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April 1, 2009

My Crush
By
Alex Hawk

It was a glorious thing to be fourteen and in love. Casey was the girl of my dreams. She was very pretty. She had long hair, and piercing blue eyes. She had a perfect body. She was so lovely and so beautiful and so nice. When I went to bed at night, I masturbated thinking about her, and when I woke up in the morning, my morning wood was caused by dreams of her.

One small problem, though.

Casey was my sister.

It had all started a year ago when I was thirteen and she was eleven. I walked in on her in the bathroom as she was getting into the shower. She was completely naked and I saw it all. From her small breasts, down to the nearly hairless slit between her legs, I could see my sister’s naked body in all its glory. From that moment on, I was hooked.

Ever since then I’d admired Casey from afar, knowing that I could never act on my desires for her, and that my crush was doomed.
I assumed I’d spend the rest of my life pining for my sister, wanting from her what I could never have. I pictured myself aging and alone, wasting away into nothing as my love for Casey refused to die.

I had some kind of fucked up ideas as a kid.

Everything changed one Thursday, only a couple weeks into summer vacation. I was sitting in the living room watching TV. Casey was out back doing some exercising. She was a cheerleader, and was often dancing and prancing around, usually doing so in a small skirt. Talk about something that drove me nuts!
I heard the screen door open and saw Casey come limping into the living room, tears in her eyes.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, concern in my voice.

“I got a really bad cramp,” she said, rubbing at her right calf. “It really hurts!”

I stood up and helped her over to the couch. “Lay down.”

“Ok.” She did so.

I dropped to my knees and without even thinking, put my hands around her right calf. I could feel the muscle bunched and tensed under the skin. Gently, but firmly, I began to rub, feeling the muscle of her calf slowly relax under my hands.

After a couple minutes, Casey smiled at me and said, “Thanks, Connor, that’s so much better now.”

“Glad to help,” I said with a smile. I didn’t stand up, but just oozed over into the couch, not wanting my sister to see my massive erection.

“I didn’t know you knew how to do that,” she said.

I shrugged. “It’s something I picked up a few years ago. Remember my friend, Jack?” She nodded. “He used to get cramps in his legs a lot and I helped him with them.”

“Cool.” She smiled a little. “Good to know. That means next time I have a problem, I can come to you.”

“Oh?” I asked, trying not to dance with glee. “Do you have cramps a lot?”

“Sometimes. I find it helps if I stretch or rub before I do my exercises, but it’s not easy to rub myself.”

I barely managed to keep from saying, “That’s weird. I rub myself every night.” Instead I said, “Well, I’ll be happy to help you.”

“Good. I have to stay in shape during the summer.” She stood up and tested her leg. “Thanks, Connor.” She hugged me and flounced off.

“No problem,” I said, and quickly headed upstairs to masturbate.

* *

The next morning found me on my bed with my sister, my hands working on her legs. She’d asked for the massage, and I’d offered use of my bed, since it was a lot bigger than hers, which would give us more room. That made perfect sense, I thought. Of course, it also went a long way to fulfilling a dream of mine, but she didn’t know that.

I was working on both her legs. I worked my way from her feet up to her knees and just a little higher. I wanted to go even higher still, but I figured that would be a bad idea. Instead I contented myself with working where I was.

It was a strange thing wanting to fuck your own sister, I thought to myself as I rubbed Casey.

“Go a little higher, ok, Connor?” Casey mumbled.

“Higher?”

“Yeah, do my thighs.” She pulled her skirt up a little, giving me a view that included a bit of her panties.

Swallowing hard, I moved my hands up to her smooth, hairless thighs, and began to kneed and massage them. I kept my fingers well away from her panties, though it took a great deal of effort to do so. God, it was so nice to be rubbing her body like this! Her skin was so soft, and smooth.

I spent several minutes massaging my sister like this; my heart beating wildly and my mind enveloped in a fog of hormones. Just as I was getting to the point where I couldn’t take it anymore, Casey said, “Ok, that’s good, Connor. Thanks.”

I sat back, trying to ignore my massive hard-on. “You’re welcome. Next time you need it, let me know.”

“I will.” She gave me a hug and walked out.

For my part, I just took a deep breath, sat back on my bed, and masturbated to the quickest orgasm I’d ever had.

Much to my mixed delight and frustration, this same process continued for the next several days. Casey would approach me after breakfast, asking for a massage. She’d be wearing a t-shirt and a small skirt. I’d take her into my bedroom, lay her down, and start working on her. Mostly I concentrated on her arms and legs, which was fine for me, though of course I wanted more.

After the first week of this, I finally got my chance to move things a little further.

“Connor?” my sister asked one morning while I was working on her thighs.

“Yeah?”

“Can you work on my shoulders a little? They’re kind of tensed up.”

“Ok, but I’m not sure how well it will work through your shirt. I mean, when I do your arms and legs they aren’t covered.”

“Oh, yeah. Ok, hang on a second.” Casey sat up and casually pulled her t-shirt off. Underneath she was wearing only a small bra. Since she was facing me, I got a good look at everything there was to see. I swallowed hard and nearly passed out as she flipped over onto her stomach.

As soon as she was settled in, I straddled her waist and started to work on her shoulders and back; working around her small training bra as I massaged all the skin I could get to.

“Oh, that feels very nice, Connor,” my sister said to me.

“Thanks.” Feeling bold I added, “I could probably do better if your bra wasn’t in the way.”

“Oh! Uhm. Ok, yeah.” She lifted herself up a little and slipped out of her bra, then laid back down. I hadn’t seen anything of her small breasts, but I nearly came in my pants anyhow, at the thought of them being bare so close to me.

Now I put even more effort into my massage, trying to make my little sister feel as good as I could. As I moved my hands around her body, I kept thinking about how close they were getting to her breasts. It was really driving me fucking nuts!

Then I had an idea.

I worked a little more on my sister’s back, shoulders, arms and legs and then said, “Do you want me to work on the front?”

To my surprise, Casey, without any hesitation, said, “Ok,” and turned over, allowing me a look at her bare breasts for the first time. They weren’t very big, but they were the only ones I’d seen in real life, and they were amazing!

As she closed her eyes, I took a deep breath and reached out, starting to work on my sister’s shoulders and arms. I knew where my hands were eventually going to end up, but I was very nervous at the idea.

Finally I moved my hands down, letting them gently caress the sides of my sister’s breasts and then, before I chickened out, moved them onto her nipples, and finally wound up cupping each breast and rubbing them gently.

I couldn’t believe it! Here I was, actually rubbing my sister’s breasts! Oh, god, I thought I was going to wind up passing out from the pure joy and excitement of it!
After about ten minutes Casey said, “Ok, Connor, that’s probably enough.”

“Ok.” I sat back, trying to hide my hard-on.

She sat up and reached for her shirt and bra. “That was real nice. Same time tomorrow?”

“Ok.”

She got up and walked away, and I spent most of the rest of the day masturbating myself silly.

* *

A few more days went by. My sister got into the habit of coming into my bedroom, pulling off her shirt and bra and laying down on my bed for me to massage her. I’d start on her back and then finish off on her front. Usually I’d get about ten to fifteen minutes of rubbing her breasts before she got up and left. It was a very nice thing!

One morning, she came into my bedroom earlier than usual and poked me on the shoulder until I woke up.

“Mmmm?” I said, blinking up at her. She was already topless.

“Sorry to wake you up, but can I get my massage now? I got stuff to do later.”

“Oh. Ok, just let me get some clothes on. I only got my boxers on right now.”

Casey shrugged. “I don’t care. Just wear only your boxers. It’s not like I haven’t seen you like that when we’re at the beach and stuff.”

“Oh. Ok.”

I got out of bed, taking a moment to try and hide my hard-on, as my sister got down and laid on my bed. I joined her and started working on my usual massage, trying to get up the nerve to ask her something. Finally I managed to brace myself.

“Hey, Casey.”

“Yeah?”

“Can I take off your skirt? That way I can work on your legs and stuff better.”

“Sure, ok.”

I unzipped her skirt and pulled it aside, feasting my eyes on her cute little panty-clad butt. Trying to stay calm and not rip them off her, I started working on everything I could touch outside the cloth. What I really wanted to do, of course, was slide my hand inside, but I figured there was no way I could get away with that.

I did figure, though, that I could probably get away with rubbing her butt. I figured if she had a problem with that, she’d speak up and it wouldn’t be a big deal. To my happiness, she didn’t say anything as my hands began to work down there. Needless to say I was one happy camper!

When Casey turned over, I worked on her breasts like usual and then let my hands work their way slowly down until I reached her panties. I worked all around them, trying to make her feel good like always. Then, taking a deep breath, I began to work on her hips, along the sides of her panties, feeling the soft fabric under my hands.

“Do you like what I’m doing?” I asked Casey softly.

“Yeah.”

“Ok.”

Uncertainly and slowly, I let my fingers dance across the front of her panties, moving them along just below her waistband. She twitched a little, but didn’t say anything. I kind of let my fingers roam around there for a little but and then slowly moved them down between her legs, feeling a little furrow under my fingertips.

A shudder went through my sister’s body, but again she didn’t say anything, so I worked my fingers around the outside of her panties just like I would if I was massaging anywhere else. Looking up at her face, I saw her eyes were closed and her mouth was open a little. I took these as pretty good signs.

I kept my fingers moving all over my sister’s panties, mostly concentrating on the little furrow between her legs. I also felt a small bump at the top of it, and she seemed to like having me rubbing there, so I did that lot, too.

As I did all this, I noticed that my sister’s body was tensing up and she seemed to be breathing much harder. Suddenly she clenched tight at my sheets and moaned a little as her whole body seemed to shudder and contract. It didn’t take a genius to realize I’d just given my sister an orgasm!

I pulled my hand away from Casey’s body once she was done climaxing, and sat back just kind of looking at her as she sat up, breathing hard.

“Well… that was the best massage ever, Connor…” she said with a little smile.

“Glad you liked it.”

“Same time tomorrow?”

“Ok,” I said, my heart leaping with joy.

* *

As it turned out, it wasn’t just the same time that next day, but it was every day for a couple weeks. It was always the same pattern. She’d wake me up. I’d massage her while in my underwear and eventually bring her to orgasm with my fingers on the outside of her panties.

One morning as I was working on my sister’s body, I got to the part where I was going to remove her skirt. As I pulled the fabric away, I got the shock of my life.

“Er… Casey?”

“Yeah?”

“You, uhm, forgot to put on panties.”

“Oh?” She kind of looked back at me and at her bare bottom. “Well, no big deal.”

“Oh. Ok.”

My hands were actually shaking as I began to work on my sister’s bare butt. Her skin was so soft and smooth. It felt much different from mine, or at least I thought it did. Not like I was thinking all that much, since my brains were currently seriously addled by hormones.

Then things got even better/worse when Casey rolled over, and now I had a great view of the heavenly paradise that lay between her legs. She had almost no hair; just a beautiful slit. I was so hypnotized I almost forgot to start massaging her.

But of course there was no way I was going to miss out on a chance to run my hands over her nude body. I did my usual work on her shoulders and breasts, arms and legs, but all I was really doing was killing time until I could finally get down to work on her vagina.

Finally, almost reluctantly, I moved my fingers down to the beautiful slit between my sister’s legs. The small hairs felt almost like velvet. As I ran my fingers down the little slit, I couldn’t help but notice how warm it was, and there seemed to be a slight bit of wetness, which I’d seen before on her panties.

Trying to stay as calm as I could I worked my fingers up and down the slit, concentrating on the little bump at the top, working it all pretty much like I did when she was wearing panties. She seemed to be enjoying it.

“Connor?”

“Yeah?”

“Uhm. You’re kind of… sticking out.” She pointed.

I looked down. My penis was sticking up out of the fly of my boxers.

“Oh. Sorry,” I said, turning bright red.

I reached down and started to try and put it away when Casey said, “Well, I mean, it’s not like it’s a big deal. I just wanted to make sure you knew it was happening.”

“Oh. So… it’s ok like it is?”

“Sure, I guess.”

“Ok.” Leaving my penis poking up out of my boxers, I went back to work on my sister’s vagina, trying to give her as much pleasure as I could, like always. In the back of my mind (well, actually, more like the front), I was now extremely aware of the fact that my bare penis was less than two feet away from my sister’s vagina. God, this was hot!

As my fingers explored around Casey’s vagina, I came to one spot that felt especially wet. Thinking I might know what it was, I gently poked a finger against it, and was only slightly surprised when it began to slide down into my sister’s body.

Casey let out a little moan as my finger entered her vagina. “Oh, that feels nice…”

“It does?”

“Yeah.”

By now my finger was all the way inside her. I moved it in and out a little. I was blown away by the texture and kept thinking how awesome it would feel to have my penis inside there.

“How about this?” I asked, as I fingered her some more.

“Oh, yeah, that’s even nicer…”

As I fingered my sister, I moved my other hand up to wrap around my penis. I stroked slowly, wanting not to cum yet, since I didn’t know how Casey would react to my sperm spraying out onto her nude body.

A couple times as I fingered Casey, I saw her open her eyes a little and look at me masturbating. She didn’t say anything, though both times I felt a little shudder go through her body and felt her vagina clutching at my finger as she watched me.

Eventually I had to stop jerking, or I was going to wind up cumming. Instead I concentrated on making my sister feel good and trying to get her to cum. It took me less than two minutes of effort for that to occur, giving her a nice shaking, shuddering climax. She even moaned a little as she came.

Once she was done cumming, my sister smiled at me. “Thanks, Connor.”

“You’re welcome,” I said. I wanted to do more with her, but she was already reaching for her clothes.

Once she was dressed she started to leave, but paused by the door. “You know, Connor… tomorrow, you can just not wear your boxers if you want. It might be easier for you.”

“Oh.” I blinked in slight surprise. “Ok.”

“Ok. See you in the morning.”

“Yeah.”

Shortly after that, I managed to have two orgasms in under twenty minutes.

* *

Four days went by like this. Casey started just coming into my bedroom naked in the mornings. I was sleeping nude now, so once she was in there, I’d get out of bed, she’d lie down, and I’d start giving her the usual massage, always ending in her having a good orgasm.

On the fifth day, which was a Thursday, I was busy rubbing at my sister’s vagina with one hand and stroking my penis with the other, like usual, when an idea hit. I knew at this point how to basically make my sister feel good, and there was something I’d read about on the internet, and seen in porn, that I wanted to try, cause I thought it might be especially nice for her.

I let go of my penis and moved around so that my face was down between my sister’s legs. I saw her open her eyes for a moment and then close them. I didn’t know if she knew what I had in mind.

Once I was comfortable, with my face only a couple inches from my sister’s vagina, I stuck out my tongue and touched it to the little bump at the top of her slit (her clitoris, I’d learned it was called). I ran my tongue all over it for several seconds, hearing her whimper faintly as I did so.

Knowing that was a good sign, I worked a finger inside her vagina and kept licking everything I could. I was so horny at this point, I could barely think, and was instinctively grinding my penis against the bed as I pleasured my sister, desperately wishing that part of me was inside her instead of just my finger.

“Oh… oh, Connor… please keep doing that…”

Never one to argue, I did as I was told, my tongue flicking out against my sister’s clitoris as my finger worked around inside her vagina. After a few more minutes of this, she started to cum, her hands grabbing at the back of my head and pushing my face against her crotch as she very loudly moaned with the total bliss of orgasm.

Once Casey was done cumming, she smiled up at me and in a ragged voice said, “Wow… that was the best ever, Connor.”

I wiped my face on the blanket, smiled at my naked little sister and said, “Thanks.”

Shyly, Casey said, “Come here and hug me.” She held her arms open.

“Ok.”

I leaned down and put my arms around my sister as she wrapped hers around mine. He hugged tight, her small breasts pressed against my bare chest and, notably, my hard penis brushing very lightly against her nearly hairless vagina. I held her tight, feeling more in love with her now than ever before.

“Connor?” Casey said after a moment.

“Yeah?”

To my never ending shock and surprise, she reached down and took hold of my penis, pressing the tip up against her vagina.

“Go real slow, ok? I haven’t done it in a few months,” she said as she spread her legs high and wide, letting the tip of my penis slip just slightly into her.
I lifted my face up and looked down at my sister. “Really?”

“Yeah.” She licked her lips and looked almost as nervous as I felt. “Just don’t cum in me, ok?”

“Ok.”

Looking directly into my sister’s eyes, I pushed forward and down, feeling my hard fourteen-year-old virgin penis slide slowly, smoothly and entirely down into her wonderfully warm, wet, tight, twelve-year-old vagina. I nearly wanted to scream as the last part slid into her. God, it was heavenly!

My sister moved her hand away from between our bodies and up onto my butt. “Go slow at first, ok?”

“Ok.”

I closed my eyes and buried my head in my sister’s shoulder as I fucked her for the first time. I still couldn’t believe she was really letting me do this! Hell, she wasn’t just letting me, she’d basically asked me to! Oh, god, it was so incredible!

I propped myself up onto my shoulders after a minute or so, moving my hips in an ever faster motion. I knew I was going to cum soon, and I really wanted to, but I also wanted this first time fucking to last as long as it could.

Far sooner than I wanted to, though, I felt myself starting to cum. The first shot of sperm went into my sister’s vagina, but I very quickly pulled out and let the rest fire off onto the blanket, hoping she wouldn’t notice the bit that had gone into her. To say it was the best orgasm of my life would be an understatement!

Once I was done cumming, I collapsed on top of my sister. She wrapped her arms around me and held me for a few moments. Then, after giving me a little kiss on the cheek, she got off my bed and left my bedroom saying, “See you tomorrow.”

We fell into a new routine after that. It was pretty much the same as before, except that after each massage, after I’d made her cum, she’d let me fuck her until I came, though I was always careful to pull out each time. We never had sex other than those mornings, despite my broadly hinting, and one time flat-out asking.
This happy state of affairs continued for about six months. It was one of the most wonderful, incredible times in my life. Sadly it all came to end one morning in early winter when, unable to hold back, I wound up cumming inside my sister’s vagina.

There’d been a number of times when, like the first time, I’d started to cum inside her and fired off one or two shots, but I was always able to pull out and let almost all of it, if not all, splatter onto the blanket. But this one time I hadn’t been able to stop. I came inside my sister, and it was the best orgasm I’d ever had, even better than the first one I’d had when we fucked!

After I was done cumming, I looked down into Casey’s eyes and saw a hurt expression on her face. I knew at that point that our early-morning assignations were at an end. I apologized for cumming in her, and she accepted that, but then she left and never once set foot in my bedroom again.

I still love my sister, but now my love has slowly morphed into a more “normal” sibling love, instead of sibling lust. I eventually found myself a girlfriend and then moved onto a series of regular relationships before getting married at twenty-four.

I think fondly back on those times with my sister, and even though I’ve never talked about them with her, I think she looks back on them well, too. She’s never expressed an interest in resuming our relationship, and frankly at this point if she asked, I don’t know if I would want to.

But when I was thirteen and in love, it was a glorious thing.

END

Copyright 2008 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

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Welfare Christmas


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October 16, 2008

Welfare Christmas
By
Alex Hawk

I woke up early. It was just before four in the morning. I was pretty excited It was Christmas morning, and I was eager to see what waited for me under the tree. My last Christmas before I would be a teenager. I hoped it would be a good one, but I wasn’t sure. Dad had been hurt on the job back in August. Mom had a job with the DMV, but it didn’t pay much, and money had been pretty tight. I knew we’d even had to go on food stamps. Hopefully we’d still get some good presents, though.

I slept naked, so when I got out of bed, I had to pull on a nightgown. I didn’t bother with panties. I didn’t plan to be awake very long. Just long enough to go out, take a look at the tree, the presents and the stocking and then get back to bed.

As I crept out of my bedroom and down the hall, I heard some soft noises from the living room. Surely my parents weren’t just now putting the presents out? I peeked around the corner. No, it wasn’t them. It was my thirteen-year-old brother, Talbot. He was wearing only a pair of tighty-whities and was currently rustling a package under the tree.

One of very few packages, I thought glumly. I counted only a handful, and the stockings up on the wall looked pretty empty. I slowly crept towards my brother and softly whispered, “Hey.”

Talbot jumped a little but turned to look at me. “Oh, hey, Megan.”

“Not much, huh?” I asked, looking over the sad collection of gaily wrapped gifts.

He shook his head. “Looks like about five things for you and me. Only one each for Mom and Dad.”

I sighed. “That’s pretty sad.”

“I know.”

I put my hand on my brother’s bare shoulder as we stood there in the living room, just looking over everything. Finally I said, “You wanna go hang out in my room for a bit? I don’t think I can get back to sleep right now.”

“Yeah, ok.”

Talbot and I walked to my bedroom and shut the door. I turned on my nightlight, which cast a warm, comforting glow about the room. We sat down on my bed.

“I wish Dad hadn’t gotten hurt,” I said after a bit.

“I know, me, too. Everything’s sucked since then.”

“Yeah.” I sighed. “I feel bad about how few presents we’re getting, but then I feel bad about feeling bad about that, you know?”

Talbot nodded. “Yeah, I’m there with you.” He put an arm around my shoulder. I shivered a little. “You ok?” he asked.

I shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe. Yeah. I guess so. I’m kind of cold, though.”

“Me, too.”

I looked at the bed we were sitting on. Not even thinking about the fact that I was wearing only a thin nightgown and my brother was only in his underwear, I said, “You wanna get under the blanket with me? That way we’ll both be warmer.”

“Ok, sure.”

I pulled back the blanket and my brother and I got under it, pulling it up over our shivering bodies. My brother put his arm around my shoulder and snuggled up against him, savoring the warmth from his almost naked body.

“So what do you think we got?” Talbot asked.

“I don’t know. You were the one who actually got a close look at everything. What do you think we got?”

“I know I got some sort of clothes. I think you did, too. I think we each got a book or two, too.”

“That’s cool at least.”

“Yeah.”

We laid there quietly for a bit and then I said, “I hope we at least have a good Christmas dinner.”

“I’m sure we will. I heard Dad telling Mom that some people were going to bring us a turkey and some other stuff.”

“Like from a food bank?” I asked after a bit. We’d learned a lot about such things lately.

“Yeah, probably.”

I sighed. “That sucks.”

“I know.”

Feeling an odd need for physical contact, I turned around and said to my brother, “Talbot? Would you give me a hug?”

“Sure.” Talbot turned onto his side and we hugged each other tight. It was very strange feeling his body pressed against me when neither of us were wearing a great deal of clothing. I felt his bare back under my hands, his chest pressed against mine, our legs tangled together, and a strange pressure from the region of his underpants.

“Thanks,” I said as we broke the hug. “That was pretty nice.”

“Yeah,” Talbot said with a little laugh. “Well, just let me know if you need another one.”

Quietly I said, “Well… I wouldn’t mind another.”

“Oh? Well, ok.”

My brother and I turned towards each other and started hugging again. It felt so comforting. All the troubles of our family seemed to just melt away as I laid there with him. This time, though, as we hugged I was aware that my nightgown had ridden up a little. I could feel my brother’s bare thigh resting against mine. It was incredibly nice.

We stopped hugging again and laid there side-by-side, just enjoying each other’s company. I shifted around a little, feeling my nightgown ride up some more. Just as I realized that, though, another thought intruded.

“Oh, Talbot? I just remembered. I got a Christmas present for you.”

“You did?”

“Yeah.”

“Cool, what is it?”

I smiled at my brother in the weak light from the nightlight. “You’ll have to wait until later to find out. I still have to put it under the tree.”

“Aw… well, ok.” Talbot was quiet for a few moments and then said, “I’m sorry, Megan. I didn’t get you anything, really.”

“That’s ok,” I said. “I hadn’t really expected you to. I know you didn’t have any money. I didn’t, either, but I made you a little something.”

“That was very nice of you. I really, really wish I’d done something for you.”

I smiled again and turned towards him once more. “Just having you here with me is nice, Talbot.”

Talbot smiled back and pulled me to him, giving me another tight hug. I responded in kind and then became very, very aware of something.

My nightgown had ridden up enough that now my entire lower body was exposed. This most certainly included my nearly hairless vagina. As we hugged, I could feel a bulge in my brother’s underwear that was now rubbing against me down there. It didn’t take too much brain power to figure out what the bulge was. Little tingles went through my body as I became aware of this new contact.

I sort of lifted up my right leg and draped it over my brother’s waist, bringing my vagina into direct contact with his bulge. I didn’t even really think about doing it; it was just basically instinctive. I drew in a soft breath at how good it felt.

“Something wrong, Megan?” Talbot asked.

“No,” I whispered, shaking my head. “No, nothing’s wrong. I’m just… I really like this, you know?”

“Me, too.” Talbot swallowed audibly and said, “I think your nightgown might be riding up a little, though.”

“I know,” I said. “That’s why I don’t ever wear it when I’m sleeping.”

“So why are you wearing it now?” he asked, sounding half-joking.

I laughed a little back. “Well, I’m not wearing anything under it.” I was quiet for a little bit and then said, “But if you don’t mind that, I’ll take it off?”

“Oh.” After a moment of silence, Talbot said, “Well, if you want to take it off, that would be ok, sure. I mean, it’s your bed.”

“Yeah.” I thought about it for a bit and then said, “Alright.” I sat up abruptly and worked my way out of my nightgown, tossing it onto the floor. I felt my brother’s eyes on my exposed breasts as I did so.

“Is that better?” Talbot asked as I got back under the blanket.

“Yeah, much. You wanna hug some more?”

“Sure!” he said with real enthusiasm.

My brother and I embraced once more, this time my totally nude body against his mostly naked one. The feeling of my bare chest against his was mind blowing. I was really having a good time! The fact that Christmas was somewhat sucky as far as presents went now retreated back to the edge of my mind.

“I’ve never been in a bed with a naked girl before,” Talbot said in a playful tone.

I giggled. “Yeah, well, I’ve never been naked in bed with a boy.” I ran my finger along the waistband of his underwear and with a faint tremble in my voice, I said, “Do you usually wear these when you sleep?”

“No. I usually sleep naked,” he replied quietly.

After a minute or two of tense silence I said to him, “Well, if you want to… you can take them off…?”

“Alright,” Talbot said after a bit. He pulled away from me and wiggled around. Then I saw him toss his underwear onto the floor. We were now both naked in my bed. “You wanna hug again?”

“Sure.”

This time as our bodies came into contact, I felt what I knew was my brother’s hard penis pressing against my bare thigh. It was very cool. I wondered what it looked like, and what it would be like to touch it? I was willing to bet it would be really nice.

“Can I try laying on top of you while we hug?” Talbot asked.

“Sure,” I said without any hesitation. I rolled over onto my back and my brother got on top of me, his body resting between my spread legs and his penis now rubbing directly against my vagina.

Now as we resumed our hugging there was a definite sexual element to it. Well, there would have to be. We were both naked, my legs were spread, my brother was on top of me, and we were nearly in position to fuck. How could it not be sexual?

And for some reason this didn’t bug me at all. I knew what we were doing wasn’t exactly right. But it felt really good, and I kind of needed this sort of touching. The last several months had been really hard, and Christmas looked to be basically sucky. At least I was getting some comfort from all this.

Then Talbot started swiveling his hips a little, his penis rubbing repeatedly against my vagina as he ground against me. Those little sparks of pleasure I’d noticed before were now going off full-blast inside my brain, radiating up from my vagina and going all through the rest of my body.

“God, this is nice,” I whispered to my brother.

“Oh, yeah,” he whispered back, a little out of breath.

I reached down to cup Talbot’s butt as he kept rubbing against me. I felt the muscles moving under his smooth, soft skin. It was so sweet… so relaxing…

Talbot propped himself up on his elbows and looked down at me. “You really look nice, Megan.”

“Thanks. You, too.”

He looked down at my chest and lifted up one of his hands, cupping it around one of my small breasts. He massaged it for a little, and in a shy voice said, “Can I kiss it?”

“Sure, if you want.”

Talbot leaned his face down and very gently kissed my nipple. He kissed around the whole area, and then started sucking on it a little. It was one of the best things I’d ever felt in my entire life! I could have just spent all day letting my brother suck on me.

Then Talbot sat up and pulled the blanket off our bodies. This was fine with me, since I was feeling more than a little warm. He took a moment as he was sitting up to look my naked body over and I took the same chance to check him out. His body looked very nice, especially his penis, which was sticking straight up from his body.

“Wow, you look… so cool,” I whispered to him.

“You, too,” my brother replied as he looked down between my legs. He put one of his hands on one of my breasts again and started slowly massaging it. Then he began moving the hand down, down, down, pausing just above my crotch. Then, almost inevitably, he ran a couple fingers down onto my vagina. He just moved them down the slit, didn’t try to stick them in or anything. Just touched. It was even more fantastic than what had happened before.

As my brother’s fingers played across my vagina, I gave into my own temptation and reached out a hand, brushing a couple fingers against his penis. It was very warm to the touch. Hard and soft at the same time. I liked it right away!

“Can we hug some more?” Talbot asked suddenly.

“Ok,” I said. I spread my legs wide as my brother settled on top of me, his penis resting right against my vagina.

There was more urgency in our movements together now; Talbot grinding his penis against my vagina as I wiggled around underneath him. We’d crossed a bridge together, but we didn’t have any idea where it would take us, but neither of us could wait to find out.

Then something magical happened as we kept dry-humping together. My brother’s thrusts brought the tip of his penis directly into contact with the entrance to my vagina. I felt it slide into me just a little bit. Not much. Just a little. But it was something important.

Talbot looked down into my eyes. I looked up into his. Neither of us said anything. We didn’t really need to. For the first time in my life, I was really communicating to someone without using any words at all.

My brother must’ve seen what he wanted to in my eyes. He nodded slightly and I felt the tip of his penis press into me a little. There was a sensation of pressure against me down there, and more than a little bit of pleasure, too.

Talbot closed his eyes and pushed a little harder against me. I felt a little of the shaft of his erection slide inside of me. I have no idea how much was in me, but it felt wonderful, though there was just a slight bit of pain. It was overwhelmed by the pleasure.

On top of me, Talbot shifted around, and I felt him pull back. He moved forward again, then back and then forth, as my brother slowly worked his thirteen-year-old virgin penis all the way inside my tight twelve-year-old virgin vagina. By the time he stopped, he was completely inside me. He let out a low, shuddering breath and looked into my eyes once again.

We simply stared at each other, wide-eyed and taken completely aback by what we were doing. Then Talbot leaned down and gently pressed his lips against mine. I kissed him back and held him tight against me, savoring the sensation of his hard teenage penis resting inside my young vagina.

After Talbot broke the kiss, he started moving on top of me again, his penis sliding back and forth inside me. The pain I’d experienced as he first started entering me as now replaced by a feeling of complete fullness and pleasure within my preteen vagina. Now as my brother and I made love for the first time, I just felt unbelievably happy and closer to him than I’d ever felt before.

The pace of my brother’s thrusts into me started to increase. Soon he was fucking me pretty hard and breathing just as hard. Then he grunted, screwed his eyes shut, and stopped moving. I felt his penis start twitching inside my vagina and swore that I could feel a faint splashing sensation of liquid spurting into me. My brother’s sperm.

Realizing that my brother was cumming inside me was enough to push me over the edge. I held his naked, sweaty body tight against my own as my vagina convulsed around his penis, experiencing my first ever orgasm with a boy.

After we were both done with our orgasms, Talbot got off me, his penis withdrawing from my vagina. Again we exchanged no words, just laid there on my bed together, naked, kissing and holding each other as we basked in the afterglow. What I had expected to be the worst Christmas of my life had instead ended up being the best Christmas I could have ever hoped for.

END

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Incest is Best

August 18, 2009

Incest is Best
By
Alex Hawk

It was summer vacation and I was sitting in the living room watching television when my thirteen-year-old brother, Spencer, walked in. He looked at me for a moment and then sat down next to me. He seemed nervous, but I didn’t know why.

“Hey, Cassidy,” he said after a bit.

“What?”

“Can I ask you a favor?”

“Sure.” I loved my older brother and I’d do anything for him. Through the eleven years of my life, he’d always been there for me.

“Ok.” Spencer ran his fingers through his hair. “Well. Uhm. Ok, this is kind of a tough favor to ask.”

“Just ask,” I said. “I promise I’ll do it.”

“Don’t promise like that,” he warned. “You might not want to do it and I don’t want you to unless you really want to.”

“Ok, Spencer. What is it?”

“Well… ok, uhm. Are you into boys yet?”

I nodded. “Yeah, a little. There’s this boy named Jordan that I met at school last year that I really like. We even kissed a few times!” I confided.

Spencer smiled, showing his braces. “Cool. Cool. Well, ok. Uhm. So you know what boys and girls do together? You know, like other than kissing?”

It took me a moment, then I said, “Oh, wait. You mean sex?”

Spencer blushed. “Yeah.”

“Ok, what about it?”

“Well, you haven’t done it yet, right?”

I laughed. “No, of course not! All I did was kiss Jordan!”

“Yeah, well. Ok. Well, I haven’t done it yet, either.”

“Ok.”

“But one of my friends has. You know Gary, right? Well, he’s started doing it with his girlfriend.”

“Cool, I guess,” I said, feeling vaguely jealous for some reason. Spencer’s friend Gary was thirteen and really cute. I had a brief mental image of him naked on top of me and a tingle of pleasure went through my vagina, a part of my body I’d recently started to get very familiar with each night.

“He says it’s really fun and both of them like doing it. But they’re afraid of maybe having a baby, so they don’t do it as much as he wants.”

“Ok,” I said, having no idea where this is going.

“You haven’t, uhm… you haven’t started your… you know… periods, right?” he asked, blushing some more.

“No.”

“Ok. Have you thought about trying it with a boy?”

“Well, I think about it sometimes, yes,” I admitted. “But I don’t know if I will anytime soon.”

“Ok, but when you try it, you don’t want to get pregnant, right?”

“Of course not.”

“Ok. Well, if you start doing it before you have your periods, you can do it and not worry, cause you can’t get pregnant yet.”

“Really?” I asked. I hadn’t heard that before, but I thought about it a little and it did make sense.

“Really! So if you wanted to, you could try it and not worry.”

“Hmmm…” I thought about that for a bit and found that I kind of liked the idea.

“So do you think you’d want to try it?” Spencer asked into my thoughts. “Gary and his girlfriend both say it’s a lot of fun.”

“Maybe, if I found the right boy.”

“What would make him right?”

“Well, he’d have to be cute, and I’d have to really love him.”

“Anything else?”

I thought for a moment. “I don’t know. I’d have to trust him, too, I guess.”

“Of course.”

“Spencer, why are you asking me this stuff?”

Blushing once more, Spencer said, “Well. I mean, I haven’t done it yet and you haven’t done it yet so…” Taking a deep breath he said, “Well, the favor I was going to ask is if you’d like to, you know, try it. With me.”

My mind blanked for a second, and then caught up with me. “Wait, what? You mean, like, try sex with you?”

“Yeah. If you wanted to,” he added hurriedly. “I mean, we can both see what it’s like, and it’s supposed to be a lot of fun. Plus you can’t get pregnant yet, so there wouldn’t be any worries there.”

I wrinkled my nose. “But you’re my brother. Plus I’m only eleven.”

“So? Gary is thirteen and his girlfriend is twelve. And so we’re brother and sister, but so what? That’s only a problem when people can have babies and you’re not able to yet.”

“Yeah, but still.”

“Plus, I mean, I know I’m not really cute, but I’m not bad looking right?” I had no choice but to not, cause actually he was really cute. “And I know you love me, and I love you. I love you a lot. Plus we trust each other, right?”

“Yeah,” I said, slowly.

“So?” he persisted. “I mean, it can’t hurt anything, right?”

I shook my head. “I don’t know, Spencer.”

“I just thought that, you know, since you can’t get pregnant yet, and since we love each other, and since you said your first time you wanted with someone you love, and we trust each other and you’re really pretty and I thought maybe you’d want to try it. Like as a favor or something.”

I felt kind of bad for him. “Well, look, Spencer, I love you, too and I do trust you and stuff. It’s just kind of, I don’t know, like a surprise that you’d ask me this.”

“I don’t see why. You’re really pretty, Cassidy. You must have lots of boys at school hitting on you and stuff.”

Now it was my turn to blush. “No, I don’t. I’m not that pretty.”

“You are,” he insisted. “Otherwise I wouldn’t want to try it with you.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. I mean, it’ll be my first time, too, and I want it to be with someone special. Someone like you.” He reached out and brushed a bit of hair out of my face, sending a shiver through my body.

“Yeah,” I said, unsure what else to say.

“So how about it? Maybe we can try it slow at first and see how it goes? Gary told me a lot of things that will make it feel really, really good for you.”

“I don’t know…”

“Please?” Spencer begged. “We can see what it’ll be like. I’m sure it’ll be fun. Come on, please let’s just try it?”

I bit my bottom lip. Somewhat surprisingly, I was actually tempted. He made some good arguments and like any girl my age, I was really curious about sex, but…

“Come on, please?” Spencer put his hands on the bottom of my shirt and slowly began to lift it up. “It’ll be really fun and I’ll go super-slow, I promise.”

“I don’t know, Spencer…”

“Here, let me do this.” He had my shirt up all the way now. He leaned forward and gently kissed, then lightly sucked, on one of my bare nipples (I was puffing slightly, but nowhere near needing a bra). A shock of pleasure went through my body at the touch of his lips. He lifted his face up and rubbed the nipple gently with his fingers.

“How does that feel?”

“Really nice,” I admitted.

“Let me take it off.”

“Ok.”

My brother pulled my t-shirt the rest of the way off me and, cooing about how beautiful he thought I was, started taking turns first kissing, then licking, and then sucking each of my nipples. Whatever one he wasn’t doing things to with his mouth, he was working on with his fingers.

I lay back and let the pleasure sweep through me, very surprised at how good it felt, and wow, did it feel good!

Spencer lifted his face up. “Do you like this, Cassidy?”

“Yeah, it’s pretty nice,” I admitted.

“Cool.” He moved his face back down and as he did so, I felt one of his hands come to rest on my thigh. He moved it up until it was resting between my legs, rubbing at my vagina through the fabric of my jeans. It didn’t feel as good as what he was doing to my nipples, but it was still nice.

Then my heart began to beat a little faster as I felt my brother starting to unbutton my jeans. Once that was done, he unzipped them and then sat back a little.

“Lift up so I can take off your jeans,” he said.

I hesitated for a moment, but then lifted my body up. My brother slowly removed my jeans and panties, leaving me fully naked in front of him. I felt embarrassed, but I was determined to go through this.

After my brother set my jeans and panties aside he sat back and looked down at my bare, still hairless, slit. “Wow,” he said. “That’s just beautiful!”

I giggled a little at Spencer’s enthusiasm. “Glad you like it, I guess.” It was weird being naked in front of a boy. Of course that boy was my brother, so it shouldn’t be a big deal, but on the other hand, my brother was going to fuck me, so it kind of was.

“Yeah, I do. In fact, I think I will give it a little kiss.”

With that my brother dropped his head down between my legs and planted a kiss just above my clitoris. Then he began kissing slowly down until he reached the entrance to my vagina. Once there, he started licking, and I entered a whole new level of pleasure.

Then just as I’d thought things were as good as they were going to get, Spencer started to dart his tongue into my vagina. He’d stick it in, lick around a little, then pull it out and repeat it. I couldn’t believe he was doing it, or how wonderful it felt!

“Oh, Spencer,” I whispered. “Oh, that’s so nice…”

My brother raised his head and grinned at me. “Good.” I then felt a faint pressure as he touched his pinkie to my vagina. “Have you ever fingered yourself?”

“What?”

“You know, stuck a finger in here.”

“Oh. Yes.”

“Cool.”

With that Spencer licked his pinkie and pressed it against my vagina, sliding it slowly into me. He worked it back and forth until it was all the way inside, then bowed his head and started licking again.

I squirmed with delight, thinking to myself that if I’d known sex stuff was going to feel this nice, I might’ve done a lot more with Jordan than just kissing him! Oh, this was so wonderful!

Then it got even better as Spencer began switching fingers. He’d started with his pinkie, but then he’d taken that out and replaced it with his index finger, then removed that and put in his ring finger. Now he’d take that out and had his middle finger inside my vagina as he kept licking my clitoris. It was incredible!

Spencer then wiped his mouth off with his free hand and began kissing a trail up my body. He paused long enough to lick and suck each of my nipples and then began kissing me on my mouth, working his tongue inside after a few seconds, all the while continuing to work his finger around inside my vagina. It felt weird a couple times when my tongue touched his braces, but mostly I liked it.

Then to my unhappiness, Spencer stopped kissing me and pulled his finger out of my vagina. I wondered for a moment what was wrong, but then he stood up next to the couch and started undressing. When he pulled down his underwear, I got a look at the first penis I’d ever seen; the penis that was going to take my virginity. My brother’s penis. A shiver of anticipation mixed with fear went through me as I looked at it.

“Let’s get on the floor,” Spencer suggested.

“Ok,” I said, moving down to the floor, my eyes fixed on his penis the entire time.

Spencer spread my legs slightly and lay down on top of me, his penis resting against my vagina. He held his weight up with one arm as he wrapped the other around me and started kissing me again.

I kissed him back, now really enjoying the sensations my body was experiencing; the slight weight of my brother’s naked body on top of mine, the way his penis rubbed against my vagina, the way my almost not-yet-there breasts rubbed against his chest, and of course the way our mouths touched. It was like visiting Heaven while still alive.

“Alright, Cassidy,” Spencer said in a soft voice after a few minutes of us kissing like this. “I’m gonna try to put it in you now, ok?”

I bit my lower lip and felt a massive wave of hesitation hit me. “Are you sure I can’t get pregnant?”

“No, you can’t,” he said, reaching between our bodies. He took his penis in hand and started rubbing it up and down along my vagina. “It might hurt a tiny bit at first when it goes in, though. Just until your body is used to it.”

“Oh.”

“We don’t have to do it if you don’t want to, but I’d really, really like to,” he said, a look of pleading in his eyes. He smiled a little. “It’s ok if you’re nervous; I am, too.”

“You are?”

“Yeah, well, this is my first time, too,” Spencer pointed out.

“Oh, yeah, it is.” I’d almost forgotten that in the haze of hormones going through my young body. “Well… ok, but go really slow so it doesn’t hurt, ok?”

“I will,” Spencer promised. Then he looked thoughtful. “In fact, how about if you get on top? That way you can control how fast it goes in. Gary told me that’s what he and his girlfriend did their first time.”

I nodded. “Ok, that sounds like a good idea.”

Spencer got off me and lay down on the floor next to me. I got up and straddled his waist, taking his penis in my hand. It was the first time I’d ever touched one. It was very warm and had this hard, yet still slightly soft, feel to it. I liked it!

“Ok,” Spencer said in a ragged voice. “I’m ready when you are. Don’t take too much time, though. If you keep holding me like that, I’ll probably cum pretty soon.”

“Ok.” I took my brother’s penis and placed it so that the tip was against my vagina. Taking a deep breath, I said, “Ok, here we go.”

“Ok.”

I pushed downward. At first nothing happened; all I felt was a slight pressure between my legs. But then, after a few seconds, my brother’s thirteen-year-old virgin penis began to slide ever so slowly into my hairless, eleven-year-old virgin vagina. I lifted up a little to steady myself, and tried to ignore a bit of pain, then bore down again, until he was all the way inside me.

I grinned a little. I had a boy’s penis inside me! Now I felt like a woman, and not some little pre-teen girl.

“Oh… oh, Cassidy… we aren’t virgins anymore,” Spencer moaned. “Oh, that feels so good.”

“Yeah, it does,” I said, wincing a little as another twinge of pain went through me. It wasn’t bad, but it was there. I moved a little to steady myself on top of my brother and felt his penis shift inside me. That sent a bit of pleasure through me, so I did it again, and soon was riding him like a horse. Well, maybe a pony.

“Oh… oh… don’t stop… I’m gonna… oh… god!” Spencer put his hands on my hips and pushed hard inside me, lifting me off the ground a bit. I felt his penis start to pulse inside me. From the way he was reacting, I figured he was shooting his sperm into me. I really hoped he was right about me being too young to get pregnant.

Once Spencer was done shooting into me, he relaxed and exhaled sharply. Then he said, “Don’t move… for a bit… ok?”

“Ok,” I said, perfectly content to sit there with his still-hard penis inside me.

“Wow,” he managed to gasp out after a bit. “That was… so good…”

I grinned. “Yeah.” Then after a moment, “My legs are starting to hurt a little. Do you want to try being on top now?”

Spencer sat up a bit and looked at me. “Right now?”

“Yeah.”

“Ok, sure. No, don’t pull off,” he said as I started to. “Let’s do this instead.”

Spencer sat up all the way and wrapped his arms around me. Then he slowly rolled us over, keeping his penis inside me the entire time. Soon I was lying on my back, looking at his smiling face.

“There,” he said, moving his penis a little. “How’s that feel?”

“Really wonderful.”

“Cool. I’m gonna try moving, then,” my brother said and started slowly moving on top of me, sliding his teenage penis back and forth inside my pre-teen vagina. Each time he pushed into me, the base of his penis would hit my clitoris, sending new waves of pleasure through my body.

“How’s that?” he asked after a bit.

“That’s… oh, that’s much better…” I whispered, spreading my legs a little more and reaching back to cup my brother’s ass as he fucked me. It was a wonderful repeat of what I’d gone through earlier when he’d been on top of me, only now there was a look of total bliss on his face and his penis was inside me where it belonged. I was so happy I’d agreed to do this with him! All my doubts and fears had faded completely away as I was lost in the pleasure of intercourse.

The pace of my brother’s movements inside of me began to quicken and he started breathing hard. At about the same time I felt my orgasm start, radiating out in waves of bliss that began at my vagina and circulated through my entire body, ending with me clutching tight to my brother’s naked body as I climaxed fully; my first-ever orgasm with a boy. It was so wonderful that I barely even noticed Spencer cumming inside me a few seconds later.

This time once Spencer was done cumming, he gave me a little kiss, then rolled off me, his penis leaving my vagina. I felt vaguely empty, but happy knowing that I could have it back inside me probably any time that I wanted.

I snuggled close to my brother, happy that we’d discovered a new activity we could do together. Apparently the old saying was true: incest is best!

END

Copyright 2009 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

Not much of a story, really, but I felt like writing it. Hope you guys liked it! Also, forgive me for the dreadful title. There’s no excuse.

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Dear Diary

October 19, 2008

Dear Diary
By
Alex Hawk

June 19 – 10:39pm
Mood: O_O

I saw Cole’s penis today!

I actually saw all of my older brother’s body, but that was his penis that really got my attention.

See, I’d gone in to the bathroom so that I could take a shower. I hadn’t realized that Cole had just gotten done taking a shower himself! He had just stepped out and was toweling his hair, and I got a good look at his whole body.

Cole is seventeen, plays a lot of sports, he’s in really good shape, and he looked really hot with water kind of dripping off his body and with his penis swinging between his legs as he toweled his hair. It was the most incredible thing I’d ever seen!

When Cole saw me there, I apologized to him and quickly scurried out. Soon as I was back in my bedroom, I started fingering like there was no tomorrow and when I came it was the BEST ORGASM EVER! It was soooo cool!

But since then I’ve started feeling a little guilty. I mean, this IS my own brother. Plus I’m only twelve. I shouldn’t be thinking about ANY boys like this, much less Cole.

Maybe I’m just a bad person.

June 22 – 8:03pm
Mood: ¬_¬

I feel really, really weird.

Ok, so Cole was outside a couple hours ago. He was mowing the lawn and didn’t have his shirt on. I was watching him from my bedroom window and THE WHOLE TIME he was down there, I kept touching myself and even fingering my vagina wondering what it would be like to feel my brother’s penis in me instead of just my finger. I actually came while looking at his bare chest!

I don’t know. I feel guilty and weird, but… it was also really fun thinking about Cole like that. I know it’s wrong, but I couldn’t resist it.

Maybe I should have my vagina filled in with cement…

JUNE 28 – 3:14am
MOOD: O_O

Man, I just did something really, REALLY bad!

So, like a half hour ago I was woken up by the sounds of Cole staggering home and going to his bedroom. I think he’d been out drinking. I tried to get back to sleep but I couldn’t, so I got up to go use the bathroom.

When I walked to the bathroom, I saw that Cole’s bedroom door was open just a little bit. When I looked inside I saw him lying on his bed, on his back, totally passed out and COMPLETELY NAKED! Before I could stop myself I’d opened his door and snuck inside.

When I was in his bedroom, I could see Cole’s body a little better from the crack of light coming out of the hallway. I crept quietly over to his bed and stood there, looking down at my brother’s naked body. Mostly I was looking at his penis.

It looked really strange. It was just laying there between his legs, just like it had been when I saw him getting out of the shower. I knew that for a boy to fuck a girl, his penis had to be hard and sticking up and Cole’s wasn’t like that. I wondered how they got that way.

As I looked down at Cole, naked like this, I reached down into my panties and started to rub at my vagina. When I sleep I only wear panties or sometimes a really long t shirt. Eventually I slid a finger up into myself, thinking about what it would be like to have my brother’s penis inside me.

So now is when I did the REALLY BAD THING! Just out of curiosity, and because I really wanted to know what it would feel like, I reached out with my other hand and ran a couple fingers along Cole’s penis. The skin felt really weird, but it was really cool, too.

Then I got a really big surprise, because Cole’s penis kind of jumped up and started to get really, really hard and big! I gotta say I actually got a little bit scared at this point, cause I quickly took my hand away and got out of his bedroom as fast as possible!

After I went to the bathroom I came back to my bedroom and fingered to an orgasm while thinking about Cole. From what little I’d seen of my brother’s penis I knew it was way too big to ever fit into my vagina, but I thought about it anyhow. For some reason I feel less guilty than before. I wonder why?

JULY 1 – 4:02am
MOOD: ^_^

Cole was out with his friends again tonight, and I tried my hardest to stay awake until he came home. I thought that maybe I might try to check him out again or something. But I fell asleep, which was a big bowl of suck.

It was ok, though, cause Cole made just enough noise when he came home that I woke up anyhow. This was like 45 minutes ago or so. I gave him some time to fall asleep and then I snuck out into the hallway once again.

Then I got a really annoying surprise! Cole’s door was shut.

So I’m standing out there in the hallway wearing only my panties and I’m trying to figure out what to do. Finally I just decided to quietly open up the door and creep into my brother’s bedroom. And that’s what I did! I was really happy he didn’t lock his door.

When I got inside Cole’s room I left the hallway door open just enough to let in some light and enough to make sure that I could leave quickly if I needed to. Thankfully Cole seemed to be just as passed out as he was last time, and he was sleeping naked again!

I moved over to the side of Cole’s bed and looked down at him. His penis was soft again. I reached out and touched it just like before and it got hard. Very cool. This time I wasn’t as surprised as I had been so I didn’t get scared or anything. In fact I kind of wrapped my hand around it and held it. It was… strange. But not like in a bad way. It felt very warm and very solid to hold.

So now I was really starting to wonder what it would feel like to have a penis inside me. I figured it would be a really long time before I got to learn that, but I DID have another thought that crossed my mind.

I pulled my panties down and off and then took Cole’s hand in mine. Very slowly I moved my brother’s hand until it was rubbing against my vagina and then I stuck out his middle finger and gradually worked it up inside me.

Now THIS felt really, REALLY good! I sort of moved it back and forth within my vagina, really getting into the fact that, for the first time, I had a boy inside me! I mean, ok, so the boy was my older brother, he was asleep and the part of him that was in me was just his middle finger, but still!

After a couple moments of this, I figured I had pushed my luck as far as I could. For all I knew Cole could wake up at any point and then I’d be really screwed. Well, not really, but you get the idea. I let his finger slide out of me, grabbed my panties and snuck back into my bedroom, where my own finger replaced my brother’s and I had my fun!

I don’t really feel bad about what I did. I don’t know why. I mean, I should really feel bad about it, right?

JULY 6 – 1:56am
MOOD: ¬_¬

Cole came home just about an hour ago and when I thought he was asleep I crept into his bedroom, hoping for some more fun. But I was only in there for a few seconds before he started moving around and I thought he might be waking up, so I high-tailed it back here!
God, I feel like such a dork.

JULY 17 – 3:27am
MOOD: O_O

Cole’s been behaving and not coming home too late these days. But tonight he did! He crashed about an hour-and-a-half ago. I kept wanting to go in and have a look at him but I didn’t want to take a chance on him waking up.

So finally I thought it was enough time and I went into his bedroom. He’d left the door open a little once again and he’d passed out naked on his bed, just like before. Except this time he was face down. THAT sucked. I could see his butt, which looked pretty cool, but not his penis or anything. I was really disapointed and I left his bedroom and popped into the bathroom.

Well, on my way back from the bathroom I peeked into my brother’s bedroom again and, lucky me!, he’d turned over! Now not only could I see his penis, but I could see that it was even already hard! So I went back into his bedroom and stripped out of my panties and stood there naked, fingering myself while I looked at Cole’s cute body!

I wanted to do what I’d done before. I wanted to put my brother’s finger into my vagina while I played around with his penis, but I didn’t know if I could get away with that again, so I started to think about other ideas.

What I really wanted to find out was what it would feel like to have Cole’s penis touching my vagina. Not going into me, of course, but just touching me. It would be really, really hard to do without waking Cole up, but I thought I might take the chance.

So what I did was I sort of got onto my brother’s bed and kind of stood over his body. He had a really firm mattress, so this wasn’t all that difficult but it wasn’t easy, either. I was very happy I’d spent a lot of time taking ballet!

Now was the tough part. I held Cole’s erection up and settled myself down so that I was squating over him. I held him in one hand and with the other kept my body stable. I kept moving down until I felt the tip of my brother’s penis brush lightly against my vagina.

I can’t even begin to say what it felt like! It was like little sparks were going through my whole body! I sort of pushed down a little until I felt the tip of Cole’s penis poking against the entrance to my vagina. It felt good. It felt REALLY good. Doing my best to keep my balance and keep Cole right where he was, I let go of his erection and started rubbing my clitoris while trying to keep the tip against me.

This was just as difficult to do as it sounds. I was just starting to really get into it, though, when I kind of lost my balance just a tiny bit and felt the weird feeling of the tip of my brother’s penis start actually going into my vagina. Yeah! He actually started going inside me!

I stayed completely still at this point. I took my hand away from my clitoris and felt around. It seemed like all of the tip of Cole’s penis was inside me. It was the coolest thing I’d ever felt and it was enough to make me cum! Believe it or not, I had an orgasm like this! It was really hard not to make any noise and twitch all over the place, I still didn’t want to wake Cole up, of course, but I managed it somehow.

After I was done cumming, I quickly lifted myself up, feeling the tip of Cole’s penis pop out of me. I grabbed my panties and went back to my room and started writing this! Wow… what a night!

JULY 21 – 4:01am
MOOD: O_O

I’M NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE!
I’m like WAY too wound up to write anymore right now, so I’ll finish this up later, but I just wanted to say that! WOW!

JULY 21- 5:46pm
MOOD: ^_^

Ok, so like I said, I’m not a virgin anymore! Yay, me! Here’s what happened.

Cole came home late again, just like before, and went to his bedroom. I waited quite a while, as long as I could stand it, and finally went into his room where I found him lying on his bed, on his back, totally nude and already hard again. Very sweet.

Once my panties were off, I stood there naked in my brother’s room, just staring at his whole body. He looks SO hot naked! I didn’t bother to waste as much time as I had before. I just moved right over to his bed and climbed up there next to him, taking his penis in my hand and straddling his waist so that he was rubbing against me again.

And that was pretty much all I’d planned to do. I figured I’d just use my brother’s penis to masturbate with and by doing that I’d get to an orgasm. A very good idea, right?

So while I was rubbing the tip of Cole’s penis back and forth along the slit of my vagina I kept thinking about how good it had felt before when I’d had the tip up inside me. Well, the more I thought about the idea the more that I liked it.

So I settled myself over Cole’s penis, holding it straight up, and then slowly lowered myself down until I felt him start to poke into my vagina. Finally there was this odd little “pop” sensation and I felt all the tip once again entering me.

I took a deep breath at this point and tried to calm myself. I wanted to have an orgasm like this, but not really quickly, you know? I wanted to really enjoy this! But then I started to wonder. You know. What it might be like to have Cole’s penis all the way inside me.

Well, I suppose you can probably guess what happened now! I kind of lowered myself down a little more, feeling a bit more of my brother’s penis going into my virgin vagina. It felt like I was being stretched out and it was really strange, but I liked it, too. I went down a little more and soon had half of him inside me.

At that point I paused, trying to adjust to what was happening between my legs. All the fingering I’d done hadn’t been anything even close to what this felt like! I wanted to scream out with pleasure, but I knew that would probably wake up Cole and I couldn’t even begin to imagine how I’d get out of THAT situation! Trying to explain to your brother why you’re naked and straddling his naked body with half his penis stuffed into your vagina would be a little difficult.

But of course half wasn’t enough. I went down even further until finally I felt a faint tickle from Cole’s pubic hair. I had him all the way inside me! Every bit of my seventeen-year-old brother’s penis was stuck into my twelve-year-old vagina! And GOD did it feel good!

Now I was interested in cumming, so I started moving up and down on Cole’s penis, feeling it slide in and out of me. I got a bit of a shock, though, when I stopped moving at one point, but I could still feel Cole sliding around inside me. I looked down and realized that he was fucking me a little. I wondered if he was awake or anything, but he looked like he was still sleeping, so I guessed it must’ve just been like some instinct thing or something. I didn’t know for sure, but it felt good! I stopped moving entirely and just enjoyed the feeling of my brother fucking me in his sleep.

It wasn’t too much longer after that, that my vagina began contracting hard around my brother’s penis as my orgasm started. It was such an incredible orgasm! MUCH better than ANY I’d ever had before! My brain just like completely froze up as it happened!

Then Cole started fucking me a little harder. So hard that he was like lifting me up off the bed! Suddenly I felt his penis twitching inside me and there was this really weird feeling of warm splashing happening in my vagina. It seemed like Cole was having his orgasm, but I wasn’t completely sure.

What I was sure of, though, was that once Cole was done, he kind of fell back onto the bed and stopped moving. I very carefully got off him, feeling kind of empty as his penis slid out of my vagina, and grabbed my panties and went back to my bedroom.

When I got in here, I felt around my vagina and found this strange white liquid. I did some research on the Net and I found out this was Cole’s sperm. I nearly had a heart attack cause I suddenly knew my brother might’ve got me pregnant! Oh, well, there wasn’t much that I could do about it now, I guess.

So that’s what happend! I’m really, really happy that I got fucked by Cole. I wonder if I’ll be able to make it happen again?

AUGUST 2 – 2:11am
MOOD: ^_^

It happened again and this time it was even better!

So Cole got home like an hour ago and he was kind of drunk again. When I figured he was sleeping I went into his bedroom like usual and saw him laying there like he always was. Very, very nice to see!

I got naked and went over to Cole’s bed, taking his penis in my hand and stroking it a little. Then I nearly died when Cole mumbled something!

“Ooooh… yeah, Stacey… yeah, that’s good…”

Stacey was Cole’s girlfriend! He thought that was who I was!

“Come kiss me…”

I got onto my brother’s bed and kissed him a little. He kissed me back and wrapped his arms around me, rolling me over onto my back. Then while he kissed me, he moved his hand down to my vagina and started rubbing me slowly.

“Wow, Stacey… you shaved it… cool…”

I grinned a little. He still thought I was Stacey AND that I had shaved off my pubic hair! I didn’t even have any growing yet.

Cole started fingering me and just when I thought nothing would feel better than that, he moved his face down and I felt his tongue start moving around! He licked my clit, stuck his tongue into my vagina and generally just made me go nuts! IT WAS GREAT!

Then things got even better! Cole moved up, kissing my nipples and then started pushing his penis into my vagina. As soon as my brother was all the way in me, he started fucking me nice and slow. Wonderful!

“God, Stacey, you’re sooooo tight tonight…”

It was kind of weird getting fucked by my own brother when he thought I was some other girl, but I didn’t really care that much. The simple fact that I was getting fucked at all was enough to make up for it. I got so into it that I even reached up and put my hands on my brother’s chest as he screwed me.
Cole fucked me in a nice, slow way. It felt really sweet. He was really, really good at it. I was very happy that my first lover was a boy who really knew what he was doing.

Soon Cole was fucking me faster and faster, and I knew I was going to cum pretty soon. When he reached down and started rubbing my clit while he fucked, that pushed me over the top. I started squirming around on my brother’s penis as I began to climax. If I’d thought the orgasm last time with Colt was great, it was NOTHING compared to this! It was all I could do not to scream.

I wondered if Cole was trying to hold back his own orgasm until I had mine, cause just as I started to cum I felt his penis kicking inside me and that strange sensation of his sperm slashing into my vagina as he pushed really deep into me. It was sooooo wonderful! I needed to have this happen more often.

When he was done cumming, Cole gave me a kiss and said, “Thanks, Stacey… I needed that…” Then he rolled off me and fell asleep. I gave him a little kiss of my own and came back to my bedroom.

What a night!

FROM THE DIARY OF COLE:

August 2, 2004 – 11:53am
Mood: 🙂

I fucked my sister again last night. I wonder if she’s ever gonna figure out that I’ve been awake all these times she’s come in here?

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. All characters and events depicted are fictional. Any similarity to real people or events is entirely unlikely.

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