paying any attention to where he was walking. I laughed, which made Adam ask what was so funny. I just waved it off, thinking he might be a bit embarrassed to know he was the object of such attention.

The first step after lunch, well, after a quick visit to the men’s room where it was a temptation to avoid the stiff little treat Adam waved at me from the adjacent urinal after he’d finished peeing, was Foot Locker. Five pairs of shoes later, we left there in search of more. I suggested a quick stop at the truck to drop off our loot. It had started raining a little and Adam carefully skipped over small puddles, trying to avoid getting his new shoes wet. They were white and blue Nike’s, which went very well with his shirt and jeans. I was sort of hoping he’d wear the pink and gray pair he got, as I was just tickled by the thought of him wearing pink shoes, but I had to admit they clashed with his outfit, as he pointed out, as if I’d suggested that he rub excrement in his hair. Mr. Hand-me-downs had become haute couture in the space of hours. Ah, gay boys and their clothes.

We ended up buying even more clothes in stores I’d never heard of, as well as two more pairs of shoes in Sketchers. I made another secret purchase while Adam tried on more clothes. I was frankly exhausted after all the clothes, and I think Adam was getting there himself. However, he perked right up when I led him into Best Buy.

Now, I’ll be the first to admit that I’m not overly enamored of technology. Odd coming from someone who built up a multi-million dollar computer graphics company, but there you go. Still, I realized that Adam would need a few things to compete in today’s world. So the first stop was a laptop. We ended up choosing a combination laptop tablet that the salesman assured me was the best they had and would suit all Adam’s needs. Adam protested that it was too much, but after a bit of a talk he was thrilled to receive it.

I brought Adam up to another section in Best Buy. “You’re gonna get me a phone?” he asked, trying, poorly, to mask his excitement.

I stopped in front of an attentive salesman and then ignored him to turn to Adam. “I’m going to get you a phone on some conditions,” I told him. Adam seemed cautiously hopeful. “First,” I told him, “this is for emergencies, not for playing games or texting in class or any of the stupid things kids get up to with their friends. In other words, young man,” I said, putting on a bit of a show for the salesman, “no taking naked selfies and sending them to your little friends.”

I think Adam had been game to play along, but he lost it, bending over with a case of the giggles. I looked up to find the salesman smiling. He had short brown hair, and a slightly unkempt beard, with no mustache. I have no idea why guys keep trying to perpetuate this look. It has never worked for a single man in the entire history of mankind. They all end up looking like demented Amish or leprechauns. Insanity. I almost said something, but decided to leave him in his ignorance.

“So what can I help you find today?” he asked.

“A phone for the holy terror,” I said, putting an arm around Adam, who grinned cheekily. “Something basic,” I warned.

“What carrier would you like?”

“I’ve no idea. Just a cheap phone.” This is why I hate technology.

“Well, most of our phones are actually free with a 2 year plan.” I saw Adam’s eyes light up at this.

I sighed. “Do you have a phone that just makes calls? No frills?”

“Well, we’ve got this one,” he said, holding up a random looking phone.

“What’s it do?” Adam asked eagerly.

Salesguy shrugged. “Phone, text, camera, video, data plan for internet -”

He’d have kept going, I’m sure, if I’d let him. “I said basic,” I reminded him.

Salesguy shrugged again. I was beginning to dislike Salesguy. “That’s pretty much as basic as they get,” he said.

“My phone doesn’t do any of that,” I assured him. “It just makes calls, like a phone is supposed to do.”

“What kind of phone have you got?” he asked.

I shrugged, growing annoyed. “I don’t know, it’s out in the car.”

The guy gave me a look like he couldn’t even conceive of anyone being that far away from his phone. “Well… what’s it look like?”

I sighed. “I don’t know, you flip it open and it has glowing numbers.”

“You flip…” he began, incredulous, “You have a flip phone? Dude, how old is that thing?”

“Like… ten? Twelve years old?”

Salesguy shook his head as if to clear it, like I just grew a second head or something, or had just gone down on Adam in the middle of the store, a combination of horror and disbelief.

“Can’t I get an iPhone?” Adam asked.

I shook my head. “You don’t need all that crap, Adam. Games and apps and all that. Tell me, would you rather go down to the lake and find your red-breasted throat warbler-”

“Ruby-throated hummingbird,” he reminded me.

“Whatever, ruby bird, or would you rather play Angry Birds? You see these kids running around with their noses stuck in their phones, fingers flying as they text the person sitting next to them, not looking at the world around them. These things make people stupid. I’m sorry, I’m not buying you an iPhone.”

So we left Best Buy, Adam eagerly checking out his iPhone and promising to program mine for me on the way back home. I hate technology, but I love Adam. On our way out of the mall, I had the opportunity to buy Adam a last couple of items, including some new birding books he wanted as well as a real pair of binoculars, the best they had in the store.

Despite his promises to program my phone, and his eagerness to look through all the bags, Adam was asleep in the front seat before we were five miles from the mall. He slept the whole way home.


I was wondering if I’d have to carry Adam into the house, a prospect that didn’t bother me in the least, but he woke as I pulled into the garage. He woke slowly, still on his side, moaning a bit and stretching. He stretched his way over until his head was in my lap and then turned to look up at me.

“We’re home,” he said with a tired smile.

“Yup,” I said, smiling, caressing his cheek.

Suddenly his eyes widened and he said, “I have to put away all my stuff!”

I laughed as he shot up and out of the truck, getting tangled in his belt for a moment. Seeing the number of bags, I realized I probably should have stopped in front of the house first and unloaded. As it was, it took us three trips to carry everything inside. We then spent the next twenty minutes putting things away in the downstairs bedroom, Adam gushing anew over each item. Seeing dresser and closet filled with his things, I decided that I should let him decorate the room with some things he’d like. If he was going to have a fake room, it might as well be one in which he’d enjoy living. I ran the idea by Adam and he was excited by the prospect.

“Can I put my paintings in here? The ones you made of me?” he asked.

“Hmm, how about we keep the bunny one private?” I asked, thinking of the suspiciously-shaped carrot. “We can put the other one in here though.”

“Can I get it?”

“Well, be careful,” I warned, and while he ran to my studio I grabbed hammer and nail and we hung the watercolor in a place of honor above ‘his’ bed.

Then, while Adam got around to his promise to program my phone, with what or to do what, I frankly had no idea, I took my own purchases upstairs to put away and hid the couple of extra things I’d secretly purchased.

As there was about an hour of light left, I suggested to Adam that he take his new binoculars outside and give them a trial run. He grabbed them and his camera and his little notebook where he recorded his bird findings or notes or whatever, and with a quick kiss, he was out the door.

While Adam was out I went ahead and started dinner. A real meal this time, not those crappy frozen things. Turning on some music, I stuffed some big pork chops with an apple and sage stuffing. I wasn’t sure what type of vegetables Adam liked, but a look in fridge and the pantry didn’t leave a whole lot of choice. I ended up making some frozen green beans and threw in a couple of baked potatoes as well. After getting everything into the oven, I headed upstairs for a quick shower. I dressed in a pair of my jogging shorts and one of the t-shirts Adam had insisted I buy.

I was checking my email, nothing important, when Adam came flying into the house. I couldn’t help but smile at his enthusiasm as he said, “These work great!” He rushed over and gave me a big hug. “You can see practically forever!” He slid into my lap, forcing me to scoot the chair a bit back from the desk. “You smell good,” he told me, and leaned down for a soft kiss, which I was happy to provide.

“You smell sweaty,” I told him with a smile.

“I stink?” he asked, lifting an arm to sniff a hairless armpit.

“No, I said you smelled sweaty,” I corrected him. “I like sweaty boys.”

Adam grinned. “All sweaty boys or just me?”

“Just you,” I assured him, wrapping my arms around him and holding him close.

Adam just sat there for a couple of minutes, content to lie against me. Finally, he rose his head a bit and asked, “What smells so good?”

“I thought you said it was me,” I teased.

“The other good smell,” he clarified with a smile.

“Dinner,” I told him, sitting up and shooing him off my lap. “And you can have some as soon as you get cleaned up and dressed for bed,” I told him.

“Are you gonna take a bath with me?” he asked, eyes lighting.

“Sorry, sport, already had one,” I told him.

“Awww,” he pouted. “Can we have one after?”

“Into bed early tonight,” I warned him. “You’ve got school in the morning.”

Adam looked surprised. “I have to go to school?”

I laughed. “Of course you have to go to school.”

“It’s just… I thought…” Adam mumbled.

“Thought what? That I’d just hide you here forever and you could do whatever you wanted?”

“Well,” he had the good grace to look embarrassed, “I guess not,” he finally allowed. “I just wanted to stay here with you.”

“Well, you’ve only got one more week and then we’ll have the whole summer. So, shower, dress, dinner, and then bed after some tv or a movie.”

“Okay,” Adam smiled. Then he gave me another kiss and started up the stairs.

I checked on the food, then headed up the stairs. I wanted to give Adam one of his surprises. Listening at the bathroom door, I could hear the shower running and Adam’s surprisingly sweet voice singing a song we’d been listening to earlier in the truck.

Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you
Clap along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do
That is a happy sounding boy, I thought to myself. Hopefully my little present would make him happy, too. I grabbed it out of the closet, and holding it behind my back, opened the door. Adam was gloriously naked in the shower, all three shower heads blasting, dancing a little, which flexed his pale little ass in delicious ways, while clapping and singing.

“Hey, Liberace!” I called, though I’ve honestly no idea where Liberace came from. Sometimes best not to question these things. “Did you think to grab a towel?”

Adam spun. “Liver who?” he asked.

I couldn’t help staring between his legs. He was about half hard, his little penis sticking straight out from his body. Seeing where I was looking Adam grinned, reached down and shook it at me, thrusting his little hips. When he released it it was appreciably stiffer.

“Before your time,” I assured him. “Hell, before my time. Nevermind. Do you need a towel?”

“I got one”, he said, and then pointed to the towel over the bar just outside the shower, which I’d have seen if I hadn’t been blinded by pubescent nudity. There should be warning stickers.

“Well, I’ve got something you can put on after your shower, okay?”

“Okay!”

So I went and laid his little gift on the sink and then left, shutting the door behind me. Dinner was ready by the time I got downstairs, and I started getting everything on to plates and getting the dining room table set. That’s when Adam appeared at the railing overlooking the loft.

“Brad?” he said, perhaps a bit of confusion and humor in his voice.

I stepped back from the table so I could look up and see him. He was dressed, neck to feet, in red, one-piece pajamas. They had black buttons that ran up the front from neck to navel, and a cute bear paw on the breast. Then he turned and asked, “What is this supposed to be?”

When Adam turned, he revealed the trapdoor bottom, which was currently open, displaying his beautifully rounded little butt. The flap, when closed, had an embroidered bear on it and the words, ‘Bear Bottom’.

“The most perfect ass in the world?” I asked.

Adam rolled his eyes and turned back to me saying, “My butt is hanging out!”

“And that’s a bad thing because…?” I teased.

Adam came down the stairs, not bothering to button the flap. He came to me for a hug, then, arms still around me, leaned back to look up at me and said, “You’re such a perv.”

“This coming from a sex monkey,” I countered, reaching down to take two handfuls of that fleshy little bottom of his.

“That’s cheating,” Adam grinned, a hint of impish delight in his green eyes.

“No,” I said, “this is cheating,” and so saying, I reached around and searched in all that cotton until I found his stubby little penis, and I squeezed it lightly. It quickly grew in my fingers.

“That’s really cheating,” Adam said, but he seemed delighted.

With a last little squeeze, I released him and patted him on that bare ass. “Button yourself up, sex monkey,” I told him. “Dinnertime.”

Adam reached behind him, attempting to button up the flap with the two big black buttons on either corner. Standing that way, his front pushed out as he looked over his shoulders and stretched his arms behind him, his little penis was obvious, poking saucily at the red cloth.

Finally he gave up and came over, stuck his pert little behind out at me, and said, “Button me, perv.”

I chuckled. “Yes, dear.” I quickly buttoned up the flap and we sat down to dinner.

As we started eating, Adam asked, “Why did you get me these?”

“They were just so…” I began, and then blushed, making Adam smile, “…cute.” I said, a bit embarrassed.

“Why does the butt open?” he asked? “Is it so…?” and the look on his face left me no doubt he wasn’t talking about bodily functions, but rather what a boy and a man who were as close as Adam and I were growing might want them for; which, in the final analysis, had more than a bit of truth to it.

“No!” I said, then lowered my tone as I saw Adam noting my deepening blush. “They used to make these a long time ago,” I told him. “They are sorta retro. The flap was so that you could go to the bathroom during the night without having to undress.”

“So for pooping?” he asked with a grin. I nodded. “But what if you have to pee? Shouldn’t there be a little flap in the front?”

I lost myself in that image for a few moments until Adam called my named, jolting me back to the present. “Uh… oh… peeing. Well, you have to sit of course. Once you sit, you just aim down like normal, and there you go.”

Adam thought about this a moment. “Neat,” he finally declared, and I felt like I’d won something. Adam looked at me slyly. “You think I’m cute in them, huh?”

“I think you’re cute in everything,” I assured him, “but, yes, you’re particularly cute in those.”

The rest of the meal was accompanied with affectionate chatting. Adam was now looking forward to school the next day and the opportunity to show off his new clothes and phone. I warned him again that the phone was for emergencies only and that if I somehow found out he’d been abusing it, texting in class or the like, that I wouldn’t hesitate to take it away. He called me a meanie and I called him a brat, so I think that one was a draw.

After dinner, we snuggled on the sofa while Adam introduced me to one of his favorite shows, The Walking Dead. I honestly didn’t watch that much television, either too caught up in work when I owned my company, or my art now that I was retired. I didn’t actually get to follow the show very well, as Adam spent most of the hour telling me the back story. It didn’t bother me at all. Just being with Adam, hearing him speak, feeling the presence of his small body warm against mine, that was all the entertainment I needed.

After the show, I sent him to his bedroom to brush his teeth and get ready for bed, reminding him we needed to maintain the illusion, and a bit of toothpaste in the sink wouldn’t hurt in that department. Meantime, I closed up the house and then headed upstairs to do the same thing. I exited my bathroom nude, intending to crawl into bed before Adam arrived, but I found him already waiting.

Already waiting. Sounds like I walked in and he was just lounging around casually, but that doesn’t begin to capture the sight that greeted me when I walked out of the bathroom. Adam was in bed, propped up on knees and elbows, head craned to look back over his shoulder. His little ass was stuck impudently into the air, and yes, that flap was no longer in place. I could see his little balls dangling, and the winking pucker of his pink asshole as he gently waved his ass back and forth, like a fakir trying to mesmerize a cobra. It seemed to be working, because my own cobra began to rise between my legs. Okay, baby cobra. Garter snake? Leave me alone, you’re harshing my vibe.

“Holy Shi’ite Muslims,” I exclaimed, softly, stunned.

“You’re getting’ a boner,” Adam giggled.

I shook myself from my reverie. “Bet you’ve already got one, sex bunny,” I said.

“Sex monkey,” Adam corrected. “You said bunny.”

“You’re a sex bunny and a sex monkey,” I told him. “Now hush, I’m busy staring.”

Adam giggled again and shook his ass more enthusiastically. “I knew as soon as I saw the flap on these pj’s that you wanted to see me just like this.”

“When did you get so smart?” I asked, fully hard now. He looked so fucking adorable. Sounds a bit odd to put ‘fucking’ and ‘adorable’ together. You’d know exactly what I meant if you’d seen it. He was the perfect combination of childishly cute and wickedly sexy. He knew exactly the picture he was presenting, had obviously staged it, and I was right where he wanted me.

“You are in love with my butt, Brad,” he pointed out quite reasonably.

“I’m in love with you,” I admitted. “Your butt is just a huge bonus.”

“My butt isn’t huge!” he protested.

“No,” I agreed. “It’s perfect.”

Adam grinned, then said softly, “Kiss it.”

I went and sat on the end of the bed. I eagerly but gently ran my hand over that deliciously round expanse of silky smooth flesh. Then, leaning forward, I planted a soft kiss on his left cheek, and then the right.

“Not like that,” Adam said, a new tightness in his voice. “Like you did before.”

I knew what he wanted of course, and I wanted to give it to him. Besides, I had another little secret gift I’d gotten on our shopping trip earlier and I was eager to share it with him. Kissing those lovely cheeks again, I slid a hand into the darkness inside Adam’s pj’s, tickling his little wrinkled sac, then walking my fingers upward, finding that he was indeed hard. I wrapped my hand gently around his slender dick and gave him a squeeze.

“Brad,” he said my name softly, thrusting himself into my hand.

He wasn’t getting off that easily, though. Getting off. See what I did there? Anyway, I released his eager little tool, and intrigued by the thought of everything hidden in those pj’s, I slid my arm further between his legs, caressing his hairless groin, and his smooth stomach, the muscles taut underneath as he shuddered under my touch. With my arms stretched so far between his legs, my face was naturally closer to his ass, so while I massaged his chest and stomach I began to gently lap at his center with the tip of my tongue. Adam gasped and shivered.

“That still feels so weird,” he confessed. “Really good though.” I began to lick him harder, rasping my tongue over that little pucker of ridged tissue. “I cleaned there good,” Adam assured me, voice growing raspy. “I even did inside. With my finger.” I continued to lick. “Are you gonna put your finger in again?”

Suddenly I stood up, leaving him looking back at me in surprise. “Not my finger,” I told him, going to the drawer of my nightstand. I blocked his view with my body and grabbed the lube and my secret present. Hiding the items from him, I made my back around.

“What then?” he asked, following my movements. “Your dick?” he asked, a surprising amount of excitement in his voice.

“Don’t think you’re ready for that yet, Adam,” I told him, settling back behind him again. I couldn’t help running my hand over that creamy ass again.

“What then?” he asked, obviously intrigued.

“It’s a surprise,” I told him. “Now turn around. No peeking.”

I began attacking his asshole with my tongue again and within a few moments he was no longer interested in turning around. I began to push at his little rosebud with my tongue, pressing until he relaxed enough to let me enter him. While my mouth was thus engaged, I quietly opened up the lube, spread a bit in my palm and then carefully lubricated my new little toy. Then I brought it to bear.

I replaced my tongue with the toy. It was a mini vibrator I’d picked up at Spencer’s Gifts in the mall while Adam had been trying on clothes in a nearby store. I’d actually had a pretty difficult time choosing something and had been forced to make two trips, running back to check on Adam in between. A bullet vibe had seemed like a good idea, but apparently not good for anal as the cord could break. Last thing I wanted to do was bring my eleven-year-old lover into the emergency room to explain that the sex toy I’d bought him was lodged inside his rectum. So I’d looked at vibrators specifically designed for anal, but they were all long and skinny and weirdly knobby, and, while I’m sure would they’d have been pleasurable, in the end (see what I did there?) I was trying to ready him for my own cock, so I got him just a regular, although small, vibrator. It was pink and even lit up inside, for what reason I honestly couldn’t fathom.

“What’s that?” Adam asked, clenching. He tried looking but couldn’t get a good angle.

“Relax, bunny,” I told him gently. I worked the narrow little tip around his anus, mostly to transfer a bit of lube to him. Then I pushed gently. Already loosened by my tongue, he opened right up and I slid the first couple of inches inside. Adam’s back arched and he gasped.

“You okay?” I asked, worried.

“It’s big,” he breathed.

“Too big?” I asked, ready to remove it. The vibrator was only an inch thick, thicker than my finger, but not by much. At only four inches long, it was already halfway in and not going to get any thicker for him.

“It’s okay,” Adam said. “What is it, though?”

“This,” I said, then I switched it on. Adam gasped.

“Oh, man!” he said after a few stunned moments. “Brad! It’s… unnnnghh. It tickles!”

“You like it?” I asked, sliding it a little deeper. I had to keep hold of it, as Adam’s ass was already sucking at it, trying to draw it deeper.

“It feels really weird,” he said, repeating himself. “Can you… move it back and forth?”

“You bet,” I said with a smile, and I began to slide it in and out, finding a gentle rhythm. Meanwhile I reached back into the darkness of his pajamas and took hold of his quivering cock.

“That feels so good,” Adam moaned.

“Wanna see if we can make it feel better?” I asked.

“How?”

“Try this,” I said, then I turned the base, increasing the vibrations.

“Uuuuuuunnnnnghhh,” Adam gasped, and I watched a huge shudder start at his shoulders and work its way down his back to his ass and thighs.

“I…. I gotta…” Adam started, “Take it out!”

I didn’t hesitate, afraid I’d hurt him somehow. Adam immediately flopped onto his back and started fumbling at the buttons on his pajamas with shaky fingers. He looked up at me with desperate eyes and begged, “Help me.”

I saw what he wanted right away and hurried to kneel over him. I gently swatted his hands away and made quick work of the buttons while Adam whimpered and his hands worked in his crotch. As soon as the buttons were low enough, he thrust his hands inside them and began squeezing his cock. I helped him shrug out of the pajamas and then, with a bit of maneuvering, we had them down his back and he was lifting his ass so I could pull them off the rest of the way. Before I could even get them off his feet, he was wrapping his hand around my neck and pulling me into him for a frantic kiss.

Adam again flopped onto his back, then he was spreading his knees wide and saying, “Put it back in me.”

I made to move down between his legs, but then Adam was kissing me again, and I had to switch the vibe to my left hand and reach down between his legs, going by feel while Adam’s small tongue swirled frenziedly inside my mouth. I finally found that lubed up little pucker and slowly inserted the still buzzing vibrator, careful to keep a firm grip on it. Adam moaned into my mouth, his body shuddering once again.

Pulling away from me with a gasp, Adam said, “Suck me, Brad!” his extreme sexual excitement apparently overcoming his shyness at speaking so forthrightly.

Happy to oblige, I slid down until my head was over his crotch, and while my left hand continued to shallowly stab him with the vibrator, I took his cock fully into my mouth, my lips quickly meeting the hairless base. Adam shivered and pressed up against me, grinding his groin against my mouth, his hands desperately clutching the sheets, his legs trembling as he pressed his feet against the mattress.

“Yeeeessssss!” he hissed.

Then Adam’s little cock was jerking in my mouth, the underside pulsing strongly as he grunted out his dry orgasm. After the twitching of his dick had ceased I let it fall, wet and shining, from my mouth. I started to remove the vibrator from his ass, but his small hand caught mine.

“Keep it in me,” he mumbled softly.

Realizing he still had more in him, I gathered him to me gently. I moved up on the bed until I was leaning with my head against the headboard, supported by pillows. Adam lay on top of me, his sweaty back against my chest, his ass just high enough that I could feel the head of my own cock brushing against my left hand, which was holding the little vibrator firmly in place. Adam’s pajamas were still around his ankles, trailing off the end of the bed. I placed soft kisses on Adam’s neck and right shoulder. My right hand caressed his body, from chest to groin, teasing around his still-hard cock, but not giving it more than the slightest brushes of contact as my hand moved around it.

Adam turned his head to me and his lips sought out my own. His left hand caressed the hair on my left arm, while his right hand reached out to cup the side of my face. His mouth moved against mine hungrily, his tongue dancing inside. His mouth tasted of toothpaste. I finally relented and wrapped my hand around his prick while my other hand once again began to slide the slender little vibrator inside his clutching hole. Adam whimpered into my mouth.

To bring things into easier reach, I slowly drew my feet back, my knees lifting. Adam’s legs, draped over mine, began to rise as well, so that by the time my feet were flat on the mattress and my knees bent, Adam’s legs were gaping widely, the hollow in the back of his knees cupping my own knees. Now the hand holding the vibrator could more easily work it in and out without stretching so much. This also put the head of my cock into contact with Adam’s ass, and I began to hump my hips a bit, sliding it in the cleft.

Suddenly Adam tried to sit up, nearly causing me to lose my grip on the vibrator, which luckily slid from his ass instead of the other way. He reached between his own legs in order to grab my cock, but given the awkward position could only reach the tip of it.

Adam flopped back in frustration and said, “I want you to feel good, too.” Then, “You can put it in me, Brad. If you want. I really don’t mind.”

“Honey, I don’t think you’re ready for that,” I said patiently.

“You always say that, but what if I am? What if I wanna do it? That thing was already in my butt and it’s big.”

“Well, not quite as big,” I said weakly. The truth is, I wasn’t hesitating so much because I thought my monster cock was going to rip the poor boy apart. I was more concerned with taking what seemed a huge final step. Fucking a boy, I mean, that was a big deal. Right?

“Almost,” Adam said, “and it didn’t hurt at all!”

“How about this?” I temporized. With a bit of maneuvering, I situated Adam on top of me so that my cock was snuggled warmly between his silky thighs, poking up just below his little balls. In this position I could still kiss him, which I did, as well as jack his cock with one hand and caress his body with the other. Then, with a steady humping motion, I began to drive my cock in between his thighs.

“It feels nice,” Adam allowed. “Does it feel good to you, too?”

“Very nice,” I assured him. And it did. Adam’s thighs were wonderfully smooth and warm and felt great wrapped around my cock. Feeling around, I located the tube of lube and squirted some into my palm. I then used that to lubricate Adam’s slender little penis. He groaned and began to hump his skinny hips, driving his stiff nail into my lubed fist. That in turn made his thighs tremble and slide around my cock.

I was learning that when Adam got excited, he was very vocal. He started in with a series of gasping little moans as I jacked him. That sound just went right through me, thrumming through my being somehow, increasing my own pleasure. I especially liked it when I was kissing him at the time, as those little gasps went right into me, as if I were consuming them. In a way, I suppose I was. It was food for the soul, certainly.

The pace of Adam’s little thrusts began to increase along with the panting little yelps of pleasure he was voicing in my ear. I was kissing his neck. His hands tightened their grip on my arms, using me as an anchor as his lower body writhed and shuddered.

“Gonna come again,” Adam gasped. I felt his body begin to tense. His high-pitched little gasping moans shuddered through me and I felt myself beginning to tense as well. I pressed my left hand down flat and hard against Adam’s hairless groin, my pinky against the root of him, so my right fist could pump on his cock and, more importantly, I could thrust between his legs. Then Adam’s small dick was jerking in my fist while he gasped out his orgasm into my mouth. Moments later, I felt my own orgasm rip through me, and I thrust upward one last time, feeling Adam’s thighs tense around me while I began to pump out my hot and sticky load over his crotch and my own pumping fist.

The sensation of my hot jizz coating Adam’s crotch seemed to excite him, as he gasped again when he felt it and instantly reached down a hand to grab my spurting cock and feel it squirting over his fingers. Adam continued to jack my cock as the last of my cum dribbled out. I was just holding his still-stiff penis in my hand, no longer jacking him. He lay there on my chest, back slick with sweat, both of us breathing heavily.

In a voice heavy with satisfaction, Adam said, “We’re all sticky.”

“I’m pretty sure that’s all your fault,” I said.

Adam giggled. “You’re the one that squirted all over the place.”

“Yeah, but you made me squirt all over the place,” I reasoned.

“Cause you’re a perv.”

“Am not,” I countered.

“Are too.”

“Well, know what I think?” I asked.

“What?”

“I think you might just be a little perv, too.”

“Am not,” he said, humor in his voice.

“Yeah? Then why are you rubbing my cum all over yourself?”

Adam giggled. “It feels neat. Is it really pervy?”

“Nah, bunny, but it might be if we don’t clean it up. Up ya go!” I sat him up and lifted him to the side, carefully, so we didn’t make a mess. “Shower time!”

“Yay!” Adam said as he waddled into the bathroom, giggling at the way his pajamas, still around his ankles, trailed him across the floor.

“Then, bedtime,” I reminded him as we made our way to the bathroom.

“Boo!”

End of part five

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You and I Both – Part four

You and I Both
By
Rwxxx13

You and I Both – Part four

You and I Both is a sexy story by Rwxxx13. The ‘older rich man with young, lonely boy’ is done frequently, but Rwxxx13 does an excellent job with his version!

Adam was struggling to lift the cover off the hot tub when I arrived upstairs. His back was to me, and I took a moment to admire the perfection of his adorable little ass. He had a perfect bubble butt, round and high, muscled yet plump, smooth and unblemished and pale in contrast to his thighs and back. I hurried over and helped him to lift the cover and lean it against the wall. Then Adam climbed in, the tiny, pink rosebud between his cheeks winking at me for a moment. I took a quick look around the lake and satisfied myself that nobody would have seen the naked boy out on the balcony, and then I followed him into the water.

Adam turned to me and eagerly asked, “Can I turn on the bubbles?”

“Sure.”

He joined me at the control panel. “Which one is it?”

I leaned close to him, glancing at his sloping back, leading to the delicious rise of his buttocks, which were half-hidden underwater. “That one,” I pointed. Adam depressed the button and, after the familiar rumble, the jets kicked on and we were suddenly in a frothy soup.

“What’s this one do?” he asked, then depressed another button. Thumping country music surrounded us. Adam laughed with delight. I was delighted myself. Truth to tell, I’d barely been in the hot tub and I was unaware of all its features. I knew how to turn on the jets and adjust the heat, because my contractor had put together a list of basics about the house. Guess he didn’t see the need for more, or figured I’d discover it myself. Adam pushed another button and blue LED lights switched on all around us. Another, and a little foot wide waterfall began to cascade out of the side. What had I paid for this thing?

Adam turned to me, eyes dancing. “Okay, this is the coolest thing ever,” he said loudly, having to talk over the jets and Toby Keith singing about his favorite bar.

I laughed. “It’s pretty cool,” I agreed loudly, then with an adjustment to the volume, I could lower my voice to a normal level as Toby was quieted and said, “but I don’t want to chase all the fish to the other side of the lake.”

Adam giggled and moved over so that the waterfall was cascading over his shoulders. “This feels good,” he said. He moved towards me and grabbed my arm. “Try it!”

At his urging, I moved to the seat he’d vacated and let the waterfall wash over my back. It really was rather soothing. “Nice,” I smiled.

“My turn,” Adam said, then made to move across the tub again when his eyes flew open and he yelped. Then he giggled and wiggled. Say that five times fast. It’s not difficult, but it is funny.

“What?” I asked.

“Water is shootin’ in my butt!” he said. He giggled again.

Lucky water, I thought. I sat and waited to see how long it would take him to move, but my patience wasn’t rewarded. He just knelt there, pale little butt cheeks half out of the water, wiggling slightly, obviously to feel the play of the jet of water over his sensitive pucker. He was biting his lip again, the lower one this time. He looked up at me, eyes sparkling, and giggled.

“What now?” I asked, amused.

“I’m gettin’ a boner again,” he confessed with a smile.

“Stay there too much longer and you’ll get more than that,” I told him with a grin.

“What do you mean?”

I quirked an eyebrow at him. “What happened downstairs?” I said, hinting strongly.

Adam had the good grace to blush. He looked back over his tanned shoulder at his untanned ass. “Really?”

“Really,” I assured him.

“Why?”

I shrugged. “All that stuff is connected,” I said. Not a scientific answer, but then I wasn’t a biologist.

With what seemed a regretful shrug of his own, Adam moved away from the jet that was molesting him and moved towards me. He put his knees on either side of my legs, then he held out his hands to my shoulders, palm up, so the water was cascading over them. After a few moments, he turned his hands over and placed them on my shoulders. He settled his center, his thighs resting on mine, and looked me in the eyes. It was a serious look.

Finally, he licked his gently pink lips and said softly, “Do you really love me?”

I didn’t have a ready response to that, a profession of romantic love, or even familial. So I simply nodded.

Adam smiled softly. Then, rocking forward a bit hesitantly, once, twice, he finally darted in and graced me with a soft lipped kiss on my mouth, quick, but gentle. Then he leaned back to judge my response. I smiled, and he slowly smiled himself. Then he pressed himself against me, wrapping his skinny arms around my neck, his head on my shoulder. I let my arms enfold him, my hand gently stroking his back.

After awhile, maybe five minutes, I felt Adam’s stiffness pressing into my stomach. He was humping me very gently. I was fairly sure he was doing it unconsciously. “Hey, Adam?” I said gently.

“Hmm?”

“Yo, sex monkey!” I said louder.

Adam pulled back enough to look at me. “What?” he asked with a giggle.

“Unless you know something about anatomy that I don’t, I don’t think that goes there,” I smirked.

“Huh?”

I quirked an eyebrow out him and glanced down pointedly. He leaned back, looked down, blushed brightly and then giggled, sliding his ass back along my thighs to break the contact against my belly. “Sorry.”

“You have a license to carry that thing?”

Adam giggled again and reached down under the water. I knew him well enough by now to know his fist was wrapped tightly around his little member. “I can’t help it,” he said with a smile.

“I know,” I said, smiling to show I wasn’t at all upset. “I was eleven once myself you know.”

“Did you get stiffies all the time, too?”

I shook my head. “Nah, I think I just got one when I was eleven and it lasted until I was fifteen.”

He laughed. “That can’t really happen,” he insisted.

“Sure it can.”

He shook his head. “No, cause when you… you know… it gets soft again.”

“Well, you’re certainly the expert on ‘you know’,” I allowed.

He smiled, and then that smile grew uncertain and faded. “It’s not bad to do it, is it?”

“’You know’?” I asked. He nodded. “No, of course not,” I assured him. “When I was your age, or maybe a little older, I’d do it four or five times a day.”

Adam’s eyes widened. “Four or FIVE?” He giggled.

I nodded solemnly. “Sometimes even more,” I confessed.

Adam laughed and said, “You’re the one who’s the sex monkey!”

I nodded ruefully. “It’s true. I confess.”

A sexy lip bite, letting me know he was thinking sexual thoughts. “Brad?”

“Adam?”

He grinned, then continued shyly, “When did you get hair? You know, around your wiener.”

“I’m not the best person to go by,” I told him. “I was a late bloomer.”

“What’s that?”

“It means I started puberty later than most other boys. I didn’t get any pubes until I was fourteen.”

“What’s pubes?”

I grinned. “Pubic hair. The hair around your wiener.” I couldn’t help but chuckle at my own use of the word ‘wiener’.

“You were fourteen?” I nodded. “Wow,” he exclaimed. “Do you think it will take me that long?”

“Nah, I don’t think so,” I said. “Pretty sure you’ve already started puberty.”

“How can you tell?”

Well, there was a good question. Was it weird that I knew so much about the sexual development of boys? Well, not weird to you guys, I mean to people in general. Do ‘normal’ people know as much about that as we do, or is that knowledge reserved for pediatricians, geneticists, and boylovers?

“Well, there’s your size for one. That’s not necessarily an indicator. You could just be blessed. Mostly it’s your balls.”

“My balls?” he giggled.

“Yup, do you remember when you were a little kid and they were small and really tight in their little sac?” He nodded. “Well, when you start puberty, they start to hang lower, and separate a bit, and your sac usually gets a little darker.”

Of course, I should have seen where that was going to take us. Am I coming across as oblivious as I felt? Adam lifted himself so that his crotch was out of the water, his pale, slender erection less than a foot from my face, glistening with wetness. He was pulling on the loose skin of his scrotum, examining his balls.

“Geez, Adam,” I said, pulling my face back a bit. “You’re gonna put someone’s eye out.” Adam laughed and gripped his small cock. “Can you put that thing away before someone gets hurt?”

Adam released his grip, holding just a single finger against the tip of his dick. He pushed it down so it was pointing straight at me. Then he released it and it sprang upward. “You like looking at it,” he said, a bit slyly, as if he were telling me a secret. Push down, spring up. Push down, spring up.

I fixed a look of condescension on my face. “Why would I want to look at your little wiener?” I insisted.

Adam shrugged. Push down, spring up. “You do, though.” He was grinning.

It was a struggle to tear my eyes away. Worse, Adam knew it. He let his hand fall to his side, and just knelt there, his stiff little cock throbbing. Softly, he said, “You can touch it if you want.”

I drew a breath to protest. Instead, I said weakly, “Adam…”

“I don’t mind,” he said gently. “I want you to.”

I felt a sudden need to do something with my hands. Something other than reaching forward that is. Adam’s pubescent cock filled my vision, mesmerizing me. My hands reached out and found his legs. I slid them up along his thighs, delighting in the smooth, hairless flesh, slick as an otter. I reached his naked hips, then moved back down, caressing him from knees to hips. Adam’s cock twitched. Mine was pressing painfully against the restricting cloth of my trunks.

“Please?”

I groaned. That word. I knew I couldn’t look up, couldn’t meet those eyes, or I’d be lost. My hands were on his hips and I pushed, sliding him back off my lap. “C’mon, sex monkey,” I said, forcing a casual playfulness to my voice that was fooling no one. “You’re crushing my lap.”

Adam allowed himself to be pushed away. From the corner of my eye I saw him searching my face, then he lowered his eyes and moved to the other side of the hot tub, sitting on the bench, drawing his knees up against his chest and hugging his legs, chin on knees. I could see the dejection on his face and in his eyes. He’d been rejected and he thought it was his fault, some failing with him. When he swiped an angry little fist over his eyes, wiping away a tear, I once again felt my heart squeeze in my chest.

Not knowing what to say, what to do, but knowing I had to do something, I once again found myself on my knees before him. This was my proper place, bowing in submission and adoration before this boy who had become my everything, my reason, my purpose, my love. I reached out to put my hands gently on his slim shoulders, but he angrily shrugged them off. Adam pressed his eyes against his knees, hiding himself from me.

“Adam,” I began gently, but he refused to meet my eyes. “Adam, please look at me.” Nothing. Insistently then, with force, “Look at me, Adam.”

Slowly then, Adam lifted his head, naked emotion written on his face, eyes shining with his tears. Why did this keep happening? Was I protecting him or hurting him? Every part of me wanted to go to him, to give him what he so obviously wanted. Hell, what I wanted. Still, the urge to fight against that was so ingrained in me that I didn’t know how to combat it, or if I should even try. If I allowed myself to love him, not just emotionally, but in the much more relevant physical sense, would I be causing him permanent harm, as I’d always believed? Or would it be my refusal to give in to what seemed so natural, so loving and giving and right, that would be the catalyst for damage? I was so conflicted, but the one thing I knew for certain was that I couldn’t leave him sitting here, thinking that I didn’t care, that I didn’t love him, that I didn’t yearn for him. That I couldn’t do.

I reached out and took his head in my hands, one on either side of his face, being especially gentle with his blackened eye. I met his eyes, staring, trying by force of will to allow him to see all the love there I had for him. “Adam,” I began, but my voice broke and I had to swallow and start over.

“Adam, I love you. I want you to believe that. That’s the first and most important thing, okay?” His head moved in my hands as he gave a slight nod. “Okay,” I said relieved. “The second most important thing…” and I paused. Gathering my courage, I continued. “The second most important thing is that you were right. I do like looking at you. I love looking at you. Looking at you makes me feel happy and warm and special. Okay?”

He nodded again. “Okay. So… the third important thing is that I very much want to touch you. To touch all of you. You have no idea how badly I want to do that, but you have to understand that I can’t.”

“Why not?” he asked. His voice barely more than a whisper, unheard over the jets, but I was able to understand him anyway.

I took a deep breath to explain. “Because…” but how did I explain that? I shook my head, overwhelmed by the enormity of the explanation, but realized I had to keep it simple. “Because people think that when a man does things like that with a boy, that the boy is hurt by it. Inside. Not in your body, but in your mind and heart and spirit.” Adam opened his mouth, surely with a protest, but I bulled on. “And it sounds stupid to you, and maybe stupid to me too, but that’s what many, many people believe. They call it molesting because they see it as something nasty and harmful and intrusive. I don’t know if they’re right or if they’re wrong. What I do know is two important things. The first, and the most important, is that I could never, ever, do anything to hurt you, and if they are even a little right, if doing that hurt you somehow, I could never forgive myself. The second thing,” and I smiled ruefully, “is that the people who think that? They are the ones with the handcuffs, and jails, and helicopters, and all the laws on their side.”

I paused and looked at him, trying to judge his reaction. “Do you understand?”

I could see him digesting it. Several emotions drifted over his face. Finally, softly, he said, “I understand.”

I let loose a breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. Then Adam smiled slyly and said, “You want to touch my wiener.”

“Oh, my god,” I gasped in shock and exasperation and laughter. I sank backwards into the water. I caught Adam’s eyes, dancing with mischief, and said, “You’re insane.”

He grinned cheekily and said, “You’re a perv.”

I sank under the water, laughing.


Before dinner, I insisted that we go to Adam’s house. He needed clothes at the very least and I didn’t feel comfortable with him spending two nights in a row without talking to his mother. He said he didn’t need more clothes, and when I insisted, said he would run home on his own and get some. I told him not to be silly. So far as I was aware, I was at least a mile and a half from the nearest habitation, unless you counted going by boat across the lake. It was already dark.

So, after getting both of us dressed, I led a very reluctant eleven-year-old out to my truck. Adam gave me directions, but he was fidgeting badly in his seat. I wasn’t sure what was making him so nervous. As we came to his house, I thought I understood. Adam reluctantly pointed out a turn, which took us into a small trailer park. It was a mean, depressing little place, the trailers dingy and most of the small yards not at all maintained. I felt horrible. Adam obviously hadn’t wanted me to see this.

“You know,” I said, wanting to somehow reassure him, “it doesn’t matter where you live, right? It doesn’t mean anything about who you are.” Adam shrugged. He pointed me to a dingy white trailer with torn curtains in one window, and cardboard over another. There was a small carport, but it was empty. Adam seemed relieved to see that.

“See? She’s not home,” he said. “I’ll just run in and get some clothes, okay?” He unsnapped his belt. He obviously didn’t want me to see inside the place. I couldn’t blame him.

I was torn. I’d really wanted to talk to his mother, but if she wasn’t home, she wasn’t home. Finally I said, “Okay, you run in and grab your things, but I’m going to stay here and call your mom. What’s her number?”

Adam looked stricken. He stared at me in alarm. “She won’t hear it,” he said. “She’s at the bar so it’s noisy. She never hears when I call.”

“Well, I want to at least try,” I explained. “What’s the number, Adam?”

“It might not even work,” he said, desperation in his voice. “Sometimes she doesn’t pay the bill and they shut it off.”

I sighed and slowly put my phone away. Finally, I turned to look at him, understanding finally dawning. “You never called her, did you?” Adam slumped dejectedly. “Adam, I don’t like being lied to,” I said somberly.

“But she really doesn’t care!” he said, a hitch in his voice, pleading. “I swear! If… if I told her, she… sometimes she does stuff just to be mean. She hates me!”

I shook my head sadly. “Adam, your mother doesn’t hate you.”

“She does!” he screamed. “You don’t know! She would have said no just because I wanted to and then later she woulda kicked me out of the house anyways cause she doesn’t GIVE A SHIT!”

“Adam,” I said, trying for calm. I was alarmed. Adam was manic. I could see the desperation and fear in his eyes.

“One time I stayed in the woods for three days,” he went on, desperate to get it out. “You know what she said when I got back? DO YOU? She said, ‘take out the trash and get out of my FUCKING sight!’ You don’t know!”

And with a sob, Adam was out of my truck and running away into the dark. I made to jump out after him, but got caught up by my seat belt. By the time I fumbled it open and got out of the truck, there was no sign of him. Still, I ran to the middle of the drive and stared into the dark, ready to follow and track him down.

“Who’re you?” asked a voice from off to my right. I turned to see an old woman standing in the doorway of the trailer opposite. She was dressed in a ratty white nightgown. She leaned on an aluminum cane, gripping it tightly with a veined and wrinkled hand.

“I,” I began, but my eyes were drawn to the darkness where Adam had disappeared. I sighed and turned to the woman. I walked to stand a few feet away on the little sidewalk running up to her door. “My name is Brad Canyon,” I told her. “I just moved into town a few weeks ago. I live out-”

“Out in that big place on the lake,” she interrupted, a bit impatiently. “What is it you want with Adam?”

“You know him?” I asked, rather stupidly, and answered my own question. “Of course you do.” I took a breath and said, “I met him a few days ago. We’re… friends, I guess. I let him stay at my home last night, but only because he’d told me his mother had given him permission.” I gestured vaguely into the darkness after Adam. “Turns out she hadn’t.”

The old woman nodded. “And you’re upset he didn’t tell you, and he’s upset trying to explain why he didn’t.”

“In a nutshell,” I agreed.

She nodded again. She was silent for a few moments and then asked, “Gonna help matters any if I tell ya to get your head outta your ass?”

“Pardon me?” I said, half shocked, half offended. Okay, and half confused. Is that too many halves?

She shifted and pointed her cane at me. “That little boy needs every tiny scrap of happiness he can gather to him. That… woman,” and she spat it like a curse, “is worthless trash. What’s worse, she’s mean trash, and the main focus of all that poison is that sweet little boy. But in spite of growing up with all that hate and ugliness, he’s just as sweet, and trusting, and full of love as she is full of hate.”

She lowered her cane, breathing hard, obviously a bit worn out by her tirade. “We do the best we can for him, me and some of the other folks around here. Make sure he gets a good meal in him from time to time, gets a haircut, some decent clothes when we can, but we’re only doin’ so much. So, Mr. Man,” she continued softly, “Mr. New York City, if you got the means, and some love in your heart, well, you do right by that boy, because God knows he deserves it.”

By this time I had tears in my eyes. I stared at her, unashamed of my tears, but deeply shamed by my behavior. I walked up to her and took her hand. It was small and dry in my hands. “What’s your name, Ma’am?”

“Edith,” she said, a hint of tears welling in her own rheumy eyes. “Edith Monroe.”

“Well, Ms. Monroe,” I said, squeezing her hand lightly, “you have my word that I will pull my head out of my ass.”

She smiled and squeezed my hand. She nodded, and patted my hand awkwardly with the hand holding her cane. “He’ll be down to the culvert,” she said. “That’s where he goes to hide himself away. Just follow the road around. At your second turn, instead of goin’ right, take a left through the field. Culvert’s before you hit the treeline.”

I thanked her and watched her retreat back into her trailer. Okay, then. The culvert. What the hell was a culvert? Like, a ditch or something, right? I went to the end of the road and took a right. The park was basically a horseshoe shape. The second right would have led out of the park. I took the left instead, walking between two trailers and into the field beyond. Loud country music wafted from one trailer, the sounds of a game show from the other. The noise followed me across the field. I kicked myself for not grabbing a flashlight from the truck.

After maybe fifty feet or so, I heard the faint sound of water. There was enough moonlight to show me a dip in the landscape ahead, and I could just make out the dark curve of a large drain opening a bit to my left. Oh, right. A culvert.

I could hear Adam’s hiccuping sobs as I drew closer. Not wanting to break something in the darkness, I called out, “Adam?” The sobs ceased, replaced by sniffles.

“Adam, I’m sorry. Please come back to the truck with me,” I called out gently. Nothing. “Edith told me where to find you,” I said, hoping that might help. “You know Mrs. Monroe, right? She’s worried about you, Adam.” More soft sniffling.

“Are you g-gonna m-make me call my m-mom?” he asked softly.

“No, Adam. I had a talk with Edith. She… she told me about your mom. I’m sorry. I was wrong. I didn’t know. Can you forgive me?”

I waited, but there was only silence. I was just gathering myself to pick my way down the hill when Adam appeared out of the gloom. He stopped for a moment, looking at me. He looked so tiny with his oversized t-shirt and bare legs. Then he rushed forward with a sob and buried his face against my chest, his arms wrapped tight around my waist. I held him tightly as he cried, one arm around his shoulders, one curved gently over his head, stroking his silky hair.

“C’mon,” I said gently, “let’s get out of here.”

Adam wasn’t ready, or perhaps able, to walk, so I lifted him. He buried his face in my neck, arms hugging, long legs wrapping around my waist. I held him with one hand on his back and my right arm supporting him under his butt. I walked back between the trailers with their competing noises and along the dark little road that ran through the park. As I neared Adam’s trailer, I saw Edith standing in her window, the curtain held aside. She met my eyes, nodded, and dropped the drapery back in place.

“Okay, Adam, I need you to run inside and get whatever you think you’ll need, okay?”

He nodded against my neck and softly whispered, “Okay.”

“Do you want me to come in with you?” I asked. I set him down on his feet, but he hesitated for a moment to release my neck, keeping me bent over.

After a moment he released me and I straightened. “I’ll be okay,” he said softly. “I’ll be right back.”

So he left my side and slipped into the sad little trailer he called home. I waited outside, glancing around with a bit of discomfort. Was anyone else watching? What did they think? Edith had been a surprise, but what would most people think, seeing a strange man taking a child away from his home? After a minute, I decided I didn’t care. I knew in my heart I was doing what was best for Adam.

Finally, the door of the trailer opened, and Adam appeared in the doorway with a ratty and worn school backpack slung over one shoulder, dragging a cheap plastic laundry basket behind him. The basket seemed to be mostly filled with books.

“Can I bring my books?” he asked.

“Of course, bring anything you want,” I said, then I stepped forward and grabbed the basket. I was surprised by the weight and grunted a bit as I lifted it. I deposited it in the bed of the truck while Adam crawled into the passenger seat. I went to his door and made sure he buckled his belt. “Do you need anything else from in there?” He shook his head.

“Okay, then.” I shut his door and walked around to the driver’s side. I opened the door, slid behind the wheel, and started the truck.

“Don’t forget your belt,” Adam said quietly.

I gave him a smile. “Thanks.” I carefully buckled my belt and got the hell out of that depressing little hellhole.

Adam didn’t say a word on the drive back to my house, and I honored his silence. As we pulled up the drive, I used the remote to open the garage door and pulled inside. As the door closed behind us, I looked at Adam. He was once again sitting with his legs pulled to his chest, arms around his shins. I unbuckled and slid from the truck, grabbing Adam’s backpack.

I went around to his side and opened his door. Then I ducked my head and said, “Okay, you can get the laundry basket,” and I walked to the door that would lead out the side of the garage.

It must have taken a second for that to register, as I was through the door when I heard Adam call out, “Wait! Brad!”

I turned and saw him getting out of the truck. He saw me stopped and smiled. “I can’t lift it.”

“What? So I have to carry it? It’s really heavy.”

“That’s why you have to carry it,” he smiled.

“Hmm, I don’t know. Maybe you could carry one book at a time. That should only take an hour or so.”

Adam giggled. It was a tired sounding giggle, but it was something, and a tightness in my chest loosened. “Please?” he said sweetly.

I sighed. “Fine, but you owe me!” I handed him his backpack and wrestled the heavy basket out of the bed of the truck. I grunted. “Are there bricks under the books?”

“Only a couple,” Adam giggled again. “It’s mostly rocks.”

“Like the ones in your brain,” I said.

“You’re the one with rocks for brains,” he countered, weakly I thought. I mean, that’s the equivalent of PeeWee Herman’s ‘I know you are, but what am I?’ argument.

“Am not,” I responded. Quick-witted, that’s what I am.

“Oh yeah?” he asked as he danced lightly ahead of me. “Who’s carrying the basket?”

Did I say I was the quick-witted one?


Inside, Adam asked, “Where should I put my stuff?”

Well now, that was a good question, wasn’t it? I thought about it a moment, then said, “Follow me.”

I led him to the larger of the two downstairs bedrooms. “This can be your bedroom,” I said.

“But I want to stay with you!” he said, stricken.

“You can,” I assured him. “But, to be on the safe side, we’ll keep your things in here. Remember what I said about the authorities?” He nodded. “Well, if someone were to show up here, it would look pretty suspicious if all your things were in my bedroom, right? So keep your things in here, so if someone ever does show up we can point to all your stuff and say, ‘See? He has his own bedroom’.”

He looked at me like I was a dog who’d learned a new trick. “That’s smart,” he said.

“Stop,” I said dryly. “You’ll make me blush.”

Adam smiled and we proceeded to store his few belongings in the room. He had only two pairs of jeans, both rather ragged. He had more shirts, but most of them were oversized. This made a lot more sense after talking to Edith Monroe. These were obviously hand-me-downs or second-hand clothes gathered by the people in the park who’d taken it upon themselves to look after Adam. He had only a few pairs of socks and underwear. He had more books than he did clothes, which we carefully stored on the shelves about the room. Most were books on birds and bird-watching. Or birding. Whatever.

“There we go,” I said, once everything was stored. “The perfect disguise. So, what do you want for dinner?”

“I’m not really hungry,” he said softly. He was still looking around the room. I could only imagine he was seeing his belongings in a new light, perhaps wondering what it would be like to have always had a room like this. Or perhaps I just have an active imagination. “Can we get in the hot tub? We never did it at night. It would be neat with all the lights and stuff.”

“After dinner,” I insisted.

To be honest, I wasn’t all that hungry myself. As Adam didn’t seem overly inclined to enjoy waiting, I just microwaved a couple of frozen dinners. They weren’t very good, but Adam devoured his quickly.

“Now can we go?” he asked, the eagerness in his voice the most emotion he’d shown since arriving home.

“Yes, we can go,” I smiled.

He hopped eagerly off his stool and raced a few feet then stopped and turned. “Can we go naked?” he asked.

“Adam,” I said warningly.

“Please?”

I sighed and chuckled helplessly. “Fine.”

“Yay!” Adam grinned and raced up the stairs, already pulling off his shirt.

I had only to follow the trail of discarded clothing. Shirt, sock, shorts, another sock. I puzzled that one a moment then continued. Briefs. And there was Adam, pale ass glowing in the moonlight as he muscled the cover off the hot tub. He stumbled and I started to race forward, but he caught himself, and with a grunt of effort managed to get the cover off and up against the wall. Then he was in the tub, bent over the control panel. The lights flickered on first, a blue glow rising from the tub to cast his nude body in shimmering cerulean shades. Soft country music rose into the night, and then, with a roar, the jets fired.

Adam turned to see me watching him. He grinned. “Get in,” he ordered.

I snapped off a salute, earning a grin, and began to strip. Adam watched me avidly, smiling the while, especially as I pushed down and stepped out of my briefs. He looked around a moment, then turned back to the panel. The jets died.

He slid down to sit and said, “The jets are too loud at night,” by way of explanation.

I joined Adam in the tub. I took a moment to examine the panel myself. It was wired for satellite radio, and I quickly found a jazz station that sounded decent. I sat opposite Adam, but the moment I settled he swam across to me and climbed into my lap, straddling my thighs. He wrapped his arms around me and laid his head on my shoulder. I embraced him gently, slowly rubbing his back, just letting the water and the music and the night suffuse us.

“I love you, Brad,” Adam said softly a couple of minutes later.

“I love you, too, honey,” I said.

Another five minutes passed in comfortable silence. Adam’s voice came to me again, saying, “This is nice, huh?”

“Very nice,” I agreed.

“I like this music.”

“I’m glad.”

“Is this jazz?”

“Yup.”

“My music teacher played us some before. I like it.”

“It’s very relaxing,” I said.

“Yeah,” he said, snuggling against me.

Another minute passed. Then, “Brad?”

“Hmm?”

Adam hesitated a moment. I thought I could feel his heart beating faster against my chest. “Can I kiss you?” he finally asked.

“Of course, if you want to,” I said.

“I mean a real kiss,” he said softly.

“Oh,” I said. “A real kiss.”

“Can I?” He still hadn’t lifted his head off my shoulder. I could feel his warm breath on my skin when he spoke.

“Have you ever given anyone a real kiss before, Adam?” I asked gently.

He didn’t answer right away. His breath continued on my shoulder. Then, so quiet I could barely hear him over the music, he said, “I never loved anybody before.”

Okay. Wow. There’s a declaration for you. I mean, yeah, we’d told each other we loved each other before. Several times in fact, and I’m sure we both meant it, but this was on another level of magnitude, wasn’t it?

“Do you know how to give a real kiss?” I asked.

Head still on my shoulder he asked, “Will you show me?”

“Look at me,” I said gently. He raised his head and we just looked at other. I couldn’t tell what I was seeing in his eyes. Longing perhaps. Yes, that. And abandon. Fear. Tenderness. Need. Frailty. Strength. I suppose that all somehow adds up to love.

I reached up a hand to caress his face. He leaned into my hand, his eyes closing. I lifted my other hand, traced my thumb over his soft, tender lips. Then I gently pulled him towards me. With as much love and tenderness as I could muster, I pressed my lips to his. They were warmth and softness. I pressed against them gently, but Adam wanted a real kiss. I let my tongue slip forward carefully, probing his, seeking permission. I felt them part just a bit, and my tongue slid past them. Adam gasped softly in my mouth.

I gently explored the wet heat of Adam’s mouth. My tongue touched his. Slowly, uncertainly, he pressed it to mine, and then we began a hesitant dance, slipping and sliding. My tongue retreated, and Adam eagerly followed, then carefully explored my mouth. Then our tongues were back together swirling around each other, our breathing increasing in speed.

My hands left Adam’s face, drifting down over his back, caressing his lean muscles, my fingers dancing down over each individual vertebrae. Between my legs, my cock was rising, eventually settling into the warm cleft of Adam’s ass, unable to rise any higher, throbbing there. Adam began to move against it, slowly at first, then finding a slightly faster, regular rhythm, his own stiff penis sliding against my belly. My hands slid down over his taut ass, fingers dancing up and down in the cleft over satiny skin.

Dammit, I wasn’t supposed to be letting this happen. I pulled back, gasping like a drowning man. I was opening my mouth to explain, to put a stop to this, when Adam, breathing quickly himself said, “I’m not stupid, you know.”

Well, that shut me up. “I don’t think you are, Adam,” I said, confused.

“You said that if you do this… do sex stuff with me, that you’ll hurt me. In my head or something. I’m not stupid. You’re not tricking me into doing it. I want to do it. I’m not a little kid either. I’m smart enough to make up my own mind about stuff.”

I had no counter for that argument, but I felt compelled to voice one. “Adam…” I began.

“Shut up,” he said, and then he was kissing me again, this time with a new level of passion.

So I shut up, and took Edith’s advice and pulled my head out of my ass and hungrily kissed the most beautiful boy in the world. Sensing my surrender, Adam unwrapped his arms from around my neck. I shuddered as I felt them on the front of my body, rubbing, exploring. My hands drifted back down to Adam’s ass, but he pushed back against them suddenly. My cock, free from restriction, shot upward. Then Adam’s body was pressed to mine again, trapping my throbbing cock against his groin, his own trembling little penis pressed against mine.

My fingers discovered the tiny pucker between Adam’s legs. I ran a finger over it, and felt him shudder against me. Then I was gently circling it while Adam’s tongue attacked my mouth, moaning loudly. I circled around and around the rubbery little sphincter, and then I pressed against it lightly. I felt Adam tense in my arms, pressing his cock hard against my groin, gasping in my mouth. I continued to press until, with a pop, my finger slid inside him to the first knuckle.

“Hrrnng!” Adam grunted. Or something like that. He pulled back and stared wide-eyed at me. “Brad!” he said softly, in awe, as my finger slowly began to slide in and out of his tightly clenching asshole.

Adam shivered, and then he was kissing me again. His small hands were then dancing down along my stomach, and before I was even prepared for it I felt his hand brush against my cock, and then he was taking it in his fist. He immediately started an up and down movement, and then it was my turn to gasp and pull back from the kiss.

“Adam,” I began.

“It’s so big,” he said, his fist working on my cock, his eyes wide with wonder.

Well, that was a first, I thought, feeling a strange flush of pride. Then, oh my God, am I a boylover because I just wanted someone to say my dick was big? Is that why I’m so attracted to small boy cocks? Is that why I don’t like boys with big cocks? To be honest, I’ve always felt I had a case of what I call BL dick, which is male equipment more suited to making love with a small boy than an adult male or female. I’d come to think of it as genetic proof that I was meant to be a boylover, but was it really just because I’m unconsciously so self-conscious about my size that I’ve set my sights on boys as sexual partners to feel somehow superior?

Okay, way too much thought going into that comment. I’ve always loved boys. I’ve never felt ashamed of my size. I needed to get a grip. I gained control over my voice and tried again. “Adam.” He met my eyes. “Maybe we should take this inside,” I suggested.

“To your bed?” he asked. I nodded. He thought for a moment, biting his lip, then nodded.

I started shutting down hot tub features while Adam climbed out of the tub behind me. He started pulling on the cover. I quickly joined him and together we got it into place. For a moment afterward we just stood and stared at each other. We were both incredibly hard, our cocks bouncing, pale enough to still be seen in the new darkness caused by lights in the tub shutting off. I grabbed a towel and quickly toweled off, then did the same for Adam.

I started for the bedroom, but Adam stopped me, opened his arms and said, “Carry me.”

So I leaned down while he half jumped into my arms. I hugged him against my chest, his erection poking me, mine just barely brushing against his taut asscheeks, his mouth eagerly hunting mine. Locked together, I staggered to my room, having to use my peripheral vision to guide us safely around obstacles. Then we were in my room and I was dumping him gently into the pillowy softness of my bed.

Adam stared up at me with lust-filled eyes. He was spread out artfully on the bed, his hair a burning halo around the pillow, legs spread invitingly, the slender stalk between his thighs throbbing with his need. He wanted this. I wanted this, but there was one last bit of (ir?)rationality within me.

I stood gazing down on him, a fantasy come to life, and said, “Adam, you’re beautiful.”

He smiled up at me. “So are you.”

I flushed at the compliment. “I just… I just have to make sure,” I told him. I held up a hand when he started to talk. “Just let me say a couple things, okay?” He nodded carefully. “I do want you,” I assured him. “I just want to make sure you’re here for the right reasons. I… you have to know, Adam, that this,” and I waved a vague hand between us, “doesn’t have to happen if you don’t want it to. What I mean to say is, you can stay here, as long as you want or as long as fate allows it, forever as far as I’m concerned. Even if this doesn’t happen, you can stay. I just… I don’t want you to feel pressured in any way, thinking maybe you owe me or something. I want you to be here because you want to be here. For you.”

Adam rolled his eyes at me and gave a sigh of exasperation. “You’re so stupid sometimes, Brad.”

“Uh… well, yeah. I guess we’ve established that,” I replied, feeling a bit of chagrin.

Adam rose up on his elbows. “I know we’ve only known each for a few days,” he said, “but to me it feels like forever.”

“For me, too,” I assured him.

“I’m not some confused little kid,” he told me. “I know what I want. I know I’m gay. I’ve known since I was a little kid. And I’m not doin’ this ’cause you’re the first gay guy I ever met or something. I want to do this. I’ve wanted to do it for a long time when I met someone I loved. Okay? You get it now?”

My heart melted. “I get it,”I said softly, swallowing against a sudden lump in my throat.

Adam smiled, and flopped onto his back. “Then could you please come and molest me now?”

I laughed. “I think I can manage that.”

I lay down on Adam’s left side. I sidled up until I was pressed against his body. I laid my hand against his smooth chest, feeling his heat and softness. “Just one more thing,” I said and Adam made as if to protest but I put my fingers over his lips. “Shhhh. This is important.” Adam nodded. “I just want you to know, this is all for you, Adam. If something feels weird, if something makes you uncomfortable, physically or otherwise, you tell me right away and it stops. Okay? We have a deal?”

“Deal,” he said against my fingers.

I smiled and replaced my fingers with my lips. I couldn’t get over how soft Adam’s lips were. His skin in general was like silk. I kissed his lips lightly, then playfully licked them until they spread to allow me access, then I slipped my tongue between them. One of Adam’s hands slid down my stomach, questing. I grabbed his wrist and pulled back, looking down at him devilishly.

“Uh-huh,” I grinned. Then I took his wrist and captured his other as well, and clasping them in my left hand, lifted them above his head, baring him to me while simultaneously making him my captive. He bit his upper lip and stared at me with hooded eyes.

I smiled and leaned down, kissing his throat, his immature Adam’s apple moving against my lips as he swallowed. With a combination of licks and kisses, I made my way along Adam’s jaw to his ear. I took the delicate little lobe, so rarely seen for his cloud of hair, and lightly nibbled it. Adam gasped and writhed underneath me. His little ears were perfect, like… like… well, probably like something very cliché, like seashells or coral or something. I gently traced his ear with my tongue, finally allowing it to dip inside, braving the acrid tang of ear wax for the opportunity to make Adam whimper and squirm beneath my ministrations.

From his ear, I traced my way down his slender neck, stopping to press my lips against his strong pulse, feeling like a vampire, mesmerized by that beat. Adam’s armpits were of course hairless. I stared at that muscled little hollow, so smooth and perfect. Leaning close I caught the faintest hint of Adam’s boyish musk, somehow reminiscent of rain on plastic. I traced a tongue over the flesh there, leaving a wet trail, Adam’s sweat stinging my taste buds.

From there I traced my way across the smooth perfection of Adam’s chest, from the slight hollow in the middle across the immature pectorals. I could count each of his ribs, racing in U shapes along his sides. His areolas were light brown, just slightly darker than his chest, with just a hint of pink at the tip of the nipple. I swiped my tongue across one, then repeated the process until I felt it rise in pebbly stiffness. The areola had shrunk to dime sized, but the nipple itself rose in a tiny bee-stung mound.

“I didn’t know nipples could feel like that,” Adam gasped.

I smiled. “Stick with me, kid.”

He grinned with his lower lip between his teeth. It was adorable.

Adam’s stomach dipped sharply from the bottom of his rib cage, the stomach muscles bunching, a little hollow between them creating a depression which led to his shallow navel. I traced a finger along that hollow, watching his stomach writhe. Dipping my head, I left a wet trail with my tongue from about two inches above where his little cock bobbed to his navel, swirling it around teasingly. From there I planted a row of soft little kisses across his hairless groin, skirting to the side of his penis. He tried to move his body, forcing his cock towards my mouth, but a hand on one skinny hip halted him. He whined with impatience.

“Greedy boy,” I chided. “All in good time.”

“You’re teasing me again,” he said breathlessly.

“Yeah, but in a good way. Now hush.”

I had to release his wrists in order to move lower, and as soon as I did, he reached for his cock. “Ah ah ah,” I warned.

“Brad!” he complained.

“Under your head,” I ordered.

“You’re mean,” he whined petulantly, but he slid his hands under his head, his upper body twisting, unable to stay still as I kissed down his groin to his thighs. He spread his legs further, but that wasn’t my destination, so I ignored him.

I slid down further on the bed, caressing the inside of his left thigh while I kissed and licked my way over the top of it. His legs seemed to go on forever, long and coltish, a smooth expanse of satiny flesh topped, again, with that near invisible golden down, not real hair mind you, not a result of maturation, but the soft hairs that had covered him all his life. His knee had a little line of scrapes, not a result of abuse I’m sure, just the travails of childhood. I even licked them.

Adam thrust his hips upward as I twisted his leg enough to lick behind his knees, and then he squirmed at the surprising sensation. His calves were as smooth and hairless as his thighs. It wasn’t until I had nearly reached his ankles before I saw the first hint of approaching adolescence, a little ring of silky hairs, just beginning to creep their way up his leg. I licked his ankle. You’ve heard the term, a well turned ankle? I’ve no idea what that means, but I’m sure Adam had it.

Okay, I’m going to admit to not being one of those guys that have a fascination for boy feet. I feel that puts me in a bit of a minority. I’m sorry, I’ve just never seen the attraction. I mean, not that I can’t admire all parts of a boy, but feet have about the same significance to me as knees or elbows. Adam’s feet were working hard on converting me. To begin with, they were oversized. I don’t know from kid’s shoe sizes, but they seemed large to me. Put me in mind of a Labrador puppy. For all their size, they were gracefully turned out. Oh, okay, ankles. I get it now. Anyway, they were delicate and graceful and smooth and pretty and pink. I was getting to that age where my feet got dry and my toenails were getting thick and… okay, sorry, you don’t want to hear that. Let’s just say that, for you guys who like the feet, imagine the most perfect pair of boy feet you’ve ever seen, inch the magnitude of awesomeness upward a couple of degrees, and you might come close.

I rose to a sitting position when I reached Adam’s feet. Sensing the motion, his eyes, which had been closed, flew open. He gave me a look of such raw longing it almost floored me. His eyes searched out my cock and that little lip of his got a royal chewing. Grinning, I held up his left leg, and brought his foot towards my face. I very roughly, because I didn’t want him going all ticklish on me, licked the sole of his foot. His mouth fell open in surprise.

“Did you like that?” I asked. He nodded rapidly. I grinned and did it again. Then, with his eyes locked on what I was doing, I slowly took his big toe into my mouth, sliding my lips over it like it was a squat little cock. Adam apparently drew the same comparison because his eyes rolled upward, his lids fluttering while his whole body shuddered. I began to work my mouth up and down, bobbing my head, allowing him to get a glimpse of what it would be like when I got to his cock, because he now could have little doubt I’m sure that I’d get there and be doing this to it. My eyes left no room for misinterpretation.

When I finally released his toe from my mouth, his eyes slowly opened. Once again, I rasped my tongue over his sole, tasting sweat but nothing worse. I’d checked, and even his toenails were clean. Twice more I licked his sole, and then, his eyes watching again, I lowered his foot into my lap. Then, biting my own lip in imitation, I brought that smooth, moist foot and pressed it against my throbbing cock. Adam gasped, eyes widening. He slowly smiled as I rubbed it up and down, caressing myself. His toes splayed and I rubbed the glans of my cock into that little V, pre-cum dripping between his toes. Then, very deliberately, I raised his foot again and took that big toe back into my mouth.

Adam let out such a pitiful little whining moan that I almost relented, diving between his legs, giving him what he wanted. As it was, he lost control himself and removed his right hand from under his head to grab at his cock.

“Not on your life,” I smiled wickedly. I rose up to my knees and bodily flipped him onto his stomach. “That should put your little toy out of reach,” I said. Adam groaned and tensed, pushing his cock into the yielding mattress. When he began to pump his little hips, I grabbed his thighs and held him still. I could feel the tension thrumming through his muscles.

I slowly lowered myself again, sliding in between Adams splayed legs. He looked so perfect lying there, his lovely rounded ass, the deep crevice. His balls were smashed into the mattress, a delicious little bundle of pinkish flesh. Inside that moist cleft, I knew my goal awaited me. As I supported myself on my elbows, I let each of my hands fall on those flawless little buns. I caressed them while I lowered my head to lick at the inside of each of Adam’s thighs. His ass quivered in my hands, muscles bunching. Finally, with a swipe of my tongue over his little balls, which contracted sharply in their wrinkled sac, I slid my thumbs into that cleft and pulled.

Okay, another confession. I had never licked an ass, let alone eaten one out. When I was a kid it never occurred to me, and by the time I became aware it was a thing people even did, I was just dating women, and for some odd reason never felt the urge. That changed for me when I got a peek between Adam’s cheeks earlier in the hot tub. The idea had lodged in my mind and refused to leave, and now here I was, but I have to tell you that I wasn’t overly confident about what I was about to do.

My first worry was soothed as soon as I spread those firm little buns apart. Adam’s little pucker was everything that quick glimpse earlier had shown me and more. This was actually the closest I’d ever been to an asshole and I’d been unsure what I’d encounter. First was a starburst of little striated ridges all racing inward. I was put in mind of the Millennium Falcon as it made the jump into hyperspace. These lines all met in a slightly raised, circular ridge of tissue that was his anus. It was a rosy pink color, a sharp contrast to the pale whiteness all around it.

Going for broke, I shoved my face into that sweaty little cleft and rasped my tongue across that tiny pink pucker. I’m not sure what Adam had been expecting, but it apparently wasn’t that. He gasped and went perfectly still. I licked him again.

“Brad!” he breathed. He gasped and arched his ass.

Worry number two put to rest. He tasted of sweat and the particular muskiness that was Adam, but nothing worse. I began to lavish that sensitive little rosebud with attention, lapping at it, circling it, sucking it, and finally, with a final hint of trepidation on my part, spearing it with my tongue. Adam whimpered beneath me, his entire body shivering. He was making his little puppy dog whines again as if he wanted something, but these were involuntary and spoke solely of a different kind of need. The taste of sweat and musk was stronger here, but again I found nothing to scare me away.

“It feels really weird,” Adam mumbled, voice full of wonder.

I rose up until I was sitting between Adam’s widespread legs. With a hand on either of his bony hips, I carefully lifted him until he got his knees under him. Divining my intention, he situated himself with his ass raised in the air, his face flat on a pillow. His little ass wiggled back and forth in anticipation of what I might do next. What a perfect picture. What man, gay or straight, boylover or not, being honest with himself, wouldn’t feel faint at the sight of Adam bent over like that, his glorious bottom an open invitation, his delicate little balls hanging down like mistletoe at a holiday celebration.

I reached forward between his legs and allowed the backs of my hands to trace a line up the inside of both of his silky thighs. When they reached that sweaty little juncture at the top, I gently ran my fingers over his exquisite little nuts. Adam let out a shaky moan and his balls drew up tighter in their wrinkled little sac. Teasing, I allowed one of my fingers to trace a line from his balls along the short length of his cock, which was snugly hugging his groin from underneath. It jerked against my finger and Adam gave out a little hiss of need.

I leaned forward and plunged my face back between Adam’s divine asscheeks. I hungrily attacked his small pucker with my tongue and lips. My right hand drifted down to my own cock, standing up so stiffly against my stomach, throbbing with need and dripping a steady stream of pre-cum. I swiped my finger through that slick liquid, thoroughly lubricating it.

Sitting back a little, I brought my finger to bear. I gently circled the tiny little ridge of pink flesh at Adam’s center. After a few moments, I began to apply light but steady pressure, not attempting to dive into him, just waiting. Eventually my patience was reward. Without warning, Adam’s tiny anus allowed me inside, in fact almost seemed to suck the tip of my finger inward. I slid in about an inch, and then just held my finger there, allowing him to adjust to the sensation.

“Are you okay, Adam?” I asked gently.

“Feels so good,” he breathed.

“I’m glad, angel,” I said.

I withdrew my finger, but only long enough to add a little more pre-cum to my finger. I wanted him well lubricated. Adam whimpered when I slid my finger back into him, his little sphincter welcoming me much quicker this time. When I was about an inch and a half deep, I felt what I’d been searching for, the distinctive little bump in the rectal wall that was Adam’s immature prostate. He groaned as I slid my finger over it. Once I was situated, I began to slowly, gently, but steadily, tap my finger against that spot.

“Brad!” Adam gasped. “What are – ungh!”

I slightly increased the force of my taps.

“I… I think I gotta pee,” Adam groaned. “Brad! Wait… I gotta… oh wait!”

“It’s okay,” I assured him. “I know it feels like that. Just relax. I got you, babe.”

“No, wait! I… I..! Brad!”

And then he was shuddering, his asshole slamming shut around my finger, his little cock twitching strongly between his legs. Adam was snorting, gasping, almost pained sounding gasps working to escape through mouth or nose. I held my finger against that little bump while he came, applying gentle pressure. As his quivering lessened and he took a shuddering breath I began to lightly tap again. At the same time, I lifted my left hand up between his legs and reverently took his little cock between my fingers. I caressed Adam’s slender young penis, marveling at the silky texture of his skin, the softness, the warmth, the pulsing strength.

“Brad…” Adam whimpered. “Uhhhnnn… my dick…”

I rubbed the tip of my finger around that lump of sensitive tissue just below the inverted V that split his spongy little cockhead, Adam’s balls cradled simultaneously against my sweaty palm. With steady pressure now against his juvenile prostate, I began to slowly slide my finger in and out of his gripping anus, but only as far as that small bump allowed, in and out about an inch at a time.

Adam was beyond words by now. I could feel another orgasm approaching in the tightening of his asshole and the tightness of his balls, but he was able to express himself only with gasping little mewls of pleasure. Then it was washing over him, his cock twitching again while I steadily jacked him, my finger embedded now, pressing with a slight wiggling motion against his little grape-sized gland.

This time, as Adam’s shudders subsided, I gently extracted my finger and released his twitching little penis. I placed a soft, reverent kiss on his beautifully rounded asscheek, then I gently helped him onto his side. He slowly straightened as I stretched out beside him, but I only scooted up far enough to place my head near his crotch. As he stretched out languidly, I leaned forward and took his small cock into my mouth.

Adam gasped in surprise. “Brad!” His hand reached down to clutch my head, whether to pull me closer or push me away I wasn’t sure. I’m not certain he knew himself. As it was, it ended up resting on my head as I savored the delicious little treat in my mouth. Adam’s cock was everything I’d known it would be, the perfect size for sucking, the tip only able to just reach the back of my mouth, despite the way he was suddenly straining his hips forward.

I grinned around his boycock and clutched his tensed buttocks, then, tongue working, I slid my lips up and down his three slender inches, reveling in the fact that there was no hair to tickle against my upper lip.

“Brad,” Adam panted. “I can’t… I… oh man!”

I applied mild suction as my lips and tongue worked at his small dick. His hand finally discovered purpose and he held it against the back of my head while his slim hips worked himself in and out of my mouth. I just hung on for the ride, delighted with his energy and youthful abandon. He was groaning sweetly and fucking his cock desperately into my mouth.

“Come,” he murmured. “Come… come… gonna come…” He shuddered. “Brad!” he gasped. “Unnghhhh, gonna come!”

The smell of Adam was stronger than ever in my nose, although one might expect that with my nose pressed up against his hairless groin. There was, by this time, a thin sheen of sweat covering his body. His skin was slick under my hands. The smell of him was like a drug. It brought out a bestial hunger in me. I desperately wanted to flip him over in that moment, to bury my aching cock deep into his bowels, to feel him writhing underneath me, to hear his cries of pained pleasure echo in my ears. I shuddered with the strength of the image and the struggle to refuse that urge. Between my legs, my cock throbbed painfully.

Then Adam was once again crying out his pleasure, his little body convulsing against me, hunching himself around my head as his hips worked desperately, spasmodically, and his little penis jerked strongly in my mouth, desperate to spill seed that just wasn’t there.

I waited until the last of his tremors had raced through him, leaving him panting weakly and spent. Then I released his spit-soaked little cock and crawled up to lie beside him. He rolled onto his back, his chest rising and falling with his breaths, his cock a slowly shrinking, damp little worm crouched in that smooth expanse of pale skin.

I found myself staring adoringly at my little lover. He finally sensed my regard and turned his head to me. He grinned. “I never cummed that much in my life.”

I must have betrayed myself somehow with my smile, because he said, “Isn’t that right? That’s not how you say it?”

I said, “Well, technically it’s ‘came’ but cummed is much cuter. You should use that.”

Adam giggled weakly and stretched deliciously, like a cat, putting everything into a sensuous display of satisfaction. He ran his hands lightly over the cooling sweat on his body, finishing with a little squeeze of his soft cock. He shivered, his shoulders bunching, then kicked his little heels against the bed and laughed in delight. Then he levered himself upward until he was sitting and looking down at me. His eyes went to my cock and he grinned devilishly.

“You haven’t cummed yet,” he said with a wicked grin. That lip slid unerringly back between his teeth in a display of uncertainty and mischievousness. With raised brows and roaming eyes, he asked a question. I nodded and he grinned and reached out and ran a finger along the length of my cock, from head to balls. I shivered.

Seeing my reaction, Adam grinned and did it again. He’d grabbed me a few times, but he’d never taken the time to explore me. He did now. He lightly poked a finger in between my balls, examining my hairy scrotum. He ran those coarse hairs through his fingers, tugging enough to distend the skin of my sac, but not enough to hurt. Then he hefted them in his small hand. I don’t have the biggest nuts. Maybe the size of… Brazil nuts? Is that a nut shape? Well, you know what I mean. Dammit, walked into that one.

“I like your balls,” Adam said shyly, his eyes sparkling brightly from under his bangs.

“They are quite fond of you at this moment, too,” I smiled.

Adam giggled. “You’re really hairy,” he said, releasing my balls to run his slender little fingers through my pubic bush. My cock lurched as the back of his hand rubbed against it. “This is sperm, right?” he asked, swirling a fingertip through the little puddle of pre-cum forming under my dripping cockhead.

“Well,” I corrected, “it’s actually what’s called pre-cum. It’s supposed to… you know, lubricate things. Sperm comes later. It’s a lot thicker.”

He held his finger up before his face, examining the wetness at the end. His eyes met mine, twinkling merrily. “What’s it taste like?”

I gave him a little shrug. “Why don’t you try it and see?”

He squinted at his finger, as if the slick liquid would do something. What, I’m not sure. Melt his finger? Attack his face? Okay, maybe I was projecting. I’m weird. “It’s not gross?” he asked uncertainly.

“Well, Adam, I don’t think it is, but then I don’t like beets and I know some people who think they are delicious.”

“Beets are gross,” Adam said, wrinkling his cute little nose. Then, with a quick sniff of his finger, he hesitantly poked out the tip of his little pink tongue and tasted it. His face screwed up for a moment, considering, then he slid the finger into his mouth. I saw his tongue working, spreading it around, getting a sense of it. After a moment, he took another swipe at the mess on my groin and it went back into his mouth.

“It doesn’t really taste like anything,” he finally said. He shrugged, then he turned his attention back to my cock.

“I wish my dick was this big,” he said, gently wrapping his fingers around the shaft. He pulled me to his right, lifting me upright. He squeezed, watching as more pre-cum oozed out of my gaping piss slit.

“Don’t be in such a hurry to grow up,” I told him, enamored of the way he was exploring me. “I think you’re perfect the way you are right now.”

He glanced down into his lap. While not completely hard again, he was at least at half-mast. “I’m puny though.”

“Well, like I told you before, I think you’re actually sorta large for your age. That’s just sorta based on what I remember. I haven’t seen many boys your age naked,” I lied. Or does the internet not count?

Without warning, Adam leaned over, his hair falling into my lap, and sucked the head of my cock briefly into his mouth. I gasped, totally surprised. He sat back up and once again swirled his tongue around in his mouth, still tasting me apparently. Then he turned and grinned.

“Want me to do it again?” he asked, wide-eyed with mischief.

I couldn’t do anything other than nod. A lot.

Adam smiled widely, then bent over me again. I shuddered as I felt all that silky auburn hair slide and pool against all my sensitive places. Then the warmth of his small mouth was engulfing me. I groaned, the thought of it happening just as powerful as the physical sensations.

“Pull your hair back,” I said softly.

Twisting his head a little bit, still holding the tip of me in his mouth, he peeked at me through a curtain of wild, coppery hair. I could see the grin on his face as he realized what I wanted. His left hand reached up and took up that silken auburn mop and pulled it up and back, revealing the side of his face to me. I could see his soft pink lips wrapped around my shaft, the head of my cock out of sight in his mouth.

Seeing that he had my full attention, Adam began to slowly bob his head up and down, obviously emulating me. He lowered himself slowly, taking inch after inch of my cock into his mouth. After about three inches he gave a little gag and backed off a bit. Comfortable then with what he had in his mouth, he began the journey back to the top. He rose until just the crown remained in his mouth and then lowered himself again. Soon he had worked out a comfortable rhythm.

“Rub my balls, Adam,” I suggested.

Adam didn’t hesitate in his rhythm, but a moment later I felt him take my balls in his hand. He rolled them gently, bouncing them a little. After another minute he sat up again. His right hand left my balls and gripped my cock. He used his saliva to stoke up and down my five-inch shaft with a familiarity that showed he knew how to handle at least his own cock.

Releasing me for a moment, he asked, “If I keep sucking it, will you squirt your sperm?”

“I will if you keep doing it like you were,” I told him.

He bit his lip, chewing lightly. “Will you squirt it in my mouth?”

“Not if you don’t want me to, honey,” I assured him.

Adam grinned. “I like when you call me that,” he said. Then he turned shy again and said, “What if I want you to? In my mouth I mean?”

“Well, do you really want me to?” I asked, thrilled by the thought, but feeling it was sort of a big step for a boy.

Adam nodded shyly, his hand never ceasing his stroking. It was beginning to get to me and I squirmed. “Well, if you want me to, you’d better do it pretty fast, because it’s about to shoot out all over my stomach,” I warned.

“It will?” he asked, apparently excited by the idea. Had I just talked my way out of shooting my load into this little angel’s sweet mouth? Oh, well, I imagined there would be other opportunities at this point.

“It really will,” I told him, my voice growing a bit raspy as my breathing increased.

Adam looked at my cock, then back at my face. He looked conflicted. “I wanna do both,” he complained.

I couldn’t help but laugh. “I’ll tell you what,” I said, “you suck it some more, and I’ll tell you right before I come, that way you can get a little in your mouth, and pull back and watch the rest squirt on my tummy. How’s that?”

“Yeah!” Adam answered eagerly. Then my cock was back in his mouth and his right hand caressed my tightening nuts while his left pulled back his hair to give me an unobstructed view of this little miracle of the most beautiful boy I’d ever seen sucking eagerly at my cock.

The very thought was enough to cause things to tighten in my lower body. “Getting close, Adam,” I said softly, feeling my orgasm like a storm on the horizon, a gathering of massive storm clouds, a growing electricity in the air. I concentrated on the boy before me, the bobbing of his head, his perfect pink lips wrapped round my shaft, the gentle curve of his back as he hunched over me, the gracefulness of his limbs, the barely seen hint of pink between his legs that was the tip of his beautiful little penis.

Finally, I gasped, “Now, Adam!” as I felt my balls clench in his small hand. I felt the spasmodic jerk of my cock as the first rope of hot cum blasted out of my cock. I could feel Adam’s startled jerk as his little mouth was suddenly filled with my jizz, then my cock was out of his mouth and he was practically ducking out of the way. The next shot went straight up to land on Adam’s wrist. By that time he had my cock pointed back towards my head and the next four powerful squirts blasted across my stomach. I grunted as another three less powerful squirts dribbled out, oozing over Adam’s fist to drip into my thick pubic hair.

Adam was staring wide-eyed. “Wow!” he finally said, choking a little. He carefully swallowed, then he met my eyes with a huge grin. “That was awesome!” Then his face scrunched up a bit. “But that’s the weirdest taste ever.”

I laughed weakly. “You didn’t like it, huh?”

Adam shrugged. “It’s not bad. It tastes like…” and he searched around for an answer. He finally finished with, “… salty milk.”

I laughed. “Salty milk? Well, I guess that’s as good a description as any,” I allowed.

I watched Adam. He was holding out his arm, looking with a mixture of fascination and distaste at his hand, which was coated with a slimy trail of my jizz. He was slowly turning his hand to keep it from dripping off.

He turned his eyes to me, his nose scrunched up. “I’m all sticky,” he complained.

I laughed again and slid off the side of the bed. I reached out for his hand, and when he offered me the cum-covered one I said, “Nice try, smartass.” He grinned and gave me his right hand. I pulled him off the bed and led him to the bathroom. While he stood there, examining the mess on his hand, his little penis poking up in front of him, I turned on the water in the shower. When it was warm, I ushered him in and entered behind him.

After a shower, and okay, a little bit more fun, we exited the bathroom, sated, but tired. This time as we crawled into bed together, I gathered Adam against me, taking comfort in his warmth, in his small presence in the darkness. I don’t think I realized until that moment just how lonely I’d been. Life had honestly seemed to have little purpose. I had been just going through the motions the last few years. Suddenly, all that seemed to be behind me. I felt a burgeoning warmth in my chest as I lay there, this magnificent little boy next to me, his soft breath against my chest. I think it was called hope.

End of part four

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You and I Both – Part three

You and I Both
By
Rwxxx13

You and I Both – Part three

We swam for about another hour. During that time, Adam became more and more relaxed about being seen in his briefs, and we spent as much time running around the pool as we did swimming, giving me plenty of opportunities to admire his beautiful young body. He even asked at one point to see the weight bench I had set up, and the sight of him stretched out on the bench, his legs spread, muscles bunching as he attempted to lift the bar, all the while clad only in those transparent little briefs was enough to send me racing back to the water afterward to hide yet another erection from his young eyes.

Eventually he admitted to being too pruney to continue swimming, and we got out and dried ourselves off. Or rather, I dried off and then, at his insistence, helped him to dry off. I was careful not to touch his crotch, although at that point I’m not sure if he’d have minded.

I looked around to see that we’d once again spent the whole day together. The sun was just sinking over the treetops, shadows gathering around their trunks. “I suppose we need to be getting you home,” I said.

Adam, who had been grinning just a moment before, frowned. “Do I have to?” he asked.

“Adam, I can’t believe your mother won’t care about your being out after dark. Shouldn’t we at least call her?”

He shrugged. “She’s probably not home. She’s probably already at the bar. She won’t get home till late, and then it’ll be her and one of her boyfriends and they’ll party all night and if she sees me she just gets mad, so I either have to stay in my room all night and listen to them… party, or go to a friend’s house.”

I processed all that for a few moments. It was the most he’d shared about his home life since we’d met. I’d suspected things were bad, especially with that black eye of his, but I’d had no idea it was that bad. “So… did you want to stay here?” I asked, trying to understand.

Adam looked up hopefully. “Could I?”

I was torn. “Adam… first, you barely know me,” I began, trying to think things through.

“I know you,” he insisted earnestly. “I know you won’t hurt me. I was just kidding before. You know, about the rape and stuff. I don’t really think that.”

Oh, how little did he know. Well, actually, I suppose he did know. He was right in that I’d never hurt him, and as much as I might want to sleep with him, I wouldn’t do that either. However, that certainly didn’t mean I wouldn’t be thinking about it.

“It’s not just that,” I tried to explain. “Even if your mom didn’t care, if she didn’t call someone to come looking for you or something, if someone found out I let you stay here with me, especially without permission… well, let’s just say that all those things you didn’t really mean? A lot of people would think that’s exactly what happened, and I could get into some serious hot water.”

“That’s stupid,” he insisted. “I would just tell them nothing like that happened.”

“Unfortunately, not everyone would believe you,” I told him.

Adam looked dejected. It about broke my heart. What the hell was I doing? I mean, protecting myself was one thing, but was I really going to send this kid back into that abusive environment? Especially on a weekend night when it was apparently much worse, and him already sporting a black eye? On the other hand, the kid was eleven years old. He’d managed to survive this long, perhaps I was being overly sensitive.

Adam must have sensed that I was weighing all this. He stood in front of me patiently. When he saw me gather myself and look back at him his face filled with such pleading that my resolve melted. I sighed. “On one condition,” I stated, and he practically floated off the floor. “You have to call your mother and tell her where you are,” I insisted. He thought about it for only a moment, and then he was hugging me. Okay, totally worth it.


We headed back to the house. This time I followed him, watching that tight little rump of his in his damp underwear. As he entered the house in front of me, I took a moment to adjust the windows to one way reflective. Outside, the windows turned to mirrors. I watched the way the last of the day’s light was reflected out onto the lawn, red and gold. Adam seemed to bring Autumn with him.

I had both towels and Adam’s cutoffs. I turned to him and said, “Why don’t you head up to my bathroom and take a shower. Rinse all that chlorine off. Leave your undies outside. I’ll throw them and your shorts into the dryer for you.”

“Okay!” Adam said happily and he raced up the stairs, his little feet slapping on the wooden risers. I opened up the fridge to see what I could make us for dinner. That’s when Adam called out, “Brad!”

“What?” I asked.

“Here!” he said, and then there was a splat behind me. I turned around to see Adam’s briefs in a wet little bunch on the floor. I went over and grabbed them, then heard a giggle. I looked up to see Adam standing at the railing overlooking the bottom of the floor. He had one hand cupping his small genitals. He smiled at me.

“Enjoying yourself?” I asked sarcastically.

“Can everyone see me naked if they look in?” he asked.

“I turned on the one way,” I told him. “Sorry to ruin your fun. Maybe you can streak through town later, give everyone a look at your hot little bod.”

Adam giggled and then he turned, wiggled his cute little bare ass at me, and then disappeared, presumably to my bathroom to shower.

I headed to the laundry room and deposited the towels, and Adam’s shorts and underwear. While I was there I decided I might as well dry my own trunks, so I stripped out of them and grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my waist.

Back in the kitchen, I decided to take the easy route. I pulled a frozen pizza out of the freezer, turned on the oven and slid it inside. There, dinner was planned. Heading upstairs I put my ear to the bathroom door, but I didn’t hear the shower running.

I knocked, “Adam, you about done?” I asked.

“You can come in!” he called.

I opened the door to find him in front of the mirror, carefully combing his wet hair. He was dressed in the t-shirt he’d been wearing earlier, the one with the pink and orange stripes. He’d untied the knot on the side, and the shirt hit him at about mid-thigh. Or would have, if his arms were lowered. With them in the air as he combed his hair, he was actually perilously close to exposing some boy ass. As much as I might have wanted that to happen, I thought I should do something about the water that was running down his back from his soaking hair.

“You’re hair is soaked,” I pointed out. He’d done a horrible job drying it, if he’d dried it at all. It was dripping all over, especially down his back with each run of the comb. I grabbed a towel off the rack by the vanity. “Hold still,” I instructed. Then I vigorously dried his hair for him.

“You’re making me dizzy!” his laughter muffled inside the towel.

I exposed just a little bit of his face, peeking in at him in the mirror. He grinned. I whipped off the towel. His hair was going in every direction, but at least it wasn’t dripping. “Better?” I asked.

“Now I have to start all over,” he complained, smiling.

“You want some cheese with that whine?” I asked. He stuck out his tiny pink tongue at me. I chuckled.

“Alright, hurry up so I can get a shower, too,” I told him.

“Go ahead,” he said, casually. “I don’t care.”

“I think I’ll wait,” I smiled.

He met my eyes in my reflection. “I already saw your thing before.”

“Yeah, well, my ‘thing’ is still traumatized and trying to forget,” I explained. “He’s very shy. So I’ll just wait.”

Adam shrugged, and continued to comb his hair. After a couple of minutes I realized that he was just dawdling. “Alright, Vidal Sassoon,” I said, hustling him to the door. “You’re done.”

“Who’s Vidal Sassoon?” he asked, trying to slow himself, actually leaning backwards and walking on his heels as I gently shoved him towards the door with a hand on his back.

“Someone who likes taking too much time combing his hair,” I said. I ushered him out the door. “Dinner will be ready soon. I’ll be right out,” I told him, then I closed the door.

Dropping my towel, I hopped into the shower. I washed quickly, but apparently not quickly enough. The door opened and Adam stood in the doorway, watching me. I knew I should have locked it. I also knew that I should cover myself, or turn away, but Adam’s eyes were glowing as he stared at my naked body, and let’s face it, it gave me a bit of a thrill.

“I called my mom,” he said, establishing his reason for barging in apparently. “She said it’s okay.”

“I’d have liked to talk to her,” I said.

Eyes not leaving my crotch, he shook his head and said, “I had to call three times before she heard it. I told you she would be at the bar. She said she didn’t care where I stayed and to leave her alone.”

I felt a guilty pang, which honestly helped Brad Junior from rising, which I sensed he wanted to do. “Well, okay,” I said. “Now scat! Haven’t you ever heard of privacy?”

“Sorry,” he said, his little grin making it plain he wasn’t sorry at all. He slid the door shut.

I chuckled and started to finish my shower when the door opened not more than five seconds later. Adam was once again staring as he asked, “What’s for dinner?”

“Out!” I cried, unable to help laughing. With a giggle Adam shut the door again.

This time he left me in peace long enough to finish my shower and dry myself. I realized then I’d made a tactical error in not bringing something to change into, and I opened the door expecting to find Adam waiting for me. However, the coast was clear. Wrapped again in a towel, I hurried to my dresser, pulled out a pair of black briefs and a pair of my jogging shorts and quickly dressed.

I found Adam standing in front of the fireplace. “Can we have a fire?” he asked.

“It’s almost summer,” I pointed out.

He looked at me with wide, pleading eyes. “Pleeeease?”

I shielded my eyes as if I were a vampire being presented with a cross. “Not the puppydog eyes!” I cried in mock horror. Adam giggled and made a mewling little puppy sound, his eyes growing even larger. I laughed. “Okay, enough already,” I begged. “Yes, we can have a fire.”

“Yay!”

I already had a few logs laid in the hearth, but of course I hadn’t expected to be using them until maybe October. Trying to remember the instructions I’d received about the flue, hoping it was in the open position, I grabbed the lighter from inside the fireplace tool container… or whatever you’d call it, and held it to the logs.

Adam was squatting next to me, the hem of his t-shirt probably riding high enough to be very revealing if I were in a different position to view him. I swallowed.

“I think you need paper,” he said. “Or kindling.”

I mentally smacked my head. “Right,” I said. I went to the little secretary in the foyer where I kept my mail and tore a couple of pieces of notebook paper from a pad. Crumbling them, I returned to the fireplace. Adam was still squatting and the hem of his shirt was tightly molded to his backside. I’m sure that if I were to get closer to the floor I’d have seen a couple of dangly bits, but of course there was no way of doing that without blatantly announcing the fact that I was attempting to look at his dangly bits.

I smooshed the crumpled paper into a crack between a couple of logs, and then tried the lighter again. The paper blackened quickly, and Adam and I waited in anticipation to see if the logs would light as well.

After a tense half minute, there were still flames, so I leaned back and cried, “Success! We have made fire! We are men!”

“We are men!” Adam cried, cheering and grunting.

“Me go kitchen,” I said in my best Neanderthal accent. “Me kill pizza. We eat.”

“Pizza good,” Adam grunted, playing along. “Kill pizza good! We men!”

So we ate frozen pizza in front of the fire, Adam sipping on another Mountain Dew, me with another beer. It was honestly too warm for a fire, and I was glad I hadn’t put on a shirt, but Adam was loving it, often losing himself as he stared into the flames. For my part, I tried to fight my nature and not continually peek between his legs, trying to get a look at things I shouldn’t be looking at. I honestly couldn’t remember ever having a better evening.

After dinner, Adam again helped me clean up, although considering we’d used paper plates, which he suggested just putting in the dying fire, it was mostly a matter of throwing away the can and bottle into the blue recycling bin. I then suggested we watch a movie, and gave Adam the opportunity to choose the film from my large collection of Blu-rays. He went with Avatar, which he claimed to have never seen.

I loved the look on his cute little face when I showed him the television. It was hidden behind a panel in the wall, and was revealed with the push of a button, the wall sliding up and the tv sliding silently forward. It really was impressive. It was a 103” Bang & Olufsen, which honestly didn’t mean much to me. I just knew it was gigantic and expensive as hell at nearly 150k. Between that and the surround sound system, well, let’s just say the movie was an immersive experience. However, if I’m being honest, I was much more immersed in the feel of Adam’s warm little body curled up against mine, the sight of his smooth, bare thighs, and his hands, which kept dipping under the hem of his shirt to fiddle with things. I was grateful my designer, Kathy, had provided a few throw pillows for the couch, perfect for setting in one’s lap.

After the movie, Adam was amped. He couldn’t stop talking about it, reliving all the best scenes as if I hadn’t just been there to watch it with him. Finally, I announced it was time for bed. I led him to one of the downstairs bedrooms.

“Will you be okay in here?” I asked, opening the bedroom door.

Adam looked stricken. “I thought I could sleep in your bed,” he said in a small voice.

I was afraid of that. Adam wasn’t the only one amped up after the movie. Heck, after the whole day. I wanted nothing more than to go upstairs, jack off and get some sleep. If Adam was in bed with me, I was pretty sure neither of those things was going to happen. Still, I knew there was no way I could refuse him.

I rolled my eyes and gave a long-suffering sigh. “Again with the puppydog eyes,” I lamented. Adam grinned and once again gave me his best mewling puppy imitation, leaning against me, staring up with exaggeratedly large eyes and pawing gently at my chest. “Fine! Enough!” I cried. “And the Oscar goes to Adam Ramsey!”

Adam giggled sweetly.

“Alright,” I sighed, smacking him on the bottom. “Up the stairs.” Adam didn’t hesitate, racing up the stairs like a shot, giving me a tantalizing flash of pale flesh under his shirt. I did a quick run through the downstairs, locking doors, adjusting lights and windows, making sure the fire was dead and the screen in place in case I was wrong.

When I got to my bedroom, I found Adam already curled up in my bed, the covers nearly to his chin. “This is the most comfortable bed ever,” he announced.

“I’m glad you like it,” I smiled.

“It’s like sleeping in a cloud,” he said.

“Well, angels are supposed to sleep in clouds,” I said, making Adam giggle.

“Okay, Adam,” I said, standing beside the bed. “This is bedtime, okay? Not playtime. Understand?”

“Yes, sir!” he said, giving me a snappy salute. I grinned.

This would be alright. Right? I mean, sure, he was eleven, I was thirty-eight. He was cute, I was horny. I mean, what could go wrong? Adam had a bit of a naughty streak, and the last thing I needed in my bed at thirty-eight was a cute as hell, half-naked eleven-year-old with a naughty streak. I sighed, realizing this was a horrible idea.

Well, there was nothing for it. I went to the panel by the door and announced, “Okay, lights out, soldier.” I flipped the switch, plunging us into darkness. I then made my way to the bed by feel and memory. At the bedside I slid off my shorts, keeping my briefs on of course, and then slid into the soft warmth of the bed. Then I thought perhaps I should have left my shorts on. Then I thought perhaps I should go put on a track suit. Or a set of Kevlar. I wondered if I would be comfortable sleeping in Kevlar.

“Brad?” Adam spoke softly in the darkness.

“Yeah?”

“Thanks a lot for letting me stay. And for everything today.”

I smiled, although he couldn’t see it. “It was my pleasure, Adam. I’m glad you could be here.” And, in spite of my misgivings, that was true.

“This is the best day I ever had,” he sighed contentedly.

“Me, too,” I said, and that was true, too.

So I settled into sleep, trying to ignore the dull, distant ache in my balls. I probably should have jacked off in the bathroom before getting into bed. Ah well, too late now. I felt my body slowly relaxing, lulled by Adam’s soft breathing and the warmth of his body under the covers with me.

Of course, I should have known better than to think that would be it.

A few minutes later Adam spoke up softly, asking, “Brad?”

“Hmm?”

“Can I take off my shirt? I’m too warm.”

“Uh, sure, if you like,” I allowed, honestly not really thinking about what that meant.

Adam apparently felt the need to clarify. “That means I’ll be naked,” he said.

“Oh. Right,” I said, my mind already a bit foggy with impending sleep. “Well, whatever you like.”

Some soft shuffling noises, and barely felt movement. It really was a good mattress. I heard a softly muffled flump as his shirt hit the floor beside the bed.

Another minute went by before, “Brad?”

“Hmm?” I answered sleepily.

“Are you still wearing your shorts?” Adam’s voice was soft, barely above a whisper.

“Huh?” I asked fuzzily. “No, I took them off.”

A few more seconds while Adam apparently digested this information, then, “Are you wearing anything?”

I sighed. Not frustrated exactly, just tired. If I took a moment to think about it, this was a sexy little situation, but frankly, I was mostly ‘sexy little situation-ed’ out for the day and I just wanted to sleep. “I’m wearing underwear, Adam,” I finally said. “And I’m trying to sleep.”

“Okay, sorry,” he said. Of course, if I’d thought that was the end of it I’d have again been wrong. “It’s just,” he started again, “if you wanted to take them off, that’s okay. I wouldn’t mind.”

I sighed and rolled to my right side, facing him although I could barely see him. Reaching out I found his chest and placed my hand there, fingers spread wide on his smooth skin. “Adam?”

“Yeah?” he asked, a hint of anticipation in his voice I thought.

“Adam, you’re a lovely boy. I like you a lot, and I’ll do most anything to make you happy, but if someone were to ever ask, I think I’d like to be able to say I didn’t get naked when I had an eleven-year-old boy sleeping in my bed with me.”

Adam seemed to think about that for a few seconds, then said, “I saw your thing before.”

“Yes,” I sighed. “I think we’ve established that.”

“It’s really big.”

I couldn’t help but chuckle and flop onto my back, defeated. Apparently we were going to talk. “Well, thank you, I think.”

“It’s just, I never saw a grown-up’s before,” he said. “Well, I did once. One of my mom’s boyfriends. I saw him peeing one night when I went to the bathroom.”

“Uh-huh,” I replied tiredly.

“It was a lot bigger than yours,” he said.

I gave a rueful chuckle. “Gee, thanks,” I said sarcastically.

Adam seemed to realize that he might have given some offense. “Oh, sorry. I just meant it was really gross.”

“Ah,” I said, not sure if I was mollified.

“Yours looks nice,” he said.

“Okay, again, thank you, I think. Can you do me a favor?”

“What?”

“Can we stop talking about my penis?”

Adam giggled softly. “We could talk about mine,” he suggested.

I gave a quiet laugh. “It would be a short conversation,” I joked.

Adam gave me a raspberry in the darkness. “I saw you lookin’ at it,” he said.

“I never did,” I protested.

“Uh-huh,” he insisted. “At the pool. Plus practically all night. You kept peeking. Plus you said I had a hot body.”

“Lies and slander.”

“What’s slander?”

“It’s when someone says you said something you didn’t say,” I explained.

“Well, you did,” he insisted.

“Bah!” Apparently I was out of rejoinders.

I could hear the smile in his voice when he said, “Perv.”

“Sex monkey.” How’s that for a rejoinder?

Adam giggled. “What’s a sex monkey?”

“You are a sex monkey,” I told him. “A little boy who can’t think about anything other than sex.”

Adam thought about this for a few moments, and then started making quiet little monkey noises.

“See?” I said. “Sex monkey.”

“Perv.”

“Ahhh!” I cried in mock frustration. “Go to sleep!”

Mercifully, he did.


Saturday dawned bright and beautiful. My eyelids fluttered open and I took a moment, just staring at the ceiling, adjusting to wakefulness. I slowly became aware that I had an armful of sleeping boy. Adam was lying against me, his right arm across my chest, his right leg flung over my mine. His soft breathing was warm and moist against my chest. There was an equally warm and moist something poking against my waist.

I lifted my arm, gently caressing his wonderfully smooth back, from shoulders, down to the gentle swell of his little bubble butt. He murmured softly in his sleep, thrusting against me with his stiff little penis. I just lay there, enjoying the reflection of the sun on the water across my ceiling, luxuriating in the sensual sensation of Adam’s small body against mine. A familiar tightness in my groin alerted me to the fact that Adam wasn’t the only one afflicted with some morning stiffness.

Moving slowly, I gently extricated myself from the tangle of little limbs and slid quietly from the bed. Adam sighed in his sleep and gave a little grumble and rolled onto his back, his right arm draped over his chest, his left flung out, his legs gaping widely. I couldn’t help myself, slowly pulling back the sheet to reveal his little body in all it’s perfection.

Of course, I’d seen most of him at one time or another yesterday. Still, there was something about this setting, with his little body contrast against the whiteness of the sheets, that made him seem angelic. His reddish hair sparkled in the morning sun, still a fine cloud around his head. His small pink lips were slightly parted, his breath making strands of stray hair float and dance. His chest was smooth, with tiny little moles or freckles dotted here and there, adding a hint of interest. The direct light of the sun on his body revealed the tiniest little coating of golden hairs on his arms and across his chest and tummy, on his smooth thighs, and across his calves.

Flat on his back, you could see the well defined little V of muscle that started at his hips and led down to his pubis, the area so much paler than the rest of his body. From there his legs spread out, long and lean and lightly muscled. Coltish, I suppose is how one would describe them.

Of course, your interest is exactly where mine was, and as beautiful as the entire package might be, it was the package itself, so to speak, that demands our attention. And demanding it was. It was actually bigger than I’d anticipated. Adam apparently was a grower, not a shower. The tiny lump I’d seen in his wet underpants the day before hadn’t prepared me for this. It rose at a forty-five degree angle from his hairless groin and measured a bit over three inches long. He was circumcised, as I’d seen before, and the small, slightly flared little helmet was a spot of rosy color at the tip of the pale shaft. His olive-sized testicles were drawn up tightly in his wrinkled little sac, whether naturally or from excitement I couldn’t tell. There was a thin line of tissue to show where his balls were bisected, and a thick ridge under the skin of his cock that ran from his balls up along his thin shaft, to just under the head. The shaft itself, under an inch thick, was covered with a barely discernible tracery of purplish veins.

Needing to get away before I did something I’d regret, I allowed the sheet to gently fall back into place, and then, my own stiff cock pressing obscenely against my briefs, leading me, I made my way to the bathroom. My briefs, complete with a large damp circle on the front, went into the hamper. I usually didn’t shower before my morning jog, but this was more about release than anything.

It took fewer strokes than I care to admit before I was shooting ropy streams of cum across the shower. I was frankly a bit shocked at the force of my emission. I hadn’t come that far since I was a kid. I had to use the hand-held shower attachment to get the sticky mess off the shower glass.

Quickly drying off, I cracked the door and peeked into my room. Adam was still asleep, so I took the chance to sneak to my dresser for a fresh pair of briefs. The little pup tent he was making in the sheet almost made my recent act pointless. I found my shorts on the side of the bed and pulled them on, forcing myself not to look at the little boy in my bed.

Downstairs I pulled on socks and was tying my shoes when Adam appeared at the top of the stairs. Thankfully he’d at least put his shirt back on over his naked body. “Where are you going?” he asked, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

“Goin’ for a run,” I told him.

“Can I go?” he asked, coming further down the stairs. Oh lord, I could see the little indentation his erection was making under his t-shirt.

I preferred to run alone, but I didn’t want to tell him no. “You can come if you like, but I’m not going to slow down for you,” I equivocated.

“Will you wait for me?” he asked, rushing down the steps.

“Okay, but hurry.”

“Uh… where’s my underwear?” Wow, first time a boy ever asked me that.

“Laundry room,” I said. I pointed beyond the kitchen. “Through there.” He raced down the hall. He was back a moment later, zipping up his cutoffs. He hurried past me. “I left my shoes upstairs,” he told me on his way back up the steps. The door leading to the hot tub opened, then closed, and after a few moments he was back, properly shod.

He hurried down the stairs and jumped in front of me, practically bouncing with excitement. “Ready!”

“Alright, let’s go.” I unlocked the door, set the windows for clear, and then waited for Adam to slip by me so I could pull the door shut.

I wasn’t kidding about not slowing for him. I ran for the exercise, not for the sightseeing. We left the house behind, heading along my normal route around the lake. I didn’t sprint by any means, but I kept up a steady pace and I’ve got a pretty long stride. Adam struggled to keep up, but he eventually fell behind. I felt a pang of guilt, but I didn’t let it slow me. I’d warned him after all.

I ran west along the lakeside. Well, not exactly along the lakeside. There were no paths here along the lake, paved or otherwise, as nice as that might have been. Rather, I ran a trail that was mostly devoid of trees that I’d blazed myself. Sometimes it ran within ten feet of the shore, sometimes as far away as sixty feet. It meandered in a general westerly direction. I guesstimated that the path was about two miles. It led to the western edge of the lake and then north. I didn’t run around the entire lake, as it would have probably been close to seven miles. I liked exercise, but I wasn’t crazy about it.

When I reached my turnaround point, I searched the side of the lake for sight of Adam. I finally caught a glimpse of him between the trees, maybe half a mile back. He apparently saw me too, for he immediately turned around and started jogging back the way he’d come. I caught up to him maybe a quarter of a mile from the house. I took pity on him at that point and matched his slightly slower pace. About a hundred yards out, I slowed to a walk. He looked grateful to do the same, breathing heavily. We walked the rest of the way in companionable silence.

“You’re fast,” he finally said, still a little breathless as we reached the paved drive in front of the house.

“Just long legs,” I told him. “I’m impressed you stayed up as well as you did.”

He grinned up at me. “Thanks.”

“Credit where it’s due,” I told him.

As we walked through the front door I said, “Let me grab a shower and I’ll get us something for breakfast. How does waffles sound?”

“I love waffles,” he assured me.

“Waffles it is,” I said, mounting the stairs. About halfway up I realized he was following me. I stopped and looked at him questioningly.

“Can I take a shower, too?” he asked. He pulled his damp shirt away from his chest. “I’m all sweaty.”

“Of course, buddy,” I told him, resuming the climb. “You can wait for me, or you can use one of the bathrooms downstairs.”

I had kicked off my shoes downstairs by the door. I stood in the doorway of the bathroom and lifted a leg to pull off my sock. Adam was still with me.

Seeing my look, he blushed a little bit and said, “Could I take a shower with you?”

I just stood there for a moment, staring at him, still holding one bent leg, my sock halfway off. The idea, as you can imagine, was intriguing. Probably not very smart, however. I shook my head and finished removing my sock. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, Adam.”

Adam flushed further. “I already saw you naked,” he said. “Two times.”

“Well, you’d be naked too, you know,” I reminded him.

I didn’t think it was possible, but Adam blushed even deeper. He gave a little shrug, not meeting my eyes. “I don’t mind,” he said softly. He looked at me quickly to judge my reaction and lowered his eyes again. “I don’t care if you see.” He bit his lower lip.

“Adam…” I began, my resolve wavering in the face of that little lip chew.

He turned those big green eyes on me, full effect. “Pwease?”

“Oh my God,” I exclaimed in shocked disbelief. “Did you just say pwease?”

Adam gave a shy little grin and came towards me, once again breaking out his little puppy whine. He batted at my chest, his fingers folded under, forming little paws. He blinked up at me from under those beautiful bangs. “Pwetty pwease?”

I groaned in mock distress, grabbing my chest. “Too… much… cuteness,” I gasped. “Must… resist!” Adam giggled. “You fight dirty,” I said in disgust. “Fine, we can shower together.” Adam’s eyes lit with excitement. “Get in there before I change my mind,” I warned, then I smacked him on his ass as he went by.

As I turned on and adjusted the water, Adam sat on the toilet and pulled off his socks. He stood and stripped off his shirt and then his cutoffs and then stood watching me. Giving him what privacy I could, I turned, stripped off my shorts and briefs, and stepped into the shower. Keeping my back to him, I stepped forward under the large ceiling mounted rain head. Or whatever it was called. After a few moments I sensed Adam join me.

“Is it safe to turn?” I asked.

“Okay,” Adam said, his voice faint.

I turned slowly and looked down. Adam was right behind me, close enough to enjoy the spray from the large showerhead overhead, which had already plastered his hair down across his face. His arms were crossed, hands low on his stomach. I could tell from his posture, slightly hunched, legs practically crossed, that he desperately wanted to cover himself, but he was braving my view. His little penis poked straight out over his balls, which themselves were hanging looser than they had been that morning. Flaccid, Adam was just over an inch long, a pale, wrinkled little worm. A little stream of water jumped off his dick like it was a ski ramp. He had a thick ring of tissue just beneath the little reddish head, the obvious remnants of his foreskin. It made it look as if his little dickie was wearing a dickie.

“Do you want the bar soap or the body soap?” I asked, choosing to pretend as if showering naked with eleven-year-old boys was a common occurrence for me.

He shyly met my eyes, which I made sure didn’t glance down while he looked at me, and in a soft voice said, “Body soap, please.”

I turned to the little built in shelves and grabbed the bottle of Old Spice body wash and handed it to Adam. He fumbled it open and squirted a large dollop into his hand while I grabbed my shampoo and quickly lathered my hair, stepping back out of the spray as I did. I noticed that Adam was sufficiently recovered from his embarrassment to have his eyes locked on my cock. As I said, I’m not particularly well-hung, but I could see where it would look large to a child. I hung about four inches when flaccid. The pubic hair had to be an area of interest as well, I imagined.

I, of course, made an attempt to disguise the fact that I was watching every move Adam made. I’m not sure how successful I was, or rather would have been, given that my efforts were made moot by the fact that the kid never once glanced up to meet my eyes, instead being focused entirely on my body.

Adam started by lathering his little hairless armpits. Another squirt of soap and he did his arms. Each body part earned a new little dollop of soap, and after each he’d bend over and put the bottle at his feet. I seriously considered making a joke about dropping the soap, but I didn’t want to alarm him. At least his back wasn’t to me when he was bending over. A mixed blessing.

Adam soaped up his chest and tummy next. I envied each of those suds that raced downward to his crotch. Ever envy suds? Yeah, new experience for me, too.

“Do you got a washcloth?” Adam suddenly asked, and his eyes finally meeting mine. He caught me watching him and we both blushed a little. “Uh, sure,” I said.

I looked around. I usually didn’t bother with a washcloth, but I knew I had them somewhere. Aha! I spotted one hanging over a towel bar, in a decorative display with a hand towel and a larger towel. Kathy’s work. It was a quick matter to open the shower door and pluck it off the bar. “Here ya go,” I said, handing it to him.

He wet the cloth, then grabbed the soap again and squeezed out a bit on it. He looked at me and I realized I’d been staring again. Once again, we both shared a blush. “I gotta wash my butt with it,” he said. I wasn’t sure if it was an explanation, an apology, or a request for permission.

“Oh, of course,” I said, waving him to proceed. “Man needs to keep his butt clean.”

He grinned at me and then reached behind himself and began to swipe the cloth up and down in his asscrack. I felt my cock give a twinge. Dammit, not now. To hide my growing excitement, yeah, I called it my excitement, I reached down and grabbed the soap from Adam’s feet and began to soap up my arms and upper body, eyes averted. Still, I could tell I was plumping up a bit, if not actually rising.

“Can I get a little more soap?” Adam asked.

“Uh, sure,” I said. He held out his hand and I give him a little squirt.

He rubbed his hands together, gave me an odd look, blushed, and then looked down as he began to soap up his crotch. I watched his hands sliding all around his crotch, under his little balls, squishing around his slim penis and my cock gave another lurch. I wanted to tear my eyes away, but I couldn’t. Adam released his cock, and continued to soap around it, making it bounce. And then I realized it wasn’t just the motion of his nearby hands that was causing it to jump.

As I watched, that little worm began to stretch. In moments it was pointing straight out, smoother and about three inches long. It took three more lurching bounces, growing a smidge with each, and then it was pointing upright. Mine was completely erect, jutting obscenely from my body about four seconds later. I saw Adam’s eyes, which had been locked on it, widen.

Suddenly Adam snorted with laughter. “You got a boner.”

I scowled, blushing despite myself. “You started it,” I accused, waving a hand at his crotch.

Adam seemed to just realize he was fully erect. He reached down a soapy hand, but instead of hiding it, he just wrapped a fist around it. That left just a bit of the rosy little tip sticking out. That was somehow worse than seeing it fully exposed. My cock jerked in response.

“It’s really big,” he said softly, eyes locked on my bouncing cock. “Do you think mine will get that big?”

“Probably bigger,” I told him. “You’re already pretty big for your age, and mine is only average.”

“Mine is big?” he asked, releasing it. It shot straight up, so stiff it didn’t even bounce.

“It’s very nice,” I said. “Now put it away before someone gets hurt.”

Adam giggled and wrapped his fist around it again. His eyes were back on mine. “Brad?”

“Yeah?” I asked. I figured I might as well get it over with, and I quickly lathered up my cock and crotch, rushing through it to get it over with as quickly as possible.

Adam licked his lips and asked, “Do you… you know…?” and he stroked his cock three or four times to illustrate.

Lord help me. I had no choice but to turn away from him. If I kept watching I was going to come without even touching myself, and how the hell would I explain that? “Yeah, Adam,” I admitted. “All guys do.” Then, to get myself out of this situation, realizing the mistake I’d made, I said, “You about done? I’m getting out.”

“But I haven’t washed my hair yet,” he protested.

“Well, you can take care of that, can’t you? I need to get those waffles cooking.”

“Can’t you help me wash it?” he asked. “And you could wash my back, too.”

“Adam…”

“Please?”

This was like torture. I mean, good as torture went, I admit; I’d take this over waterboarding any day, but it was still torture. I grabbed the shampoo, squirted it generously into my hand and then stepped up behind Adam. “Close your eyes,” I warned, and then I began to lather his hair.

“This way,” he insisted, and then he turned to face me, his head tilted back so it wasn’t in the overhead spray, which meant I had to lean forward a bit to get to the long hair in the back. The head of my throbbing cock was now about two inches from his chest.

I swallowed and continued to lather. “Okay, rinse,” I said finally, putting a bit of pressure on the back of his head so he’d lean forward.

I can only imagine that, looking downward now, Adam opened his eyes and saw my cock only a few inches beneath his chin. The next thing I knew his small fist was wrapping around my shaft.

I jerked in surprise and jumped back out of reach. “Okay, shower’s over,” I said, perhaps a bit more harshly than I’d intended. I could still feel his hand on my throbbing cock as if he were still touching me, and my entire body was thrumming like I’d touched a live wire.

“I’m sorry!” Adam said, stricken.

I turned to see him, still erect of course, but face beginning to crumble. I felt a strange mix of excitement and sympathy. My own face softened. “I’m sorry, Adam,” I said gently. “I didn’t mean to snap. You just… surprised me. That’s all.”

“I just…” he tried to explain, eyes downcast. “I’m sorry, Brad.” Then he looked up and I could see the tears slowly filling his green eyes. They overfilled and spilled down his cheek. “Please don’t hate me,” he said in a trembling voice.

I felt like such a huge asshole, about two inches tall. A little childish curiosity, something any boy might feel in this situation, and I react like I’m about to get raped in an alley. My heart wrenched in my chest. In an instant I was on my knees in front of him. I wrapped my arms around his wet, little body and pulled him against me, my face against his chest, his rapid little heartbeat strong against my ear.

“I could never hate you, Adam,” I said fiercely. “You didn’t do anything wrong. You hear me?” I asked, pulling back enough to look him in his eyes. “You didn’t. It’s just… I’m just an idiot, okay? Can you forgive me?”

“You’re not mad at me?” he asked uncertainly.

“I love you, Adam,” I said, shocking the hell out of myself when I realized I was speaking with absolute and utter conviction.

“I love you, too,” he whispered, and then he collapsed into my embrace, his arms hugging me, his face against my neck as he cried. I sat and gathered him into my lap, cradling him.

“It’s okay. Shhhh, it’s okay,” I repeated over and over, rocking him gently, feeling my own tears warm on my cheeks, able somehow to trace each one in spite of the water cascading over us.


I’m not sure how long we sat there. Ten minutes at least. Perhaps longer. The water remained warm thanks to a great water heater. Eventually, I lifted his face, wiped water away from his eyes, and placed a gentle kiss on his brow. We rose then, and I gently dried Adam and then myself and we headed into my room, where I dressed.

Of course, that brought up the issue of what Adam was supposed to wear. His clothes were in a stinky little pile on the bathroom floor, still damp with sweat. I gave him a t-shirt to wear. It was even larger than the one he’d been wearing before and the hem hit him at the knees. I gathered his clothes, plus those of mine that were in the hamper. I’d have to do a load of wash.

The first thing I did when I got downstairs was adjust the windows to one way. The last thing I needed was for some meter reader or a stray Girl Scout selling cookies to come up to the house and see Adam traipsing around in just a t-shirt. After I got the clothes in, I started on breakfast. I usually just had a bit of fruit, sometimes a bagel or piece of toast with it, but I wanted to do something special for Adam, so I broke out the unused waffle maker and proceeded to make a mess of my kitchen. Luckily, I had some blueberries, which we added to the batter.

Breakfast was a fun and casual affair, all the awkwardness from earlier forgotten as we joked and smiled and just generally enjoyed each others company. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned just how intelligent Adam was. He carried on a conversation like an adult. Sure, there were bouts of silliness, but I was prone to those myself. The point is, he was knowledgeable about a decent number of subjects and could expound on those intelligently. Even when he didn’t know about something, he was smart enough to ask the right questions.

We were cleaning up after breakfast when Adam asked, “Can we go swimming after we clean up?”

I had no agenda, so I shrugged and said, “Sure.”

“Cool,” he grinned.

After the kitchen was clean, I transferred the wet clothes from the washer to the dryer, and slipped into my trunks, which had been in the dryer. Then we headed out to the pool.

Now, the more cynical among you would imagine I somehow planned what happened next. Authorities would certainly accuse me of ‘grooming’ or some such nonsense, but I honestly hadn’t thought about it. The more astute among you have probably already twigged to the dilemma.

I opened the door to the pool and held it for Adam, who slipped past me, and then turned to me and gave an embarrassed shrug. “Guess I’ll have to skinnydip, huh?”

And of course that’s when it hit me. All his clothes were in the dryer. I was about to suggest that we could grab his wet undies out of the dryer, they were just going to get wet anyway, but Adam had already stripped off my shirt and, pale ass flashing, jumped into the pool.

I’ll admit that the cynical part of me wondered if he had planned that, but after our cathartic moment earlier, I was prepared to give him the benefit of the doubt. I made sure not only that the windows were set to reflective, but that the door was locked, before joining him in the pool.

So we played around for a few hours in the pool. All perfectly innocent, as long as you ignored Adam’s nudity, his frequent erections, my frequent erections, his simmering sensuality, his awkward attempts to seduce me, and my burning desire for his barely pubescent cock. See? Might as well have been a couple of nuns in there.

We decided to break for lunch. Just my luck that this happened to coincide with one of Adam’s aforementioned erections. I had the thought that we could wait to retreat back to the house until such time as the turgid little fellow decided to take a nap, but honestly, we could well have starved.

By this time, Adam had ceased making any pretense of hiding his stiff little cock from me. In fact, he seemed quite proud to show it off, and I strongly suspected he knew exactly the effect he was having on me. As I helped him dry off, at his insistence I assure you, I knew I wouldn’t be able to get away with just skipping his crotch as I’d done the day before, but I was as business-like as I could manage. Still, the feeling of that throbbing little boner, even through the towel, affected me to the point that I had to disguise my own erection by wrapping the towel around my middle.

As we exited the pool house and traversed the twenty feet or so of open space between there and the side door, I resolved to have a privacy fence installed to shield that area from view. I then mentally kicked myself, realizing Adam was skipping ahead of me buck naked, his little erection waving proudly, and here I was wrapped in a towel he should be wearing, despite having trunks on underneath. The kid was turning me into a moron.

Lunch was turkey sandwiches and homemade vegetable soup and it was eaten sitting in bar stools at the island in the kitchen, with me in my damp trunks, sitting on the folded towel to protect the wood, and Adam still naked, having refused to put on the clothes I pulled out of the dryer for him, reasoning that he’d just have to take them off again after lunch to go swimming again. Take it from me that it’s incredibly difficult to argue with that kind of eleven-year-old logic, especially when it’s sporting an erection throughout the meal which his hand couldn’t seem to ignore.

As for myself, I was hypnotized by that hand, and the contents of it, of course. Adam ate with his right hand, soup and sandwich, while his left rarely left his lap. I tried to ignore him, but my eyes were constantly drawn to his crotch. I watched as his fingers idly stroked his little erection, up one side, down the other. He’d fondle his little nutsac, or squeeze the spongy little head. Eventually he started to run his hand up over his tightly drawn-up balls, then in a very loose grip up along the shaft, the head, and then off. Almost like jacking off in reverse. Over and over, balls, shaft, head, balls, shaft, head, ad infinitum. Each time he’d reach the top and release his slender dick, it would quiver while his hand returned to his balls for another upward journey.

The worst part, is that he didn’t even seem to be aware of it. He just continued on chatting and eating while his hand gently stroked his boner. Finally, as he was finishing the last of his soup, bent over his bowl a bit so he wouldn’t spill, I saw him take his cock in a tight grip and shudder. He leaned back a bit and stared down. He bit his upper lip this time, and his little body shivered again. He looked up then and nervously met my eye.

“Brad?” he said, in an embarrassed tone of voice.

I nodded and stood, understanding completely. I was glad the island was between us to hide my own straining erection. “You know what to do?” I asked him.

Again, he bit his upper lip in a cute gesture that seemed to somehow perfectly convey a sense of intense sexual desire, and he nodded.

“I’ll be in the laundry room, folding clothes,” I informed him. He gave me a look of such gratitude that it was all I could do not to chuckle, but I forced a straight face, not wanting to embarrass him. Besides, it really wasn’t all that funny. The air was thick with sexual tension, and I thought, discretion being the better part of valor, that the situation called for a hasty retreat.

I walked out of the room, but I didn’t fold any clothes. In fact, I’d already folded all the clothes. The laundry was just an excuse to give him his much desired privacy. I longed to peek. God, did I long to peek, but I wanted to respect him, and I was afraid of how he’d react if he saw me. Still, I leaned my back against the wall as soon as I was out of sight, but still within earshot, and I swear I could hear his little hand working, skin against skin and he desperately jacked his young cock.

Even if the sound of his hand was supplied by my overactive imagination, the sound of his breathing wasn’t. It was labored and panting. Fumbling in my haste, I pushed my trunks down enough to free my cock, and I began to jack it furiously as I strained to listen. Finally, I heard a couple of high-pitched strangled little gasps and, with a shudder of release, I shot my load onto the tiled floor at my feet.

I just stood there for a minute afterward, cock in hand, trying to control my breathing. Eventually I straightened and stuffed my softening cock back into my trunks after giving it a squeeze and getting a handful of leftover jizz. I grabbed a couple of paper towels off the dispenser over the washer and cleaned off my hand, then I crumpled them up and carefully wiped up the mess I’d left on the floor.

“Brad?” Adam called out while I was wiping up the last of the evidence of my perversity.

“Yeah?”

“Can we get in the hot tub instead of swimming again?”

“Sure, buddy,” I called. “I’ll be right up and help you.”

“I can do it!”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay, well, be careful with the cover,” I called. “It’s a bit heavy.”

“Okay,” he called, but I could already hear him headed up the stairs.

I took a moment to collect myself and then I left the laundry room. I stopped in the kitchen and straightened the bar stool where he’d been sitting, snooping. I’m not sure for what. Did I expect to find drops of watery boycum splattered on the wooden front of the island, or puddled on the floor? Surely he was too young for that. Maybe it was just an opportunity to be in that space, to somehow share the lingering essence of his youthful release.

I sighed. Look at me. Wasn’t I a mess? I was waxing philosophic over a preteen orgasm. Less than three days and this kid had taken up permanent residence inside my head, and as if that weren’t bad enough, there was only room for him, so he was chucking out useless junk like my self-control, my morality, and my common sense. I was honestly afraid that the next thing to go would be my sense of self-preservation. The worst part? I saw it all happening, and I was completely helpless to stop it.

End of part three

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