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Just Practicing

October 23, 2008

Just Practicing
By
Alex Hawk

For the curious out there, this is the first story I ever published! Enjoy!

It was a cold, dreary day in late March. Thankfully the snows were finally starting to melt away. We lived out in the woods of Alaska, about four hours from the nearest… well, anything. The next-door neighbors lived an hour away. Our family consisted of me, Trey, my thirteen-year-old twin brother Dane, our twelve-year-old sister Nichole, and our Mom and Dad. We’d lived out here in the middle of nowhere for as long as I could remember, though we were actually all born in New York.

A couple weeks ago our world had been shaken up. Our parents had told us that Mom had accepted a job at a university down in southern California. She’d be working as a teacher! We were all proud of her and everything, but it meant that we’d have to move all the way down to California. I couldn’t imagine a place stranger than that!

Now our parents were out in Anchorage for a few days, tying up some loose ends and getting things ready for us to move. We’d be leaving our home in just a month. They wanted Mom down there early. This left my brother, my sister and myself at home by ourselves for the first time since the bomb had been dropped on us.

“It’s gonna be weird leaving here,” said Dane.

Nichole said, “Yeah. I can’t wait to actually go to school.”

We’d all been home schooled, of course. There wasn’t any real way for us to go to a real school, not being so far out into the wild, so we’d been taught here. It wasn’t bad, and we’d learned a lot. We even had Internet access over the last couple years, so that had made it even easier.

“It’ll be cool, yeah,” I said. “We can meet some new people. Make some friends. Maybe Dane and I can even meet some girls.” I grinned at my twin brother. He grinned back.

“Uh… hello? I’M a girl, dummies,” said Nichole.

“Yeah, but you’re our sister,” said Dane. “Trey means that he wants us to meet girls for girlfriends.”

“Oh, right. Duh. Yeah, that would be different.” Nichole looked thoughtful. “Maybe I could even meet a boy.”

“Uh… hello?” I said in a snotty tone. “WE’RE boys, dummy.”

Nichole stuck her tongue out at me and we all laughed. The three of us got along pretty well. We had to, really. I mean, we were each other’s only friends. If we didn’t get along well the winters would be cold and lonely.

Later that night, after dinner, which Dane cooked (badly), the three of us sat around and turned on the DVD player.

“What do you guys wanna watch?” asked Nichole.

I stood up and went over to the Wall o’ Movies. We had over a thousand. Mom and Dad figured it was a good way to keep us all from going nuts.

“What ones haven’t we seen? I know Aunt June sent us a whole bunch of new ones last month,” I said, looking everything over. What with one thing and another our parents hadn’t had the chance to sort them out properly.

Dane came up and stood next to us. “Most of these look kinda boring,” he said, thumbing through a few.

“Yeah…” I read off a few titles. “‘Murmur of the Heart’, ‘Europa, Europa’, ‘Pelle the Conqueror’, ‘Leolo’, ‘1900′. Jesus, these are all, like, foreign films. I don’t wanna read subtitles.” Despite our parents best efforts I remained a pure barbarian when it came to such things.

“What’s this one?” my sister said. “‘Blue Lagoon’.” She read from the cover. “This could be pretty cool. It’s about some people stuck on a desert island.”

I took it from her and looked it. The girl on the cover was pretty hot and wasn’t wearing a lot. “Looks good to me,” I said, passing it over to Dane.

Dane said, “Yeah, let’s watch this.” He passed it back to Nichole who put the movie into the player. The three of us sat back on the couch to watch.

When the movie was over we all sat there with wide eyes, our minds whirling. Nichole was the first one of us to speak saying, “Well… that was… interesting…”

Dane and I nodded slowly. He managed to say, “Yeah… very… interesting. It kind of reminds me of what we were talking about earlier.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

He shrugged. “Well, when we were talking about meeting girls and stuff.”

“Oh, yeah.”

“And me meeting a boy,” said Nichole.

“Yeah… I wonder what it’s like to do some of the stuff in that movie,” I mused.

Nichole looked at me. “You mean like sex? Like they did?”

I shook my head. “No. Well, yeah, kind of. I guess. Mostly even just stuff like kissing and such, you know? I mean, I can’t wait until I get to at least kiss a girl.”

Dane and Nichole nodded and she said, “Yeah… kissing a boy sounds like fun, too. At least for me. I mean, you guys might not like it.” She grinned a little.

Both Dane and I laughed. He said, “Well, I just hope that when the time comes to kiss my first girl I don’t screw it up. I mean, you gotta know that everyone down there’s done a lot of stuff.”

“Like what?” I asked. “You think most kids our age have already kissed and stuff?”

“I think most kids our age have probably already had sex,” he said.

The three of us digested that for a bit. Nichole said, “You know, I got an idea.”

“What?” I asked.

“Well… maybe the three of us could, like, practice some stuff.” She blushed a little.

“Yeah? Like what?” asked Dane.

Nichole shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe we could try kissing each other. I mean, I don’t think it would be a big deal or anything, you know? It’s just practice.”

Dane and I considered this. He said, “You know, you might have a good idea there.”

“So, like, Dane I would kiss you?” I said.

“Yeah.”

I looked at Dane. He looked at me. Almost at the same time we said, “Ok!”

Nichole giggled a little nervously. “Ok. So… Trey. Why don’t you try kissing me?”

“Ok.”

My heart beating a million miles a minute, I moved close to my sister. We leaned our faces towards one another and pressed our lips together. My virgin penis started getting a little hard at the contact. It felt nice kissing Nichole.

After we broke our kiss, Dane said, “My turn now?”

Nichole said, “Yeah.”

He moved over and the two of them kissed. It lasted about as long as my kiss with Nichole had. When they were done, Dane said, “Hey, can we try something different?”

“Ok. What?” asked Nichole.

“Well… how about we try it like they do in the movies? With our mouths open and stuff?”

“Oh, you mean like French kissing?”

“Yeah.”

Nichole nodded. “Ok.”

I watched as my brother and sister moved close again. They started out kissing like normal but then opened their mouths and started really kissing. Now my penis got fully hard and I knew that as soon as I was back in my bedroom I’d be whipping it out and having a good time.

After about a minute their kiss ended and Nichole said, “That was pretty cool.”

“Yeah.”

“Can I try it?” I asked.

“Ok.”

My sister and I put our faces together and followed the same pattern she’d used with Dane. When our mouths opened up, it took me a few seconds to figure out exactly what to do, but soon I got the idea. It was a lot better kissing like this than it was with our mouths closed, that was for sure!

“That’s much better,” I said.

“Yeah.”

“Can I kiss you again?” asked Dane.

“Sure.”

For the next ten minutes or so my brother and I took turns making out with our sister. It was really sweet! Then I had a little idea.

“Nichole?”

“What, Trey?”

“I wanna try something. Can you, like, lay down and I can lay down on top of you and we can try kissing that way?”

“Oh.” My sister considered this. “Ok.”

“Cool.”

Nichole laid down on her back, spreading her legs a little. I got on top of her, holding myself up with my hands. I leaned my head down and we started kissing again. It was very different doing it like this. Not bad at all!

When I was done kissing Nichole, Dane took his turn. He seemed to be enjoying it just as much as I had. Soon he and I were taking turns kissing our sister and enjoying every bit of it.

After the last time I finished kissing Nichole she said, “Hey, guys?”

“What?” I asked.

“Can I see you two kiss each other?”

“Uh…” I looked at Dane. He looked about as thrilled at the idea as I was.

“Please?” Nichole asked. “I mean, since it’s just practice it’s not a big deal, but I just kinda wanna see what it’s like to see, you know, two boys kissing…”

“Well… I guess since it’s just practice…” I shrugged. “I don’t know. What do you think, Dane?”

He shrugged. “I guess it’s not a big deal. I’ll do it if you want to.”

I shrugged. “Ok.”

Awkwardly my twin brother and I moved towards each other. Soon we were pressing our lips together and, eventually, had our mouths open and were swirling our tongues around one another. It was really strange kissing my brother. We were identical twins so it was almost like I was kissing myself.

When Dane and I were done kissing I pulled back and looked into his eyes. We didn’t say anything, we just kind of looked at each other. Nichole said, “That was pretty sweet.”

“Thanks,” Dane said.

“Let’s try all kissing each other at once,” I suggested.

The three of us leaned in together and started rather awkwardly trying to kiss each other. It wasn’t too easy, but we made it work and it was pretty cool, even if it wasn’t all THAT great.

Nichole looked at the clock after that. “We should probably get to bed. It’s getting pretty late.”

“Yeah,” I said. I was anxious to go jerk off.

Each of us gave the other a good night kiss and we all headed off to bed. No sooner was I in my bedroom than I’d stripped naked and laid down, my hand wrapped around my teenage penis, jerking furiously. It wasn’t long before I’d had one of the best, most intense orgasms of my life. Some of my sperm even landed clear up on my cheek! It was amazing! Eventually I drifted off to sleep.

* * *

The next morning all of us got up fairly late. I made up some French toast for us and when we were done eating, Dane said, “So I had an idea last night.”

“Oh?” asked Nichole.

“Yeah. I was thinking… you guys wanna, like, pretend we’re on an island? I mean, like we can strip down to our underwear and run around like they did in the movie.”

I was about to veto the idea and then I reconsidered. I’d be seeing Nichole in her underwear. I said, “Ok, Dane. I’m in. Nichole?”

Our sister thought for a bit and then shrugged. “Sure. As long as we turn up the heat a little. Otherwise it’ll get pretty cold.”

We both nodded and once all the breakfast dishes were cleared we gathered together in the living room, all trading nervous glances.

“So… since this was your idea, Dane, you go first,” Nichole said.

“Ok.” Dane stood up, pulling off his t-shirt as he did so. Then he very quickly pulled down his jeans and stood there clad only in his briefs. I could clearly see a faint bulge where my twin brother’s penis was located. I wondered if his was anything like mine. The rest of him certainly looked almost exactly like I did.

“I’ll go next,” I said, standing up and stripping until I was down to only my tighty-whities.

Nichole looked at us and said, “You guys look just the same.”

“Of course we do,” I replied. “We ARE twins, you know.”

“Yeah…”

“So… you gonna take your clothes off?” asked Dane.

“Ok.” Nichole took a breath and stood up. Moments later she was standing before us wearing only her bra and panties. This was not a bad thing! Not bad at all.

“No, come on, Nichole,” said Dane. “You gotta take off your bra, too.”

“What? Why?”

“Well, in the movie the girl didn’t have a bra on.”

“That’s true,” I added.

Nichole looked mildly irked. “Yeah, but she had long hair that covered her up a little. My hair’s too short for that.”

“Look,” said Dane. “If you take off your bra, Trey and I will kiss each other really hardcore, like we did last night.”

“You will?” she asked looking at me.

Hesitating only an instant, I nodded.

“Well… ok.” Nichole reached behind herself and unhooked her bra, pulling it off her body. I drank in the view of my sister’s small breasts. They weren’t too much to look at, really. Just a couple small mounds that looked like peach ice cream with cherries on top. But I liked what I saw!

“Now you two kiss,” she said after a bit.

Not even pausing, I pulled Dane over and started kissing him, our bodies pressed together. It felt really different doing this just in our underwear. I could feel his bare skin against mine, and down bellow I could feel my hard penis rubbing against his. I liked it!

Then after I was done kissing Dane, he said to Nichole, “You wanna try kissing with us again?”

Nichole slowly said, “Well… yeah, ok.”

I watched my brother and sister start kissing again, but this time it was much different than it had been before. They were hugging each other while they kissed. I wondered what it felt like for Dane to have Nichole’s breasts pressed up against his chest. I’d get the chance to find out soon!

Sure enough, as soon as they were done kissing, Nichole moved over to me and we began our lip-lock. It was a LOT different doing it like this, that was for sure! Feeling my sister’s breasts against my body was driving me nuts.

For the next few minutes Dane and I took turns making out with Nichole. Eventually we wound up laying on the floor and doing it that way for a while. Having my underwear clad penis resting against my sister’s underwear clad vagina made the kissing even better and it gave me a good idea.

“Hey, Nichole?”

“Yeah?”

“You wanna try practicing… you know… Doing It? I don’t mean actually Doing It,” I said quickly, seeing a little look of near panic in her eyes. “I mean I just start moving on top of you like we’re doing it. Just to get used to it. I mean, we still got our underwear on, so it’s not like it’s a big deal or anything.”

“I think that’s a good idea,” piped up Dane. “It’s not like anything bad can happen or anything, and we’ll all get some practice.”

“Well…” Nichole looked thoughtful. “Ok, I guess we can do that.”

“Cool!”

Rather awkwardly I started moving on top of my sister, rubbing my crotch back and forth against hers. From what I’d seen in movies and such, this seemed like how people did it when they had sex. I wasn’t sure that I was doing it right, but I knew for a fact that it felt wonderful!

“Oh, Trey…” whispered Nichole. She wrapped her arms around me and spread her legs a little wider. “That feels really nice…”

“Yeah. For me, too…”

We moved silently from there. Finally after a couple minutes Dane said, “Hey, don’t I get a turn?”

I shot a look of total death at my twin brother as Nichole said, “Yeah… yeah, you do.”

I got off Nichole and sat on the couch while Dane got on top of her. It took him a little longer to figure out what he was doing, which made me happy. Soon, though, he was thrusting away on top of Nichole’s mostly nude body. I wondered what it would feel like to actually be naked while doing it. I bet it would feel really good!

After a couple minutes of Dane thrusting against Nichole, I was just getting ready to ask if I could have a turn. Just as I opened my mouth, though, Nichole started whimpering and holding Dane tight against her.

“Don’t stop,” she whispered. “Go a little faster…”

Dane’s body started moving a little quicker, and Nichole’s moans got a little louder. Suddenly she tightened up her whole body, put one hand between Dane’s shoulder blades and the other right on his ass, and gave one loud, long moan.

By the time she was done moaning, both Dane and I were totally motionless, looking down at our little sister. Eventually she relaxed and looked up at us with a little grin on her face.

“THAT was nice…”

“What happened?” I asked, thinking I might already know.

Blushing a little, Nichole said, “I had an… well, an orgasm.”

“Oh!” Dane said, blushing himself. “Did I make that happen?”

“Yeah. Well, both of you,” she said, grinning up at me as well as Dane.

“Can I have another turn?” I asked.

Nichole shrugged and said, “Yeah, ok.”

Dane reluctantly moved aside. I could see just a tiny bit of wetness on both his underwear and our sister’s panties. I wondered what it was. But I didn’t really care that much. I got into position on top of Nichole started thrusting away.

“Go a little slower, Trey,” she whispered.

“Oh. Ok.”

I slowed down and closed my eyes as I moved on top of her, feeling her whole body against me. Well, all of it except one patch. I knew what I wanted to try next, but I also knew Nichole might say no. Finally I screwed up my courage and said, “Nichole?”

“Yeah…?”

Swallowing hard I said, “You wanna… like… try it without any underwear? Just to see what it’s like? If we don’t like it, we can always stop.”

“Uhm… well… sure, I guess we can try it.”

“Ok,” I said as blasé as possible while inwardly my heart did backflips of joy.

Nichole reached down and very quickly pulled off her panties. When she laid back down her legs were spread wide and I could see her vagina for the first time. It was beautiful. Just like some strange kind of flower. She only had a tiny bit of hair up at the top, and I didn’t see any sort of hole where the boy’s penis went, but I didn’t really care. I was just happy to see it!

Now I pulled off my underwear, my very hard four-and-a-half inch penis popping up and smacking against my stomach for an instant. I was dimly aware of Dane taking off his underwear and I cast a quick glance at my twin brother. His naked body, even his erection, looked pretty much the same as mine.

“You look really cool,” said Nichole softly.

“You, too.” I smiled at her. “Should we get started?”

“Ok…”

I laid on top of my sister’s nude body and felt my penis come to rest against her vagina. THAT was sweet! I could feel this wonderfully warm, moist skin against the shaft of my teenage erection. It was glorious! I started very quickly thrusting against her once again.

It wasn’t too long, though, before I heard Dane say, “Can I have a turn?”

I didn’t want to stop, but I didn’t have any real choice. I pulled off Nichole and sat back to watch as Dane got on top of her. On the bright side, I learned, as I watched my twin brother dry-fucking our sister, that at least I apparently have a good looking butt, because Dane’s seemed pretty nice.

I didn’t want Dane to be the one to give Nichole an orgasm this time. It had to be me. I let him go on for about three minutes before I crouched down, put my hand on his butt and said, “My turn, ok?”

Dane looked a little startled, but all he said was, “Huh? What? Oh. Yeah, ok,” and then got off Nichole.

Happily I laid on top of our sister and started moving against her one more, savoring the pleasant sensation of my shaft rubbing against her slit. Oh, it was spectacular! I figured I’d take my time and go nice and slow, hoping that might make Nichole feel even better. I figured also that the further back I rubbed against her, the better it would feel.

I’d been at it for a bit more than two minutes when something strange happened. I’d pulled back really far and pushed forward slowly. As I did so, I felt the tip of my penis get caught in something. It popped right out again, and I wasn’t entirely sure what had happened. I decided to see if I could make it happen again, and sure enough it did!

Now I suddenly knew what had happened. I pulled back and pushed forward once more, but this time when the tip of my penis got caught I stopped and held it there. It was poking up against something very warm and kind of wet. I knew instinctively that this had to be the entrance to my sister’s vagina. Adjusting the angle slightly I pushed again and felt almost all of the tip slide into her.

“Trey…?” Nichole asked in a shaky voice.

“Sorry,” I mumbled. “Do you want me to take it out?”

“Shit, Trey!” gasped out Dane. “You don’t have it IN her, do you?”

“No… just the tip,” I sort of spoke, sort of grunted.

“Let me see!” said Dane.

I sat up a little, looking down to where the tip of my penis disappeared up into my sister’s vagina. It looked pretty damn cool there.

All three of us were silent as we looked at this display. Finally Dane said, “I wanna try it! Please, Nichole? Let me try it!”

I knew I didn’t want to pull out. I didn’t have any choice, though, because Nichole said, “Ok… you can try it for a bit, too, Dane…”

Hating my brother at this point, I sat back, feeling the tip of my penis pop right out of Nichole’s vagina. I kind of moved back and Dane got between our sister’s legs, looking down at her spread out body. He said, “Ok… where exactly does it go?”

I had an idea that, for some reason, I wanted to try. I said, “Here let me help,” and reached around twin brother’s nude body to take hold of his hard penis. It felt almost exactly the same as mine did when I was holding it. Dane didn’t say anything as I put my hand around his erection, but I did feel his body tense up a little.

Leaning forward a little, I looked over my brother’s shoulder, feeling my penis brush briefly against his butt. I lined up his erection with Nichole’s vagina and said, “Ok, just push a tiny bit until the tip starts going in, ok?”

Dane took a breath and nodded slowly. I felt his body move and watched as the tip of his penis slid slowly and delicately into our younger sister’s vagina.

“Wow… I like that,” he said with a little grin as I let go of his penis and laid down next to Nichole.

“What do you think, Nichole? How does it feel for you?” I asked our sister.

Nichole nodded a little and said, “Yeah… it feels… it feels kinda good like that…”

“Can I maybe… try putting in a little bit more…?” Dane asked.

“Yeah… I guess so… but not all of it, ok?”

“Like how much?”

“Uh… maybe half?” Nichole said after thinking for a moment.

“Ok…”

I sat back and watched in annoyance as Dane began pushing his penis a little deeper into Nichole’s vagina. On the one hand it was really cool to see him sliding into her. On the other hand, I hated the hell out of him for getting his in deeper than I had mine.

“Can I… can I like… sorta… move it in and out a little?” Dane asked quietly.

“I guess,” said Nichole after a few seconds. “But be careful…”

“Does this count as sex?” I asked after watching for a few seconds.

“I don’t think so…” Nichole managed to say. “I think the boy… has to be all the way in…”

“Oh, ok.”

I watched Dane pseudo-fuck Nichole for a little under a minute. It was really interesting seeing everything he was doing. He pulled almost all the way out and then pushed his penis back to the halfway point. Finally I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Nichole? Can I try it for a little bit now?”

Nichole took a deep breath and nodded a little. She said, “Dane… give Trey a turn for a bit…”

Dane pushed his penis back to the halfway stage and then pulled back all the way, sliding out of Nichole. Looking death at me, he moved out of the way and said, “Ok, Trey. Knock yourself out.”

I got back in position between my sister’s legs and touched my penis against her vagina. I found the entrance really easily and pushed forward. It seemed like my tip went in much easier than it had before Dane had his in her.

Once I had my tip inside Nichole, I pushed forward a little more, feeling some of the shaft of my penis entering her vagina. I pulled back a little and then went forward some more, until just like Dane, I had half my shaft up inside my sister.

It was the coolest thing I’d ever experienced.

“Wow…” I said, looking over at Dane. “You were right… this is incredible…”

“Yeah…”

Looking down at Nichole, I said, “Can I move like he did?”

“Yes…” she whispered. She was pretty well lost in pleasure, I guess.

Very slowly I started working my penis back and forth inside Nichole’s vagina, feeling the sensation of her flesh clutching at me as I moved. It was so sweet! I longed to get myself all the way inside of her.

Getting an idea, I said, “Can we kiss some more?”

Nichole said, “Sure.”

I leaned down and started kissing Nichole, acutely aware of what every part of my body was doing as it contacted her body. While we kissed, I started moving back and forth again. Each time I pushed into my sister, I tried to push a little deeper than I had before. Very slowly I was working every bit of my hard, thirteen-year-old virgin penis farther up into my sister’s twelve-year-old virgin vagina. When I finally stopped, I was all the way into her, and could feel little sparks of pleasure shooting all up and down the shaft of my erection. It was mind blowing.

Nichole must’ve known that we’d just lost our virginities to each other. She whispered, “Oh, Trey… oh, Trey…” One of her hands slowly moved down to rest on my butt.

I couldn’t say anything. I just held myself inside my sister’s vagina and tried hard not to cum.

“Dude… Trey? Are you… are you actually fucking her…?”

Both Nichole and I were looking into each other’s eyes, and we nodded pretty much at the same time.

“Holy shit!” Dane said. “Is it better than what we were doing before?”

“Not even in the same building, Dane…”

“Wow… I wanna try it! Can I? Please?”

Ignoring my brother, I started moving slowly, fucking my sister very gently. It felt so good inside of her, I never wanted to pull out. I knew that I would have to eventually, if for no other reason than to give Dane a turn, but I was determined that at the very least I’d have my orgasm first.

Pretty soon it was obvious that wasn’t going to take very long. I felt the sensations building up inside my body and almost totally lost control as I let out a series of hard grunts and pushed as deep into my sister’s vagina as I could get, feeling my penis start to kick and buck inside her as my sperm shot into her waiting body. I collapsed on top of her, totally overwhelmed.

After a few seconds, I felt another hand join Nichole’s on my ass and I heard Dane say softly, “Trey? Let me have a turn now, ok?”

My mind whirling with the fact that I’d just lost my virginity to my sister, I pulled back from her, my penis withdrawing from the Gates of Paradise that laid between her legs. I couldn’t quite read her face, but I was too busy concentrating on my own feelings to worry about it.

Dane got between Nichole’s legs again and looked over at me.

“Do you wanna put me in again?”

For some reason the idea of touching Dane’s penis again really appealed to me. I don’t know why. But I got in behind him, taking his erection in my hand, and gave it a couple slow strokes.

“Yours is almost just like mine,” I said softly to my twin brother.

“Yeah…” He reached back and wrapped his hand around my penis, giving it a couple strokes, just like I was doing to his. “Except yours isn’t virgin anymore. Mine still is.”

“Not for long.”

I took my twin brother’s thirteen-year-old virgin penis and pressed it against our sister’s vagina. Then I pushed against his butt and saw/felt him slide into place. I let go once he was all the way inside her and then laid back down next to Nichole, anxious to see my brother experience his first fuck.

I couldn’t quite describe what Dane’s face looked like. I knew that he looked at least as blissed out as I felt when I fucked Nichole. I also looked over at Nichole. She had her eyes closed, but it seemed as though she was enjoying herself.

Dane didn’t last quite as long with his fuck as I did with mine. It wasn’t very long before he held himself against Nichole just like I had. He moaned a little, and his whole body seemed to tremble as the orgasm took hold of him. It was wonderful to watch!

After Dane was done cumming, he pulled out Nichole’s vagina. I could see a little of our sperm leaking out of her. He flopped down on the floor on the other side of her and we all laid there in silence. I think they eventually drifted off a little bit. I know I did. When I woke up they were quietly fucking once again. After Dane had his turn, I got to have one of my own.

The entire time our parents were away, the three of us had sex as much as we possibly could. Most times it was me or Dane fucking Nichole, but there were a couple times Dane and I wound up jerking each other off while Nichole fingered herself. She really liked seeing us doing stuff with each other. We’d kiss each other while masturbating one another, and a couple of times she even talked us into sucking one another off. It wasn’t the best thing in the world, but it was pretty sweet.

It wasn’t until after we’d been in California for a few months that we found out Nichole was pregnant. It was even money on who’d done the job, me or Dane. I liked to think that it was me who made the baby, but there wasn’t really anyway to tell.

Nichole lied to our parents and said she’d gotten drunk at a party and had sex with a boy who had gotten her pregnant. She couldn’t remember who he was. When she finally gave birth, to a boy, both Dane and I helped her take care of him, which made our parents very pleased.

After our son was born, we all sort of stopped having sex with each other. Dane and I still jerked each other off from time to time. We had really gotten to like that. But we didn’t do anything with Nichole. We didn’t want to get her pregnant again and the idea of using protection just seemed kind of… wrong, somehow.
Just recently, though, Nichole started talking about the idea of having another baby. She approached both me and Dane with the idea. It’d been two years since the birth of our son. Maybe we’d have a daughter, who could grow up to be her brother’s first lover. Maybe.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. All characters and events depicted are fictional. Any similarity to real people or events is entirely unlikely.

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Jack’s Hobby

October 23, 2008

Jack’s Hobby
By
Alex Hawk

Jack and I crept quietly downstairs from his bedroom. We were both fourteen, and he was my newest friend. I was staying the night at his house for the first time. It was a little creepy because his family ran a funeral home and they had a morgue in the basement. But he’d told me he had a really cool hobby he did down there and offered to show me.

Once we got down to the morgue he turned on the lights. They flickered and then illuminated the room. It was steel and cold. There were several drawers along the walls. I knew from watching TV that they were where bodies went. In the middle of the room there was a steel table with a sheet on it and a shape under the sheet.

“This is what I wanted to show you, Kevin,” Jack said, walking towards the table. “They just brought her in.”

He pulled off the sheet to reveal a naked girl. She was about eleven or twelve I guessed. Small breasts and no pubic hair yet. She was really pretty. She was also obviously dead. Living people had more color and breathed more.

“Wow,” I whispered, seeing my first naked girl and my first dead body. “Who is she?”

“Some girl. I don’t know her name. She’s cute though, huh?”

“Yeah.”

“You ever touch a naked girl before?”

“No…”

Jack boldy reached out and cupped one of the dead girl’s breasts. “Here, you take the other one.”

Shyly, and a little creeped out but also very horny, I reached out and placed my hand on her other breast. The skin was smooth and soft, but also cold. It was kind of interesting, though.

“Cool, huh?” Jack asked.

“Yeah…” I whispered, shivering a little.

“Try this.” He bowed his head and began licking the girl’s nipple.

I did as he did. The texture of her skin against my tongue was weird, but I didn’t mind.

He stood back up abruptly. “Now we get to the real fun.”

“Oh?”

Nodding, Jack said, “Help me spread her legs.”

Moving like I was in a dream, I took one of the dead girl’s legs and Jack took the other. We pulled them apart and propped them up a little. It wasn’t easy. They were very stiff, but Jack said that was normal.

Now that her legs were spread, I got my first ever look at a girl’s vagina. It was fascinating. It looked like a small slit, but even though she was dead, I could tell there was a hell of a lot more there.

Jack licked his middle finger and pressed it against the girl’s vagina. I watched as it slid all the way into her. He grinned.

“Cool. Try it.” He pulled back his finger.

Shaking a little, I wetted my middle finger and pressed it where Jack had his. For a moment nothing happened, then my finger seemed to sort of slide into something very tight. I moved it in and out a little, feeling the flesh clinging to me.

“Nice, huh?”

“Yeah…”

Jack was, like me, wearing only boxers and a shirt. He surprised me by pulling the boxers down. He looked at me. “Take yours off, too.”

“Uh… why?”

“So you can fuck her, moron.”

I was amazed. “Are you serious?”

“Why the hell did you think we were down here?” he asked, taking out a small tube of something from the pocket of his boxers. He squirted it into his hand and rubbed it all over his erect penis. “Move aside, I’ll warm her up for you.”

I stepped aside and watched as Jack got up onto the table with the dead girl. I couldn’t believe I was seeing this. “You’re really going to fuck her?”

“Yeah. Watch.” He got between her legs and pushed his penis against the spot where our fingers had been. Before my amazed eyes, I saw it slide smoothly and completely into the dead girl’s vagina.

“Oh, my god…” I whispered.

“Yeah…” He grinned and started fucking her slowly. “Oh, this is sweet… she’s tight… must’ve died a virgin… you’re gonna love it in here…”

Despite myself, I started masturbating as I watched my friend fuck the dead girl. He had a look of total pleasure on his face. I didn’t think it was right to be doing this, but apparently it felt really good.

After about five minutes of screwing the girl, Jack let out a couple low grunts and pushed deep into her. His eyes rolled back and he got a totally blissed out look on his face. I knew he must’ve been cumming inside her.

Once Jack was done fucking the dead girl, he pulled his penis out and sat back on his knees, grinning from ear-to-ear. “THAT was sweet. You ready for your turn?”

“Yeah,” I mumbled, a little nervous.

“Cool.” He got off the table and handed me the tube. “Rub some of this on your dick. You gotta make it slippery so you can get into her.”

“Ok.” I did so. It was similar to the lotion I used to masturbate with only different. The label said “KY Jelly”.

“Since I fucked her first, she’ll be a little warmer for you,” Jack explained. “Now get up onto the table.”

I did so, placing myself between the girl’s legs, looking down at her dead body and open vagina. I’d never had sex before, and here I was about to do it with a dead girl.

“Just put it in, Kevin.”

Swallowing hard, I lined up the tip and pressed. I was surprised at how easily my fourteen-year-old virgin penis sank into the dead girl’s young vagina. I thought it was going to be some real effort, but no. I sank right inside her.

I let out an involuntary gasp. It was warm and wet and tight inside of her. Not as much as I guess it would’ve been had she not been dead, but it still felt REALLY good inside there! Almost as soon as I was all the way in her, I began moving my penis back and forth inside her vagina. God, it was heavenly, even though I knew it was probably a pathway to Hell.

I lasted only about two minutes inside her vagina before I added my sperm to that of Jack, trying pointlessly to impregnate this beautiful, wonderful, incredible, but nevertheless dead, girl.

When I was done cumming, I traded grins with Jack. He had his hobby, and now I knew that henceforth it would be mine, too.

END

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved. Don’t fear the reaper!

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Insemination

October 22, 2008

Insemination
By
Alex Hawk

Summer TV generally sucked. It was only the second week of summer vacation and I was already bored out of my mind. We lived way out in the desert, out in the middle of nowhere, ten miles away from the nearest anything, and there was just nothing at all for us to do.

“Bored much, Tamesin?” asked my twenty-year-old sister, Madison as she walked into the living room. She was home from college for the summer.

“Yeah, kinda.”

“Well, turn off the TV for a moment. I’ve got something I wanted to talk with you about.”

“Ok.” I turned off the television and turned towards my sister as she sat down on the couch next to me. “So what’s up?”

Madison took a deep breath. “Well. I need your help with something.”

“Ok.”

“I’m working on an experiment for my classes.”

“What kind?”

“It’s a biological experiment.”

I nodded. She was majoring both biology and psych. “Ok. And?”

“Well… I plan to get pregnant. I want to have a baby and use certain techniques to raise him or her.”

“Oh. Ok. Sounds a little weird, but ok.” I wasn’t at all clear where this was going. “What does this have to do with me?”

Looking me in the eye, Madison said, “I want you to be the father.”

I was happy I was sitting down, or I probably would have fallen over. “What?” I managed to say after three tries.

“I want you to be the father of my baby.”

“Uh… ok. There’s like a billion things wrong with that,” I said. “I’m your brother and I only turned thirteen just last month.”

“You’re a boy, and you’re fertile,” she said. “Probably, anyhow. At thirteen you’ll produce quite a bit of sperm.”

“Uh… yeah… but, like, if we, you know, had sex, that would be illegal.” I blushed at the very thought of it.

“I wasn’t proposing to have sex with you.”

“Oh.” I wasn’t sure how to take that now.

“What I want you to do is to masturbate into a cup. You bring me your sperm, I’ll suck it up with these eyedropper-like things, insert them into my vagina and squirt your semen into me. That way I’ll get pregnant with your baby.”

“Oh.”

“See, there’s lots of nonsense out there about inbreeding. It’s my hope that I can give birth to a perfectly normal baby, raise it and have it turn out just fine. I won’t reveal that the baby was fathered by my brother until he or she turns eighteen. By then the Statute of Limitations would have expired, assuming there’s anything illegal about this, which I’m not sure of.”

“Oh.”

“It’s my contention,” Madison went on, “that a child born of brother/sister parentage will turn out to be better than either. All the best attributes of both for intelligence, looks, personality, etcetera.”

“Oh.”

“So what do you say?”

“Oh.”

“Something more answer like than that would be nice,” Madison pointed out.

I shook my head to clear it. “Uh… I don’t know, Madison. I mean, this whole thing sounds more than little bit… I don’t know. Weird.”

She nodded. “I understand. You don’t have to do it, but it would be very helpful to me. The whole experiment hinges on finding a baby who has a brother and sister for parents and the best way to be sure of that is to get pregnant by you.”

For some reason, I had a raging hardon. I did my best to ignore and it and decided to stall for time. “Can I have a few days to think about it?”

“Sure. Try to make up your mind as soon as possible, though. We only have the summer and this won’t be the most efficient way of making myself pregnant.”

“What would be the most efficient way?” I asked distantly.

“Well, having sex, obviously.”

“Oh, right.” I took a deep breath. “Ok. Look. I need some time to think about this, ok? I’ll let you know as soon as I make up my mind.”

“Fair enough. I’ll talk with you later,” Madison said as she stood up and walked from the room.

There was no way I could sort this out easily, especially given the distraction of my very hard penis. I spent all day trying hard to figure out what to do. Finally I ended up retiring to my bedroom, hoping that I could lay down and think about this without any distractions.

As I laid there on my bed, I thought about all the possibilities. It might be really cool to have a baby with my sister. It would kind of suck that I would be a father without getting laid, but still. None of my other friends had done anything similar.

While I thought about this, I reached down and unzipped my pants, reaching inside to extract my penis and stroking it slowly while thinking. It was a mind-blowing idea. The more I thought about it, the more that I liked it. Could I really say yes?

My orgasm hit me by surprise while I pictured my sister pregnant with my baby. I had barely enough time to get my hand under my penis and catch a handful of sperm before it all splattered onto me. Moving awkwardly and pulling up my pants without spilling any of my sperm, I made my way out into the hall and knocked on my sister’s door.

She opened it. “Oh, hey, Tamesin. What’s up?”

“Uh… I got something for you.” Rather awkwardly and feeling very embarrassed, I held out my spermy hand.

“Is that…?” She leaned close. “It is! Hold still!”

Madison vanished into her room and came back with what looked like, and probably was, an eyedropper. She used that to suck up as much of my sperm as she could.

“Thanks, Tamesin,” she said, giving me a little hug. “Next time try to get it in a cup, ok?” She handed me a small plastic sleeve full of cups.

“Yeah, ok. When will we know when you’re pregnant?”

“Well, I’ll be doing pregnancy tests pretty often. I’ll let you know what happens each time, ok?”

“Ok.”

“Ideally,” she continued, “we’ll need to be doing this a couple times each day.”

“Ok. I think I can manage that.”

“Great!” Madison gave me another hug. “Well, I have to get busy. See ya, and thanks!” She shut her door.

I stood there for a few seconds and then went back to my bedroom, mind swimming with thoughts about what Madison was doing right now.

* * *

The next couple weeks crept past. Twice each day, once in the morning and once at night, I would masturbate into a cup and bring it to my sister. She’d take my sperm, disappear into her bedroom and do her thing. Hopefully we’d know soon if it had worked.

One morning just as I was getting ready to jerk off, there was a little knock at my bedroom door. Opening it, I saw Madison standing there.

“Hey, sis. What’s up?”

“Well, Tamesin, I just took a pregnancy test.”

My heart skipped a little. “And?” I asked carefully.

“I’m not pregnant yet.”

“Oh.” I wasn’t sure how to feel.

“Don’t worry, I’m sure we’ll make this work,” she said, patting me on the shoulder.

“So why hasn’t it worked yet?”

“Well… it’s possible that too much of the sperm is dying or becoming inactive in the time you ejaculate to the time I get it inside my vagina. Two or three minutes might not sound like much, but it can make a difference.”

“Ok.”

“So what we need to do is somehow decrease the amount of time. And to that end, I have an idea.”

“Oh?”

Madison nodded. “What I’m wanting to do is this: next time you masturbate, I’ll be in the room with you, and I’ll just be wearing a bathrobe. That way when you climax, I can get the sperm and get it inside me all within less than a minute.”

“So, you’re going to be here while I’m jerking off?” I wasn’t too sure about this idea.

Madison shrugged. “I think it’s the best way to get this done.”

“And you’ll put my sperm in you while you’re in here?”

“Yes.”

I thought about that. “That might be interesting to see.”

“You’re welcome to watch if you want. I can hardly say no, seeing as it’s your sperm that’s going to be going into me.”

“Yeah.” Despite my misgivings my penis had hardened up considerably. “Ok. Do you want to do this right now?”

“Let me go get my stuff. I’ll be right back.” Madison was gone and returned in less than two minutes. Once she was back in my room she said, “Alright, I’m ready when you are,” and sat down on the chair at my desk.

Blushing and feeling really shy, I got on my bed and pulled the blanket up over my body. I then reached into my boxers and pulled out my hard penis, giving it a couple tugs.

Madison was sitting there, watching me. This put me off my game.

“Uh… would you mind… like… turning around or something?”

“Oh! Sure, sorry.” She turned around and faced the wall, taking a book off my desk and looking through it.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget that my sister was here as I began masturbating a little more. The blanket was making a rhythmic rustling noise as I beat off, but I tried my best to ignore that, hoping Madison wouldn’t hear it.

I tried my best to get off, but it just wasn’t working. Finally I had to give up. I sat back with an annoyed sigh.

“What’s wrong?” Madison asked.

“I just can’t… you know… with you in here,” I said, feeling like a dork.

“Oh… well, I have an idea.”

“What?”

Madison sat back and propped her legs up on either arm of the chair, lifting and spreading them as she did so. She had only a skirt on and, I knew now, no panties. I was looking at my first ever real life vagina.

“Holy shit,” I muttered.

“Does this help?” she asked, smiling a little as she took a finger and rubbed it along her slit.

“Yeah… hell, yeah!” I said, grabbing hold of my penis and stroking as fast as I could, no longer caring if my sister saw.

“You should pull back the blanket,” she said. “That way you won’t get any sperm on it.”

“Ok.” I pulled the blanket back, exposing my hard penis to my sister for the first time, and leaving me basically naked, since all I was wearing were boxers that were pulled down. I began jerking as fast as I could, knowing that now I would have no trouble cumming. Seconds later, I let out a low moan and my penis seemed to explode, sperm shooting out all over my bare chest and hand.

“Wonderful!” my sister said, hoping down from the chair and coming over to me. “Now hold still.” She took one of the little eye droppers and held it against my stomach, sucking up some of my sperm. She did the same with another one and then sat back down, spreading her legs wide.

Now my eyes went about as wide as Madison’s legs did, as I watched her insert one of the eye droppers into her vagina and give it a squeeze. She followed suit with the second one and then sat back looking pleased.

“Alrighty,” my sister said, giving me a happy smile. “With any luck, I’ll be pregnant in a few minutes.”

“Cool,” I whispered, somewhat overwhelmed by the thought.

Madison walked over and gave me a little kiss on the cheek. “I’ll see you later tonight,” she said as she walked off.

As for me, I laid back with a stupid little grin on my face, my penis still slightly hard as I thought about my sister being pregnant by me and as I thought about how cool it had been to see her vagina.

* * *

Another couple weeks went past, me ejaculating every day and watching my sister suck it up into the eyedropper for another round of attempted impregnation. Each time she did it I had the joy of watching her stick something into her vagina. She didn’t always masturbate with me, but at least I got to see my sperm going into her.

Finally the day of the next pregnancy test came up. I waited impatiently outside the bathroom while my sister did her thing. After a few minutes she came out with a little frown on her face.

I drooped a little. “Not pregnant?”

“No.”

“I’m sorry,” I said, feeling somehow responsible for my sperm not doing their job. Get to work, guys! I wanted to shout.

“That’s ok, we’ll just keep trying,” Madison said, giving me a little kiss on the cheek. “You up for it right now?”

“Hell, yeah.”

“Good. Let’s go.”

It wasn’t too much longer after the conversation that I had yet another orgasm while my sister watched and waited. It wasn’t the best orgasm I’d ever had, but it certainly wasn’t bad. I laid back and watched as she sucked up my sperm with her two eyedroppers. Suddenly an idea occurred to me.

“Hey, Madison, wait a second,” I said as she was getting ready to put the eyedropper into her vagina.

“What?”

“Can I…” I blushed a little, despite the fact that I was currently naked, laying on top of my bed with some remnants of sperm on my stomach while my semi-naked sister was sitting across from me with two eyedroppers of semen ready to stick into her vagina. “Would you mind… I mean… can I… like… put it in you?”

“The sperm?”

“Yeah.”

“Uh… well, sure, I guess.” She handed me the eye droppers and said, “Here, let me lay on your bed. It’ll be easier that way.”

“Ok.”

I moved aside as my sister got comfy on my bed. Once she was settled she spread her legs high and wide and said, “Ok. You think you know where it goes?”

“I think so.” Shaking a little I reached out and poked the first eyedropper against what I thought was the right place. “Here?”

“Yes.”

Very slowly I began to insert the eyedropper, thinking how cool it was to see it sliding into Madison’s vagina. Once it was all the way inside I gave it a little squeeze, seeing my sperm shoot up into her. It was way cool. I did this again with the second one and by the time I was done my penis was massively hard again.

“That was sweet,” I said, sitting back a little.

“Glad you liked it.” Madison smiled at me.

I looked down at my penis. “Uh… if you want, I can give you some more right now?”

Madison laughed. “Let’s save it for later tonight, ok?”

“Ok.”

She sat up and gave me a little hug. “I’ll see you later!” she said, gathering up her things and heading back to her bedroom.

* * *

For another month Madison and I continued this little ritual. Now things were getting a little more tense, however, since there were only three weeks before she had to go back to college. We were both very hopeful that her next pregnancy test would show a plus rather than a minus.

“Negative.”

No such luck.

“Dammit!” I said, feeling annoyed.

“Don’t worry,” Madison said, putting her hand on my shoulder. “We’ll make this work. I have a little idea to try. I’ll meet you in your bedroom in a couple minutes.”

“Ok.”

I went to my bedroom and got naked, laying on top of my bed, idly stroking my penis and wondering what Madison’s plans were.

When she came into my room, my sister was wearing a bathrobe. She said, “Ok, here’s the idea. The problem is probably a matter of too much of your sperm dying before I get it into my vagina. So I’m thinking that what I’ll do is lay on my back and when you get ready to cum, you hold your penis right up against the entrance to my vagina. That way your sperm should go directly from you into me without any problems.”

“Oh!” I thought about this. “Uh… sure, ok.”

Madison pulled the bathrobe off and was now entirely naked. I’d seen her vagina more times than I could count, but hadn’t ever seen her breasts before. If I hadn’t already had a major hardon, this certainly would have given me one. She laid on my bed next to me.

“Right, now get between my legs as you masturbate. Then when you’re about to cum, just move really close and put your penis right here,” she said, spreading her vagina open and showing me the small hole I’d gotten familiar with lately.

“Ok.”

I crouched between my sister’s legs and stared directly at her vagina as I started masturbating. It was a beautiful view! As I masturbated I thought about how incredibly cool it was that I might, with any luck, be a father in nine months as a result of our activities! Wow!

These thoughts, as they often did, drove me ever closer to an orgasm. As I felt it building up, I whispered to Madison, “I’m gonna cum soon…”

“Quick, put it right here!” my sister said, holding her vagina wide open.

I moved forward, touching the tip of my penis to her wetness. I pushed slightly, just enough for a little bit of the tip to go in, and then started cumming harder than I’d ever cum before. I my best to keep myself steady, hoping that enough of my sperm would get inside my sister to make a difference.

When I was done cumming, I sat back, a tiny string of semen connecting the tip of my penis to my sister’s vagina. It snapped eventually. I saw just a tiny bit of sperm leaking out of her, but not a great deal. I hoped most of it had ended up inside.

“Do you think it worked?” I asked as I sat back on my knees.

“I hope so!” Madison said, continuing to lay on her back, letting my sperm flow into her body. “I think it probably helped, at least. Much more of your sperm should have survived the trip this time.”

“Cool.” I looked at her vagina and pictured my little boys swimming. “It’s really kind of… awesome to think about, you know?”

“Yeah.”

I laid down next to her. “What are you going to do with the baby once it’s born?”

Madison shrugged. “I’ll raise it and take good care of it. No one will know who the father is until the baby is eighteen, and then you’ll get the credit you deserve.” She smiled at me.

“Cool.” I grinned back.

“I hope if it’s a boy he winds up looking like you,” Madison said, smiling at me.

“Really?”

“Yeah. You’re a good looking boy.” She ran her fingers down my bare chest. “Especially when you’re naked.”

I giggled a little. “You’re pretty nice naked, too.”

Madison let her hand drift down my body. She let it come to a rest on my still hard penis. She’d never touched me there before. As she gave it a couple slow strokes, she said, “It’s very nice thinking that because of this, I’ll have a baby.”

I let out the breath I’d been holding since she touched me. “Yeah…”

“Tamesin?”

“Yeah?”

“You think you can cum again?”

“Like now? Yeah.”

“Well… get between my legs again. We can try something else.” My sister’s voice had an odd quality to it.

“Ok.” I got up and knelt between her legs, looking down at her vagina. “Now what?”

“Put your penis against my vagina again.”

“Ok.” I did so.

“Now…” Madison reached up and put her hands on my shoulders, tugging me down towards her. “Lower yourself down a little.”

“Uh… ok.” I lowered my body down on top of my sister. It was hard to keep my penis positioned just right, though. I started feeling an odd sensation around the tip.

“Uh… Madison?” I asked, putting two and two together as I felt a strange, warm wetness work itself around the tip of my penis and then slowly along the shaft.

“Shhh…”

“But I think I’m-”

She put her fingers on my lips. “Shhh…”

“But… I’m going into you…” I whispered.

“I know…”

“Oh, god,” I whispered, feeling the last bit of my thirteen-year-old virgin penis sliding into place deep inside my sister’s tight twenty-year-old vagina. My sister and I locked eyes as my pubic hair merged with hers. Sparks of pleasure were shooting from my penis and going out all over my body. I’d never felt anything so amazing! I was actually inside a girl!

“What do you think?” Madison asked me quietly. I could feel her heart beating fast inside her chest.

“I think… I… oh, it’s wonderful…”

“You think you can… move it around a little…?”

“Yeah…” I flexed my hips, feeling my penis move slightly inside my sister’s vagina. It felt good, so I kept doing it. It was sweet.

Under me, Madison was moving around, wrapping her legs around my waist, moaning a little and shivering with pleasure. She started whispering into my ear,
“Fuck me, little brother… fuck me… give me a baby… fuck me…”

I began fucking as fast as I could, trying hard not to slip out of Madison. Hearing her talk like that, realizing that I was actually fucking a girl and that I might, I hoped, get her pregnant, was so fantastic I couldn’t believe it.

Soon my thrusts became very rapid and short. I started breathing very, very hard as the pleasure swept over my young body. Then I let out a grunt of pure joy as my penis began firing off inside my sister’s heavenly vagina. I fired off several hard blasts of sperm into her.

As soon as I was done cumming, I fell on top of her, totally overwhelmed by everything I’d experienced, my sister gently stroking my hair and whispering, “You did good, little brother… you did real good…”

We fucked every chance we had after that. Almost every time we did it, I was on top of her, the logic being that my sperm would have a better chance of getting her pregnant that way. I didn’t really care too much at this point. All I knew is that I was getting as much sex as any young boy could hope for.

My sister eventually went back to school. She took the last pregnancy test while she was there. She told me in a very excited phone call that it had been positive. A little chill went through my body as she told me that I was going to be a father in a few months.

Now a year has gone by since my sister first asked me the favor. Our baby daughter was born a couple months ago. She’s healthy, happy and doing well as is Madison. I don’t know exactly how the baby will turn out in the long run, and it does feel kind of weird to be a father at my age, but I knew that with Madison taking care of her everything would, hopefully, work out ok in the end.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

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Holding Onto Joy

October 21, 2008

Holding Onto Joy
By
Alex Hawk

I was awkward when I was thirteen.

I know that seems obvious. EVERYONE is awkward at thirteen. But, well, I was kind of a geek. I didn’t have any real friends. I was scrawny. I was pale. I wore glasses. Really the only way in which I wasn’t awkward was that I didn’t wear braces. I actually had really nice teeth.

My home life didn’t make things much better. My parents weren’t abusive or anything like that, but they fought with each other a lot and were pretty obviously moving towards a divorce. I just wished they’d get there soon or make up. Either way, the fighting was really bringing me down.

I’d really hit bottom with my life a couple months ago when I tried to kill myself. I didn’t try very hard, I guessed. I cut my wrists open, but I did it wrong. I bled a lot and passed out, but my dad found me and got me to the hospital. After that, my parents stopped fighting.

For about three days.

Then they were back at it.

In short, my life really sucked. The only refuge I had was in my books. I loved to read, I loved to learn, I even loved doing homework. Anything that kept my away from my parents was a good thing.

The good thing, the only good thing, about my constant reading/studying/nerdiness, was the fact that it made me prized by people who wanted someone to help them with their homework. It meant I got a little less razzing from the popular people than I otherwise might have had.

It was in this tutoring capacity that I found myself spending a great deal of time at the house of Lisa Martins. She was one of the prettiest, most popular girls in the school, and like most every boy, I had a massive crush on her.

She was also really, really bad at math.

Thankfully, I wasn’t.

Lisa was a really cool girl. It’s not just that she was pretty, though she really, really was, but she also was very nice and very sweet. She wasn’t mean to anyone. She always smiled. She always said hello. I really liked her. I figured the only reason she was nice to me was because she knew I would help her study. But I didn’t mind.

We’d had some major tests coming up and I’d spent almost every day of the last two weeks hanging out with her after school and doing my best to teach her what I could. She wasn’t stupid or anything, but she really wasn’t good at math. Still, I’d tried as hard as I could, so we’d see how it turned out.

We got our test results the week after the test. I’d done fairly well, though not as well as I’d wanted. I was in the upper 97%, but I wanted to be at the top. Oh, well. I figured that I could probably deal with it.

After school that day, as I was getting ready to head home, Lisa came up to me.

“Hey, Julian.”

“Oh, hey, Lisa. How are you?”

“Ok. Can you come over to my place for a bit?”

“Sure. You need some more help with math or stuff?”

“Well, I wanted to go over my test results.”

“Oh.” I shrugged. “Sure, I’d be happy to come over,” I replied, mentally kicking my heels in joy.

“Ok, let’s go!”

“Ok.”

Our arrival at Lisa’s house was delayed by several minutes as she stopped to talk with various friends of hers. She gossiped with the girls and flirted with the boys, and just as I was about to make an excuse, she finally finished what she was up to and we made our way to her home.

We made small talk as we walked to Lisa’s house. Well, she talked (endlessly, and about all sorts of gossip), and I listened with half an ear. I really didn’t care about any of that stuff, but I did like spending time with her, so I forced myself to at least try to pay attention.

Once we got to Lisa’s house, we each got Cokes from the kitchen and then went out to the living room, sitting on the couch where we’d done so much of our studying. Lisa seemed to be sitting a little closer than normal to me.

“So… about my test scores,” she began.

“Yeah?”

Lisa smiled that sweet smile I loved so much. “I passed!” she squealed.

“Wonderful!” I said, smiling myself.

“And it’s all thanks to you!” She put her arms around me and hugged me tight, then gave me a kiss on the cheek.

“Oh!” I said, not expecting that. I blushed. “Well, it wasn’t me that passed the test, it was you. You’re pretty smart.”

“I’m not that smart,” she replied, sitting back a little.

“You’re smarter than everyone thinks. You’re smarter than you think you are.”

Now it was her turn to blush. “No, I’m not.”

“Yes, you are,” I persisted. “I helped you learn, but you passed the test on your own.”

“Well, thanks.” She took a sip of her Coke. “Most guys think I’m kind of stupid.”

“I don’t know why,” I said, honestly.

She shrugged. “Well… I mean, I do cheerleading, and… well, I mean… I kind of… you know… sleep around…”

“Oh,” I said, my face getting hot. “I didn’t know that.”

“Yeah. Well, I mean, I’m not like some horrible slut or anything. But I’ve had sex with eight boys since last year, and, well, you know. People talk.”

“Oh.” I took a sip of my Coke, and then gave a shy laugh. “Well, you’re doing better than me, then. I haven’t had sex with any boys.”

Lisa stared at me for a moment and then laughed. “Yeah, well, how many girls?”

Shifting awkwardly, I quietly said, “None.”

“Oh, really? I’m surprised.”

My eyebrows went up. “You are?”

“Well, yes. I mean, you’re smart and you’re cute. I assumed you’d already had sex.”

“I want to,” I said, blushing again. “But… yeah. I haven’t.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

We sat there in silence for a little bit. I felt kind of weird discussing my sex life, or lack of it, with a girl I had a crush on. But she seemed to be pretty comfortable with it, so I figured it wasn’t any big deal. And since I knew now that she wasn’t a virgin, at least I’d have something nice to think about when I jacked off tonight.

“Stand up for a second,” Lisa said.

“Huh?”

“Stand up in front of me.”

“Ok.” I got to my feet, standing in front of her.

Lisa set down her Coke and put her hands on my hips, pulling me in closer. Then to my utter amazement she started to unbutton and unzip my jeans, opening them up to reveal my bulging underwear.

“Uh…” I began.

“Shhh… just relax, ok? We’re gonna have fun.” She lowered my jeans down and then matter-of-factly took my boxers down to join them.

Now that my virgin penis was exposed, she took it in her hand and began stroking it slowly, sending more pleasure through me than I’d ever felt before. Smiling up at me as she did so, she said, “You’ve got a nice one.”

“Thanks…” I whispered. I’d always thought my penis was nothing special. It was a little under four inches long and had hardly any hair yet. I was happy Lisa liked it, though!

Then Lisa opened her mouth and wrapped it around my young penis, and if I thought her stroking me had felt good, it was nothing compared to this! I’d heard about blowjobs, but I never knew they’d be as amazing as this was! The way her tongue felt on me… oh, wow…

“Oh, god…” I whispered as I enjoyed my first blowjob.

“You like?” Lisa asked, lifting her face off me for a moment.

“Yes…”

“Good.” She lowered her head back down.

As Lisa’s lips and tongue worked their magic on my penis, I had to grit my teeth in a desperate effort not to cum too quickly. I certainly didn’t want to shoot while her mouth was on me. I figured a mouthful of sperm would not make her happy.

Finally, though, I couldn’t hold back. I nearly shouted, “Oh… oh, I’m gonna cum!”

Rather than stopping, as I expected, Lisa began moving faster, and before I could say or do anything else, my penis began to twitch, shooting my sperm into her mouth as my I had my first ever orgasm given to me by someone else.

Not surprisingly it was the best one I had ever had, and I nearly collapsed afterwards. It was all I could do to stagger myself back down onto the couch as Lisa grabbed her Coke, took a sip, rinsed it through her mouth and then swallowed.

“That was your first blowjob, right?” she said after a few moments.

“Yeah…”

“What did you think?”

I smiled weakly. “It was… wow…”

“I’m glad you liked it. No, don’t,” she said, as I reached down to pull up my boxers. “We’re not done yet.”

“We aren’t?” I asked in honest confusion.

“Of course not.” She stood up and pulled her t-shirt over her head. “You’re still a virgin. We won’t be done until you’re not.”

“Oh?” I thought for a second as that sunk in. “Oh!”

“Yeah.”

“You mean we’re going to…” I couldn’t bear to finish the sentence in case I was wrong.

“Yes, we are.” She pulled off her bra, jeans and panties, leaving her beautifully, gloriously naked. She was every bit as beautiful as I had dreamed. Small, pert breasts, a little patch of hair between her legs. Smooth skin Amazing!

Then Lisa sat down on my lap. I felt the shaft of my still-hard penis brushing against something warm and a little wet. Her vagina, I realized, as she started to kiss me and began unbuttoning my shirt.

“What do I need to be doing?” I asked between kisses.

“Whatever you want,” she replied as she leaned down and kissed, then licked, one of my nipples before starting to kiss my mouth again.

I wasn’t sure what to do. I had a vague idea that girls liked to have their vaginas rubbed, so I reached down between our bodies, brushing up against my throbbing penis, and began rubbing everything I could.

At one point one of my fingers found a warm, wet hole and started to slide inside her. That was the place, I realized, feeling a little dizzy. This is where my penis was supposed to go. This wonderful velvet passage. I couldn’t wait!

“Mmmm… that feels nice,” Lisa whispered into my ear as I fingered her.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah….”

“Cool,” I said with a happy smile, very glad to be making her feel almost as good as I was, cause there was no way she could feel better than me! Between the next series of kisses, I said, “Is there anything else I can do that you will like?”

Lisa sat up a little and looked down at me. “You mean you’re more concerned with what I will like than what you will like?”

“Well… yeah?” I was suddenly uncertain. “That’s ok, isn’t it?”

She smiled. “It’s perfect.”

“Ok.”

“And no, there’s nothing you can do. At least not this time.”

“This time?” I echoed.

Lisa laughed a little. “Of course! You don’t think we’re only going to do this once, do you?”

The smile on my face was so big I thought it might cause my head to fall off. “Cool…” was all I could think so say.

We started kissing again, my finger working back and forth inside Lisa’s amazing vagina. I wondered how long it was going to be before I would get to put my penis inside there. I wasn’t in any great hurry, but I was wondering.

I didn’t have to wonder too much longer, because Lisa suddenly got to her feet and pulled me up. “Lay down on the coffee table.”

“Why?” I asked, doing so.

“Because it will be easier for us to fuck on there than on the couch,” she replied, straddling my waist.

“Oh,” I said weakly, my mouth suddenly dry.

“Don’t be nervous,” Lisa said, now holding my penis straight up.

“I’m not,” I lied. “But… don’t I need a condom or something?” I asked, remembering what I’d learned in health class.

“Normally, yes,” Lisa said. “But in this case… you’re a virgin, so I can’t catch anything from you.”

“What about… a baby?”

Lisa shrugged. “I don’t mind the risk. Are you ready?”

Unable to speak, I just nodded.

“Ok.” Lisa lifted her body up. I felt the tip of my erection brush against something just an instant before it was swallowed up into her liquid warmth. Looking down I could see that almost every bit of my thirteen-year-old virgin penis had gone up into her incredible thirteen-year-old vagina. I was officially getting laid!

“Oh…” I whispered as the pleasure began to hit me.

“You like this?” Lisa asked, moving her body up and down a little.

“Yeah…” I leaned up and kissed her. “Thank you… thank you so much…”

Lisa didn’t say anything else, she just kissed me back and kept riding me. I tried my best to hold back as long as I could, being very happy her blowjob had gotten me off earlier. I wanted to make it last as long as I could; not just for myself but try and give her as much pleasure as I could. But it was a losing effort, and after only a few moments fucking, I let out a series of gasps, and felt my penis begin to spasm within her vagina, sending blasts of sperm deep into her body.

As I finished cumming, Lisa moaned on top of me and I felt her vagina contracting around my penis. This was her orgasm, I knew. I’d read quite a lot about these sorts of things. Just in case, you know.

After we were done, Lisa laid herself on top of me, and kissed me some more, her breasts against my bare chest. Then she said, “I gotta go clean up. I’ll be back in a few, ok? Then we can go up to my bedroom and do some more, if you like.”

I wasn’t able to speak, I just smiled and nodded, then enjoyed the sight of Lisa’s naked body as she walked away from me.

Strangely, stupidly, I then began to laugh. It started as a light giggle of delight, but soon I was laughing loudly. I supposed it might’ve looked odd had anyone seen me. I was laying on my back on the coffee table, my pants and boxers around my ankles, my legs dangling off the edge. My shirt was unbuttoned and showing off my hairless chest, and my still-erect penis was moving with each laugh.

I knew now that I’d never try to kill myself again. I knew that no matter what happened to me in life, things would be ok. My parents could divorce, I could have to move away from here, I could get a horrible disease. None of that would matter. If I ever felt depressed again, all I’d have to do is remember THIS time and THIS place, and I’d be able to hold onto joy.

I was the happiest boy on the planet.

THE END

Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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