Joyeux Anniversaire

October 13, 2008

Joyeux Anniversaire
By
Alex Hawk

Today is my birthday! As of 4:03am today, September 23, 1961, I am officially thirteen!

Currently I’m standing in front of the full-length mirror in my bedroom in our family’s apartment in Paris. I’m naked and eyeing my adolescent body with a critical eye. I’m fairly thin, with a vaguely androgynous face. My skin is pale, my hair is brown, my eyes are blue. Between my legs stands a very erect, almost hairless four inch penis. Still virgin, but that’s going to change later tonight, which is why I’m looking at myself now. I want to make sure I’m presentable.

There’s a knock at the door. “Antoine?”

“Come in, Jean,” I say.

My fifteen-year-old brother walks… well, swaggers… into the room. Like me, he is naked. Like me, his penis is hard. Unlike me, he isn’t still a virgin.

A cigarette dangles from his mouth. He takes a look at me in the mirror, and reaches a hand down, encircling it around my young penis. He’s the only person other than me who has ever touched it.

Stroking my penis slowly, my brother says, “Are you ready to put this thing to good use tonight?”

“Yeah…”

He turns me around and hugs me close, then kisses me on the mouth. I hug and kiss him back. I love my brother so much. I could never deny him anything, even my body.

I move one of my hands down to wrap around his penis as he keeps stroking mine. “After tonight… can we still do… this?” I ask, a little nervously.

“Mais oui,” he says. “I will never give you up, Antoine.” Then he drops down to his knees and slips his mouth around my penis, moving his head back and forth. I moan faintly and place my hands on the back of his head, losing myself in the pleasure.

As my brother sucks on me, I feel one of his hands, which had been cupping my butt, move slowly down and to the center. I spread my legs a little as Jean begins to work a finger gently up into me.

“Turn around,” he says, after a couple more moments, standing up as he does.

Knowing what’s next, and eagerly anticipating it, I turn around and take hold of the foot of my bed, bending over slightly. My brother moves around behind me, and I hear him opening the jar of Vaseline. A few seconds later, I feel him pressing up against me, and I start to moan again as his penis slides slowly, deeply into my ass.

“Always so tight in you, little brother,” whispers Jean as he leans forward and kisses me on the back of the neck. Then he straightens up and starts to move in and out of me in an anxious rhythm.

I moan again and start to masturbate as my brother fucks me. For the last six months we’ve been having sex with each other, ever since he first taught me how to play with myself. It’s a wonderful experience and part of why I love him so much.

Only about three minutes later, my brother grunts and pushes deep inside me. He holds himself steady as I feel his penis start to pulse inside me, shooting his sperm up into my ass. At about the same time, I start to cum, a small amount of my sperm spattering onto the floor, as the incredible bliss of orgasm washing through my young body.

“You came, right?” my brother ask as he slides his penis out from inside me.

“Yeah,” I say. I stand up, a little shaky, feeling my brother’s sperm sliding down my leg.

“Bien.” He kisses me. “Go get cleaned up. We have to leave for school soon.”

“Ok.”

I duck into the shower and got cleaned. Moments later I am sitting at the table, eating some breakfast with my mother, father and Jean. He trades a knowing smile with me as my father thumbs through today’s issue of “Le Monde”.

“Joyeux anniversaire, mon fis,” my mother says, kissing me on the head.

“Merci, maman” I say with a smile.

“Oh, is that today? I knew something important was happening today, but I thought it was just the day the gas man was supposed to read our meter,” my father says, looking at me over his glasses, a playful look in his eyes.

“Oui, papa,” Jean says. “I would think you would hardly forget the day this accursed creature came into our lives.”

“It is overshadowed by the horror of your birth,” my father informs him. Jean sticks his tongue out in response.

The light banter continues for a little while as we eat. Once we are done, my brother and I grab our satchels and head to the school. It’s only a short ten minute walk. Along the way, my friend Marcel Malle joins us He is a few months older than me, and like I plan to, he lost his virginity on his thirteenth birthday.

“Happy birthday,” he says to me, handing me a small parcel.

“Oh, thank you.” I pause to unwrap it. Inside is a book, “The Stranger”, by Albert Camus. “Oh, thank you indeed! I haven’t read this before.”

“Good, then you’ll get a couple new experiences today,” he says with a grin. Looking at Jean he says, “You’re still taking him to Marie tonight, oui?”

“But of course. I can’t have my little brother be teenage virgin for more than twenty-four hours.”

“Good.”

I take a moment to hug my friend and we walk the rest of the way to school, where I know I’m going to spend the next several hours distracted, horny and annoyed that I was still stuck at school when I’d rather be-

“Monsieur Truffaut!”

I look up guiltily. It’s the middle of day now, and my teacher is glaring at me.

“Yes, sir?”

“Perhaps you would care to stop looking out the window and instead explain to me why Charlemagne’s empire could not be sustained?”

A pained look on my face, I stand and try to stammer my way through an answer, but from the sour look on my teacher’s face, I know I’m doomed.

“Your answer is not acceptable. You will write a paper on the subject and hand it to me by next week.”

“Yes, sir.”

Marcel gives me a knowing look from across the classroom. He’s aware that I certainly won’t be getting around to working on this project for another night or two. I grin back and do my best to pay attention through the rest of my classes.

After school, Jean leaves to go be with some of his friends and Marcel and I walk together to a nearby café. We sit there for a while talking, drinking coffee, smoking and looking at some of the girls walking past.

“So you looking forward to tonight?” Marcel asks, taking a drag from his cigarette.

“Of course. Anything special I should know?”

He shrugs. “You’ll probably cum really quick. Marie will probably let you have a second time. Maybe a third, if she likes you. Those times will be better.”

“Did she like you enough?” I ask with a smile.

He grins. “We did it three times, yeah.”

“Manifique.”

“Yes, it was.”

We chat a little longer before we walk to my family’s flat. Jean is already there. My mother kisses me and Jean, Marcel and myself retire to my bedroom. I’m horny and distracted the entire time. Eventually we have a nice dinner before Jean announces he’s taking me to the cinema to see a special screening of “Les enfants terrible”, as a birthday present.

We do actually go to the cinema, and I enjoy the film, though not as much as I thought I might. After that, as the hour gets late, we head towards the small flat rented by Marie, the woman who would make me a man.

Jean knocks on the door and after a moment a woman answers. She has brown hair, a friendly smile and very little clothing.

“Bonjour, Jean,” she says, giving him a little kiss. “Bonjour, Marcel.” She gives him a kiss, too, then smiles at me. “And you must be Antoine.” She leans down and gives me a kiss, too. “Entrez-vous, s’il vous plait.”

The three of us walk into her small flat. It’s a little two-story flat with the parlor and kitchen on the ground floor and the bedroom and WC on the top floor. It has an odd smell that I can’t quite place, but I like the flat despite myself.

She ushers us into her kitchen and sits us down at the table where she serves us each a small glass of wine. I drink mine quickly, feeling nervous and embarrassed for reasons I can’t quite pin down. I’m only barely aware of Jean handing Marie a thousand francs; the price of my innocence.

“Well, now,” Marie says, making the money disappear. She smiles at me. “Are you ready to become a man, mon ami?”

Silently I nod.

She smiles again and says, “Let us go. You boys behave.”

“We will,” chorus my brother and Marcel.

Marie takes me by the hand and leads me upstairs, Jean and Marcel both clapping and cheering me on. I smile a little smile at them and follow her up the staircase into a narrow hallway and then into a small bedroom.

“It’s nice of your brother to do this for you,” Marie says as she ducks behind a small screen.

“Yes, he’s a good person,” I say, feeling extremely nervous.

After a few seconds, Marie comes out from behind the screen. She’s naked. My heart leaps into my throat as my already hard penis throbs. I’ve never seen a woman nude in real life before. My eyes are drawn to the dark delta of hair between her legs. She’s beautiful.

Walking towards me, she places her hands on my shoulders and kisses me on the forehead. “Just relax and enjoy yourself, oui?”

“Oui.”

She begins to unbutton my shirt and then pulls it off my body. She runs her hands down my bare chest for a few seconds, and then down to my pants. She unbuttons those and reaches inside them, then inside my underwear, and runs a finger along the length of my hard, young penis. Then slowly, she lowers my pants and underwear down, leaving me naked and trembling.

“You look very nice, Antoine. A lovely little man.”

“Thank you,” I say, feeling myself blush.

Stroking my penis gently, she says, “Come to the bed.”

“Alright.”

I follow her to the bed and lay down next to her. Marie smiles as she lays down, spreads her legs a little and says, “It will go in easier if you are on top of me.”

“Oh. Right.” Swallowing hard and having visions of my brother and Marcel coming in and yanking me off of her, I get on top of Marie, holding my body above hers, my heart racing in anticipation.

Marie reaches between our nude bodies and takes hold of me. Her other hand moves onto my butt and I feel her push me down. With a suddenness that surprises me, I feel my barely thirteen-year-old virgin penis glide smoothly and easily into Marie’s thirty-six-year-old vagina. Before I even know what’s happening, I’m all the way inside her. My virginity is gone forever, lost at the cost of a thousand francs.

Marie brushes a little hair out of my face as I settle down on top of her. “There. Now you’re a man.”

“Yeah!” I gasp and give about two thrusts of my hips before I close my eyes and grunt, the pleasure overwhelming me as my penis begins to spurt inside Marie, sending my adolescent sperm into her vagina. I feel exhilaration, but a bit of shame; I’d lasted even less my first time than Marcel had on his first time.
Gasping and shuddering, I laid on top of Marie, trying to get my brain to work again. I am aware of her whispering, “Good, you did good,” into my ear.

Finally my brain is working again, and I manage to say, “I’m sorry I didn’t last long…”

I feel Marie’s body moving under me as she laughs. It’s a nice feeling. “You did fine for your first time. You’ll do better your second time.” She hugs me tight, and I feel her breasts pressing against my chest. My penis, which had never really softened while still inside her vagina, gives a little jump.

Smiling, Marie says, “It feels like you’re ready to go again. This is why I like boys your age.”

I grin in silent response.

“Start moving it in and out,” she instructs. “Don’t go too fast, or you might slip out.”

“Alright.”

I begin thrusting slowly, awkwardly, moving my hips back and forth and sliding my young penis in and out of Marie’s vagina. For the first time in my life I am fucking, instead of getting fucked. I like it!

“Yes, yes, Antoine,” Marie whispers. “Oh, that feels nice. You’re doing very well.”

I bury my head in her shoulder and keep fucking with short, rabbit-thrusts, losing myself in the bliss of intercourse. God, it isn’t like anything I’ve ever experienced! I can see now why everyone is so obsessed with sex.

This second time I manage to last about three minutes before I finally start cumming inside her a second time. The orgasm is, if anything, even better than the first one, and I’d thought that was the height of my existence!

Once I’m done cumming, my penis slides out of Marie and I flip over, laying next to her and breathing hard.

“You did very well, Antoine,” she says, and kisses me.

“Thank you…” I gasp, still breathing hard.

Marie lights a cigarette and hands it to me before lighting up one of her own. I take a couple drags and hear a knock at the door.

“You done in there?” comes Jean’s voice.

“Oui, come on in and meet your new and improved little brother,” Marie says.

Jean and Marcel both walk in. Jean comes over to me and shakes my hand.

“Well done, little brother. Good to see you carry on the family tradition.”

“For another thousand francs, I’ll let you each have a turn,” Marie says, smiling at Jean and Marcel.

My brother and friend look at each other and huddle in the corner. After a moment they walk over. Jean places some money on the nightstand and says, “Here you go.”

Marie counts the money and then nods. “D’acord. Get undressed.”

Jean and Marcel get naked. I’ve seen Jean any number of times, but this is the first time I’ve seen Marcel nude and erect. He looks nice, but not as nice as Jean.
Marie lays back and spreads her legs as Jean gets on top. He presses his penis against her vagina and slides in slowly. I watch in fascination as they begin to fuck. It’s something I’ve never known I wanted to see before now.

Marcel comes over and steals a drag from my cigarette. As he smokes, I find myself staring at his hard penis. After a moment, unable to resist, I reach out and wrap my hand around it, giving it a couple slow strokes.

Marcel stares down at me in mild surprise. I look up at him and say, “Can I suck it?”

“Uhm. If you want to.”

I lean forward and lower my mouth around my friend’s penis, sucking it gently as I move my lips back and forth along the shaft. I’ve never done this with Marcel, though I have often wanted to.

My brother looks over from where he’s fucking Marie and says, “Oh, god, that’s incredible. Uh!” He closes his eyes and starts to twitch as he adds his sperm to mine inside Marie’s vagina.

As soon as he’s done cumming, he rolls off Marie and Marcel moves towards her, his penis withdrawing from my mouth and sliding into place inside her vagina. I wanted him to cum in my mouth, but he apparently had other desires.

Once Marcel is done fucking Marie I get on top and take one last turn inside her, knowing that from here on out I’d do just about anything to feel the sensation of a warm, tight vagina around my adolescent penis. When I’m done I lay there on Marie’s bed, naked and smoking with her, my brother and my best friend, having had the happiest birthday any boy could ever hope for.

FIN

Copyright 2008 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

Here you go kids, my latest story! Apologies for any errors with the French dialogue. I took the language in high school for three years and now remember… parts.

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Jack’s Hobby

October 23, 2008

Jack’s Hobby
By
Alex Hawk

Jack and I crept quietly downstairs from his bedroom. We were both fourteen, and he was my newest friend. I was staying the night at his house for the first time. It was a little creepy because his family ran a funeral home and they had a morgue in the basement. But he’d told me he had a really cool hobby he did down there and offered to show me.

Once we got down to the morgue he turned on the lights. They flickered and then illuminated the room. It was steel and cold. There were several drawers along the walls. I knew from watching TV that they were where bodies went. In the middle of the room there was a steel table with a sheet on it and a shape under the sheet.

“This is what I wanted to show you, Kevin,” Jack said, walking towards the table. “They just brought her in.”

He pulled off the sheet to reveal a naked girl. She was about eleven or twelve I guessed. Small breasts and no pubic hair yet. She was really pretty. She was also obviously dead. Living people had more color and breathed more.

“Wow,” I whispered, seeing my first naked girl and my first dead body. “Who is she?”

“Some girl. I don’t know her name. She’s cute though, huh?”

“Yeah.”

“You ever touch a naked girl before?”

“No…”

Jack boldy reached out and cupped one of the dead girl’s breasts. “Here, you take the other one.”

Shyly, and a little creeped out but also very horny, I reached out and placed my hand on her other breast. The skin was smooth and soft, but also cold. It was kind of interesting, though.

“Cool, huh?” Jack asked.

“Yeah…” I whispered, shivering a little.

“Try this.” He bowed his head and began licking the girl’s nipple.

I did as he did. The texture of her skin against my tongue was weird, but I didn’t mind.

He stood back up abruptly. “Now we get to the real fun.”

“Oh?”

Nodding, Jack said, “Help me spread her legs.”

Moving like I was in a dream, I took one of the dead girl’s legs and Jack took the other. We pulled them apart and propped them up a little. It wasn’t easy. They were very stiff, but Jack said that was normal.

Now that her legs were spread, I got my first ever look at a girl’s vagina. It was fascinating. It looked like a small slit, but even though she was dead, I could tell there was a hell of a lot more there.

Jack licked his middle finger and pressed it against the girl’s vagina. I watched as it slid all the way into her. He grinned.

“Cool. Try it.” He pulled back his finger.

Shaking a little, I wetted my middle finger and pressed it where Jack had his. For a moment nothing happened, then my finger seemed to sort of slide into something very tight. I moved it in and out a little, feeling the flesh clinging to me.

“Nice, huh?”

“Yeah…”

Jack was, like me, wearing only boxers and a shirt. He surprised me by pulling the boxers down. He looked at me. “Take yours off, too.”

“Uh… why?”

“So you can fuck her, moron.”

I was amazed. “Are you serious?”

“Why the hell did you think we were down here?” he asked, taking out a small tube of something from the pocket of his boxers. He squirted it into his hand and rubbed it all over his erect penis. “Move aside, I’ll warm her up for you.”

I stepped aside and watched as Jack got up onto the table with the dead girl. I couldn’t believe I was seeing this. “You’re really going to fuck her?”

“Yeah. Watch.” He got between her legs and pushed his penis against the spot where our fingers had been. Before my amazed eyes, I saw it slide smoothly and completely into the dead girl’s vagina.

“Oh, my god…” I whispered.

“Yeah…” He grinned and started fucking her slowly. “Oh, this is sweet… she’s tight… must’ve died a virgin… you’re gonna love it in here…”

Despite myself, I started masturbating as I watched my friend fuck the dead girl. He had a look of total pleasure on his face. I didn’t think it was right to be doing this, but apparently it felt really good.

After about five minutes of screwing the girl, Jack let out a couple low grunts and pushed deep into her. His eyes rolled back and he got a totally blissed out look on his face. I knew he must’ve been cumming inside her.

Once Jack was done fucking the dead girl, he pulled his penis out and sat back on his knees, grinning from ear-to-ear. “THAT was sweet. You ready for your turn?”

“Yeah,” I mumbled, a little nervous.

“Cool.” He got off the table and handed me the tube. “Rub some of this on your dick. You gotta make it slippery so you can get into her.”

“Ok.” I did so. It was similar to the lotion I used to masturbate with only different. The label said “KY Jelly”.

“Since I fucked her first, she’ll be a little warmer for you,” Jack explained. “Now get up onto the table.”

I did so, placing myself between the girl’s legs, looking down at her dead body and open vagina. I’d never had sex before, and here I was about to do it with a dead girl.

“Just put it in, Kevin.”

Swallowing hard, I lined up the tip and pressed. I was surprised at how easily my fourteen-year-old virgin penis sank into the dead girl’s young vagina. I thought it was going to be some real effort, but no. I sank right inside her.

I let out an involuntary gasp. It was warm and wet and tight inside of her. Not as much as I guess it would’ve been had she not been dead, but it still felt REALLY good inside there! Almost as soon as I was all the way in her, I began moving my penis back and forth inside her vagina. God, it was heavenly, even though I knew it was probably a pathway to Hell.

I lasted only about two minutes inside her vagina before I added my sperm to that of Jack, trying pointlessly to impregnate this beautiful, wonderful, incredible, but nevertheless dead, girl.

When I was done cumming, I traded grins with Jack. He had his hobby, and now I knew that henceforth it would be mine, too.

END

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved. Don’t fear the reaper!

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Insemination

October 22, 2008

Insemination
By
Alex Hawk

Summer TV generally sucked. It was only the second week of summer vacation and I was already bored out of my mind. We lived way out in the desert, out in the middle of nowhere, ten miles away from the nearest anything, and there was just nothing at all for us to do.

“Bored much, Tamesin?” asked my twenty-year-old sister, Madison as she walked into the living room. She was home from college for the summer.

“Yeah, kinda.”

“Well, turn off the TV for a moment. I’ve got something I wanted to talk with you about.”

“Ok.” I turned off the television and turned towards my sister as she sat down on the couch next to me. “So what’s up?”

Madison took a deep breath. “Well. I need your help with something.”

“Ok.”

“I’m working on an experiment for my classes.”

“What kind?”

“It’s a biological experiment.”

I nodded. She was majoring both biology and psych. “Ok. And?”

“Well… I plan to get pregnant. I want to have a baby and use certain techniques to raise him or her.”

“Oh. Ok. Sounds a little weird, but ok.” I wasn’t at all clear where this was going. “What does this have to do with me?”

Looking me in the eye, Madison said, “I want you to be the father.”

I was happy I was sitting down, or I probably would have fallen over. “What?” I managed to say after three tries.

“I want you to be the father of my baby.”

“Uh… ok. There’s like a billion things wrong with that,” I said. “I’m your brother and I only turned thirteen just last month.”

“You’re a boy, and you’re fertile,” she said. “Probably, anyhow. At thirteen you’ll produce quite a bit of sperm.”

“Uh… yeah… but, like, if we, you know, had sex, that would be illegal.” I blushed at the very thought of it.

“I wasn’t proposing to have sex with you.”

“Oh.” I wasn’t sure how to take that now.

“What I want you to do is to masturbate into a cup. You bring me your sperm, I’ll suck it up with these eyedropper-like things, insert them into my vagina and squirt your semen into me. That way I’ll get pregnant with your baby.”

“Oh.”

“See, there’s lots of nonsense out there about inbreeding. It’s my hope that I can give birth to a perfectly normal baby, raise it and have it turn out just fine. I won’t reveal that the baby was fathered by my brother until he or she turns eighteen. By then the Statute of Limitations would have expired, assuming there’s anything illegal about this, which I’m not sure of.”

“Oh.”

“It’s my contention,” Madison went on, “that a child born of brother/sister parentage will turn out to be better than either. All the best attributes of both for intelligence, looks, personality, etcetera.”

“Oh.”

“So what do you say?”

“Oh.”

“Something more answer like than that would be nice,” Madison pointed out.

I shook my head to clear it. “Uh… I don’t know, Madison. I mean, this whole thing sounds more than little bit… I don’t know. Weird.”

She nodded. “I understand. You don’t have to do it, but it would be very helpful to me. The whole experiment hinges on finding a baby who has a brother and sister for parents and the best way to be sure of that is to get pregnant by you.”

For some reason, I had a raging hardon. I did my best to ignore and it and decided to stall for time. “Can I have a few days to think about it?”

“Sure. Try to make up your mind as soon as possible, though. We only have the summer and this won’t be the most efficient way of making myself pregnant.”

“What would be the most efficient way?” I asked distantly.

“Well, having sex, obviously.”

“Oh, right.” I took a deep breath. “Ok. Look. I need some time to think about this, ok? I’ll let you know as soon as I make up my mind.”

“Fair enough. I’ll talk with you later,” Madison said as she stood up and walked from the room.

There was no way I could sort this out easily, especially given the distraction of my very hard penis. I spent all day trying hard to figure out what to do. Finally I ended up retiring to my bedroom, hoping that I could lay down and think about this without any distractions.

As I laid there on my bed, I thought about all the possibilities. It might be really cool to have a baby with my sister. It would kind of suck that I would be a father without getting laid, but still. None of my other friends had done anything similar.

While I thought about this, I reached down and unzipped my pants, reaching inside to extract my penis and stroking it slowly while thinking. It was a mind-blowing idea. The more I thought about it, the more that I liked it. Could I really say yes?

My orgasm hit me by surprise while I pictured my sister pregnant with my baby. I had barely enough time to get my hand under my penis and catch a handful of sperm before it all splattered onto me. Moving awkwardly and pulling up my pants without spilling any of my sperm, I made my way out into the hall and knocked on my sister’s door.

She opened it. “Oh, hey, Tamesin. What’s up?”

“Uh… I got something for you.” Rather awkwardly and feeling very embarrassed, I held out my spermy hand.

“Is that…?” She leaned close. “It is! Hold still!”

Madison vanished into her room and came back with what looked like, and probably was, an eyedropper. She used that to suck up as much of my sperm as she could.

“Thanks, Tamesin,” she said, giving me a little hug. “Next time try to get it in a cup, ok?” She handed me a small plastic sleeve full of cups.

“Yeah, ok. When will we know when you’re pregnant?”

“Well, I’ll be doing pregnancy tests pretty often. I’ll let you know what happens each time, ok?”

“Ok.”

“Ideally,” she continued, “we’ll need to be doing this a couple times each day.”

“Ok. I think I can manage that.”

“Great!” Madison gave me another hug. “Well, I have to get busy. See ya, and thanks!” She shut her door.

I stood there for a few seconds and then went back to my bedroom, mind swimming with thoughts about what Madison was doing right now.

* * *

The next couple weeks crept past. Twice each day, once in the morning and once at night, I would masturbate into a cup and bring it to my sister. She’d take my sperm, disappear into her bedroom and do her thing. Hopefully we’d know soon if it had worked.

One morning just as I was getting ready to jerk off, there was a little knock at my bedroom door. Opening it, I saw Madison standing there.

“Hey, sis. What’s up?”

“Well, Tamesin, I just took a pregnancy test.”

My heart skipped a little. “And?” I asked carefully.

“I’m not pregnant yet.”

“Oh.” I wasn’t sure how to feel.

“Don’t worry, I’m sure we’ll make this work,” she said, patting me on the shoulder.

“So why hasn’t it worked yet?”

“Well… it’s possible that too much of the sperm is dying or becoming inactive in the time you ejaculate to the time I get it inside my vagina. Two or three minutes might not sound like much, but it can make a difference.”

“Ok.”

“So what we need to do is somehow decrease the amount of time. And to that end, I have an idea.”

“Oh?”

Madison nodded. “What I’m wanting to do is this: next time you masturbate, I’ll be in the room with you, and I’ll just be wearing a bathrobe. That way when you climax, I can get the sperm and get it inside me all within less than a minute.”

“So, you’re going to be here while I’m jerking off?” I wasn’t too sure about this idea.

Madison shrugged. “I think it’s the best way to get this done.”

“And you’ll put my sperm in you while you’re in here?”

“Yes.”

I thought about that. “That might be interesting to see.”

“You’re welcome to watch if you want. I can hardly say no, seeing as it’s your sperm that’s going to be going into me.”

“Yeah.” Despite my misgivings my penis had hardened up considerably. “Ok. Do you want to do this right now?”

“Let me go get my stuff. I’ll be right back.” Madison was gone and returned in less than two minutes. Once she was back in my room she said, “Alright, I’m ready when you are,” and sat down on the chair at my desk.

Blushing and feeling really shy, I got on my bed and pulled the blanket up over my body. I then reached into my boxers and pulled out my hard penis, giving it a couple tugs.

Madison was sitting there, watching me. This put me off my game.

“Uh… would you mind… like… turning around or something?”

“Oh! Sure, sorry.” She turned around and faced the wall, taking a book off my desk and looking through it.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget that my sister was here as I began masturbating a little more. The blanket was making a rhythmic rustling noise as I beat off, but I tried my best to ignore that, hoping Madison wouldn’t hear it.

I tried my best to get off, but it just wasn’t working. Finally I had to give up. I sat back with an annoyed sigh.

“What’s wrong?” Madison asked.

“I just can’t… you know… with you in here,” I said, feeling like a dork.

“Oh… well, I have an idea.”

“What?”

Madison sat back and propped her legs up on either arm of the chair, lifting and spreading them as she did so. She had only a skirt on and, I knew now, no panties. I was looking at my first ever real life vagina.

“Holy shit,” I muttered.

“Does this help?” she asked, smiling a little as she took a finger and rubbed it along her slit.

“Yeah… hell, yeah!” I said, grabbing hold of my penis and stroking as fast as I could, no longer caring if my sister saw.

“You should pull back the blanket,” she said. “That way you won’t get any sperm on it.”

“Ok.” I pulled the blanket back, exposing my hard penis to my sister for the first time, and leaving me basically naked, since all I was wearing were boxers that were pulled down. I began jerking as fast as I could, knowing that now I would have no trouble cumming. Seconds later, I let out a low moan and my penis seemed to explode, sperm shooting out all over my bare chest and hand.

“Wonderful!” my sister said, hoping down from the chair and coming over to me. “Now hold still.” She took one of the little eye droppers and held it against my stomach, sucking up some of my sperm. She did the same with another one and then sat back down, spreading her legs wide.

Now my eyes went about as wide as Madison’s legs did, as I watched her insert one of the eye droppers into her vagina and give it a squeeze. She followed suit with the second one and then sat back looking pleased.

“Alrighty,” my sister said, giving me a happy smile. “With any luck, I’ll be pregnant in a few minutes.”

“Cool,” I whispered, somewhat overwhelmed by the thought.

Madison walked over and gave me a little kiss on the cheek. “I’ll see you later tonight,” she said as she walked off.

As for me, I laid back with a stupid little grin on my face, my penis still slightly hard as I thought about my sister being pregnant by me and as I thought about how cool it had been to see her vagina.

* * *

Another couple weeks went past, me ejaculating every day and watching my sister suck it up into the eyedropper for another round of attempted impregnation. Each time she did it I had the joy of watching her stick something into her vagina. She didn’t always masturbate with me, but at least I got to see my sperm going into her.

Finally the day of the next pregnancy test came up. I waited impatiently outside the bathroom while my sister did her thing. After a few minutes she came out with a little frown on her face.

I drooped a little. “Not pregnant?”

“No.”

“I’m sorry,” I said, feeling somehow responsible for my sperm not doing their job. Get to work, guys! I wanted to shout.

“That’s ok, we’ll just keep trying,” Madison said, giving me a little kiss on the cheek. “You up for it right now?”

“Hell, yeah.”

“Good. Let’s go.”

It wasn’t too much longer after the conversation that I had yet another orgasm while my sister watched and waited. It wasn’t the best orgasm I’d ever had, but it certainly wasn’t bad. I laid back and watched as she sucked up my sperm with her two eyedroppers. Suddenly an idea occurred to me.

“Hey, Madison, wait a second,” I said as she was getting ready to put the eyedropper into her vagina.

“What?”

“Can I…” I blushed a little, despite the fact that I was currently naked, laying on top of my bed with some remnants of sperm on my stomach while my semi-naked sister was sitting across from me with two eyedroppers of semen ready to stick into her vagina. “Would you mind… I mean… can I… like… put it in you?”

“The sperm?”

“Yeah.”

“Uh… well, sure, I guess.” She handed me the eye droppers and said, “Here, let me lay on your bed. It’ll be easier that way.”

“Ok.”

I moved aside as my sister got comfy on my bed. Once she was settled she spread her legs high and wide and said, “Ok. You think you know where it goes?”

“I think so.” Shaking a little I reached out and poked the first eyedropper against what I thought was the right place. “Here?”

“Yes.”

Very slowly I began to insert the eyedropper, thinking how cool it was to see it sliding into Madison’s vagina. Once it was all the way inside I gave it a little squeeze, seeing my sperm shoot up into her. It was way cool. I did this again with the second one and by the time I was done my penis was massively hard again.

“That was sweet,” I said, sitting back a little.

“Glad you liked it.” Madison smiled at me.

I looked down at my penis. “Uh… if you want, I can give you some more right now?”

Madison laughed. “Let’s save it for later tonight, ok?”

“Ok.”

She sat up and gave me a little hug. “I’ll see you later!” she said, gathering up her things and heading back to her bedroom.

* * *

For another month Madison and I continued this little ritual. Now things were getting a little more tense, however, since there were only three weeks before she had to go back to college. We were both very hopeful that her next pregnancy test would show a plus rather than a minus.

“Negative.”

No such luck.

“Dammit!” I said, feeling annoyed.

“Don’t worry,” Madison said, putting her hand on my shoulder. “We’ll make this work. I have a little idea to try. I’ll meet you in your bedroom in a couple minutes.”

“Ok.”

I went to my bedroom and got naked, laying on top of my bed, idly stroking my penis and wondering what Madison’s plans were.

When she came into my room, my sister was wearing a bathrobe. She said, “Ok, here’s the idea. The problem is probably a matter of too much of your sperm dying before I get it into my vagina. So I’m thinking that what I’ll do is lay on my back and when you get ready to cum, you hold your penis right up against the entrance to my vagina. That way your sperm should go directly from you into me without any problems.”

“Oh!” I thought about this. “Uh… sure, ok.”

Madison pulled the bathrobe off and was now entirely naked. I’d seen her vagina more times than I could count, but hadn’t ever seen her breasts before. If I hadn’t already had a major hardon, this certainly would have given me one. She laid on my bed next to me.

“Right, now get between my legs as you masturbate. Then when you’re about to cum, just move really close and put your penis right here,” she said, spreading her vagina open and showing me the small hole I’d gotten familiar with lately.

“Ok.”

I crouched between my sister’s legs and stared directly at her vagina as I started masturbating. It was a beautiful view! As I masturbated I thought about how incredibly cool it was that I might, with any luck, be a father in nine months as a result of our activities! Wow!

These thoughts, as they often did, drove me ever closer to an orgasm. As I felt it building up, I whispered to Madison, “I’m gonna cum soon…”

“Quick, put it right here!” my sister said, holding her vagina wide open.

I moved forward, touching the tip of my penis to her wetness. I pushed slightly, just enough for a little bit of the tip to go in, and then started cumming harder than I’d ever cum before. I my best to keep myself steady, hoping that enough of my sperm would get inside my sister to make a difference.

When I was done cumming, I sat back, a tiny string of semen connecting the tip of my penis to my sister’s vagina. It snapped eventually. I saw just a tiny bit of sperm leaking out of her, but not a great deal. I hoped most of it had ended up inside.

“Do you think it worked?” I asked as I sat back on my knees.

“I hope so!” Madison said, continuing to lay on her back, letting my sperm flow into her body. “I think it probably helped, at least. Much more of your sperm should have survived the trip this time.”

“Cool.” I looked at her vagina and pictured my little boys swimming. “It’s really kind of… awesome to think about, you know?”

“Yeah.”

I laid down next to her. “What are you going to do with the baby once it’s born?”

Madison shrugged. “I’ll raise it and take good care of it. No one will know who the father is until the baby is eighteen, and then you’ll get the credit you deserve.” She smiled at me.

“Cool.” I grinned back.

“I hope if it’s a boy he winds up looking like you,” Madison said, smiling at me.

“Really?”

“Yeah. You’re a good looking boy.” She ran her fingers down my bare chest. “Especially when you’re naked.”

I giggled a little. “You’re pretty nice naked, too.”

Madison let her hand drift down my body. She let it come to a rest on my still hard penis. She’d never touched me there before. As she gave it a couple slow strokes, she said, “It’s very nice thinking that because of this, I’ll have a baby.”

I let out the breath I’d been holding since she touched me. “Yeah…”

“Tamesin?”

“Yeah?”

“You think you can cum again?”

“Like now? Yeah.”

“Well… get between my legs again. We can try something else.” My sister’s voice had an odd quality to it.

“Ok.” I got up and knelt between her legs, looking down at her vagina. “Now what?”

“Put your penis against my vagina again.”

“Ok.” I did so.

“Now…” Madison reached up and put her hands on my shoulders, tugging me down towards her. “Lower yourself down a little.”

“Uh… ok.” I lowered my body down on top of my sister. It was hard to keep my penis positioned just right, though. I started feeling an odd sensation around the tip.

“Uh… Madison?” I asked, putting two and two together as I felt a strange, warm wetness work itself around the tip of my penis and then slowly along the shaft.

“Shhh…”

“But I think I’m-”

She put her fingers on my lips. “Shhh…”

“But… I’m going into you…” I whispered.

“I know…”

“Oh, god,” I whispered, feeling the last bit of my thirteen-year-old virgin penis sliding into place deep inside my sister’s tight twenty-year-old vagina. My sister and I locked eyes as my pubic hair merged with hers. Sparks of pleasure were shooting from my penis and going out all over my body. I’d never felt anything so amazing! I was actually inside a girl!

“What do you think?” Madison asked me quietly. I could feel her heart beating fast inside her chest.

“I think… I… oh, it’s wonderful…”

“You think you can… move it around a little…?”

“Yeah…” I flexed my hips, feeling my penis move slightly inside my sister’s vagina. It felt good, so I kept doing it. It was sweet.

Under me, Madison was moving around, wrapping her legs around my waist, moaning a little and shivering with pleasure. She started whispering into my ear,
“Fuck me, little brother… fuck me… give me a baby… fuck me…”

I began fucking as fast as I could, trying hard not to slip out of Madison. Hearing her talk like that, realizing that I was actually fucking a girl and that I might, I hoped, get her pregnant, was so fantastic I couldn’t believe it.

Soon my thrusts became very rapid and short. I started breathing very, very hard as the pleasure swept over my young body. Then I let out a grunt of pure joy as my penis began firing off inside my sister’s heavenly vagina. I fired off several hard blasts of sperm into her.

As soon as I was done cumming, I fell on top of her, totally overwhelmed by everything I’d experienced, my sister gently stroking my hair and whispering, “You did good, little brother… you did real good…”

We fucked every chance we had after that. Almost every time we did it, I was on top of her, the logic being that my sperm would have a better chance of getting her pregnant that way. I didn’t really care too much at this point. All I knew is that I was getting as much sex as any young boy could hope for.

My sister eventually went back to school. She took the last pregnancy test while she was there. She told me in a very excited phone call that it had been positive. A little chill went through my body as she told me that I was going to be a father in a few months.

Now a year has gone by since my sister first asked me the favor. Our baby daughter was born a couple months ago. She’s healthy, happy and doing well as is Madison. I don’t know exactly how the baby will turn out in the long run, and it does feel kind of weird to be a father at my age, but I knew that with Madison taking care of her everything would, hopefully, work out ok in the end.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

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Holding Onto Joy

October 21, 2008

Holding Onto Joy
By
Alex Hawk

I was awkward when I was thirteen.

I know that seems obvious. EVERYONE is awkward at thirteen. But, well, I was kind of a geek. I didn’t have any real friends. I was scrawny. I was pale. I wore glasses. Really the only way in which I wasn’t awkward was that I didn’t wear braces. I actually had really nice teeth.

My home life didn’t make things much better. My parents weren’t abusive or anything like that, but they fought with each other a lot and were pretty obviously moving towards a divorce. I just wished they’d get there soon or make up. Either way, the fighting was really bringing me down.

I’d really hit bottom with my life a couple months ago when I tried to kill myself. I didn’t try very hard, I guessed. I cut my wrists open, but I did it wrong. I bled a lot and passed out, but my dad found me and got me to the hospital. After that, my parents stopped fighting.

For about three days.

Then they were back at it.

In short, my life really sucked. The only refuge I had was in my books. I loved to read, I loved to learn, I even loved doing homework. Anything that kept my away from my parents was a good thing.

The good thing, the only good thing, about my constant reading/studying/nerdiness, was the fact that it made me prized by people who wanted someone to help them with their homework. It meant I got a little less razzing from the popular people than I otherwise might have had.

It was in this tutoring capacity that I found myself spending a great deal of time at the house of Lisa Martins. She was one of the prettiest, most popular girls in the school, and like most every boy, I had a massive crush on her.

She was also really, really bad at math.

Thankfully, I wasn’t.

Lisa was a really cool girl. It’s not just that she was pretty, though she really, really was, but she also was very nice and very sweet. She wasn’t mean to anyone. She always smiled. She always said hello. I really liked her. I figured the only reason she was nice to me was because she knew I would help her study. But I didn’t mind.

We’d had some major tests coming up and I’d spent almost every day of the last two weeks hanging out with her after school and doing my best to teach her what I could. She wasn’t stupid or anything, but she really wasn’t good at math. Still, I’d tried as hard as I could, so we’d see how it turned out.

We got our test results the week after the test. I’d done fairly well, though not as well as I’d wanted. I was in the upper 97%, but I wanted to be at the top. Oh, well. I figured that I could probably deal with it.

After school that day, as I was getting ready to head home, Lisa came up to me.

“Hey, Julian.”

“Oh, hey, Lisa. How are you?”

“Ok. Can you come over to my place for a bit?”

“Sure. You need some more help with math or stuff?”

“Well, I wanted to go over my test results.”

“Oh.” I shrugged. “Sure, I’d be happy to come over,” I replied, mentally kicking my heels in joy.

“Ok, let’s go!”

“Ok.”

Our arrival at Lisa’s house was delayed by several minutes as she stopped to talk with various friends of hers. She gossiped with the girls and flirted with the boys, and just as I was about to make an excuse, she finally finished what she was up to and we made our way to her home.

We made small talk as we walked to Lisa’s house. Well, she talked (endlessly, and about all sorts of gossip), and I listened with half an ear. I really didn’t care about any of that stuff, but I did like spending time with her, so I forced myself to at least try to pay attention.

Once we got to Lisa’s house, we each got Cokes from the kitchen and then went out to the living room, sitting on the couch where we’d done so much of our studying. Lisa seemed to be sitting a little closer than normal to me.

“So… about my test scores,” she began.

“Yeah?”

Lisa smiled that sweet smile I loved so much. “I passed!” she squealed.

“Wonderful!” I said, smiling myself.

“And it’s all thanks to you!” She put her arms around me and hugged me tight, then gave me a kiss on the cheek.

“Oh!” I said, not expecting that. I blushed. “Well, it wasn’t me that passed the test, it was you. You’re pretty smart.”

“I’m not that smart,” she replied, sitting back a little.

“You’re smarter than everyone thinks. You’re smarter than you think you are.”

Now it was her turn to blush. “No, I’m not.”

“Yes, you are,” I persisted. “I helped you learn, but you passed the test on your own.”

“Well, thanks.” She took a sip of her Coke. “Most guys think I’m kind of stupid.”

“I don’t know why,” I said, honestly.

She shrugged. “Well… I mean, I do cheerleading, and… well, I mean… I kind of… you know… sleep around…”

“Oh,” I said, my face getting hot. “I didn’t know that.”

“Yeah. Well, I mean, I’m not like some horrible slut or anything. But I’ve had sex with eight boys since last year, and, well, you know. People talk.”

“Oh.” I took a sip of my Coke, and then gave a shy laugh. “Well, you’re doing better than me, then. I haven’t had sex with any boys.”

Lisa stared at me for a moment and then laughed. “Yeah, well, how many girls?”

Shifting awkwardly, I quietly said, “None.”

“Oh, really? I’m surprised.”

My eyebrows went up. “You are?”

“Well, yes. I mean, you’re smart and you’re cute. I assumed you’d already had sex.”

“I want to,” I said, blushing again. “But… yeah. I haven’t.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

We sat there in silence for a little bit. I felt kind of weird discussing my sex life, or lack of it, with a girl I had a crush on. But she seemed to be pretty comfortable with it, so I figured it wasn’t any big deal. And since I knew now that she wasn’t a virgin, at least I’d have something nice to think about when I jacked off tonight.

“Stand up for a second,” Lisa said.

“Huh?”

“Stand up in front of me.”

“Ok.” I got to my feet, standing in front of her.

Lisa set down her Coke and put her hands on my hips, pulling me in closer. Then to my utter amazement she started to unbutton and unzip my jeans, opening them up to reveal my bulging underwear.

“Uh…” I began.

“Shhh… just relax, ok? We’re gonna have fun.” She lowered my jeans down and then matter-of-factly took my boxers down to join them.

Now that my virgin penis was exposed, she took it in her hand and began stroking it slowly, sending more pleasure through me than I’d ever felt before. Smiling up at me as she did so, she said, “You’ve got a nice one.”

“Thanks…” I whispered. I’d always thought my penis was nothing special. It was a little under four inches long and had hardly any hair yet. I was happy Lisa liked it, though!

Then Lisa opened her mouth and wrapped it around my young penis, and if I thought her stroking me had felt good, it was nothing compared to this! I’d heard about blowjobs, but I never knew they’d be as amazing as this was! The way her tongue felt on me… oh, wow…

“Oh, god…” I whispered as I enjoyed my first blowjob.

“You like?” Lisa asked, lifting her face off me for a moment.

“Yes…”

“Good.” She lowered her head back down.

As Lisa’s lips and tongue worked their magic on my penis, I had to grit my teeth in a desperate effort not to cum too quickly. I certainly didn’t want to shoot while her mouth was on me. I figured a mouthful of sperm would not make her happy.

Finally, though, I couldn’t hold back. I nearly shouted, “Oh… oh, I’m gonna cum!”

Rather than stopping, as I expected, Lisa began moving faster, and before I could say or do anything else, my penis began to twitch, shooting my sperm into her mouth as my I had my first ever orgasm given to me by someone else.

Not surprisingly it was the best one I had ever had, and I nearly collapsed afterwards. It was all I could do to stagger myself back down onto the couch as Lisa grabbed her Coke, took a sip, rinsed it through her mouth and then swallowed.

“That was your first blowjob, right?” she said after a few moments.

“Yeah…”

“What did you think?”

I smiled weakly. “It was… wow…”

“I’m glad you liked it. No, don’t,” she said, as I reached down to pull up my boxers. “We’re not done yet.”

“We aren’t?” I asked in honest confusion.

“Of course not.” She stood up and pulled her t-shirt over her head. “You’re still a virgin. We won’t be done until you’re not.”

“Oh?” I thought for a second as that sunk in. “Oh!”

“Yeah.”

“You mean we’re going to…” I couldn’t bear to finish the sentence in case I was wrong.

“Yes, we are.” She pulled off her bra, jeans and panties, leaving her beautifully, gloriously naked. She was every bit as beautiful as I had dreamed. Small, pert breasts, a little patch of hair between her legs. Smooth skin Amazing!

Then Lisa sat down on my lap. I felt the shaft of my still-hard penis brushing against something warm and a little wet. Her vagina, I realized, as she started to kiss me and began unbuttoning my shirt.

“What do I need to be doing?” I asked between kisses.

“Whatever you want,” she replied as she leaned down and kissed, then licked, one of my nipples before starting to kiss my mouth again.

I wasn’t sure what to do. I had a vague idea that girls liked to have their vaginas rubbed, so I reached down between our bodies, brushing up against my throbbing penis, and began rubbing everything I could.

At one point one of my fingers found a warm, wet hole and started to slide inside her. That was the place, I realized, feeling a little dizzy. This is where my penis was supposed to go. This wonderful velvet passage. I couldn’t wait!

“Mmmm… that feels nice,” Lisa whispered into my ear as I fingered her.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah….”

“Cool,” I said with a happy smile, very glad to be making her feel almost as good as I was, cause there was no way she could feel better than me! Between the next series of kisses, I said, “Is there anything else I can do that you will like?”

Lisa sat up a little and looked down at me. “You mean you’re more concerned with what I will like than what you will like?”

“Well… yeah?” I was suddenly uncertain. “That’s ok, isn’t it?”

She smiled. “It’s perfect.”

“Ok.”

“And no, there’s nothing you can do. At least not this time.”

“This time?” I echoed.

Lisa laughed a little. “Of course! You don’t think we’re only going to do this once, do you?”

The smile on my face was so big I thought it might cause my head to fall off. “Cool…” was all I could think so say.

We started kissing again, my finger working back and forth inside Lisa’s amazing vagina. I wondered how long it was going to be before I would get to put my penis inside there. I wasn’t in any great hurry, but I was wondering.

I didn’t have to wonder too much longer, because Lisa suddenly got to her feet and pulled me up. “Lay down on the coffee table.”

“Why?” I asked, doing so.

“Because it will be easier for us to fuck on there than on the couch,” she replied, straddling my waist.

“Oh,” I said weakly, my mouth suddenly dry.

“Don’t be nervous,” Lisa said, now holding my penis straight up.

“I’m not,” I lied. “But… don’t I need a condom or something?” I asked, remembering what I’d learned in health class.

“Normally, yes,” Lisa said. “But in this case… you’re a virgin, so I can’t catch anything from you.”

“What about… a baby?”

Lisa shrugged. “I don’t mind the risk. Are you ready?”

Unable to speak, I just nodded.

“Ok.” Lisa lifted her body up. I felt the tip of my erection brush against something just an instant before it was swallowed up into her liquid warmth. Looking down I could see that almost every bit of my thirteen-year-old virgin penis had gone up into her incredible thirteen-year-old vagina. I was officially getting laid!

“Oh…” I whispered as the pleasure began to hit me.

“You like this?” Lisa asked, moving her body up and down a little.

“Yeah…” I leaned up and kissed her. “Thank you… thank you so much…”

Lisa didn’t say anything else, she just kissed me back and kept riding me. I tried my best to hold back as long as I could, being very happy her blowjob had gotten me off earlier. I wanted to make it last as long as I could; not just for myself but try and give her as much pleasure as I could. But it was a losing effort, and after only a few moments fucking, I let out a series of gasps, and felt my penis begin to spasm within her vagina, sending blasts of sperm deep into her body.

As I finished cumming, Lisa moaned on top of me and I felt her vagina contracting around my penis. This was her orgasm, I knew. I’d read quite a lot about these sorts of things. Just in case, you know.

After we were done, Lisa laid herself on top of me, and kissed me some more, her breasts against my bare chest. Then she said, “I gotta go clean up. I’ll be back in a few, ok? Then we can go up to my bedroom and do some more, if you like.”

I wasn’t able to speak, I just smiled and nodded, then enjoyed the sight of Lisa’s naked body as she walked away from me.

Strangely, stupidly, I then began to laugh. It started as a light giggle of delight, but soon I was laughing loudly. I supposed it might’ve looked odd had anyone seen me. I was laying on my back on the coffee table, my pants and boxers around my ankles, my legs dangling off the edge. My shirt was unbuttoned and showing off my hairless chest, and my still-erect penis was moving with each laugh.

I knew now that I’d never try to kill myself again. I knew that no matter what happened to me in life, things would be ok. My parents could divorce, I could have to move away from here, I could get a horrible disease. None of that would matter. If I ever felt depressed again, all I’d have to do is remember THIS time and THIS place, and I’d be able to hold onto joy.

I was the happiest boy on the planet.

THE END

Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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