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Emissary to the Gods

October 20, 2008

Emissary to the Gods
By
Alex Hawk

The Golden Ball of Usan Maragek, Creator of the Infinite and Supreme God of the Land Between the Rivers, was settling slowly into the western sky. Soon Ensa Hagek, the night goddess, would shine her brilliant white eye, almost fully open at this time of the month, down onto the world.

For me it was a wonderful time. I was the thirteenth son, out of seventeen total children, of the great and mighty King Garurek-Shesh, master of the mortal realm that lay between the rivers Tarsee and Eraskee. I could look forward to a life of privilege. I would fight along side the men of the kingdom against our enemies. I would marry a comely girl. I would have many children and a palace of my own.

The gods, however, had other ideas.

My father had ordered me into his presence just as the sun began to set. I seldom was in the same room as him, and was pleased that I’d be able to see him again. I wondered what was going on, and why he wanted to see me. I was still young. Only thirteen years of age. I hadn’t done anything important yet. Why would he want to see me?

When I got to the Throne Room a eunuch went in to announce my arrival. As the doors opened, I dropped down and crawled into the room, throwing myself completely flat onto the ground when I reached the throne itself.

“Great King Garurek-Shesh. Mighty ruler Garurek-Shesh. Great master of the land Garurek-Shesh. I, your humble, worthless son, am here as you bid.”

“Arise, Kolisharu, and gaze unto the face of your father,” came the great rumbling voice.

I stood and looked upon my father. He was a strong, powerful man of some fifty years. His hair was going to grey and he had a bit of a squint, but I still knew he was stronger than any other man in the kingdom. How could it be otherwise, when the gods placed him on the throne?

Standing near my father was Tolakhos, the aged high priest. He’d served my father loyally for years. It wasn’t totally unusual to see them together, but I did wonder why he was here.

“My son,” my father began. “You are aware of the drought.”

“Yes, great king,” I replied. For the last two years the annual inundations of the rivers hadn’t been what they normally were. To make matters worse, the rains that usually soaked our land had been less than a third of their normal volume. Crops were failing and we were having to spend more and more of our wealth to bring food in from other kingdoms.

“This is not a satisfactory situation,” my father continued. “I have instructed Tolakhos to work night and day in an attempt to intercede with the gods on our behalf. After working, talking, praying and sacrificing he has not yet produced the water we so desperately need.”

“My failure does not reflect on the wisdom of the king,” Tolakhos put in quickly. “But rather on myself for my lack of piety.”

“Indeed,” Garurek-Shesh said with a nod. There could be no other reason, after all. “At any rate, Tolakhos has suggested one final idea. One last way for us to contact the gods and beg them for what we need. A way that involves you.”

My chest swelling with pride, I said, “I live only to serve you and the kingdom, sire. Please tell me what I might do to help in this dark time.”

“Tolakhos has determined that it is necessary to send an emissary to the gods. Someone of the royal blood. I have decided that you will be my agent in this. You will, the dawn after the next, go to the top of the Great Ziggarut and be sent into the next world that you might speak with Ensa Husapeki, appealing to her as the goddess of agriculture to help us in our time of need.”

I dropped to my knees, overwhelmed by the honor my father was suggesting. “You… my lord… my king… my father… you would do me the honor of sending me to the gods?”

“I will.”

I darted forward and kissed my father’s toes. “Oh, Great King! Oh, Wise King! I am a mere insect under your sandal and not deserving of such a great honor as this!”

My father rose and put his hand under my chin, lifting my face up to look at him. He smiled down at me. “You are, my son. You have not yet killed a man. You have not yet fought in any battles. You have not yet made your First Tribute to Usa Haragri. You have not yet done anything worthy of a great poem. But you shall. You shall in this turn your name into one that shall live forever.” He slammed his staff onto the floor. “So I, King Garurek-Shesh command!”

“Thank you, father. Thank you,” I whispered, feeling tears pour from my eyes. “I will not let you down. I WILL NOT. I will speak with the gods. I will get us the water we need.”

“Thank you, my son.” He put his hand on the top of my head. “You shall take with you into the next life your sister, Parathaea. She has much of her mother in her and will be of great assistance to you in the land of the gods.”

“Thank you, my father. My king. My lord.”

“Now go with Tolakhos, that he might inform you of everything you need to know before your journey to see the gods.”

“Yes, father. Thank you, father.” Tolakhos helped me to my feet and we made our way out of the Throne Room and into the hall.

“You are greatly honored, Kolisharu,” Tolakhos said.

“I know this. My father… I cannot believe he will allow me to the be the one!”

Tolakhos smiled. “He has great faith in you.”

As we walked through the palace, Tolakhos explained to me what would happen in the next couple days.

“First,” he began. “You and your sister Parathaea will be married tomorrow at dawn. After the ceremony you shall go to the Marriage Room, lay her down on the Blessed Sheet of the fertility goddess, Ensa Ilahumek, and make your First Tribute to our fertility god, Usa Haragir. Your sister in turn shall make her First Tribute to Ensa Ilahumek.”

“Alright,” I said with a nod.

“When your Soldier has breached her Gate for the first time,” he continued, “there shall be blood. That blood shall stain the sheet. After you are finished with your First Tribute, you shall bring the sheet out to the balcony, that it may be shown to all so that they may seen that the Tributes are done.”

I said nothing, but merely nodded again. I wondered what the First Tribute would be like. Everyone said making Tributes to the god and goddess was a wonderful, amazing thing. I couldn’t wait to experience it!

Tolakhos and I turned a corner and kept walking. “After that is done, you two shall remain sequestered in the Marriage Room for the remainder of the day. You will probably spend most of this time in Tribute to the Dieties. Then when the Eye of Ensa Hagek has reached its highest point in the sky, you shall use a knife to send your sister-wife into the next world.”

I nodded again, uncertain what to say to that.

“I know it sounds difficult, but it really isn’t,” Tolakhos said. “All you do is take the knife and plunge it hard into her chest. Right in the middle.” He placed his hand on my own bare chest. Like most every boy in the Kingdom, I was nude more often than not. “Right here. Drive it in as hard as you can and you can send her into the next world with little pain.”

“Is that how you’ll be sending me?” I asked.

Tolakhos shook his head. “We do it differently in your case. We shall place you on the altar on the top of the Great Ziggurat. Then I remove your heart and your essence goes to the gods.”

“I can’t wait,” I said with a smile.

Tolakhos smiled in return. “To be a emissary to the gods is a great honor.” He continued to walk and talk. “After you have sent your sister ahead, you must inform me. I shall be waiting outside the door. Then some time later, I shall have you make one last Tribute with her. Your essence being left in her body at that point shall make sure that, rather than simply going to the next life, she accompanies you on your mission to the gods.”

“Alright.”

“Now!” Tolakhos said, clapping his hands together. “Let’s go to the Temple and get you ready for tomorrow.”

* * *

The marriage ceremony was long and dull. Frankly, it threatened to put me to sleep. If it weren’t for the fact that I knew I’d be among the gods soon, it would have. I sneaked a quick glance towards my soon-to-be bride.

Parathaea, was glad in a small white kilt that exposed her breasts, such as they were. The blessings of Ensa Ilahumek had not yet began to firmly take hold. Her chest was just slightly puffed out, but not fully grown yet.

Likewise, I stood wearing a similar kilt that showed what little body development I’d gone through. I’d started to get the blessings of Usa Haragir, so I’d developed a small ammount of hair where there’d been none before and at night, when I pleasured myself, the essence of Usa Haragir, that which would join with the essence of Ensa Ilahumek in order to make a child, had began to flow.

We stood there while Tolakhos performed the ceremony. There weren’t many people around. Only our parents, some of the dignitaries of the government and the priests. Always there were priests.

The ceremony went on for more than an hour. Mostly it consisted of Tolakhos asking each individual god to give his or her blessings upon our union. I thought it was pretty boring, but given that in about a day I’d be with these gods, I guessed it was probably acceptable.

“Finally,” Tolakhos droned, “I call upon Rash-Hataar, the Fire God left to us by the Kammerians, to give his blessing upon this union and make it good in the eyes of our lords.”

As a group we all turned towards the fire that was burning on the altar. We’d fought a great war with the Kammerians a century ago. As part of the peace, we’d given them our fire god, Usa Garaguk, and received their fire god, Rash-Hataar. No one knew what the gods thought of this, but since we were all still alive, they probably approved.

The fire, which had been burning low, flared up into life, and it seemed that a face appeared in the flames. A great mouth opened, and in our heads the words echoed forth.

:IT IS SO!:

And the fire died completely.

Tolakhos bowed with great respect towards the last wisps of smoke, and then turned towards my father.

“With the final blessing of the King, I shall confirm this union.”

King Garurek-Shesh slammed his spear upon the ground and said, “My will be done!”

“Then I hereby pronounce you husband and wife, brother and sister, children of the King and emissaries to the gods. May it be good.”

“May it be good!” echoed the crowd.

My sister and I turned towards each other. We hadn’t seen much of each other during the last year or so. Normally when the fertility deities start to grant their blessings, boys and girls are seperated. She smiled shyly at me, and I leaned forward to kiss her as I was meant to. A great cheer went up from the assembled mass.

I took my sister’s hand and guided her towards the marriage suite, where she would spend the rest of her mortal life and I would spend most of the rest of mine. The guests of the wedding followed after us, cheering, laughing and shouting advice to us. Once we were inside the room, I drew back the heavy curtain, closing us off from everyone outside, and then stood there, looking around.

It was a lavishly furnished room. There were two comfortable looking benches with furs covering them, a large firepit, a selection of food on a table, and a very large bed. According to tradition it would be stuffed with straw from the most recent harvest. Much more comfortable than a stone slab with a blanket covering it.

And on the bed, laying there for Parathaea and myself to see, was a big, pure white, sheet.

I looked at she who was my sister and was now also my wife. “Well…” I swallowed a little, feeling nervous about making my first Tribute. “Let’s get started.”

“Alright,” Parathaea said as she removed her kilt and climbed up onto the bed. “Have you made Tribute before, Kolisharu?”

“No.”

“Nor have I. I hear it’s pretty easy, though.”

“It should be,” I said as I tossed my kilt aside. “Tolakhos gave me some advice on how best to do it.”

Following said advice, I got between my sister’s legs and looked at what was splayed out before me. I’d never seen the Gates of Ensa Ilahumek up close before. She still had no hair down there, which I knew girls got once the goddess had blessed them. Still, it was enough to make my warrior stand at attention. There was a small jar of oil next to the bed. I dipped my fingers into it and rubbed it all over my Soldier of Usa Haragir. Then I took some more and rubbed it into my sister’s Gate. The feeling of her skin around my finger as I did so was wonderful! I couldn’t wait to be inside her.

I wiped my fingers on the edge of the sheet and positioned myself over my sister, touching my Soldier to her Gate. I looked into her eyes.

“Are you ready?”

She closed her eyes and nodded.

I pressed the helmet of my warrior up to the entrance to Parathaea’s gate. When I was certain that I was in the right place, I gave a little push and was rewarded with a wonderful sensation as the first part of me entered her.

Then I hit the Gate itself, the blockage that I knew to expect. Like any good commander I knew that the only way to take down a locked gate was with a good battering ram, so I pulled back, took a deep breath, and pushed forward with all my might. Parathaea let out a quiet scream as I broke into her passage.

I gave a couple more pushes to make sure that I was completely embedded within her. As I felt my body contact her I knew that my thirteen-year-old penis was buried inside my sister’s twelve-year-old vagina. I was inside her. We were united. There was no turning back now.

Ignoring the little whimpers of discomfort that were coming from my sister, I started thrusting, sliding my Soldier around inside her Gate like I was meant to. I had never known such pleasure, such bliss! It was no wonder that making Tribute was supposed to be one of the best things in the world! A true gift from the gods. I’d have to make sure to thank them when I met them tomorrow.

As I continued to make Tribute with my sister, her moans of pain began to turn more into sounds of pleasure. This was good. After all, a gift like this from the gods was meant to be enjoyed by men and women both.

Finally my thrusting reached it’s crescendo. I pushed harder and faster into my little sister’s body, feeling the best sensations of my life. Then I started to grunt and moan as deep within her my Soldier completed his duty, spurting out my Essence of Usa Haragir. When I was emptied, I laid on top of her, breathing hard.
I’d entered my sister’s body as a boy. But now as I pulled out of her, I was a man.

Looking down I could see some blood between her legs. I smiled. My Soldier, like any good warrior, had been bloodied in combat. Thankfully some of it got onto the white sheet. I got to my feet, my sister along with me, and took it to the balcony. I pulled the curtain aside and my sister and I stood there, gloriously nude, blood still dripping down her leg. I unfurled the sheet and the crowd bellow let out a loud cheer. We’d done our jobs well.

From the other side of the curtain, I heard the sound of Tolakhos calling me. I walked over to there, bringing the sheet with me.

“You have done well, Kolisharu,” the old priest said.

“Thank you.” I passed him the bloodied sheet. He handed me a new one and a very sharp knife.

“Use the knife when the Eye of Ensa Hagek shines through the portal above.”

“I will. Thank you.”

“Enjoy the rest of your night with your sister-wife.”

I closed the curtain there and the one at the balcony and walked to where Parathaea was sitting. She was down on the floor, an old bit of cloth held between her legs.

“Has the blood stopped?”

“Yes, Kolisharu.”

I crouched down next to her. “I’m sorry it had to hurt.”

She shrugged. “It’s what Ensa Ilahumek, in her wisdom, has decreed.” A little fire flashed in my sister’s eyes. “Remind me to ask her about that when we see her.”
I laughed. “I shall. Now bring me something to drink and something to eat.”

“Yes, my husband.”

Parathaea brought me some beer and some bread. I ate and drank and then shared some of it with her. Then she began to place the new sheet onto the bed. While she did, I looked her nude body over and noticed how beautiful she was. This made my Soldier stand at attention.

“I want to make Tribute again,” I announced.

“Alright.” Parathaea laid down on the bed and spread her legs once more.

I got on top of my sister and entered her body once more, savoring the warm sensation of her Gate welcoming my Soldier. As I began to thrust, I kissed her on the mouth and on the breasts, both of which she seemed to enjoy. She put her hands onto my hips and then moved them onto my buttocks as I kept moving within her. I was happy I was making her feel good again.

Parathaea and I made Tribute with each other eight times during the next several hours. She showed me what it was like with her on top and with her down on all knees with me entering her from behind. I was happy and content and in no hurry at all to change this happy state of affairs.

But then, late that night, we were both looking up at the hole in the top of the room as the Eye of Ensa Hagek started to shine into the room. I looked at Parathaea.

“It is time, my sister. It is time, my wife.”

“Very well.” She moved over and laid down on the bed, straw crumpling under her wonderful naked body. “I shall see you in the next world, my brother. I cannot wait to be with you again, my husband.”

I moved over towards my sister and stood by the bed. I brushed some hair back from her face and gave her a little kiss. Then I placed the knife between her breasts. I pulled the knife back, whispered a prayer, and with all my strength I stabbed the knife down into Parathaea’s body, feeling the skin, the blood, the bones, the muscles, everything moving aside to accomodate my thrusting bit of metal.

I kept my hand on the knife and looked into my sister’s eyes. She opened her mouth, turned her head towards me, tired to say something, and then went into the next word. I kept the knife inside her body as I counted to ninety-nine, the sacred number. Then I pulled the blade out, happy to see no real blood flow. That done, I walked over to the curtain and pulled it aside, not surprised to see Tolakhos standing there.

“It is done,” I said, handing him the knife.

He came into the room and examined my sister’s body. I felt a vague surge of jealous as he probed around, looking for any signs of life. When he saw none, he stood up with a satisfied grunt.

“You will make Tribute with her one last time, just before dawn. Then you shall be taken from here and you will be sent to join her.”
I smiled. “I look forward to the honor.”

Tolakhos smiled in turn. “Spend the rest of your time in prayer, Kolisharu. I shall fetch you at dawn.”

“Yes, Tolakhos.”

The priest left and I moved to the center of the room. I ate some of the food,drank some of the beer and then sat down to pray to the gods that I would soon be standing along side of. I wondered if my sister had felt any pain when I’d plunged the knife into her. I wondered if I’d feel any pain when Tolakhos cut out my heart. I shrugged. It didn’t matter. The pain was temporary. The honor of saving my people would echo for eternity.

Shortly before dawn, I rose and moved towards the bed where I mounted my sister’s lifeless body. She felt cold as I entered her. It wasn’t a bad sensation, just a little odd. I thrust into her with growing pleasure, certain that I was ensuring her place next to me with the gods. Then, at last, with a gasp of happiness, I released my essence into her.

When I was finished, I walked to the curtain and pulled it aside one last time. Tolakhos was waiting, flanked by three other priests.

“I am ready,” I said.

Tolakhos nodded and took me gently by the arm. He led me from the room, out into the rest of the palace and down to the streets. A chariot was waiting with my father inside. I joined him in the chariot and we rode past cheering crowds towards the Great Ziggarut.

When we got there, I joined a great procession to the top. It took quite a while. Once we’d climbed all the stairs my father, Tolakhos and myself stood and waved to the cheering masses. They knew my mission and approved.

That done, I went and laid down on the altar, ready to experience the bliss of being with the gods. I stared up at the Golden Ball of Usan Maragek, eager to be in his presence. I thought about the Tributes I’d made with my sister and was happy to know that I’d be able to do more of that soon.

Tolakhos stood over me, knife in hand, the same knife I’d used with my sister, and intoned a series of sacred oaths and prayers. He lifted the knife high and then plunged it down into my body. There was pain. Intense pain. But it didn’t seem to matter. I could feel the knife moving within my body, cutting, slicing. Then Tolakhos reached down and pulled out something. He held it on high. My heart.

My vision began to fade. I knew I was passing into the next world, into the realm of the gods. But before my vision went completely dark, I saw clouds, great, powerful clouds, appear in the sky. They swirled and flowed over the Great Ziggarut. Then I felt little spatters of water dropping onto my face and my cut-open body.

Rain.

From down bellow I heard the cheers of crowds growing fainter and fainter in my ears. My vision faded completely and I closed my eyes, knowing that soon I’d reopen them and stand before my gods, my sister, and my ancestors, having done my bit to help my people.

END

Copyright 2005 by Alex Hawk. If you copy this, may Usa Batek, god of frogs, lay a thousand eggs within your stomach!

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Little Boy Blue – Part Two

October 24, 2008

Little Boy Blue – Part Two
By
Alex Hawk

I woke up kind of early the next morning. Eric was already out of bed and was sitting by an open window, smoking and blowing said smoke out it. He was gazing out at the world. His magnificent young body was still fully naked and he was idly stroking his penis.

“Now that’s something I could get used to seeing in the morning,” I said a little muzzily.

Eric started a little and looked over at me. He grinned and blew smoke my direction. “Yeah, I bet I can get you up every day.”

I nodded. “Yeah, probably.”

Eric put out his cigarette and walked back over to the bed, his semi-hard penis swinging between his shapely young legs. He gave me a little kick on the foot.

“So when you gonna get me laid?”

“Anytime you want!” I said enthusiastically, laying back and spreading my legs.

Eric rolled his eyes. “Not that way. I want pussy.”

“I’ll see if I can track down Samantha today. See if I can set something up.”

“Good. I’ll get myself comfy in the meantime.” He walked over to his backpack and started unloading and organizing everything.

I sat back up and started getting dressed. “So, what, you’re planning to just live here?”

“Yep.”

“What if I don’t want you to?” I tried.

Eric gave me a look. “You’ll get to suck my dick at least once or twice a day, dude. You tell me.”

“Point.” I went to the dresser and cleared out the bottom drawer. “Here, you can use this.”

“Cool, thanks.” Eric took a moment to pull on a pair of black boxer-briefs and then started putting the rest of his clothes away.

“Oh, you’re not going to get dressed, are you?” I asked as he put on some more clothes. All blue, of course.

“Yeah. I’ve got some stuff I gotta do.” Now fully clothed, he walked up and took my hand in his, placing it directly on his crotch. “Don’t worry, you’ll still get plenty of Ericdick.”

I sighed, rubbing a little and feeling the boy’s penis start to harden. “Oh, well. I guess you should probably be clothed for a little while, anyhow.”

“Yeah, especially if I’m going out.”

“Ok, ok. I guess while you’re out, I’ll try to get in touch with Samantha.”

“Sounds good.” Eric picked up his backpack, put on his hat and walked over to me, giving me a tight hug. “Thanks for letting me crash here for a while, dude.”

“You’re welcome,” I replied, holding him close.

He pulled away. “Ok, see ya!” and was gone.

I leaned against the wall and took a deep breath. What a boy!

An hour later, after taking time to jerk off, I went out, hoping to find Samantha quickly.

In this matter, I got pretty lucky. I found her sitting on the street outside of Denny’s trying to get change from passers by.

“Hey, Samantha,” I said, plopping down next to her.

“Oh, hey, Chance!” She leaned over and gave me a hug and a kiss. “How are you?”

“I’m doing good, doing good. And you?”

“I’m ok.”

“Good. Glad to hear it!” I grinned widely.

Samantha gave me a look. “What do you want?”

“Whatever makes you think I want anything?”

“Cause I know that look.”

I laughed. “Ok, well, I do maybe want a little something.”

“Oh?”

“I want your body.”

Samantha laughed. “You’ve already had it! It’s been three years. Now you want it again?”

“Well… yes, but not for me.”

Samantha rolled her eyes. “Ok, Chancey, out with it.”

“Well… how would you like to defile a virgin?”

“Oh?”

“He’s young, he’s cute, he’s still a virgin and he wants to get some pussy.”

“How cute?”

“VERY cute.”

“How virgin?”

I shrugged. “I’ve jerked him, blown him and had him fuck me, but all he’s done with girls is get a couple blowjobs.”

“Uh-huh… now… how young?”

“Uhm… fourteen?” I said with my best innocent look.

She rolled her eyes again. “You’re such a child molester.”

“That’s me!”

“But you say he’s pretty cute, huh?”

“Yeah. Blue eyes, blue hair, blue pretty much everything. Well, not blue-balls. Not lately, anyhow,” I said with pride.

“Blue…” She looked thoughtful and then brightened up. “Oh, hey, you’re not talking about that one boy who’s been wandering around lately? Wears all blue but with an orange hat?”

“That’s the one.”

“Hmmm… he is pretty cute…”

“You’ll get me fucking you, too, of course.”

Again she rolled her eyes. “Oh, what a great privilege.”

“Hey, if I fuck you once more, it’ll be twice as many times as I already have. And that’s twice as many as all other girls on the planet COMBINED,” I said, looking as serious as I could.

Samantha laughed. “Yeah, right. THAT’S a plus.”

“Oh, come on. I was good in bed.”

“Yes, you were. But you obviously wanted to fuck my boyfriend and not me,” she pointed out.

“Well… I DID like it with you. Admittedly, it was somewhat more fun fucking your boyfriend.” I grinned. “I wouldn’t mind doing it with you some more. Especially if I get to watch a very cute little boy lose his virginity to you in the process.”

“Well… alright. I’ll do it.” She stood up. “Let’s go get some boy.”

“Just like that?” I asked, standing up next to her.

“Yep. You know me. Once I make my mind up…”

“Yeah,” I said with a nod. “Plus, you know, you’re a slut.”

I didn’t realize a simple punch on the arm could hurt that much.

* * *

Once we got back to my apartment, Samantha and I killed some time just sitting around talking with each other and watching one of my gay porn tapes. She, like a surprisingly large number of girls, really liked watching cute boys have sex with each other.

“So is there anything special you have in mind for me and this boy?” Samantha asked.

I shrugged. “Not really. I wanna put his dick in you when he fucks you the first time, but otherwise I don’t care too much.”

“Good.” She looked at the clock. “So what is he supposed to be here?”

I shrugged again. “We didn’t really set a time.”

“Cool.” She ground out the cigarette I had been letting her smoke. “Wanna fuck for a while?”

I laughed a little, laughter which started to fade as Samantha began undressing. “Uh… the idea here was for Eric to fuck you?”

“So?” She was now just in her bra and panties. Despite myself I found my penis hardening. “I’d figured you were probably going to fuck me at least a couple times yourself.”

“Well… I never really thought about it,” I said.

Now naked, Samantha said, “Well, see, I’m horny, especially after watching this video. So… you wanna fuck?”

I considered her offer for a bit and then shrugged. “Sure, why not?”

“Good.” She went over to my bed and laid down as I took off my clothes. Once naked, I went over and laid down next to her. When I got there, she started stroking my penis slowly. “I assume you’re not going to be that interested in foreplay with me?” she asked.

“Uh…” I wasn’t quite sure what to say. The only other time we’d had sex her boyfriend had gotten her all warmed up. “Well… if you want me to go down on you… that’s not something I’m interested in. I guess I could finger you or something.”

“No, that’s ok. Just make sure you have Eric do everything to me, ok?”

“Ok,” I said with a cheerful grin, my penis twitching at the thought.

“Well, in that case, what position do you want me to be in?”

“I want him on top,” I said quickly.

Samantha rolled her eyes. “I mean right now, dumbass.”

“Oh! Sorry.” I blushed a little. “Uh… well, what’s your favorite?”

“I like having the guy on top.”

“Ok, then, I’ll get on top.”

Samantha laid back and spread her legs. “Go for it, then.”

“You need me to put on a condom?”

“No, it’s ok.”

“Ok.”

I got up on my knees and crouched down between her legs, staring at her vagina. Her boyfriend had been the one to put me in her the first time. I knew I could just ask Samantha for help, but I wanted to get it in her on my own. Plus, if I was going to be helping Eric fuck her, I should probably know what I was doing.

I moved forward until the tip of my penis brushed against Samantha’s vagina. Then I started sort of poking around, remembering that when I’d fucked her before, I’d felt a little wet place. Sure enough after enough probing I found it and pushed gently.

Success! I felt the tip of my twenty-three-year-old penis slide into something very pleasantly warm and snug. I pushed forward some more and eventually managed to get myself completely into Samantha’s eighteen-year-old vagina. Feeling very pleased with myself I let go of my erection and just sat there enjoying the sensations for a few moments. It WAS really nice inside her, I’ll admit that, even if it wasn’t quite as nice as fucking a guy. Maybe I’d have to fuck her some more at some point.

“Very nice, Chance,” Samantha said with a little grin. “You didn’t know where it was supposed to go at first, did you?”

I settled down on top of her, my penis completely inside her vagina. “Well, no, not really,” I admitted. I began to move back and forth.

“Try to keep it as deep in me as you can,” she said.

“Ok.”

It was very strange to me to think about the fact that I was fucking a girl while waiting for a cute little virgin boy to come back to my house so that I could molest him and watch him fuck her. I looked over at the nearby mirror while we fucked, admiring the way my body looked. I wasn’t gorgeous, but I wasn’t bad, and like many people, I looked just fine when I was fucking.

“Mmmm… yeah… that’s much better,” Samantha said, wrapping her legs around my waist while I fucked her.

I wish I could say that mind-blowing orgasms occured for both of us. I wish I could say that when I came inside her it was like angels singing and that she came at the same time I did, her vagina clutching at my thrusting penis.

This wasn’t really the case. I did cum, and shot my sperm into her, wondering as I did so what might happen if she got pregnant. Samantha came also, but it was about two minutes later and it took her stimulating herself while I held my penis within her until she climaxed.

After we were both done having our orgasms, I pulled out of her and we laid there together on my bed, quietly sharing a cigarette. When she was done smoking, Samantha sat up and got out of bed.

“Something wrong?” I asked, still not used to this whole heterosexual intercourse thing.

“No, no. Just gotta go clean up,” she said, picking up my old bathrobe. She put it on and went into the bathroom.

Shrugging a little and figuring that I might as well clean up, too, I walked into the kitchen and used a paper towel and some warm water with soap to clean off my penis. I felt kind of weird about having fucked Samantha. It wasn’t bad or anything, but I didn’t really enjoy it anymore than I enjoyed masturbating.

Once I was clean, I walked back into the living room and pulled on a pair of boxers. By the time Samantha got out of the bathroom I was sitting on the couch watching television.

“Anything good on?” she asked as she sat next to me.

“Not really.”

We settled on watching an old rerun of Friends. It wasn’t my favorite show, but Samantha liked it, and I figured I should try to make her happy.

A couple hours later I was beginning to get restless. I was wondering where Eric might be. I was worried that maybe something had happened to him. I should have given him my phone number, I thought. Just as I was starting to get real concerned, I heard a faint tapping at the door.

I smiled at Samantha. “Your boy is here!”

“Nothing like home delivery.”

I pulled on a t-shirt to go with my boxers and opened the door. There he was.

“Hey, I was wondering where you were.”

Eric grinned a little. “Yeah, sorry. I got busy.” He walked into the apartment and saw Samantha sitting on the couch in the bathrobe. “Oh! Hello,” he said, sounding a little off-center suddenly.

“Hello,” Samantha purred. “You must be Eric. I’m Samantha.”

“Hi!” He walked over towards her and reached out his hand.

Samantha shook it and patted the space next to her. “Put down your stuff and have a seat.”

Eric set down his backpack and sat next to Samantha. I sat down on the other side of him.

“So,” I said, reaching out and placing a hand on the boy’s thigh. “You ready to get laid?”

“This is really gonna happen, huh?” Eric asked, looking from me to Samantha.

“Yep,” Samantha replied, placing one of her hands on Eric’s other thigh. She ran it up to his crotch and cupped it gently. “You up for it?” she asked, rubbing.

“Ooooooh, yes.” Eric grinned shyly.

“Good,” Samantha whispered. She leaned over and started kissing Eric while she continued to rub the lump that had appeared in his sweatpants. Eric seemed unsure what he should be doing. Finally he settled for resting one of his hands on Samantha’s bare thigh and sort of held it there, not moving it or anything.

I was starting to get really, really horny watching this. My penis had already poked itself out of my boxers, and I reached down to give it a couple strokes. Then I let go of it and took hold of Eric’s shirt, working it off him and leaving him bare chested. Beautiful. I leaned down and started sucking and nibbling on one of his erect nipples.

Still continuing to kiss the boy, Samantha opened up the robe and shrugged out of it, leaving her completely naked. She then took Eric’s hand that had been on her thigh and placed it right between her legs, directly over her vagina. She rubbed his hand back and forth a little until the boy seemed to get the idea and started doing it himself.

Then Samantha stopped kissing Eric’s mouth and started kissing a trail down his smooth young body. When she reached his sweats, she reached inside and pulled out Eric’s hard teenage penis. Samantha gave the tip a couple kisses and then slowly lowered her mouth around it while Eric laid his head back and looked very content.

I placed a hand on his cheek and turned his head my way. “Enjoying yourself?” I asked.

“Yeah,” Eric said with a grin. Then to my surprised he leaned his head towards mine and started kissing me, soon working his tongue into my mouth. I was even more surprised to find one of his hands taking hold of my penis, stroking it while we kissed. The ability of this kid to discover new ways to make me happy was very pleasing. I could feel myself falling in love with him, despite my best efforts.

Samantha had moved down to kneel on the floor. While she was there she started tugging at Eric’s sweats. He lifted his butt up, never missing a beat while kissing me, and Samantha pulled them off him, leaving him beautiful and naked. I figured I might as well join in the fun. My shirt and shorts soon joined the pile of clothes that had formed on the floor.

Now Samantha’s hand joined Eric’s on the shaft of my penis and soon replaced it as Eric let go and put his arms around me while we kissed. As I felt her mouth slide around my erection, I took one of my hands and wrapped it around Eric’s most wonderful part.

“God, this is hot, Chance,” Eric whispered to me.

“I know.”

Samantha pulled her mouth up off me and Eric looked down at my penis. “Can I suck your dick for a bit? I wanna see what it’s like.”

“Sure!” I said, quite pleasantly surprised.

Samantha moved aside and started masturbating Eric while he moved his head down. He didn’t give my erection a wussy little taste or anything tentative like that. No, he just opened his mouth up, slid it down along my penis and then sealed his lips around it, moving his head up and down and trying his best to lick as he did so.

Now Samantha moved up and sat next to me on the couch, kissing me once she got comfortable.

“This boy is really, really sexy,” she said to me with a smile.

“You’re telling me?”

Samantha laughed a little and then let out a shaky moan as Eric’s hand found its way onto her vagina. Looking down at the boy while he kept blowing me, she said to him, “See if you can get a finger into me.”

Eric nodded and poked around. I saw a look of pleasure cross Samantha’s face as the boy managed to get a finger up into her tight vagina. It apparently excited him quite a bit, too, because he started blowing me with ever more enthusiasm.

Finally Samantha called out, “Ok! I can’t take it anymore. SOMEONE needs to fuck me!”

Eric froze and then pulled his mouth off my penis. “So… that means it’s time?”

“Yes,” I said, reaching down to pull the boy up to sit on the couch next to me. I gave him a little kiss and said, “Are you ready?”

“Yeah.”

“Good.”

Samantha said, “I want you on top,” and walked over to the bed, laying down and spreading her legs.

I put a hand on Eric’s shoulder and spoke softly to him. “You’re about to lose your virginity, Eric. You’re gonna fuck your first girl. Don’t worry about anything. Don’t worry about making her feel good, getting her pregnant or anything. Just have a good time, ok? If you cum in five seconds, that’s ok. If it takes you ten minutes, that’s ok, too. Just enjoy yourself.”

Eric took a deep breath and nodded. “Ok.”

I stood up and pulled Eric over to the bed. “Kneel between her legs.”

“Alright.” Eric did so, penis pointing up.

I got behind him and kissed his ear as I took his teenage penis in my hand. Stroking it slowly, I lined it up so that the tip was poking into Samantha’s vagina and whispered to him, “Whenever you’re ready, just push forward.”

Eric took a moment to collect himself and then I felt him start moving, the shaft of his wonderful fourteen-year-old virgin penis sliding past my hand and going up into Samantha’s tight eighteen-year-old vagina. Soon he was completely within her, my thumb and forefinger circling around the base of his shaft. I eventually let go of that and the boy was now inside his first girl.

“Whoa,” he said a little out of breath. “I’m really doing it, aren’t I?”

“You are,” I said, caressing his body and rubbing my penis against his bare ass. “How’s it feel.”

“Nice,” Eric whispered after a moment. “Very, very nice.”

I put my hands on his hips, pushing and pulling in time with his first thrusts. “Try to keep it as deep inside her as you can,” I said, remembering Samantha’s advice from earlier.

“Ok,” Eric gasped as he had his first fuck with a girl.

“That’s good,” Samantha whispered. “You’ve got a good one, Eric… you’re good…”

“Thanks,” he said a little breathlessly.

My penis was still resting against Eric’s butt while he fucked Samantha. I was getting serious stimulation from him each time he thrust. I longed to slide myself up inside of him, but I knew he’d not be really comfy with that idea, at least not yet. Maybe some other time.

Eric had started pumping faster. “I think… I’m gonna cum soon…” he panted.

“Oh, god, yes,” Samantha whispered. She put her hands on his shoulders and pulled him down on top of her, kissing him fiercely.

That was apparently enough. Eric grunted and moaned and his steady rhythm faltered. His entire body began twitching. I pictured his penis firing off inside Samantha’s vagina, his sperm shooting into her in search of an egg to fertilize. The vision I’d had last night was coming true.

Eric pulled himself up a little. “Wow,” he said in a laughing tone. “That was great…”

“So you liked it?” Samantha purred.

“Oh, yeah!”

“Good.” She kissed his nose. “Me, too.”

“Thanks,” he said, kissing her nose in return. Then he looked back at me. “Thank you, too, Chance.”

“You’re welcome,” I said, massaging his firm little butt.

“You want a turn?” he asked.

Shrugging I said, “Sure, if Samantha doesn’t mind.”

“I don’t mind,” she said with a tired grin.

Eric withdrew his young penis from Samantha’s vagina. It was glistening with wetness and a little string of sperm connected him to her briefly before breaking as he turned to lay on his back next to her, smiling with the sweet afterglow of lost virginity.

I now got between Samantha’s legs. With the combination of my fucking her earlier and now watching Eric fuck her, I had no problems at all getting my penis into her vagina. As I settled down into her I at least imagined that I could feel Eric’s sperm caressing me as I began fucking.

From the second I started moving, I knew I wasn’t going to last long. I could see Eric’s lean naked body lying only a short distance from me and knowing that his penis had just been inside the vagina mine now occupied was an incredible turn-on. It was less than two minutes before my own sperm joined Eric’s on the quest for pregnantion.

Once I was done fucking, I joined my friends on the bed. I lit up a cigarette and we passed it around, not saying anything, just relaxing in the happiness of joyful sex.

Eric fucked Samantha about five times that night. I only fucked her once more, but I enjoyed masturbating while watching him going to town. At one point while he was fucking her, he asked if he could blow me a little more and kept going on me until I climaxed into his mouth, his own orgasm happening inside Samantha’s vagina mere seconds later.

The three of us spent many, many happy nights fucking our brains out. Eventually I got to fuck Eric while he fucked Samantha and then he did the same to me. We all had the most fantastic weeks of our lives.

At the end of the month, Eric and I found out that Samantha wasn’t on the Pill or anything. She missed her period and was obviously pregnant by one or the other of us. As none of us were ready for kids, I scraped (as it were), up enough money to get her an abortion. The pregnancy was over with, but the memories caused problems and Samantha never had sex with us again.

Eric and I continued to screw on a pretty regular basis. He came to really enjoy sex with me, though he refused to ever have sex with any other guys. It was a pretty sweet time for me, having an underage boy as my lover whenever I wanted him.

One day, though, Eric didn’t come home from his daily wanderings. Three weeks of worry and concern went past before I finally got an email from him. He’d been picked up by the police and returned to the foster system, ending up with a different family then the one he’d ran away from.

Eric told me in the next few emails that I got from him that he really missed me and he really loved me but it was time for him to move on and actually try and do something with his life. He’d settled in at the new place and was going to school. He also had a girlfriend who, he assured me, he always used condoms with when they fucked. He was happy and though he’d always think well of me, he said he probably wouldn’t ever see me again.

So far it’s been five years since I last saw him or heard from him. I still think about him from time to time, but just recently I picked up a fifteen-year-old gay boy off the streets and now he lives with me. Life for myself and Eric both has moved on.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk.

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Ringing in the New Year – 2007

October 30, 2008

Ringing in the New Year – 2007
By
Alex Hawk

How do you get a pair of twelve-year-old siblings to have sex with each other?

This was the issue that had been occupying my mind for the last three weeks or so, ever since the Emerson family moved in next door. It consisted of an older woman and her two grandchildren, Chris and Cori, who were twins and had turned twelve just two weeks after they arrived here.

Now, I wasn’t exactly a child-molester or anything like that. I didn’t like myself having sex with kids, but I LOVED the idea of children having sex with each other. There’d been more than a few times where I’d pick up street-kids and bring them back to my place, where I’d pay them to fuck while I watched. Occasionally I’d take a turn with the girl, or hold the boy’s penis as it slid into her vagina, but mostly I watched.

For years I’d wanted to see a pair of siblings have sex with each other, and I’d come close once with a couple street-kids, but they’d backed out at the last minute. I’d also wanted to see a pair of pre-teens do it. So far the youngest I’ve seen was a thirteen-year-old boy fuck a twelve-year-old girl. It had been really hot, especially when I found out he got her pregnant that night. Lastly, I’d wanted to see a pair of kids lose their virginities to each other. I’d seen a few boys lose it, and two girls, but never seen a pair of virgin kids fuck for the first time.

With Chris and Cori, I thought I might have a chance to see all three of the things I wanted to see. If I could get them to fuck, I’d get to see the incest, I’d get to see pre-teen sex and I’d get to see two kids lose their virginities to each other (since I was guessing they were both still virgins). The only problem was how to make it happen.

With older kids, especially experienced ones, I could just offer them money. With the street-kids that worked really well, and that’s the only ones I’d ever tried this with. But these two kids were going to be a bit of a challenge.

Thankfully, their grandmother didn’t pay a lot of attention to them, and I’d already befriended them, letting them come over to my house and swim in my
heated pool and things like that. Now it was New Year’s Eve and they’d been living next door for a few months now.

It was somewhat easy for me to get to know them, too. I was only twenty-two myself, and had a big enough trust fund that I didn’t need to work and could
indulge all my desires, including those that involved sex.

The kids themselves were both very cute. They were each about 4’8, and thin. They both had blue eyes and blond hair, and very similar faces. The only real differences between them were that Chris had a penis and Cori had a vagina. Well, so I assumed. I’d not seen either of them yet.

They had nice little bodies, too, from the glimpses I’d had. Cori did gymnastics and Chris played soccer and baseball, which left them both with taut young bodies for me to drool over. I knew they’d look beautiful fucking.

My chance to finally get the kids fucking was dropped into my lap on New Year’s Eve 2007. Their grandmother was going to Vegas with some of her friends for a party. They’d be gone for a couple days, and someone needed to watch the kids. Who else would they pick but me?

It was decided that the kids would stay at my place rather than at theirs. Chris and Cori showed up at about 3pm with their overnight bags. I greeted them and their grandmother. I made sure that I had all her emergency contact information and then, as quickly as I could, chased her off to leave me alone with the kids. With luck, these kids wouldn’t be virgins by the time 2008 started.

Once their grandmother had left, I settled the kids in front of the TV for a while and we all relaxed and chatted. Then I suggested that after dinner we should all go out for a swim. The kids seemed happy with that idea, which made me far happier than it did them.

It was twilight by the time the kids changed into their swimsuits and we went out to the pool. I was wearing a pair of Speedos that showed my body off nicely. I wasn’t super hot or sexy, but I knew I was damn good.

The evening was cool, with a gentle breeze coming in. Thankfully the pool was heated, so the slight chill in the air wouldn’t bother us. I drove into the deep end of the water and was soon joined by Chris and Cori. We paddled around, splashing each other and having fun as the last of the sunlight vanished from the sky, leaving a great canvas of stars on display above us.

I hauled myself out of the water and sat on the side of the pool, under a large blower that blew warm air down onto me. I took a sip of the beer I’d brought out and sat back, watching the kids play around.

I took a sip of my beer. Then a thought appeared to strike me. “Hey. Chris and Cori. Come here a second.”

The kids swam over. Chris said, “Yeah, Jack?”

Smiling conspiratorially, I said, “I’ll tell you kids what. If you want, I’ll let you each have a beer. Only one each, and you can’t tell your grandmother, ok?”

“Really?” asked Chris

“Sure. But only one.”

“Ok!” Chris said eagerly.

“Alright,” said Cori, a little less enthusiastically.

“Come on.” I stood up and walked into the kitchen where I took three beers from the fridge. I handed them each one and then popped open the other for myself. I lead them back outside and took a drink, hoping they’d copy me.

Cori and Chris both popped open their beers and took a sip, Chris first. Cori sipped hers and made a face.

“Tastes weird.”

“You’ll get used to it,” I replied, and quickly finished my beer. Chris downed his rather quickly, coughing a little at the end. Then we both turned to Cori. She sighed, and then drank hers down the rest of the way.

“See?” I said. “Not so bad.”

“Yeah,” she replied.

“Can we go swimming some more?” asked Chris.

“Sure.”

The kids both dove into the water and splashed around while I walked over and sat down on the edge of the pool. After a few moments, Chris swam up to me, his sister not far away.

“You gonna come swim with us some more, Jack?”

“I don’t think so,” I said, shaking my head.

“Why not?” Cori asked.

I shrugged. “Well, when I swim at night like this I do things a little differently from normal.”

“Oh?” asked Chris.

I grinned a little and did my best to look embarrassed. “Well… when I swim at night… I usually skinny-dip.”

“What’s that?” asked Chris.

“It means naked swimming,” Cori said.

“Oh.” Chris said.

“Yeah,” I said with a nod. “So I can’t go swimming with you guys.”

Chris shrugged. “Well, I don’t care if you swim naked.”

“You might not, but Cori probably would.”

Chris looked at his twin. “Do you care?”

Cori shrugged after a moment. “I guess it’s ok.”

“Well,” I began. “I wouldn’t feel right swimming naked if I was the only one.”

“Oh,” Cori said softly. “You mean we’d have to be naked, too?”

I nodded. “Yeah. It’s no big deal, though. It’s actually a lot of fun.” I then sat back, really hoping the small amount of beer they had was going to be enough.

Cori thought for a moment. “Well… I don’t really care, I guess. Chris?”

Chris shrugged. “If you guys are ok with it, I guess it would be fine.”

“Well, if you guys are alright with it…” I stood up and dropped my Speedos, standing nude before the two preteens. I let them take in the sight of my body for a couple moments and then said, “Ok, your guys’ turn now.”

Chris hesitated, but Cori pulled her top off and tossed it onto the side of the pool. Her bottoms followed only a few moments later. Now nude she giggled and said, “This does feel cool! Come on, Chris.”

Chris said, “Ok, I’m doing it, I’m doing it.” He ducked under the water and then came up with his shorts. They landed with a wet plop on the cement. He grinned a little. “Yeah, this is cool.”

“See?” I said as I got into the water.

The three of us began swimming and splashing around again, having a good time. Several times when I dove under water, I got good looks at their nude bodies. Chris and Cori were both hairless between their legs and Cori’s breasts were just starting to develop. Not surprisingly Chris’ penis seemed to be hard the entire time.

It seemed to be working out well. I figured it was important to get the kids used to being naked around each other, so that when it moved to the next level, physical contact, there would be fewer problems.

After about an hour of nude swimming, I said, “Ok, guys, it’s probably time for us to head in now.”

Cori was out first, followed by her brother, his stiff four-inch penis pointing upward. Cori looked from my penis to her brother’s.

“Jack? Why is Chris’ different from yours?”

“You mean why is his standing up?” I asked.

“Yeah.”

Looking embarrassed, Chris put his hands over his penis, and said, “It just gets like this sometimes.”

I said, “No, no, Chris. Don’t cover it up. It’s not a big deal.” Reluctantly he put his hands back at his sides. I walked over and stood next to him. “Cori, a boy’s penis gets hard when he sees a cute girl, like you.”

“Oh, really?” she asked.

I nodded. “Mine can even get like that, too.”

“It can?”

“Yeah. Watch.” I looked directly at Cori’s vagina and pictured her brother’s nude body on top of her, thrusting away as the kids lost their virginities to each other. I went from zero to hard in about ten seconds.

“Wow!” both kids said together, looking at my hard penis. It was only a little over six inches long, but that still made it longer than Chris’.

“See?” I said, letting them have a good look. “Guys like me learn how to control it, but with boys like Chris, well, when he sees a cute naked girl like you, it’s going to get hard, and that’s that.”

“Oh,” she said, regarding her twin brother’s penis some more.

“Hey, I got an idea,” I said as I started toweling off. “Why don’t we stay naked for the rest of the night? It’s still pretty warm, and I’m comfortable like this. What about you guys?”

“Sure,” Chris said. “Sounds fun.”

“Alright,” Cori replied, not sounding quite as enthused, but still interested.

“Good.”

We all finished toweling off and went back into the house. I grabbed a beer for myself and handed the kids each another without asking. They took them without resistance and we made our way into the living room.

“Cool being naked, huh?” I said as I lay down on my couch, giving the kids the smaller love-seat to share together.

“Yeah,” Cori said as she sat next to her brother and started to drink her beer.

I turned the TV onto something innocuous and we all sat there together, watching TV naked for a while as the kids polished off their seconds beers. Chris’ penis went soft a couple times, but mostly it stayed hard, and Cori kept eyeing it. I took this as curiosity, which was certainly a good sign.

At one point, Cori got up to go to the bathroom. Once she was out of the room I turned towards Chris and said, “So you never saw Cori naked before today?”

He shook his head and said, “No.”

“She’s pretty cute naked, huh?”

He blushed and his penis twitched. “Yeah, I guess.”

“Come on, admit it. You like seeing her naked.”

He giggled. “Yeah, I do.”

“It’s cool. I think she looks cute, too.”

“Then how come yours isn’t hard?” he asked, pointing towards my penis.

I shrugged. “You’re still a virgin, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, I’m not, so I know how to control it better.”

“Oh, ok.” He was quiet for a moment. “So… what’s it like?”

“Sex?”

“Yeah.”

“Amazing.” I smiled. “You jerk off, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Like that, only much, much better. When you slide into a girl’s vagina there’s nothing in the world better.”

“Oh, ok.” Chris said, his penis twitching again.

“When Cori’s back in here, take a look at hers and you’ll see how nice it could be inside there.”

“Well, yeah, but she’s my sister,” he said.

I replied, “So? You’re just looking, it’s no big deal.”

“Oh, ok.”

Cori wandered back into the room at this point. We all chatted a little more and then I said, “I’m going to cook up some food. Come talk with me a little while I do, Cori.”

“Ok.”

Once in the kitchen I went to the freezer and took out a pizza. “So you having a good time?” I asked Cori.

She nodded.

“Pretty cool wandering around naked, huh?”

Cori giggled. “Yeah, a little.”

“You ever see any boys naked before your brother?”

“No.”

I grinned. “What do you think of his penis?” I asked as I put the pizza into the oven.

She giggled. “It’s pretty cool I guess.”

“You know where it’s supposed to go, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Where?”

“In my vagina,” she said, then corrected herself. “Well, in a girl’s vagina I mean.” She giggled.

“Yeah, that’s right.” I smiled. “You haven’t had sex yet, right?”

“Right.”

“Well, you will at some point, and you’ll love it. All girls do,” I said with a little smile.

“They do?”

“Yeah.” I looked down at her mostly hairless slit. “You ever have anyone touch you there or anything?”

“No.”

“Can I show you something?” I asked.

“Ok.”

Slowly and carefully I reached down, moving my hand towards Cori’s slit. Once there, I ran my finger along the side of her clitoris a couple times and then back towards her vagina, letting the tip slide just slightly inside before moving it back to her clit again.

“Does that feel good?” I whispered.

“Yeah…” she said with a little moan.

I leaned down and sucked lightly on one of her nipples as I let my finger move back again and slide up into her virgin vagina.

“How about that?”

Her only reply was a wordless moan.

I chuckled a little. “Here, get up onto the table.”

“Ok.”

I helped Cori up onto the table. Once she was on there, I spread her legs, leaned my head down and began rolling my tongue all over her vagina and clitoris. As I kept licking, I worked a finger up inside her and then heard a voice.

“Holy shit!”

I looked over and saw Chris standing there looking amazed, erect penis twitching.

“Hi,” I said, then went back to licking, not wanting to give Cori a chance to react.

“What… what are you guys doing?!”

“Come over here and I’ll show you,” I suggested.

Chris walked over and looked down.

“See this?” I asked, showing him where my finger disappeared into his sister’s vagina.

“Yeah.”

“Ask Cori how it feels.”

He looked up at his sister. “How does it feel?”

“Really good!” she gasped as I casually let my thumb rub her clitoris.

“You wanna help me?” I asked Chris as I began moving my finger slowly in and out of Cori’s vagina.

“How?”

I took one of his hands and put it onto his sister’s small breast. “Rub that for a bit.”

“Ok.” He began moving his hand in a circular motion.

“You like that?” I asked Cori.

“Yeah,” she whispered.

“Suck on it a little,” I said.

“Ok.” Chris bowed his head and began sucking on his sister’s nipple as she writhed in ecstasy.

Meantime as that was happening, I took one of Cori’s hands and put it around her brother’s penis, moving it up and down a little. When I moved my hand away, she kept hers stroking him.

After a couple minutes, I could tell Cori was getting close to orgasm, which was a good thing in principle, but I didn’t want her to yet. She needed to have her brother give her an orgasm.

I stood up and looked towards Chris. “Get down where I was.”

“Ok” He moved around so that he was standing between his sister’s spread legs.

I placed the boy’s finger at the entrance to Cori’s vagina. “Push it in slowly.”

He did so, his eyes going wide. “Wow!”

“Nice in there, huh?” I said, once his finger was all the way inside his sister’s vagina.

“Yeah!”

“Move it in and out,” I instructed. “And lick here.” I pointed to Cori’s clitoris.

Chris bowed his head and began to lick at his sister’s clitoris while he finger-fucked her. It was a lovely sight to behold. Even if I didn’t get these kids to actually screw, at least I was getting to see them somewhat incestual and that was great!

“Go faster,” I urged Chris.

He nodded and redoubled his efforts. Cori was getting close to orgasm, I could tell. To help her along, I leaned down and began working on her breasts with my mouth and hands, determined to help her brother make her cum.

Moments later Cori’s body began to shake and tremble. She let out a series of low, moaning yowls and then her whole body tensed as she climaxed under the efforts of her brother and I.

Once Cori was done cumming, I pulled her brother away and we stood there looking at her naked body.

“You liked that?” I asked.

“Yeah…” she moaned.

At that point the timer for the pizza dinged. “Oh, food time. Go sit down at the table,” I said, walking towards it, pretending to not see the naked kids, though I could hear them talking quietly to each other. I wondered what they were talk about.

I got the pizza out, cut and onto plates. I took them and three more bottles of beer over to the table. After popping open the bottles I sat down across from the kids.

“Eat up!”

“Thanks,” Chris said, taking a couple bites and a sip of beer.

Cori took a slower, more thoughtful sip. “Jack?”

“Yeah?”

“What was that? You know, a bit ago?”

“You mean what Chris and I did?”

“Yeah.”
“It’s called ‘foreplay’. It’s a kind of… well, a way of making someone feel good.” I grinned. “It felt very good, I bet.”

“Oh.”

“You liked it, right?” I prompted.

“Yeah, it was really nice,” she said blushing.

“Ok, then.”

We ate in a somewhat awkward silence. I knew there were some mixed feelings going through both kids, but I didn’t know of any way to deal with it. I figured I’d just ignore it and keep pushing the children towards my goal of intercourse.

I made sure both kids finished their beers and then tidied up as escorted them back out to the living room. I was pleased to see that Chris’ penis hadn’t softened at all. Doubtless the poor boy was incredibly horny after fingering his sister to orgasm.

At about ten o’clock, when Chris was coming back into the room after a run into the kitchen, Cori caught sight of his hard penis bobbing as he walked and giggled.

“Doesn’t yours EVER go down?”

Chris blushed and put a hand over his penis. “Sorry, it just gets like this.”

“Now, now,” I said. “It’s not a big deal if he’s hard, Cori. In fact, you should take it as a compliment.”

“I should?” she asked, blinking. “Why?”

“Cause most times boys are only hard when they see pretty girls,” I said. Looking at Cori’s nude brother, I prompted, “Right?”

“Yeah!” was his reply, as he caught on. “Yeah, you’re very pretty. Especially naked,” added and then blushed a little.

Cori blushed in return and giggled. “Thanks.”

“You liked what we did earlier in the kitchen, right?” I asked Cori.

“Yeah.”

“I bet Chris really liked it, too. Didn’t you?”

“Oh, yes!” he said with great enthusiasm.

Grinning, I turned to Cori and said, “I bet you never felt anything so good, huh?”

She shook her head. “No, it was really nice.”

I smiled slyly. “You think that was nice, wait until you see some of the other things that are out there.”

“Really?” She perked up a bit. “Like what?”

“Oh, things.” I waved my hand a little. “Stuff you’re not old enough for.”

“What? Like what stuff?”

“Yeah,” put in Chris, sitting next to his sister. “What stuff?”

I appeared to think for a moment. “Well… if I showed you something that feels even better than what you’ve already done, would you be willing to make your brother feel good, too?”

“What do you mean?” Cori asked.

I shrugged. “He made you feel really good, right?”

“Yeah.”

“So before I show you something even better, would you be willing to return the favor? To make your brother feel good as well?

She thought for a moment and then shrugged. “Well, I guess so.”

“Ok.” I moved over so that I was sitting next to Chris with Cori on the other side. “You ready to feel good?” I asked him with a smile.

“Yeah,” he said, smiling back.

I put a hand on his bare thigh. “I’m going to have to show her how to do some of this stuff by touching you myself. That’s ok, right?” I inched my hand a little closer to his stiff pre-teen penis.

“Yeah… I guess that’s ok.”

“Good.” I moved my hand up and slowly wrapped a couple fingers around Chris’ hairless penis. I gave it a couple strokes. “See what I’m doing?” I asked Cori.

“Yeah.”

“You do the same.” I took my hand away.

“Ok.” Cori reached out and shyly took her brother’s penis in her hand, stroking it just like I had been.

“Neat, huh?” I asked her.

“Yeah, a little.”

I looked at Chris. “You like it, too, yeah?”

“Yeah,” he said with a nod and a grin.

I sat back and watched Cori masturbating her brother experiencing a nice sensation of triumph. I’d managed to get them to fool around with each other. It wasn’t intercourse yet, but that would be happening soon enough. I was surer of that now than before.

After a couple minutes, I said, “Ok, Cori. You ready for the next part?”

“Sure.”

“Let go.”

She released her brother’s penis and sat back to watch as I took it in my hand.

“Remember how Chris and I made you feel good with our tongues?” I asked.

“Yeah.”

“Watch this.” I gave Chris’ penis a couple more strokes then lowered my mouth around it. It wasn’t much of a mouthful; he was only twelve, after all. Still, it was nice to know that I was blowing a kid this young. Like I said earlier, I’m not REALLY a child molester, but I have my moments.

“Oh, wow,” said Chris, a little shudder going through his body. “Oh, that feels good.”

I sucked the boy for a minute or so, not wanting him to cum, then I lifted my head. “You wanna try it?” I asked Cori.

“It doesn’t taste bad, does it?”

I shook my head. “No, it’s just skin.”

“Well… ok.”

I moved aside and sat back to watch as Cori put her mouth around her twin brother’s penis. She took a moment to get used to the sensation and then began moving her mouth up and down on it, just like I had been. It was a beautiful sight and made me long for a camera.

I figured it wouldn’t be too long before Chris came. With the stimulation from both his sister and I and the activity he’d done earlier with his sister, I figured he’d cum pretty quickly. Sure enough, after only another couple minutes his young, naked body began to shudder and tremble as his penis pulsed inside his sister’s mouth. Clearly he wasn’t making sperm yet, or she would’ve reacted. That was good, I thought. No way he can get her pregnant if he can’t shoot.

“There you go,” I said, as Chris lifted his sister’s face off his still twitching penis. “Now you’ve made your brother feel as good as you felt.”

Cori giggled. “Yeah, that was pretty neat!”

“Yeah!” gasped her brother.

I sat down on the couch, putting an arm around Chris’s shoulders and another around Cori’s as she sat down next to me.

“Well. So you two having fun?”

“Yeah!” they chorused.

“Good.” I grinned. “Twelve minutes to midnight. Just wait until you see what we’re going to do after.”

The three of us sat back and watched the countdown festivities from Times Square. As 2008 approached and 2007 began, I felt a great sense of achievement. No doubt within just a few minutes of 2008 both these kids would lose their virginities, and I’d be there to help.

“Three…”

It was going to be one of my dreams come true.

“Two…”

Watching pre-teen siblings lose their virginities to each other.

“One…”

I couldn’t wait.

END OF 2007

Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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In My Memories

October 30, 2008

In My Memories
By
Alex Hawk

I stand out on the patio, watching the sea, hearing the waves crash on the beach. I close my eyes and let the environment wash over me. The world is carrying on as though this is any other day. It doesn’t seem fair.

I sigh and go back into my house. It was only a couple hours ago that the phone had rung, my nephew giving me the sad news that my older brother, George, had died of a heart attack. That had been an hour ago. Now I am facing a whole lot more excitement in the next few days than I want.

I sit down in front of my computer and surf over to travelocity. Making arrangements to travel all the way from Guam to New York City so that I can attend my brother’s funeral is not going to be easy, especially at the age of seventy-one. I love living out here, but it’s a real chore getting back to the mainland.

The flight in question involves me going from Guam to Tokyo, Tokyo to Los Angeles, and then Los Angeles to New York. On the way back, it’s New York to Seattle, Seattle to Honolulu and Honolulu to Guam. All first class, of course. At my age, if you’re going to spend more than 25 hours flying, you’ll do it in comfort.

Once the arrangements are made, and I know I’ll be departing tomorrow, I make a cup of tea and go back outside. Sipping my tea I sit down and let my mind wander back to the summer of 1945, when I was eleven, and my life changed forever…

* * *

I was sitting in the living room of our New York apartment, thumbing through “Life” while listening to “Little Orphan Annie” on the radio. It was one of my favorite shows! I liked reading “Life”, because I was able to see pictures of the soldiers and sailors. My dad had been a sailor. He’d been on the USS Arizona when the Japs had hit Pearl Harbor. He didn’t make it off.

My mother worked in radio. She did bit parts. Nothing big. But she got to work with important people, so that was nice. It also meant that she had enough money to keep our family together. We weren’t rich or anything, but we lived ok.

George, my brother, was fourteen. He was what most kids today would call a nerd or a geek. Nixon would later refer to people like him as eggheads. To me he was just my sweet, scrawny, wonderful brother who had glasses as thick as Coke bottle bottoms. I loved him dearly.

There was a sense of optimism in the air that summer. The Nazis had been beaten, the Italians had been beaten, and now the Japs were on the ropes. Everyone knew they wouldn’t last much longer. President Truman may not have been as… well… he wasn’t FDR, but we knew he could get the job done.

George had been out with some of his friends. He’d gotten home about twenty minutes ago, and had gone to his bedroom. Now he came out and sat on the couch next to me.

“Hey, Lizzie?”

“Yeah?”

“I got a question for you.”

“Alright.”

George looked a little awkward. Finally he said, “Have you ever kissed a boy before?”

“No,” I snappishly replied. “Have you?”

George rolled his eyes. “Gee, Lizzie, I was just asking.”

“Why were you asking?”

George shrugged. “I was just wondering.”

“Well, ok. For the record, then, have you kissed any…” I paused long enough to let him get a little annoyed, then said, “… girls?”

George shook his head. “No. Most of my friends have, but I haven’t.”

“Oh.”

“They say it’s awfully fun.”

“Do they?”

“Yeah.”

I had no idea where my brother was going with all this. All I knew is that he was keeping me from listening to the radio.

“One of them has done a lot more.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah. You know Herman’s brother, Jack?”

“Yes.” Jack was seventeen and I thought he was really cute.

“Well… he’s done… lots of things with girls. Even, you know, THAT.”

“That?” I repeated, confused.

“You know. THAT. The big thing boys and girls can do.”

“Oh. OH!” I knew what he was talking about. He was talking about sex. Our mom was fairly progressive and had given us all the information about where babies came from. Half my friends thought there was a cabbage leaf or a stork involved.

“Yeah. He says it’s lots of fun. I was talking with him about it. He says it feels really good. Better than anything! He says it feels best for the girl.”

“It does?” I asked, intrigued.

“Yeah.” He took a breath. “So… I was thinking.” He took another deep breath. “Well… some day I’ll be doing things like that with a girl… and you’ll be doing them with a boy.”

I blushed a little. “When I’m married, yes.”

“Yes, of course.” George blushed, too. “Well… he says it’s lots of fun, but some of it takes lots of practice.”

“It does?”

“Yeah. So…” George took another deep breath. “Well… I thought maybe you and me could… you know… practice together.”

My brain took a few seconds to put that together, then I blushed again. “You don’t mean… THAT?”

Shaking his head, my brother said, “No, no. Not all the way. I just thought we could practice some of the things that lead up to… THAT.”

“Like what?” I asked, interested despite myself.

“Well… there’s kissing. And touching. And some other stuff. Jack said it’s all really, really fun and feels wonderful. But he said also it’s a good idea to practice it, too.”

“Oh,” I said, unsure what else I could say.

“So… like I said… if you wanted… we could practice together. That way when we get married we’ll know what we’re doing.”

“I don’t know… it sounds a little strange,” I said, doubtfully.

“Well… we could just start by kissing. See how that goes.”

I thought about it. “I guess it wouldn’t hurt anything. Just to kiss.”

“Yeah.”

“Well… alright.”

We sat there for a few seconds. Then my brother moved a little closer to me. “Turn your head my way.”

I did.

George licked his lips and leaned closer. He closed his eyes. I did the same. Moments later I felt a silky smooth sensation as his mouth brushed against mine. A little shiver went through my young body at the contact.

George sat back and we both opened our eyes. He smiled a little. “That was nice.”

“Yeah.”

“You wanna do it some more?”

I nodded.

“Alright.”

George and I leaned into each other again and started kissing some more. This time we kept our lips together longer, like people in movies did. It was very nice! It got even nicer at one point when I felt my brother’s tongue licking along my lips.

That felt so good I wound up licking his lips, too, and the next thing I knew, our tongues were dancing against each other. It was really nice! It was giving me a really strange sensation between my legs that I didn’t mind one bit!

That first time my brother and I kissed each other for probably a good fifteen minutes. Every day for the next week we kept doing it, spending more and more time kissing. By Friday we were at it for over an hour, and enjoying every second of it!

We didn’t go past kissing. At least not at that point. Later, however…

* * *

I’m snapped out of my memories by the sound of the phone ringing. I pick it up. It’s my oldest son, Matthew, on the other end. He turned 50 just last week. Still strange to think that I have a son that old.

“Are you doing ok, mom?”

“Yes, dear, I’m fine.”

“You’re flying out for the funeral, of course?”

“Yes. I leave day after tomorrow.”

“Good. When do you first hit the mainland? I’ll meet you at the airport and fly with you to JFK.”

I laugh. “Matthew, I’m an adult now. I think it’s time for me to start flying by myself.”

My son laughs in return. “Yeah, I know, Mom. But you’re also getting older.”

“Seventy-one isn’t that old.”

I picture Matthew throwing his hands in the air. “Ok, Mom. You win.”

“Always do, dear.”

“Oh, Jenny and I will be taking care of getting grandma here. You won’t need to worry about that.”

I feel vaguely embarrassed. I’d completely forgotten about my mother in all this. She turns ninety-five later this month and lives in a nursing home in upstate New York. I haven’t visited her in years. She has Alzheimer’s, too. I knew this would probably be the last time I’d see her alive.

“Thank you, dear,” I tell my son.

We make small talk for another hour or so. Mostly talking about his family. We don’t talk about George too much. There’ll be time for that later. Finally, as the sun starts setting, the conversation winds down. My son and I make our farewells to each other.

I turn on KUAM and watch some TV, letting my mind wander, once again, back to the past…

* * *

Eight days of kissing with George went by. I was enjoying it more and more and really looking forward to our little get-togethers. That it might’ve been wrong to do these things with him because he was my brother never really crossed my mind. Why would it? It was 1945. We weren’t exactly told extensively about sex in general, much less incest.

This day we were laying on my bed as we kissed. We’d started doing that on the sixth day. It was a lot more comfortable, especially given how long we were necking each time. Plus it just felt… better… somehow… to be doing it in bed.

Plus laying down made it easier to hug each other tight and kiss at the same time. The feeling of George’s body against mine as we laid on my bed was really wonderful. I was beginning to understand why adults liked to kiss so much!

At one point during our kissing, George pulled his mouth away from mine. “Hey, Lizzie?”

“Yeah?”

“You wanna take off our shirts? Try it that way?”

I wrinkled my nose. “Why?”

“Well…” I could see him thinking. Finally he shrugged. “Why not?”

“Well… I don’t think I’m supposed to have my shirt off in front of boys,” I tried.

“You’re also not supposed to be kissing boys.”

“Yeah.”

“So? Look, I’ll take mine off first.” True to his word, George sat up and removed his shirt. I’d seen him without one before so it really wasn’t anything special, but for some reason seeing him like that now put a little thrill through me.

Feeling a little shy, but also kind of excited, I took my shirt off, exposing my still almost completely flat chest to my brother’s eyes. I was a little embarrassed at first, but when he smiled and put his arms around me, pulling my bare chest to his as we began kissing, my embarrassment fell away and was replaced with total happiness.

“Mmm…” my brother whispered between kisses. “This is real nice…”

“Yeah…” On an impulse I dipped my head down a little and kissed one of my brother’s nipples.

He jumped a little. “Why did you do that?”

“I don’t know,” I confessed. “Did you like it?”

“Yeah, it was pretty neat.”

“Ok.”

“Can I kiss you like that?”

“Ok.”

My brother dipped his head down and I felt a little jolt of electricity go through me as his lips brushed against my nipple. I let out a small gasp of pure pleasure as he kisses the other one, and then kisses each one again. Oh, it was heavenly!

“Do you like that?” George asked.

“Oh, yes…”

“Ok.” He went back to kissing them, and at one point starting sucking on one of my nipples, almost little a little baby. No milk came out, of course, but waves of total bliss washed out all over my body.

As he did this, I also became aware of a building pleasure between my legs. I hadn’t ever really thought about my vagina before. I knew what it was, and what it was for, my mother had told me everything, but until just recently it was just something that was THERE. Now it was starting to make itself noticed.

George then moves his mouth off my nipples and starts kissing me on the mouth again. I close my eyes and let his lips and tongue play against mine, knowing that something really wonderful had happened today and wondering where it was going to lead.

* * *

The next morning I hail a cab. I’ve got all my things packed, and it’s time to head to the airport. I had hardly slept a wink and now I was very tired. Knowing I’d be able to sleep on the plane helped, though.

The cab driver, a not-unattractive Filipino, doesn’t make conversation as we drive. I’m mostly happy about that, but it might be nice to have someone to talk with. I’m missing George terribly, even though I haven’t seen him in a long while.

I look out the window, watching the scenery go by. I’d ended up on Guam in 1964, when my late husband had been transferred to Anderson AFB. By trade, I’m an ornithologist. A pro-bird watcher, essentially. Birds, however, are not abundant on Guam, most of the native species having been eaten by transplanted snakes.

But I’d loved the island despite it’s lack of avian-based excitement. When Frankie had died in a plane crash in 1969 I’d thought about returning to the mainland, but I liked it here too much. So instead I became a teacher.

We pull up to the airport Hagatna. I pay the driver and give him a not indecent tip. I grab my two bags and head into the terminal, walking up to the Continental Airlines window.

“Good morning… Ms Avery?” Says the rather surprised looking young girl behind the counter.

I blink, and it takes me a moment to recognize her. “Alicia Browne! Why I haven’t seen you in ages!” I smile. Speaking of my teaching career, she’d been one of my favorite students.

Alicia smiles back. “I know, it’s been so long!” She looks at my tickets. “Oh, traveling back to the mainland? I hope not for too long!”

I shake my head. “No, there’s just… well, my brother’s passed, you see.”

Her face falls. “Oh… I’m so sorry! Were you close?”

“Very.”

She shakes her head. “Manuel… that’s my husband… he’s off in Iraq right now. I worry about him all the time.”

I pat her on the hand. “I hope he’ll be ok.”

She smiles again. “I hope so. I don’t want to be a single mother.”

I laugh, in spite of my grief. “Married with child? Where does the time go?”

“With CHILDREN, Ms Avery!”

I laugh again, and then start to notice the line forming. “Well, Alicia, I’ll tell you what. When I get back, let’s go have lunch or something. You were always one of my favorites.”

“Absolutely! I can’t wait.” She gives me all my tickets and checks my bags. “Have a good flight. I’ll light a candle for you.”

“Thank you, dear.”

I walk to the gate, feeling strangely buoyed after my conversation with Alicia, and thinking once again about George. A very close relationship, indeed…

* * *

Ten days went past since my brother and I started kissing each other without our shirts on. It was still the pinnacle of our relationship. Most of the time we’d kiss and take turns sucking on each other’s nipples for a while. More often than not, it was him sucking mine. We’d both discovered I liked it a little more than he did.

I’d also noticed that every time we kissed like this, especially when we were shirtless and sucking on each other, my vagina got very, very wet. I wasn’t sure why, or what it meant, but it felt good.

“You wanna try something else, Lizzie?” George asked.

“What?”

“Well… we could take off some more clothes. Like get down to our underwear, maybe? I mean, it feels nice without shirts, so maybe it will feel nice nice in just underwear, you know?”

We started kissing again as I thought about it. On the one had, I knew that, just like with taking off my shirt, it would be a big step. But on the other hand, George was right. Everything so far had felt wonderful. I made up my mind.

“Ok, George.”

The two of us sat up and, surprisingly, faced away from each other as we stood. I pulled my skit down and off, along with my socks, and then laid down on the bed again, now clad only in a pair of white cotton panties.

Looking up, I saw my brother as he got back onto the bed with me. He was wearing only a pair of white boxers. I could see something inside them. It looked like it was pointing upward. Obviously it was my brother’s penis. A small tremor of excitement went through me at the sight.

Wordlessly, George and I started kissing again. We began just by laying side-by-side as we kissed, with our bodies a far distance apart. We started to move closer and closer together, though, discovering as we did so that the more our bare skin came into contact, the better it was.

Eventually I found myself laying on my back, with my brother on top of me as we kissed. My legs were spread and he was between them. At the time, I wasn’t aware this was a primary position for intercourse; I just knew that it felt really nice having him on me like this.

As we kissed, I was also aware of his cloth-covered penis rubbing against my vagina. Each time he moved, it sent little blasts of pleasure through my pre-teen body. When our mother had talked to us about sex, and how babies were made, she hadn’t said anything about it feeling good, but I was starting to think that it might.

I put my arms around my brother and held him tight. “This is really nice,” I said.

“Yeah, it’s neat!” He moved a little.

I giggled and moaned a bit. “That’s real nice… when you move like that I can feel your… you know… YOU… against me… down there.” I blushed.

“When I do this?” George moved his hips, his penis rubbing right against the top of my vagina.

“Oh… yes…” I moaned and spread my legs wider, bringing more him into contact with me.

“You want me to keep doing it?”

“Yeah…”

“Ok.”

As George continued to move his body on top of mine, I responded by moaning a little more, and let my hands drift down until they were resting on his butt. It was interesting feeling the muscles move under the fabric of his boxers.

George moved aside after a bit and placed a hand on my thigh, moving it back and forth gently. “You’ve got such soft skin.”

“Thanks.”

He began tracing little circles on the skin of my inner thigh. It felt absolutely wonderful. Not as great as when he’d been on top of me, but nice enough, and it got even better when he started kissing and sucking my nipples as he did it. Fireworks went off in my brain when he started doing that!

Just when I thought we’d reached the pinnacle of what could feel good, George brushed his fingers against my panties, right against where his hard penis had been rubbing before. I let out a gasp of pure delight at the contact.

My brother looked at me. “Did you like that?”

“Yeah…”

He placed his fingers back on that spot and rubbed them around a little. “Like this?”

“Oh, yes…”

I closed my eyes and lost myself to bliss as my brother’s fingers worked on my vagina through my panties. It was so intense and incredibly wonderful! If Heaven existed, it must’ve felt like this all the time!

Suddenly the pleasure between my legs, which had been growing with each passing second, reached a crescendo. I moaned loudly and felt my vagina contact repeatedly. I felt like I was passing out with joy, it felt so good. I’d never known anything like it, and I knew I’d want to have that feeling again and again.

“Wow,” George said, looking down at me as I recovered from my experience. “What was that?”

“I don’t… I don’t know…” I gasped. “But I liked it…”

“Your panties are kind of damp.”

I sat up a little and looked at them. Sure enough there was a wet spot. “I wonder why.”

“You didn’t…?” He left the question mostly unasked.

I shook my head. “No, I don’t know what it’s from.”

“Ok.”

He leaned down and kissed me again. We held each other tight, savoring the moments after what we’d done.

* * *

The plane lands in Tokyo several hours later. My connecting flight doesn’t leave for another seven hours. I go through customs and head out of the airport. I’ve been in Tokyo many times (who on Guam hasn’t?), but it’s always different every time I come here.

I take a cab out into Tokyo proper. I had about three hours before I had to be back on the plane and I wanted to at least stretch my legs a little before the very LONG flight ahead of me to Los Angeles.

As I walk through the streets, I breathe in the life around me. I see Salary men on their way home from work, I see schoolgirls in their sailor-type outfits, I see young punks, trying to look quite tough, but killing the effect by having pink Mohawks. All around me, there’s life and excitement.

Feeling hungry, I look for somewhere to eat, and chuckle a little when I see a McDonald’s. Well, why not? I walk inside and, with my rudimentary Japanese, I place an order for a burger, fries and a Coke. Not much, and certainly not as good as first class airline food, but it’ll do.

The restaurant is very, very crowded. After looking, I find an empty seat at a table across from two women about my age. I ask if I can sit, and they make room.

As I eat, I look at the two women. I wonder where they were in 1945. What their lives were like then. What happened to their fathers, and their brothers? Were they in the war? I’ve talked with some Japanese people on Guam about what life was like for them during the war, but I wasn’t about to strike a conversation about it now.

1945… what an amazing year that had been for me… especially that wonderful summer…

* * *

We slowly reached the end of July. George and I had developed a new habit. We’d kiss for a while, and then suck each other’s nipples for a while. Then he’d lay next to me and rub my vagina through my panties until I got that good feeling again. It was a REAL nice way to pass time!

Today we were doing it on George’s bed. 90% of the time we were on mine, but today we’d decided to get onto his. It wasn’t as big as it wasn’t as nice, but, well, it was nice to have a bit of change.

It was kind of strange, really. Getting together like this had become most of what we did with our free time. We hardly ever saw our friends anymore. Two, and once even three, times a day we got together and kissed and touched each other. It was really nice!

Currently we were at that state where he was sucking on my nipples while rubbing at my vagina through my panties. As usual, it was making me really happy! Like always I had my eyes closed as was losing myself in the pleasure.

Then I became aware of my brother’s fingers slipping under the fabric of my panties. He was up at the top, and he only slid them in for a moment. It felt nice having his fingers against my bare skin, though, proving our earlier belief that naked skin is better.

Suddenly a whole new world of pleasure opened it’s door for me as my brother’s fingers drifted lower and lower, brushing against a stop right above the entrance to my vagina. It was a little knob like thing there. I didn’t know what it was called, but I knew it felt incredible having him touch it.

“Is something wrong?” George asked, looking up at me with concern on his face.

“No… oh… no… oh, that’s… that’s so wonderful…”

“It is?” he asked, rubbing his fingers around my vagina with more confidence.

“Oh… oh, god… yes… oh, it’s wonderful…”

After moments passed, my brother’s fingers roaming all over my vagina. Then he said, “Can I take off your panties? They’re in the way.”

“Ok…” I whispered, no hesitation, trusting George completely.

My brother hooked his fingers into my panties and slowly pulled them down and off me. Then he sat back on his knees and looked down at my naked, pre-teen body.

“Wow… you look so amazing, Lizzie…”

“Thanks,” I said, blushing a little. I would have thought it would feel strange being nude in front of my older brother, but I only felt anticipation of good feelings yet to come.

George settled back between my legs, his fingers brushing along my slit. I trembled as he explored my privates. Just as I thought it wouldn’t ever get better than it was already, one of his probing fingers found the entrance to my vagina and slowly began to slide inside.

“Gee, Lizzie…” George whispered as his finger sank into my body. “Is this…?”

“Yeah…”

“Wow…”

“Yeah…”

“Does it feel good?”

I thought for a second. “George…?”

“Yeah?”

“If you stop, I’ll kill you.”

George laughed. His finger moved back and forth inside my vagina. “Ok, I won’t stop.”

As he kept fingering me, my brother moved his mouth back down to my nipples, sucking and kissing each one in turn as his finger moved around inside my vagina. It was so intense, I thought I might pass out.

Then that wave of pleasure I was waiting for hit me. I know now, of course, that it was an orgasm. All the times I’d felt this before were, too, but this was the best of the bunch, no question. The orgasm I’d remember my entire life.

“Wow, Lizzie, that was neat!” George enthused as I came back down from Heaven. “I could feel you squeezing my finger when that happened.”

“Great,” I said, a little wrung out from the experience.

* * *

“Hmmm?” I say, sitting up suddenly, dreams of my brother fading into the light of wakefulness.

“I said we’re about to land, Ms Avery. You’ll need to put your seat up.” The stewardess- flight attendant- smiled at me.

“Of course,” I say, feeling slightly embarrassed. Sleeping through intercom announcements was something old women did, and I am only an old woman when it suits me.

By the time the plane lands and I get off, make my way through customs, and out into LAX proper, I’m feeling exhausted. I have another two hours before my flight to New York, and from there an hour long drive until I’d be at my son’s house. Yes, he would be picking me up and driving me, but it still meant it’d be another several hours before I’d get any real rest from traveling.

I spend my two hours in LAX just wandering around the airport. Never too far from my gate. Never pass the security zone. I hate going through those. Eventually my flight arrived, and I get on, heading to JFK.

My son meets met at the airport. I want to complain at him, I want to say that I planned to rent a car and drive to his house, but I’m frankly too tired. I manage to get my luggage and stagger with him out to his car.

Once we get to Matthew’s house I follow him inside, say hello to my grandchildren and, with my body completely exhausted at this point, go upstairs to the guest room where I change and fall into bed, asleep almost before I hit the mattress.

* * *

Only two days went by before George and I did something else new. We were laying in my bed this time, kissing while my brother worked his finger in and out of my vagina. As usual I was blissed out beyond belief.

Then George started moving his face down, kissing my neck and nipples. I thought he might stop there, but then he began kissing a path further down. Just as I was wondering what was going on, I felt his tongue brush against that small spot right above the entrance to my vagina.

All the bombs dropped on Dresden a few months ago, all the soldiers landing on Omaha Beach, all the ships in the Navy… none of that could have created a feeling more intense inside my body than that caused by my brother’s tongue rasping back and forth on that most sensitive part of my young body.

By the time I came down from the high of orgasm, my brother had moved his body up so that he was laying on top of his, his hard penis still inside his boxers, but nevertheless poking against my still twitching vagina.

“How was that?” he asked, moving his hips slowly, rubbing against me.

“It… oh, George…” I leaned up and kissed him, holding him tight against my naked body.

“So I guess you liked it, then?” he asked with a grin.

“Yeah… how did you think of that?”

“Jack told me about it.”

“Oh, ok.” Jack seemed to know everything. After all, it was because of him that we got started on this little journey.

We laid there, holding each other for a couple moments, him resting on top of me as we kissed. Then I said, “George?”

“Yes?”

I bit my lower lip a little. “Would you… can I see… will you take off your boxers?”

Blinking, he said, “You want me to take them off?”

“Well, yes. I mean, I’m naked, and it feels good for me. So you should be naked, too, so that it’ll feel good for you.”

“Oh. Well, ok.” George got up for a moment, hooked his fingers into his boxers, bent down, and when he stood up was gloriously nude. And there it was. Standing tall between his legs, under just a small bit of pubic hair. My brother’s very hard penis.

At the time it seemed huge to my eleven-year-old eyes. It was about four inches long, and not very thick, but thick enough. I wondered how something like that could possibly fit inside my vagina. Well, not MINE, specifically, but any vagina, cause I assumed that most any would be like mine.

“Do I look alright?” George asked after a moment, blushing as he did so.

“Yeah, you look wonderful.”

“Good,” he said with a shy smile, laying back down on the bed with me. “Gee, it’s neat being naked with you, Lizzie.”

“Yeah, I like it, too.”

We kissed. Now totally naked together, it felt different from how it had before, even though only our lips were touching.

Looking down at my brother’s penis, I broke the kiss long enough to say, “Can I touch it?”

“Sure.”

I shyly reached out and let my fingers run along the shaft of my brother’s penis. It was warm and smooth. I wrapped my hand around it, feeling the softness of the skin.

“Rub it back and forth,” George whispered.

“Like this?” I said, giving his penis a couple tugs.

“Ohhh… yeah… like that…”

“What’s this?” I asked, rubbing my thumb in a sticky clear fluid that was oozing from the tip of my brother’s penis.

“Ah… oh… I don’t know… it doesn’t seem to do anything.”

I thought about it as I played with George’s penis. “You know how my vagina gets wet?”

“Yeah?”

“Maybe this is the same thing.” I rubbed the fluid all over the tip of my brother’s penis.

“Oh, god…” He moaned and closed his eyes. “Yeah… maybe…”

Remembering the good sensations caused by my brother’s tongue on my vagina, I started wondering what it would be like for him if I licked his penis. So I did so.

As soon as my tongue made contact on my brother’s penis, I knew I was on the right path. He began moaning and squirming, much like I had been all these times when he’d been pleasuring me.

Then I got the shock of my young life as my brother’s penis began twitching and bucking in my hand. I pulled my face away just in time to see several spurts of viscous white fluid shoot out of the tip, spattering onto George’s naked body.

I looked up at my brother’s face, confused as to what had just happened. The expression he was wearing told me everything I needed to know. Whatever the boy version of the feelings I had when my brother was working on my vagina must’ve just happened to him. I felt happy, knowing I’d made him feel good.

As my brother descended down from the world of bliss, I laid my naked body on top of his. I’d often wondered, when we’d kissed before, if it would be nice to be on top. Now I was, and since we were naked, I could now feel my brother’s bare penis resting up against my exposed vagina, his fluid between our young bodies.

George opened his mouth to say something, but then we heard the sound of our mother outside talking with one of our neighbors. We looked at each other, startled, then quickly leapt off the bed and got dressed. By the time she walked in moments later we were sitting there listening to “The Lone Ranger” on the radio. She was none the wiser.

* * *

Two days go by. I spend much of it sleeping, readjusting my body clock to life on the mainland. Then I spend some time reconnecting with my son and his family, including his oldest son, George, who is now fifteen and almost a dead ringer for my brother at that age.

On my fourth day in New York we have the funeral. My mother is there. She’s very old now, and wheelchair bound. She has a nurse who takes care of her full-time. Matthew and his family visit her often, but, as mentioned before, she’s in the last stages of Alzheimer’s, and barely recognizes anyone at all.

The funeral is a sombre, subdued affair. Not like my brother at all. He was always full of life, even if he was a little geeky, as the kids say today. Eggheads, we called them back in my day.

I manage to make it through most of the funeral, but when George’s coffin is lowered into the fertile ground of upstate New York, I feel overwhelmed. I am happy I’m sitting, because if not I would’ve surely fallen as a wave of grief washes over me. Matthew puts his arms around me and holds me tight as the tears fall.

Then an hour later we’re at a reception. Whereas the funerals in our family are a time for grief, the receptions are a time for joy. George had been a very popular man, and the place is crowded. Old childhood friends, people I’d known throughout the years, come up to me and we talk. We mostly talk about George.

His former coworkers stand up and give speeches about him. George had been a lawyer for several years. He’d wanted to become Attorney General for New York State, but instead he’d set up a private practice as a defense lawyer.

Then when he’d turned fifty-five, George had left his profession. He began working as head of two different charities. People from both those stages of his life, as well as his friends from Yale, and even the governor of New York stood up to give speeches.

I wanted to, also. I really did. But there was nothing I could think of to say. The most important parts of my life with my brother were as extremely private as anything could be. And all of the best memories centered around the summer of 1945.

* * *

Now it was August 6th. Though my brother and I didn’t know it yet, a major event had happened in Japan. An atomic bomb, something most of the world outside of Los Alamos had never even heard of, had been dropped on the city of Hiroshima. A few days later another would drop on Nagasaki, though we didn’t know that yet, either.

And frankly, to George and I, none of this would have mattered even if we did know. Oh, we would’ve been happy. We would’ve cheered about the Japs finally being paid back in full for Pearl Harbor. But as soon as we were done hearing the news, we would’ve just gotten naked and into bed together.

And on August 6th, not long before the new broke to the world, my brother and I were laying on his bed, naked, and cuddling together He had two fingers buried inside my vagina and my hand was rubbing his penis. We were both totally comfortable and very happy with each other.

As we kissed, we rolled over, our hands leaving each other’s genitals and wrapping around our bodies. I felt so happy doing this with George. Warm and safe and content. I loved him so much.

“I love you,” I whispered to my brother.

“I love you, too, Lizzie,” he whispered back as we kissed some more.

While we kissed, my brother’s penis was rubbing against that sensitive spot right above my vagina. It gave me a feeling I really enjoyed. Anything involving his penis rubbing against any part of my vagina was something I liked.

I knew what I wanted to do at this point. I wanted to have my brother’s penis inside me. I’d thought about it a lot over the last two weeks or so. I couldn’t see any reason not to do it. His finger had felt good when it was inside me, and he loved having my hand rubbing him. So that meant that if his erection was inside my vagina it would feel great for us both.

Reaching behind me, I took my brother’s penis in my hand and sat up a little, positioning my vagina right over it.

“Lizzie?” George whispered, sounding confused.

“I want to see what it’s like,” I said, my throat a little dry. “I want to have it inside me.”

He swallowed. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah.”

Nodding, my brother said, “Alright.”

I rubbed the tip of my brother’s penis against the entrance to my vagina, getting myself used to having him there. Then I said, “Alright, are you ready?”

“Yeah…”

“Alright.”

Taking a deep breath, I bore downward. At first I didn’t think anything was going to happen, but I did feel a strange pressure between my legs. Then, rather suddenly, I felt the sensation of something entering my body as my brother’s fourteen-year-old virgin penis began to enter my eleven-year-old virgin vagina.

I began feeling stretched as I went down a little lower. I bit my lip as a little pain hit me. Then I went down further until I felt the tangle of George’s pubic hair against my bare vagina. Looking down, I saw nothing but that between both our legs. He was all the way inside me.

“Oh, gee, Lizzie…” he whispered. “I wanted this so long.”

“You did?” I gasped.

“Yeah…”

I lifted myself up a little, feeling my brother’s penis move within my body. When I lowered down, I got a really nice sensation that seemed to travel from where our bodies joined up through my head and out into the world. It was spectacular!

My brother placed his hands on my thighs as I continued to ride his penis, lost in a world of pleasure. I wondered if other kids did this. If they didn’t, I wondered why not. It was so great!

Then George began to grunt under me. I felt him push up and deeper inside me as his penis began kicking inside my vagina. I knew he was spurting his fluid into me. I was so happy knowing that I’d made him feel good!

I didn’t feel the good, super wonderful feeling I normally felt when he fingered me, but it still was great for me! I pulled off my brother and laid down on the bed next to him, holding him tight, happy we’d done what did.

* * *

Now I’m home. It seems the same as it did a week ago, when I first heard that George had died. It still was the same, I knew that. But I also knew that my brother was gone, and I’d never see him again.

I get myself something to drink and start unpacking, thinking about that first time we made love. It was far from the last. That first day, my brother and I had intercourse three times. We managed five the next day. After that we lost track quickly. We did manage to get him inside me every day, though, even once school started.

Of course, as we got older we stopped doing it. Eventually we found out I could get pregnant from him, and when I was fourteen and he was seventeen, that’s exactly what happened. Before I could figure out what to do about it, I miscarried. We still made love after that, but not nearly as often.

And eventually we moved on in our lives. I fell in love with another boy, and George fell in love with another girl. Our relationship began to drift back to a standard brother/sister relationship just before he went to college.

I finish my unpacking and walk out onto the patio, looking out at the ocean, watching a container ship in the distance. I smile slightly. No, George wasn’t gone, not really. He’d be with me forever.

In my memories.

END

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

So after a nice little dry spell, I’m back! Hope you lot think it was worth the wait. If you don’t, then you’re ungrateful pigs and deserve to be, oh, I don’t know, flogged or something.

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