Teens

Dirty Downloads

October 19, 2008

Dirty Downloads
By
Alex Hawk

“Damn… look at that one, Julia. He is FINE,” my friend Gena said as she pointed to a picture on my computer monitor.

I looked at it. It was a picture of a naked boy, about fourteen or fifteen years of age. His penis was hard, he had a little smile on his face and he was, indeed, really, really cute.

“He’s pretty hot,” I said.

Gena was my best friend, even though she was fourteen, a year older than me. We’d been friends for quite some time. Right now I was over at her house and we were, as we often did, downloading porn. We loved looking at cute boys naked, ideally ones our age.

“I would LOVE to get that dick inside me,” Gena said.

I kind of envied my friend. She’d lost her virginity last year and had since been fucked by three other boys. She kept telling me how wonderful it was. She even showed me a picture of one of the boys who had fucked her. He was really cute and it made me very jealous.

She clicked onto a couple other pics. Now up on the screen were a pair of boys, one probably thirteen or so and the other a year or two older. They were both naked in a shower. In the next picture they were laying on a bed together, the younger boy sucking on the older boy’s penis.

“Aw, how cute,” I said, looking at the boys.

“It’s a waste,” said Gena. “He should have that in ME, not in the other boy’s mouth.” She got a few more pics from the same series. “Oh, here we go.”

The pics in question showed the boys now getting it on with a couple girls. Each of them was fucking one of them. There were even close-up penetration shots.

“Damn… lucky girls,” I said.

“Yeah.”

I reached down and rubbed at my crotch a little. “Wish they were here right now,” I said quietly.

“Girl, when you gonna get fucked?”

I sighed. “I have no idea.”

“Well, you’d best be making it soon. I lost my virginity when I was a month younger than you.”

“Yeah, I know.”

“So?”

“I just gotta find the right boy.”

Gena snorted. “The right boy is the boy who says yes.”

“Yeah, yeah.”

Then we came to a series of pics showing a boy with an incredible body. His face was blacked out but his body looked just wonderful! He was obviously a teenager, probably about fifteen or so, but his pubic hair was shaved off. He had blond hair on his head, we could see that much. It actually reminded me vaguely of my older brother Jesse’s hair.

“Wow,” Gena said as she scrolled through the pics. She came to a butt-shot. “Now THAT is a perfect white-boy ass!”

“Yeah, it is,” I breathed. The boy’s butt was just mind bogglingly cute.

The next pic was a close-up of his penis. “Oh, now that I want in me,” Gena said with a delighted sounding sigh.

“Yeah, me, too,” I said, picturing that penis sliding in and out of my vagina.

“Well, look who’s finally getting all horny!” Gena said with a little laugh.

“Oh, shut up. Just because I’m not a slut like you…”

“Uh-uh, girl! Four boys ain’t no slut.”

“It is if they’re all in the same week.”

“Oh, shut up.”

The two of us then got very quiet as we sat there looking at the photos of this very, very pretty naked boy. He was my ideal dream! He was sooo cute! His penis looked magnificent! I kept picturing it sliding in and out of my eager vagina. God, was this kid ever sexy!

Then, as we got to one of the pictures, I noticed something that made my blood run cold. There, in the background of this picture, was a small shelf on which sat a bunch of trophies. The exact same shelf that sat in the bedroom of my fifteen-year-old brother, Jesse.

We scrolled through a few more photos, and I was no longer paying attention to the boy in the pictures. Instead I was looking at the room behind him. There was the Linkin Park poster my brother had near his bed. There was his dresser. There were his books. And on the bookshelf, next to the books, I could clearly see a photograph in a frame. I knew the photo showed my brother and I when we were on vacation at Disneyland a couple years ago.

There was no escaping it. The boy in these pictures, the boy I wanted so much to have fuck me, was my brother.

“Holy fuck,” I whispered.

“Yeah, he is pretty fuckin’ sexy for a whiteboy!” Gena said, rubbing at her crotch.

I said nothing, I just nodded. I really didn’t want to try and explain this to my friend.

On impulse I said, “Can you burn me a disc with these pictures on them?”

“Girl!” Gena said with a little grin. “About damn time you started getting into one of these boys. Hang on a moment.” She put a blank CD into the drive and started it copying. A few minutes later it was done and I had what looked to be about three-hundred photos of my brother naked, hard and masturbating.

“Thanks!” I said, putting the disc into the backpack. I made a show of looking at my watch. “Hey, I gotta get going home, Gena.”

“Uh-huh!” she said with a knowing grin. “Gonna spend some time double-clicking your mouse, eh?”

“Something like that.” I grinned weakly.

“Well, you go girl. Have a good time!” She turned back to her computer and I let myself out.

It seemed to take forever for me to get home, but I finally did, and once there raced upstairs. I knocked on Jesse’s door. I didn’t think he’d be home, but I wanted to be certain. He wasn’t. I let myself in and looked around, comparing what I’d seen in the photos with what I saw in his bedroom. Yep. It was the same. It was indeed my brother in these pictures.

This left me with many, many questions as I made my way back out into the hall and then to my own bedroom. I booted up my computer and loaded in the pics, looking at them as I sorted through the questions in my mind. Why was Jesse doing kiddie-porn? Why was *I* still turned on, even though I knew they were of my older brother? And just what the hell was I gonna do about it? I mean, I couldn’t talk with my Mom and Dad about it. They’d want to know how I’d seen the pictures and then Gena and I would get into trouble. I couldn’t just confront Jesse about it, though. Could I?

I pulled off my jeans and panties and started fingering while I looked at some of the shots of Jesse’s penis. Why couldn’t I confront him about it? I mean, I had no clue exactly what I’d SAY, but I could come up with something. I really wanted to know exactly why he’d made all these pictures. Maybe I COULD just ask him.
Finally all thoughts of what I was going to do were banished from my mind as my finger worked its magic between my legs, giving me a very powerful orgasm as I stared at pictures of my brother’s naked body displayed up on the screen.

Now I had guilt to deal with, too. Eventually, though, I knew I’d think of something. It would just take a little time.

* * *

Four days, in fact, went past before I finally had time to think of a plan and execute it. I waited until one morning after our parents had gone to work. It was about nine when I went out from my bedroom to Jesse’s and knocked on his bedroom door.

He opened it after a couple moments, wearing only a pair of boxers. As I glanced at his body I knew now even more than before that the boy in those photos was indeed him.

“Oh, hey, Julia. What’s up?” he asked a little muzzily. I guessed I’d woken him up. That was part of the plan. I wanted him to be too out of it to give me bullshit answers.

“Can you come to my room for a second?” I asked.

Jesse yawned. “Why? I was sleeping.”

“I need help with my computer.”

Jesse sighed. “Can it wait?”

“Not really.”

“What’s it doing?”

“Hard to describe. You’ll just have to come see.” I smiled at him. “Besides, I’ll owe you one. I’ll help you out on your history homework next time.”

“Alright, fine.” He followed me out into the hallway, still wearing only his boxers. I could see a faint bulge where his penis was. I wondered what it might be like to see it in person and not just on the computer screen.

When we got to my room, I pointed to the computer. “Take a look and see if you can tell me what’s wrong.”

“Ok.” Jesse sat down and pressed the spacebar to get rid of the screen saver. Then he sat there and stared at the monitor for a good minute or so. “Julia… where did you get this?” he asked, pointing at the screen.

I moved over to look at it. I’d made up a little montage of Jesse’s photos and set it as my wallpaper.

“You know,” I said, “The Internet can yield the most interesting things.”

“You downloaded these?”

“Yeah.”

“From where?”

“A place me and one of my friends download pictures from.”

“That’s not helpful.”

“It wasn’t supposed to be.”

A long silence reigned. “Look,” Jesse said, “you’re not going to tell Dad and Mom about this, are you?”

“No, of course not.”

He let out a sigh. “Good.”

“Why did you take these pictures?”

Jesse squirmed a little. “Well… you really aren’t going to tell ANYONE about this, are you?”

“No.”

“Does your friend who you were with know who the pictures are of?”

“No.”

“How did you know?”

I pointed to the background.

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

Jesse ran his fingers through his light blond hair. “Ok. Well… a couple months ago I met this girl. She and I were spending a lot of time talking with each other on the Net. And one day she asked if I could take some pictures for her. So…” He gestured towards the screen. “So I did.”

“I see.” I sat down next to him at the desk, my eyes trailing down to where his inner thigh disappeared into his boxers.

“Yeah. She sent me some of her, too. We both agreed to blot out our faces in the nude shots. I don’t know why they ended up on the Net, though.”

“Well… maybe she sent them to a couple friends or something.”

Jesse shrugged. “Maybe. I said she could. I sent hers to a couple of my friends, too. We kept talking about wanting to get together and… well, meet.” He blushed. “But it never happened. I lost touch with her a couple weeks ago.”

“That sucks.”

“Yeah.”

“Well… for what it’s worth… they’re nice photos.” I smiled a little.

“They are?”

“Yeah. I mean, before I knew who was in them, I thought they were really, really, REALLY nice, if you know what I mean.”
Jesse laughed a little. “HOW nice?”

“Uh…” I blushed. “Well, very nice. That was before I knew it was you in them, of course.”

“Of course.” He looked down at his chest. “Do you really think I look good in them?”

“Well, yeah. You’ve got a really nice body and everything.”

“Thanks, Julia. You look pretty nice, too.”

Now it was my turn to laugh. “Yeah, but you won’t see any naked pics of ME posted on the Internet.”

“Yeah, probably not,” Jesse said with a laugh of his own. “So what did you like best about my body? If you don’t mind me asking.”

I shrugged. “I don’t know. You’ve got a really nice chest, and a very cute butt.” I laughed a little once more. “And your… you know… IT… looked really neat, too.”

Jesse looked down at his boxers. I thought I saw something twitch under the fabric. “Neat, huh?”

“Yeah. Except I thought boys had hair down there.”

“We normally I do. I shave it.”

“You do? Why?”

Jesse just shrugged again. “I don’t know. I just think it looks better without hair.”

“Oh… so, like, is it shaved now?”

“Yeah.”

“Can I see?” Hurriedly I added, “I don’t mean the whole thing. Just the part where the hair should be.”

“Uhm…” Jesse considered this and then shrugged again. “I guess it isn’t anything you haven’t already seen in the pictures. Ok.” He pulled his boxers down just enough to expose his bare pubes. I could also see just a hint of the base of his penis. Clearly he was shaved nice and smooth. There wasn’t even any stubble yet. He must’ve shaved pretty recently.

“Wow,” I said. “THAT looks cool.”

“Thanks,” my brother said with a little smile.

“Can I… do you mind if I… you know… just touch it a little? The shaved spot, I mean?”

“Well… yeah, ok, if you want to.”

I reached out a hand and ran my fingers along the bare patch. The skin was very smooth and very soft. It was exquisite to touch.

“That’s pretty sweet,” I said.

“See? That’s why I shave it. I don’t like having a big tangle of hair down there.”

I nodded. “Maybe I should shave mine. I don’t have a lot of hair down there, but I do have some.”

“How much?”

“Not a lot.” My throat went a little dry as I suddenly said, “You wanna see?”

“Uh… ok.”

I pulled down my shorts and panties enough to expose my small patch of hair, which also showed the top of my slit. I wasn’t sure why I wanted Jesse to see this, but whatever the reason, I knew that I wanted him to.

“Wow… that looks pretty cool,” my brother said, staring down.

“Yeah.”

“The hair is kind of… I don’t know. It doesn’t look bad, though.”

“You wanna touch it?”

Jesse hesitated for a bit and then said, “Well, if you don’t care.”

“I touched you, so it’s only fair.”

“Ok.” Jesse’s fingertips were soon running through my sparse hair. It felt amazing having a boy touching me down there, even if the boy was my brother.

I found that I was actually holding my breath. I let it out slowly and said, “That feels really, really nice, Jesse.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

“You know,” he said after a moment. “I found that it felt a lot better to touch myself down there once I didn’t have the hair anymore.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Maybe I should shave it all off, then.”

“How much do you have? Is it just this bit here?” He said, still running his fingers gently through it.

“No, there’s a little bit more.”

“How much more?”

“A little bit.”

Jesse laughed. “I had hair above my… well, my penis… and some along the sides of it, too. Do you have hair like that?”

“Yeah… some above my… vagina…” I felt somewhat comfortable using the word since Jesse had just used the correct word for his anatomy. “And some alongside it.”

“Oh, ok.” He looked down to where his fingers were still browsing through my fuzz. “How much hair?”

“Not a lot…” I swallowed. “You… you wanna see?”

“Yeah. If you don’t mind.”

“Well… I’ve seen your penis and everything. So it’s not a big deal. I mean, we’re just brother and sister,” I said, partly to remind myself.

“Yeah. That’s right. We are.” Jesse nodded as if he’d only just remembered that fact.

I sat up a little and pulled my shorts and panties down to my knees and then spread my legs to expose my virgin vagina. “See?” I said, pointing. “Just a little hair.”

“Yeah…” Jesse put his hand out and ran it through the patch of hair on the top of my vagina and then ran a finger down each side of my slit. Little shivers of delight went through my body at his gentle, tickling touches. It was better than anything I’d ever felt.

“So…” I managed to say. “You think I should shave it off?”

“Yeah. Yeah, I think you should.”

“Ok.”

“You know how to shave?”

I shrugged. “Kinda.”

“Well… you wanna be real careful when you’re shaving around down there. It’s pretty sensitive, I’m sure. At least if it’s anything like my… penis.”

“Oh. Ok. I’ll try not to cut myself or anything.”

Jesse took a deep breath. “If you want… I’ll help you shave it.”

“You will?”

My brother nodded as his fingers continued to caress the tangle of hair between my legs. “I mean, since it’s your first time you should have help, right? So you don’t cut yourself.”

I nodded. “Yeah, that makes sense.” I didn’t know if it did or didn’t. All that I really knew was that it felt very nice having my brother’s fingers roaming around the outskirts of my vagina and if he was helping to shave me, I’d probably get a lot more of that.

“Ok. Well, you wanna do it right now?”

“Sure.”

“Alright.” Jesse stood up. For a moment I saw his penis tenting out his boxers and then he turned away from me. “I’ll go get my shaving stuff and meet you in the bathroom.”

“Ok,” I said, my eyes following my brother’s butt as he walked out of my bedroom.

Quickly I pulled up my shorts and panties and went into the bathroom where I sat on the toilet and waited for my brother to arrive. When he finally did, he had added a pair of jeans to cover up his boxers, though he was still shirtless.

“So… you ready, Julia?”

“Yeah.”

“Ok. Let me turn on the shower. It’s easiest in the shower.”

“Alright.” I moved aside so that my brother could get the shower started.

Once the water was running he pointed and said, “Ok, get in.”

“In the shower?”

“Yeah.”

I looked at the water. “Uh… ok.” I stood up and pulled my shorts and panties off, leaving my loose-fitting t-shirt on. Shyly I opened up the shower curtain and made ready to step inside.

“Aren’t you going to take off your shirt, too?” Jesse asked. “I mean, you don’t want to get it wet, do you?”

“Oh… uh, I guess not.” I pulled my shirt up off my head, leaving me now totally naked in front of my older brother. I quickly got into the shower, longing to feel the water caressing my bare skin.

“You look really nice, Julia,” my brother said in an odd voice.

“Thanks.”

“Ok… uhm… well, get yourself all wet and stuff, especially your vagina.”

“Ok.” I started soaping up and then I said, “Hey… I should probably close the shower curtain. Otherwise water will get all over the place.”

“Oh… I hadn’t thought about that,” Jesse said, looking a little abashed. “Uhm… well… the thing is it’s easier to shave with the water on. Sorry, I’m used to actually being in the shower when I do it, you know?”

“Yeah… well… you could get in here with me. It wouldn’t be a big deal.”

Jesse thought about this. “I guess that would make it easier,” he said eventually. “Alright.” He started pulling down his jeans and boxers and once he was naked got into the shower with me.

Now I was able to see my brother’s naked body for real and not just in pictures. His penis was hard and smooth and looked just beautiful, as did the rest of his body. For a moment the two of us just stood there, looking at one another naked in the shower.

Finally Jesse broke the spell. “Well… let me get past you for a second so that I can get wet myself. It’s a little cold just standing here, you know?” he said with a little laugh.

“Right, ok.” I stood aside and awkwardly we moved past each other, our bare butts brushing just ever-so-slightly.

Jesse got under the water and soaked his whole body down. I stood there watching the streams of water cascading down his nude form. I never wanted to be water so much in my life.

When he was done soaking Jesse said, “Ok, get yourself wet once more and then we’ll do this thing.”

“Alright.” We switched places once more, butts brushing again as we moved past each other. I got my vaginal region good and wet and then turned towards Jesse. “Ok, I think I’m ready.”

“Right.” My brother reached out of the shower and came back with a little net-bag. He opened it up, pulling out a can of shaving gel and a couple different kinds of razors. He looked at me. “Right. Uh… let’s see… ok. I’m going to turn off the shower part for a bit, but keep the main faucet flowing. You go sit on the edge of the tub and spread your legs.”

“Ok.” I moved over to the edge and sat, my eyes watching my brother’s nude body as he fiddled around with the water.

Once the flow had switched from the shower to the main faucet, he sprayed some of the gel onto his hand and crouched down in front of me.
“Ok, Julia. When you shave, the first thing you do, after you get nice and wet in a good hot shower, is to put on the shave gel.”

“Ok.”

“I’ll do it for you this time,” he said, reaching out his hand. I closed my eyes part way as I felt Jesse’s warm, gentle touch between my legs. He rubbed the shave gel into the larger patch of my pubic hair and then down along each side, the tip of one of his fingers barely brushing against the entrance to my vagina. I nearly came right then and there.

As soon as everything was gelled up with this nice foamy gel, Jesse took one of the razors from his bag and held it under the faucet. Then he pulled it back and looked me in the eyes.

“Ok. You gotta stay perfectly still for this, ok? I’ve never shaved a girl and I don’t want to screw it up.”

“Alright, Jesse.”

Taking a deep breath, Jesse put his razor near the larger patch of hair and started running it slowly across. I felt an odd tugging sensation as the hairs were cut down to size. At one point the heel of his hand brushed against my clitoris and it was a real struggle not to squirm with pleasure.

“Am I doing ok, Julia? It’s not hurting you or anything?”

“No,” I said with a little gasp. “Not at all…”

“Ok.”

I held my breath a little as Jesse took a handful of warm water and poured it onto my vagina, washing away the gel. He touched up his shave a little and then said, “You gotta spread your legs a little more.”

“Alright,” I said in almost a whisper as I spread them.

“Good. That’s perfect,” my brother said. He took the razor and slowly ran it down the sides of my thirteen-year-old vagina. His touch was so gentle. It felt sooo wonderful. When he moved the razor from one side to the other, it left one of his fingers resting right against the entrance, the tip pressing just slightly into me. It was all I could do to keep myself from pushing my hips forward so that he’d slip inside.

Finally Jesse said, “Ok, I’m done.” He took another handful of water and rinsed me off. “Go ahead and get yourself good and rinsed and I’ll see if I need to do any touch up.” He stood up, giving me a great eye-level view of his wonderfully hard fifteen-year-old penis.

I stood up myself and turned the shower part on again, rinsing off in the spray. I looked down at my vagina while I did so. It was totally smooth, totally hairless.
My probing fingers, one of which slipped up inside in a brief effort to lower my levels of arousal, found no sign of any hair.

“I think you got it all,” I said to Jesse as I turned around.

“Lemme look.” He knelt down and peered closely at my vagina. After a short glimpse he took his razor and hit one spot then said, “Yeah. Looks nice and clear.”

“Cool.” I rinsed off again and said, “Hey, let’s dry off and go look in the mirror in Mom and Dad’s room.”

“Ok.”

I shut off the water and Jesse and I got out. We toweled off, our eyes looking over each other’s naked bodies as we did so. Jesse’s penis was still hard. I experienced a brief fantasy of that penis pistoning within my vagina and felt a little shudder of delight and desire pass through my young body.

We actually wrapped the towels around our naked bodies as we went into our parent’s bedroom. I don’t know why. I mean, we’d seen each other naked, touched each other a little and were about to stand naked side-by-side. Why cover up? But we did anyhow.

As I had guessed, once we were in our parent’s bedroom, we both dropped the towels and stood there, side-by-side, looking into the mirror at our naked, hairless bodies.

“That looks pretty sweet,” Jesse said.

“Yeah,” I said, nodding at my big brother. I giggled. “You know, I’ve never seen a naked boy in real life before today.”

“I’ve never seen a girl naked before,” Jesse said with a smile.

“Cool.”

“So… now that you’re dry, can I see how smooth you ended up being?”

“Sure.” I laid down on the floor in front of the mirror. “I don’t want to screw up their bed,” I said to Jesse by way of explanation.

My brother nodded. “That’s smart.” He got down on the floor next to my and placed his hand between my legs, running his fingers along my bare pubes. “That’s sweet as all hell,” he said. “It’s sooo smooth.” His fingers continued to probe around between my legs. Suddenly he said, “Hey, I thought you dried off.”

“I did.”

“Yeah, but it feels kind of… I don’t know… damp.”

“Oh…” I grinned a shy grin. “Well… girls get wet sometimes. It’s like how boys get hard, you know?” I said, still running my fingers along his bare skin at the base of his penis.

“Yeah. I kinda wonder…” Jesse trailed off.

“What?”

“Well… I wonder what it would be like to… well, rub our skin together… you know… my pubes against yours.”

“Oh!” I thought about it. “That might be cool. How would we do it, though?”

“I don’t know,” Jesse confessed.

“So… you wanna try to rub the bare parts together?”

“Sure, but how?”

Jesse shrugged. “I don’t know… I thought of one way, but… I don’t know.”

“What?”

Very nervous looking my brother took a deep breath and carefully said, “Well… if my penis was… you know… kind of… like… inside your vagina… and I was in far enough… then we’d be rubbing the bare parts together.”

“Oh.” My mouth went dry again. “Would you… would you want to try that?”

“I don’t know… maybe… if you wanted to.”

“Wouldn’t that mean we were…” I blushed again. “That’d mean we’d be… having sex?”

“I’m not sure… I don’t think so… I mean, I’d just put it inside you to see what it felt like to have our pubes rubbing together. We’d each have a little taste of what it’s like to have sex, but it’s not like we’d be really Doing It.”

“That’s true.” I thought about it for a bit. I really did want to know what it would feel like to rub together. Plus I’d know what it was like to have a boy’s penis inside my vagina. Even if it wasn’t really sex, it would still be interesting. “You’d just put it in and then we’d rub together a little and then you’d take it out again, right?”

“Yeah.”

“You wouldn’t tell anyone would you?”

“No. Would you?”

“No… have you ever had it in a girl before?”

“No. You ever have a boy in you before?”

I shook my head. “No.” I thought a little more. “It really wouldn’t count as sex, would it? I mean, we’re not doing it to have sex, we’re just doing it to see what the pube thing would feel like, right?”

“Right.”

“I guess we can try it,” I said, finally. “Just to see what it’s like.”

“Ok.”

“Ok.”

We stared at each other for a bit.

I said, “Well… I guess you should get between my legs and we can try it.”

“Alright.” Jesse got between my legs, his penis sticking up and suddenly looking very large. He took it in his hand and said, “Uh… where exactly does it go?”

I put my hands down to my vagina and parted the labia to expose the hole. “It goes right in there.”

“Ok.” My brother scooted forward and for the first time ever I felt a boy’s penis touching my vagina. “Right here?”

“Yeah..” I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and held it, waiting to be penetrated by a boy for the first time.

Between my legs I felt a pressure that seemed to build and build and then suddenly yielded. Something wonderful was entering my body. I felt myself starting to be stretched as inch by inch my brother’s fifteen-year-old virgin penis opened up my thirteen-year-old virgin vagina. When he stopped moving, I opened my eyes and looked down, seeing nothing but our bare pubes meeting. The beautiful penis I had first seen in pictures was now deep inside my body.

“Oooh…” Jesse whispered, looking into my eyes. “Wow… it feels… so good…”

“Yeah…” I managed to say. I couldn’t believe I really had a boy inside me!

“I guess we know… what it feels like now…” I could tell he was fighting hard to keep from fucking the shit out of me.

“Yeah… but we don’t know… what the rubbing is like…”

“Oh, yeah…” Jesse pushed against me and pulled back a little, then did it again. I let out a gentle sigh as I felt his penis sliding inside me.

“That feels really good,” I said quietly.

“Yeah, I know… for me, too…” Jesse lowered himself down a little until his bare chest was against my breasts. I savored the sensation of his naked body spread out on top of mine. “Do you want me to take it out now, or can I leave it in for a bit?”

My mind was whirling, overwhelmed by pleasure. “I guess… you can leave it in me… for a little bit longer…”

“Cool…”

My brother and I laid there for a few seconds, just holding each other. Eventually I became aware of movement between my legs as he started sliding his penis back and forth inside my vagina once again. It felt really nice.

“Oh, Julia, this is so nice…” Jesse whispered as he started fucking me a little faster.

“Yeah…” I reached down and rested my hands just above my brother’s butt as his speed began increasing. The faster he moved within me, the better it felt.
I turned my head a little and saw us in the mirror. Jesse’s head was thrown back a little. His eyes were closed, his mouth was open slightly. I could see the muscles in his butt and all over the rest of his move as he fucked me. I couldn’t see any sign of his penis, but I knew exactly where it was.

“Jesse?” I whispered to him. “Look in the mirror.”

Panting a little, Jesse turned his head. For an instant he stopped thrusting and then suddenly closed his eyes and let out a few grunts. Inside my vagina his penis started kicking around as a warm fluid feeling filled me up. He held himself against me, as deep inside me as he could get, as his whole body shuddered on top of mine.

I was looking up into his face as the shuddering finally he stopped. Breathing hard, Jesse opened his eyes and looked down at me.

“I just… had an orgasm…” he whispered.

“So you came in me?” I asked softly.

“Yeah…”

I ran my hands up and smoothed his hair back. “I think this probably counts as sex, then,” I said with a little smile.

“Yeah…” Jesse replied, smiling a little himself.

I ran my hands down to cup my brother’s butt. “I’m glad we did it. It was really nice.”

“Yeah…”

Jesse and I held tightly onto each other for several minutes, just hugging and talking, his penis still inside me. Eventually he started fucking me again, and came inside me once more. We had sex four more times that day before our parents got home. It was exhausting, but certainly fun!

The next day when I saw Gena and she commented on how happy and tired I looked. She said that I had that “freshly-fucked” look that most girls got after a night of passionate sex, but when she tired to corner me and get me to confess, I just grinned mysteriously and walked away from her.

It can be very nice to have secrets!

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. If you make illegal copies of this, I’ll start to cry! :’(

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Just Practicing

October 23, 2008

Just Practicing
By
Alex Hawk

For the curious out there, this is the first story I ever published! Enjoy!

It was a cold, dreary day in late March. Thankfully the snows were finally starting to melt away. We lived out in the woods of Alaska, about four hours from the nearest… well, anything. The next-door neighbors lived an hour away. Our family consisted of me, Trey, my thirteen-year-old twin brother Dane, our twelve-year-old sister Nichole, and our Mom and Dad. We’d lived out here in the middle of nowhere for as long as I could remember, though we were actually all born in New York.

A couple weeks ago our world had been shaken up. Our parents had told us that Mom had accepted a job at a university down in southern California. She’d be working as a teacher! We were all proud of her and everything, but it meant that we’d have to move all the way down to California. I couldn’t imagine a place stranger than that!

Now our parents were out in Anchorage for a few days, tying up some loose ends and getting things ready for us to move. We’d be leaving our home in just a month. They wanted Mom down there early. This left my brother, my sister and myself at home by ourselves for the first time since the bomb had been dropped on us.

“It’s gonna be weird leaving here,” said Dane.

Nichole said, “Yeah. I can’t wait to actually go to school.”

We’d all been home schooled, of course. There wasn’t any real way for us to go to a real school, not being so far out into the wild, so we’d been taught here. It wasn’t bad, and we’d learned a lot. We even had Internet access over the last couple years, so that had made it even easier.

“It’ll be cool, yeah,” I said. “We can meet some new people. Make some friends. Maybe Dane and I can even meet some girls.” I grinned at my twin brother. He grinned back.

“Uh… hello? I’M a girl, dummies,” said Nichole.

“Yeah, but you’re our sister,” said Dane. “Trey means that he wants us to meet girls for girlfriends.”

“Oh, right. Duh. Yeah, that would be different.” Nichole looked thoughtful. “Maybe I could even meet a boy.”

“Uh… hello?” I said in a snotty tone. “WE’RE boys, dummy.”

Nichole stuck her tongue out at me and we all laughed. The three of us got along pretty well. We had to, really. I mean, we were each other’s only friends. If we didn’t get along well the winters would be cold and lonely.

Later that night, after dinner, which Dane cooked (badly), the three of us sat around and turned on the DVD player.

“What do you guys wanna watch?” asked Nichole.

I stood up and went over to the Wall o’ Movies. We had over a thousand. Mom and Dad figured it was a good way to keep us all from going nuts.

“What ones haven’t we seen? I know Aunt June sent us a whole bunch of new ones last month,” I said, looking everything over. What with one thing and another our parents hadn’t had the chance to sort them out properly.

Dane came up and stood next to us. “Most of these look kinda boring,” he said, thumbing through a few.

“Yeah…” I read off a few titles. “‘Murmur of the Heart’, ‘Europa, Europa’, ‘Pelle the Conqueror’, ‘Leolo’, ‘1900′. Jesus, these are all, like, foreign films. I don’t wanna read subtitles.” Despite our parents best efforts I remained a pure barbarian when it came to such things.

“What’s this one?” my sister said. “‘Blue Lagoon’.” She read from the cover. “This could be pretty cool. It’s about some people stuck on a desert island.”

I took it from her and looked it. The girl on the cover was pretty hot and wasn’t wearing a lot. “Looks good to me,” I said, passing it over to Dane.

Dane said, “Yeah, let’s watch this.” He passed it back to Nichole who put the movie into the player. The three of us sat back on the couch to watch.

When the movie was over we all sat there with wide eyes, our minds whirling. Nichole was the first one of us to speak saying, “Well… that was… interesting…”

Dane and I nodded slowly. He managed to say, “Yeah… very… interesting. It kind of reminds me of what we were talking about earlier.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

He shrugged. “Well, when we were talking about meeting girls and stuff.”

“Oh, yeah.”

“And me meeting a boy,” said Nichole.

“Yeah… I wonder what it’s like to do some of the stuff in that movie,” I mused.

Nichole looked at me. “You mean like sex? Like they did?”

I shook my head. “No. Well, yeah, kind of. I guess. Mostly even just stuff like kissing and such, you know? I mean, I can’t wait until I get to at least kiss a girl.”

Dane and Nichole nodded and she said, “Yeah… kissing a boy sounds like fun, too. At least for me. I mean, you guys might not like it.” She grinned a little.

Both Dane and I laughed. He said, “Well, I just hope that when the time comes to kiss my first girl I don’t screw it up. I mean, you gotta know that everyone down there’s done a lot of stuff.”

“Like what?” I asked. “You think most kids our age have already kissed and stuff?”

“I think most kids our age have probably already had sex,” he said.

The three of us digested that for a bit. Nichole said, “You know, I got an idea.”

“What?” I asked.

“Well… maybe the three of us could, like, practice some stuff.” She blushed a little.

“Yeah? Like what?” asked Dane.

Nichole shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe we could try kissing each other. I mean, I don’t think it would be a big deal or anything, you know? It’s just practice.”

Dane and I considered this. He said, “You know, you might have a good idea there.”

“So, like, Dane I would kiss you?” I said.

“Yeah.”

I looked at Dane. He looked at me. Almost at the same time we said, “Ok!”

Nichole giggled a little nervously. “Ok. So… Trey. Why don’t you try kissing me?”

“Ok.”

My heart beating a million miles a minute, I moved close to my sister. We leaned our faces towards one another and pressed our lips together. My virgin penis started getting a little hard at the contact. It felt nice kissing Nichole.

After we broke our kiss, Dane said, “My turn now?”

Nichole said, “Yeah.”

He moved over and the two of them kissed. It lasted about as long as my kiss with Nichole had. When they were done, Dane said, “Hey, can we try something different?”

“Ok. What?” asked Nichole.

“Well… how about we try it like they do in the movies? With our mouths open and stuff?”

“Oh, you mean like French kissing?”

“Yeah.”

Nichole nodded. “Ok.”

I watched as my brother and sister moved close again. They started out kissing like normal but then opened their mouths and started really kissing. Now my penis got fully hard and I knew that as soon as I was back in my bedroom I’d be whipping it out and having a good time.

After about a minute their kiss ended and Nichole said, “That was pretty cool.”

“Yeah.”

“Can I try it?” I asked.

“Ok.”

My sister and I put our faces together and followed the same pattern she’d used with Dane. When our mouths opened up, it took me a few seconds to figure out exactly what to do, but soon I got the idea. It was a lot better kissing like this than it was with our mouths closed, that was for sure!

“That’s much better,” I said.

“Yeah.”

“Can I kiss you again?” asked Dane.

“Sure.”

For the next ten minutes or so my brother and I took turns making out with our sister. It was really sweet! Then I had a little idea.

“Nichole?”

“What, Trey?”

“I wanna try something. Can you, like, lay down and I can lay down on top of you and we can try kissing that way?”

“Oh.” My sister considered this. “Ok.”

“Cool.”

Nichole laid down on her back, spreading her legs a little. I got on top of her, holding myself up with my hands. I leaned my head down and we started kissing again. It was very different doing it like this. Not bad at all!

When I was done kissing Nichole, Dane took his turn. He seemed to be enjoying it just as much as I had. Soon he and I were taking turns kissing our sister and enjoying every bit of it.

After the last time I finished kissing Nichole she said, “Hey, guys?”

“What?” I asked.

“Can I see you two kiss each other?”

“Uh…” I looked at Dane. He looked about as thrilled at the idea as I was.

“Please?” Nichole asked. “I mean, since it’s just practice it’s not a big deal, but I just kinda wanna see what it’s like to see, you know, two boys kissing…”

“Well… I guess since it’s just practice…” I shrugged. “I don’t know. What do you think, Dane?”

He shrugged. “I guess it’s not a big deal. I’ll do it if you want to.”

I shrugged. “Ok.”

Awkwardly my twin brother and I moved towards each other. Soon we were pressing our lips together and, eventually, had our mouths open and were swirling our tongues around one another. It was really strange kissing my brother. We were identical twins so it was almost like I was kissing myself.

When Dane and I were done kissing I pulled back and looked into his eyes. We didn’t say anything, we just kind of looked at each other. Nichole said, “That was pretty sweet.”

“Thanks,” Dane said.

“Let’s try all kissing each other at once,” I suggested.

The three of us leaned in together and started rather awkwardly trying to kiss each other. It wasn’t too easy, but we made it work and it was pretty cool, even if it wasn’t all THAT great.

Nichole looked at the clock after that. “We should probably get to bed. It’s getting pretty late.”

“Yeah,” I said. I was anxious to go jerk off.

Each of us gave the other a good night kiss and we all headed off to bed. No sooner was I in my bedroom than I’d stripped naked and laid down, my hand wrapped around my teenage penis, jerking furiously. It wasn’t long before I’d had one of the best, most intense orgasms of my life. Some of my sperm even landed clear up on my cheek! It was amazing! Eventually I drifted off to sleep.

* * *

The next morning all of us got up fairly late. I made up some French toast for us and when we were done eating, Dane said, “So I had an idea last night.”

“Oh?” asked Nichole.

“Yeah. I was thinking… you guys wanna, like, pretend we’re on an island? I mean, like we can strip down to our underwear and run around like they did in the movie.”

I was about to veto the idea and then I reconsidered. I’d be seeing Nichole in her underwear. I said, “Ok, Dane. I’m in. Nichole?”

Our sister thought for a bit and then shrugged. “Sure. As long as we turn up the heat a little. Otherwise it’ll get pretty cold.”

We both nodded and once all the breakfast dishes were cleared we gathered together in the living room, all trading nervous glances.

“So… since this was your idea, Dane, you go first,” Nichole said.

“Ok.” Dane stood up, pulling off his t-shirt as he did so. Then he very quickly pulled down his jeans and stood there clad only in his briefs. I could clearly see a faint bulge where my twin brother’s penis was located. I wondered if his was anything like mine. The rest of him certainly looked almost exactly like I did.

“I’ll go next,” I said, standing up and stripping until I was down to only my tighty-whities.

Nichole looked at us and said, “You guys look just the same.”

“Of course we do,” I replied. “We ARE twins, you know.”

“Yeah…”

“So… you gonna take your clothes off?” asked Dane.

“Ok.” Nichole took a breath and stood up. Moments later she was standing before us wearing only her bra and panties. This was not a bad thing! Not bad at all.

“No, come on, Nichole,” said Dane. “You gotta take off your bra, too.”

“What? Why?”

“Well, in the movie the girl didn’t have a bra on.”

“That’s true,” I added.

Nichole looked mildly irked. “Yeah, but she had long hair that covered her up a little. My hair’s too short for that.”

“Look,” said Dane. “If you take off your bra, Trey and I will kiss each other really hardcore, like we did last night.”

“You will?” she asked looking at me.

Hesitating only an instant, I nodded.

“Well… ok.” Nichole reached behind herself and unhooked her bra, pulling it off her body. I drank in the view of my sister’s small breasts. They weren’t too much to look at, really. Just a couple small mounds that looked like peach ice cream with cherries on top. But I liked what I saw!

“Now you two kiss,” she said after a bit.

Not even pausing, I pulled Dane over and started kissing him, our bodies pressed together. It felt really different doing this just in our underwear. I could feel his bare skin against mine, and down bellow I could feel my hard penis rubbing against his. I liked it!

Then after I was done kissing Dane, he said to Nichole, “You wanna try kissing with us again?”

Nichole slowly said, “Well… yeah, ok.”

I watched my brother and sister start kissing again, but this time it was much different than it had been before. They were hugging each other while they kissed. I wondered what it felt like for Dane to have Nichole’s breasts pressed up against his chest. I’d get the chance to find out soon!

Sure enough, as soon as they were done kissing, Nichole moved over to me and we began our lip-lock. It was a LOT different doing it like this, that was for sure! Feeling my sister’s breasts against my body was driving me nuts.

For the next few minutes Dane and I took turns making out with Nichole. Eventually we wound up laying on the floor and doing it that way for a while. Having my underwear clad penis resting against my sister’s underwear clad vagina made the kissing even better and it gave me a good idea.

“Hey, Nichole?”

“Yeah?”

“You wanna try practicing… you know… Doing It? I don’t mean actually Doing It,” I said quickly, seeing a little look of near panic in her eyes. “I mean I just start moving on top of you like we’re doing it. Just to get used to it. I mean, we still got our underwear on, so it’s not like it’s a big deal or anything.”

“I think that’s a good idea,” piped up Dane. “It’s not like anything bad can happen or anything, and we’ll all get some practice.”

“Well…” Nichole looked thoughtful. “Ok, I guess we can do that.”

“Cool!”

Rather awkwardly I started moving on top of my sister, rubbing my crotch back and forth against hers. From what I’d seen in movies and such, this seemed like how people did it when they had sex. I wasn’t sure that I was doing it right, but I knew for a fact that it felt wonderful!

“Oh, Trey…” whispered Nichole. She wrapped her arms around me and spread her legs a little wider. “That feels really nice…”

“Yeah. For me, too…”

We moved silently from there. Finally after a couple minutes Dane said, “Hey, don’t I get a turn?”

I shot a look of total death at my twin brother as Nichole said, “Yeah… yeah, you do.”

I got off Nichole and sat on the couch while Dane got on top of her. It took him a little longer to figure out what he was doing, which made me happy. Soon, though, he was thrusting away on top of Nichole’s mostly nude body. I wondered what it would feel like to actually be naked while doing it. I bet it would feel really good!

After a couple minutes of Dane thrusting against Nichole, I was just getting ready to ask if I could have a turn. Just as I opened my mouth, though, Nichole started whimpering and holding Dane tight against her.

“Don’t stop,” she whispered. “Go a little faster…”

Dane’s body started moving a little quicker, and Nichole’s moans got a little louder. Suddenly she tightened up her whole body, put one hand between Dane’s shoulder blades and the other right on his ass, and gave one loud, long moan.

By the time she was done moaning, both Dane and I were totally motionless, looking down at our little sister. Eventually she relaxed and looked up at us with a little grin on her face.

“THAT was nice…”

“What happened?” I asked, thinking I might already know.

Blushing a little, Nichole said, “I had an… well, an orgasm.”

“Oh!” Dane said, blushing himself. “Did I make that happen?”

“Yeah. Well, both of you,” she said, grinning up at me as well as Dane.

“Can I have another turn?” I asked.

Nichole shrugged and said, “Yeah, ok.”

Dane reluctantly moved aside. I could see just a tiny bit of wetness on both his underwear and our sister’s panties. I wondered what it was. But I didn’t really care that much. I got into position on top of Nichole started thrusting away.

“Go a little slower, Trey,” she whispered.

“Oh. Ok.”

I slowed down and closed my eyes as I moved on top of her, feeling her whole body against me. Well, all of it except one patch. I knew what I wanted to try next, but I also knew Nichole might say no. Finally I screwed up my courage and said, “Nichole?”

“Yeah…?”

Swallowing hard I said, “You wanna… like… try it without any underwear? Just to see what it’s like? If we don’t like it, we can always stop.”

“Uhm… well… sure, I guess we can try it.”

“Ok,” I said as blasé as possible while inwardly my heart did backflips of joy.

Nichole reached down and very quickly pulled off her panties. When she laid back down her legs were spread wide and I could see her vagina for the first time. It was beautiful. Just like some strange kind of flower. She only had a tiny bit of hair up at the top, and I didn’t see any sort of hole where the boy’s penis went, but I didn’t really care. I was just happy to see it!

Now I pulled off my underwear, my very hard four-and-a-half inch penis popping up and smacking against my stomach for an instant. I was dimly aware of Dane taking off his underwear and I cast a quick glance at my twin brother. His naked body, even his erection, looked pretty much the same as mine.

“You look really cool,” said Nichole softly.

“You, too.” I smiled at her. “Should we get started?”

“Ok…”

I laid on top of my sister’s nude body and felt my penis come to rest against her vagina. THAT was sweet! I could feel this wonderfully warm, moist skin against the shaft of my teenage erection. It was glorious! I started very quickly thrusting against her once again.

It wasn’t too long, though, before I heard Dane say, “Can I have a turn?”

I didn’t want to stop, but I didn’t have any real choice. I pulled off Nichole and sat back to watch as Dane got on top of her. On the bright side, I learned, as I watched my twin brother dry-fucking our sister, that at least I apparently have a good looking butt, because Dane’s seemed pretty nice.

I didn’t want Dane to be the one to give Nichole an orgasm this time. It had to be me. I let him go on for about three minutes before I crouched down, put my hand on his butt and said, “My turn, ok?”

Dane looked a little startled, but all he said was, “Huh? What? Oh. Yeah, ok,” and then got off Nichole.

Happily I laid on top of our sister and started moving against her one more, savoring the pleasant sensation of my shaft rubbing against her slit. Oh, it was spectacular! I figured I’d take my time and go nice and slow, hoping that might make Nichole feel even better. I figured also that the further back I rubbed against her, the better it would feel.

I’d been at it for a bit more than two minutes when something strange happened. I’d pulled back really far and pushed forward slowly. As I did so, I felt the tip of my penis get caught in something. It popped right out again, and I wasn’t entirely sure what had happened. I decided to see if I could make it happen again, and sure enough it did!

Now I suddenly knew what had happened. I pulled back and pushed forward once more, but this time when the tip of my penis got caught I stopped and held it there. It was poking up against something very warm and kind of wet. I knew instinctively that this had to be the entrance to my sister’s vagina. Adjusting the angle slightly I pushed again and felt almost all of the tip slide into her.

“Trey…?” Nichole asked in a shaky voice.

“Sorry,” I mumbled. “Do you want me to take it out?”

“Shit, Trey!” gasped out Dane. “You don’t have it IN her, do you?”

“No… just the tip,” I sort of spoke, sort of grunted.

“Let me see!” said Dane.

I sat up a little, looking down to where the tip of my penis disappeared up into my sister’s vagina. It looked pretty damn cool there.

All three of us were silent as we looked at this display. Finally Dane said, “I wanna try it! Please, Nichole? Let me try it!”

I knew I didn’t want to pull out. I didn’t have any choice, though, because Nichole said, “Ok… you can try it for a bit, too, Dane…”

Hating my brother at this point, I sat back, feeling the tip of my penis pop right out of Nichole’s vagina. I kind of moved back and Dane got between our sister’s legs, looking down at her spread out body. He said, “Ok… where exactly does it go?”

I had an idea that, for some reason, I wanted to try. I said, “Here let me help,” and reached around twin brother’s nude body to take hold of his hard penis. It felt almost exactly the same as mine did when I was holding it. Dane didn’t say anything as I put my hand around his erection, but I did feel his body tense up a little.

Leaning forward a little, I looked over my brother’s shoulder, feeling my penis brush briefly against his butt. I lined up his erection with Nichole’s vagina and said, “Ok, just push a tiny bit until the tip starts going in, ok?”

Dane took a breath and nodded slowly. I felt his body move and watched as the tip of his penis slid slowly and delicately into our younger sister’s vagina.

“Wow… I like that,” he said with a little grin as I let go of his penis and laid down next to Nichole.

“What do you think, Nichole? How does it feel for you?” I asked our sister.

Nichole nodded a little and said, “Yeah… it feels… it feels kinda good like that…”

“Can I maybe… try putting in a little bit more…?” Dane asked.

“Yeah… I guess so… but not all of it, ok?”

“Like how much?”

“Uh… maybe half?” Nichole said after thinking for a moment.

“Ok…”

I sat back and watched in annoyance as Dane began pushing his penis a little deeper into Nichole’s vagina. On the one hand it was really cool to see him sliding into her. On the other hand, I hated the hell out of him for getting his in deeper than I had mine.

“Can I… can I like… sorta… move it in and out a little?” Dane asked quietly.

“I guess,” said Nichole after a few seconds. “But be careful…”

“Does this count as sex?” I asked after watching for a few seconds.

“I don’t think so…” Nichole managed to say. “I think the boy… has to be all the way in…”

“Oh, ok.”

I watched Dane pseudo-fuck Nichole for a little under a minute. It was really interesting seeing everything he was doing. He pulled almost all the way out and then pushed his penis back to the halfway point. Finally I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Nichole? Can I try it for a little bit now?”

Nichole took a deep breath and nodded a little. She said, “Dane… give Trey a turn for a bit…”

Dane pushed his penis back to the halfway stage and then pulled back all the way, sliding out of Nichole. Looking death at me, he moved out of the way and said, “Ok, Trey. Knock yourself out.”

I got back in position between my sister’s legs and touched my penis against her vagina. I found the entrance really easily and pushed forward. It seemed like my tip went in much easier than it had before Dane had his in her.

Once I had my tip inside Nichole, I pushed forward a little more, feeling some of the shaft of my penis entering her vagina. I pulled back a little and then went forward some more, until just like Dane, I had half my shaft up inside my sister.

It was the coolest thing I’d ever experienced.

“Wow…” I said, looking over at Dane. “You were right… this is incredible…”

“Yeah…”

Looking down at Nichole, I said, “Can I move like he did?”

“Yes…” she whispered. She was pretty well lost in pleasure, I guess.

Very slowly I started working my penis back and forth inside Nichole’s vagina, feeling the sensation of her flesh clutching at me as I moved. It was so sweet! I longed to get myself all the way inside of her.

Getting an idea, I said, “Can we kiss some more?”

Nichole said, “Sure.”

I leaned down and started kissing Nichole, acutely aware of what every part of my body was doing as it contacted her body. While we kissed, I started moving back and forth again. Each time I pushed into my sister, I tried to push a little deeper than I had before. Very slowly I was working every bit of my hard, thirteen-year-old virgin penis farther up into my sister’s twelve-year-old virgin vagina. When I finally stopped, I was all the way into her, and could feel little sparks of pleasure shooting all up and down the shaft of my erection. It was mind blowing.

Nichole must’ve known that we’d just lost our virginities to each other. She whispered, “Oh, Trey… oh, Trey…” One of her hands slowly moved down to rest on my butt.

I couldn’t say anything. I just held myself inside my sister’s vagina and tried hard not to cum.

“Dude… Trey? Are you… are you actually fucking her…?”

Both Nichole and I were looking into each other’s eyes, and we nodded pretty much at the same time.

“Holy shit!” Dane said. “Is it better than what we were doing before?”

“Not even in the same building, Dane…”

“Wow… I wanna try it! Can I? Please?”

Ignoring my brother, I started moving slowly, fucking my sister very gently. It felt so good inside of her, I never wanted to pull out. I knew that I would have to eventually, if for no other reason than to give Dane a turn, but I was determined that at the very least I’d have my orgasm first.

Pretty soon it was obvious that wasn’t going to take very long. I felt the sensations building up inside my body and almost totally lost control as I let out a series of hard grunts and pushed as deep into my sister’s vagina as I could get, feeling my penis start to kick and buck inside her as my sperm shot into her waiting body. I collapsed on top of her, totally overwhelmed.

After a few seconds, I felt another hand join Nichole’s on my ass and I heard Dane say softly, “Trey? Let me have a turn now, ok?”

My mind whirling with the fact that I’d just lost my virginity to my sister, I pulled back from her, my penis withdrawing from the Gates of Paradise that laid between her legs. I couldn’t quite read her face, but I was too busy concentrating on my own feelings to worry about it.

Dane got between Nichole’s legs again and looked over at me.

“Do you wanna put me in again?”

For some reason the idea of touching Dane’s penis again really appealed to me. I don’t know why. But I got in behind him, taking his erection in my hand, and gave it a couple slow strokes.

“Yours is almost just like mine,” I said softly to my twin brother.

“Yeah…” He reached back and wrapped his hand around my penis, giving it a couple strokes, just like I was doing to his. “Except yours isn’t virgin anymore. Mine still is.”

“Not for long.”

I took my twin brother’s thirteen-year-old virgin penis and pressed it against our sister’s vagina. Then I pushed against his butt and saw/felt him slide into place. I let go once he was all the way inside her and then laid back down next to Nichole, anxious to see my brother experience his first fuck.

I couldn’t quite describe what Dane’s face looked like. I knew that he looked at least as blissed out as I felt when I fucked Nichole. I also looked over at Nichole. She had her eyes closed, but it seemed as though she was enjoying herself.

Dane didn’t last quite as long with his fuck as I did with mine. It wasn’t very long before he held himself against Nichole just like I had. He moaned a little, and his whole body seemed to tremble as the orgasm took hold of him. It was wonderful to watch!

After Dane was done cumming, he pulled out Nichole’s vagina. I could see a little of our sperm leaking out of her. He flopped down on the floor on the other side of her and we all laid there in silence. I think they eventually drifted off a little bit. I know I did. When I woke up they were quietly fucking once again. After Dane had his turn, I got to have one of my own.

The entire time our parents were away, the three of us had sex as much as we possibly could. Most times it was me or Dane fucking Nichole, but there were a couple times Dane and I wound up jerking each other off while Nichole fingered herself. She really liked seeing us doing stuff with each other. We’d kiss each other while masturbating one another, and a couple of times she even talked us into sucking one another off. It wasn’t the best thing in the world, but it was pretty sweet.

It wasn’t until after we’d been in California for a few months that we found out Nichole was pregnant. It was even money on who’d done the job, me or Dane. I liked to think that it was me who made the baby, but there wasn’t really anyway to tell.

Nichole lied to our parents and said she’d gotten drunk at a party and had sex with a boy who had gotten her pregnant. She couldn’t remember who he was. When she finally gave birth, to a boy, both Dane and I helped her take care of him, which made our parents very pleased.

After our son was born, we all sort of stopped having sex with each other. Dane and I still jerked each other off from time to time. We had really gotten to like that. But we didn’t do anything with Nichole. We didn’t want to get her pregnant again and the idea of using protection just seemed kind of… wrong, somehow.
Just recently, though, Nichole started talking about the idea of having another baby. She approached both me and Dane with the idea. It’d been two years since the birth of our son. Maybe we’d have a daughter, who could grow up to be her brother’s first lover. Maybe.

END

Copyright 2004 by Alex Hawk. All characters and events depicted are fictional. Any similarity to real people or events is entirely unlikely.

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Plea Bargain

October 29, 2008

Plea Bargain – Part One
By
Alex Hawk

I sat in the police car, listening to the chatter of the officers, waiting to find out what my fate was going to be. They’d picked me up near Red Square only an hour ago. I’d been working the streets, trying to get Western tourists, usually Germans, to give me money in return for sex. I was a prostitute. It wasn’t the best life for a fourteen-year-old girl, but it did make me some money, which my parents didn’t really have to give me.

“What are you waiting for?” I asked one of the officers. “We’ve been here an hour. You taking me in or what?”

“Quiet down. We’re waiting for someone.”

Grumbling a little I sat back in the old Zil that was being used as a police car these days. It might’ve started life as something else. Now the police were using it for undercover work.

Another car pulled up next to us. A Mercedes. One of the officers got out and began talking to the driver. After a few moments he came over and opened up the door to the backseat of the Zil.

“Go talk with that man,” he said, pointing.

I was beginning to get an inkling of where this was going. Some rich guy wanted a blowjob. Well, if he was willing to pay… I walked over to the car.

“Kommentov, Svetlana,” came the voice from inside.

I leaned down and looked at the man behind the wheel. He was nicely dressed. Probably in his thirties. At least I wouldn’t be sucking an old man’s prick.

“Da,” I replied.

“You wanna make the cops go away? Keep your parents from ever finding out about your line of work?” he asked. He had a light, vaguely St Petersburg accent.

“Of course I do,” I retorted. “What do you want in return?”

“It’s simple. I want to make a movie. I want you to be the star.”

I weighed my options. “What kind of movie?”

“The kind you think it is.”

I figured as much. “With you?”

“No. With some boys. Ages eleven to fifteen. Six of them. Each one fucks you. Each one cums in you. You get to go free.”

I thought about it. It would be a nice change, if nothing else, from getting fucked by old German men. My grandfather had fought in the Great Patriotic War, and I figured he’d be cartwheeling in his grave if he’d known about it.

“Do I have to do all of them at once?”

“You do the first five in a group, then two by themselves and then one last one with three other boys.”

“What do I get in return?”

“The police go away and you get one thousand euros per film.”

Damn. How could I say no? Three thousand euros would last me a very long time.

“Alright. When?”

“Call me tomorrow.” He handed me a card with a cell phone number on it. It said his name was Yuri. “We will make arrangements. If you have any plans to back out, keep in mind I have your address and the police can always just arrest you at your house in front of your family.”

“Alright.”

“Now go home, zaichik,” he said, putting the car into gear and driving off.

* * *

Three days later, I arrived at an address. It was an old, very nice hotel dating from the time of the Czar. The KGB used to let some of it’s people go spend time there when they needed to relax. Now there was no more KGB, no more Soviet Union, but the fine hotel itself, smack in the middle of Moscow, remained.

I went up to room 601 and knocked on the door. I could hear voices, young, male voices mostly, on the other side.

After a moment the door opened, revealing Yuri.

“Ah. Svetlana. Khorosho. Come on in.” He stood aside.

I walked inside the room and looked around. There was a large bed up against one wall. Everything else had been basically pushed aside to make room for the filming. There were a couple lights mounted on stands and two cameras. One of which had a man who looked similar to Yuri operating it. And there were also five boys, all my age or younger from their looks, who were sitting on a couch watching TV. Or at least they had been. Now they were watching me.

“This is my brother, Gregoriy,” he said, pointing to the other man, who nodded at me around some foul Turkish cigarette he was smoking and returned to his work.

“Hello.”

“And these are the boys.” He pointed to each in turn, saying, “This is Stas, he’s fourteen. That’s Ivan, he’s eleven. Those are Felix and Oleg. They’re brothers and Felix is thirteen while Oleg is fourteen. Lastly, that’s Slavik. He’s twelve.”

I nodded at all the boys as they were named and shyly said, “Hello,” to them.

They all nodded and said hello in turn.

“Of them all, Stas is the only one who isn’t a virgin. He’s going to fuck you first to show the other boys what to do.”

I looked at Stas. He had brown hair and a pretty smile. It would be nice to get fucked by a boy my age. “Ok,” I said.

“So!” Yuri clapped his hands together. “Let’s get started. First, why don’t you all strip down to your underwear and go sit on the bed over there,” he said, pointing.

I stripped down to my plain white bra and panties as the boys all got down to their underwear. I sat down at the head of the bed and the boys positioned themselves along it. I let my eyes roam over their nearly naked bodies. They were all really pretty cute. Having them fuck me wouldn’t be too bad, I guessed.
Yuri came around and handed us each a small glass of vodka. We all clinked our glasses together as Gregoriy began to film and then drank it down. I did my best not to grimace. This was NOT the highest quality drink I’d ever had.

As I looked at the boys, Slavik really caught my attention. I knew I knew him from somewhere. Finally it clicked.

“You play on the same hockey team as my brother, don’t you?” I asked him.

Slavik nodded. “Yes. I’m the goalie.”

“Oh, ok.” I remembered attending a couple of Kolya’s games earlier this year and seeing Slavik. Now I was going to be getting fucked by Slavik. What a strange, wonderful thought. For the first time, I started to get into this.

“Ok, let’s get the boys naked,” Yuri said after me and the boys had spent a couple more minutes talking with each other.

Stas led the way for the boys, lifting his hips and pulling his underwear off to show off a very nice, very hard penis. It looked to be about twelve or thirteen centimeters. Once he was naked, the other boys took off their boxers, too, leaving me with five nude boys. Ivan’s penis was, not surprisingly, the smallest. Oleg’s looked to be the biggest, just a bit larger than Stas’. The other boys all fell somewhere in the middle.

Once the boys were all naked, Yuri took his camera, which unlike Gregoriy’s wasn’t mounted on a tripod, and moved over to pan along, showing off all the boys. He had them each speak into the camera, introducing themselves, saying their ages and if they were virgins. The only one to say no to that was Stas.
Yuri turned to me. “Ok, Svetlana. Time to get undressed.”

I stood up and, as the cameras rolled, began to slowly remove my bra and panties. I figured it would be a good idea to do it slowly, so as to tease the viewer. Once I was nude, I sat back down, exposing my shaved vagina for the camera. I’d always kept it shaved. That plus my somewhat smaller breasts made me look younger, and that was something the tourists were willing to pay more for.

“Ok, say your name and your age,” Yuri said to me, repeating what he’d said to the boys.

“My name is Svetlana and I’m fourteen,” I replied.

“You’re not a virgin?”

“No, I’m not.”

“Ok.” He pulled back and panned around and did a few other things photographers do, and then he said to Stas, “Alright, Stas. Are you ready?”

“Yes.”

“Are you ready, Svetlana?”

“I am.”

“Ok. Why don’t you lay down and Stas, you show the boys what to do.”

“Ok.” Stas sat up and moved towards me as I laid down on my back and spread my legs. I could feel the eyes of the other boys on us as we positioned ourselves.

Stas got on top of me, and I felt his teenage penis nudge against my vagina. He grinned a little and whispered, “Hi.”

“Hi,” I said with a smile.

Yuri moved down onto his knees to get the shot of Stas entering me and once he was ready, he said, “Ok, Stas. Whenever.”

Stas reached between our bodies and rubbed his penis along the slit of my vagina. It felt very good having him rub on me there. Most of the older men simply stuck it in me without bothering to get me ready first.

Once Stas thought I was ready, I felt him push with his hips. I kept my eyes looking up into his as his fourteen-year-old penis glided smoothly into my fourteen-year-old vagina. As soon as he was all the way inside me, he gave me a little kiss and looked back at the other boys.

“See, my friends? This is what you’re going to be doing soon.”

All the other boys stared in amazement and Yuri moved in a little closer with his camera as Stas started moving slowly on top of me. It felt very, very nice feeling his penis sliding around inside me. This was the first time I’d had sex with a boy my own age. I’d lost my virginity to an older boy who was in the army and about to be sent to Chechnya. He’d died down there, and since then I’d only been fucked by old men. Being fucked by a boy like Stas was a nice change.

“That’s good,” Yuri said. “That’s very good. A little faster now, Stas.”

“Ok…” Stas said with a little gasp as he started fucking me faster.

The moan I gave at this point was only partly theatrical. I moved my hands onto Stas’ butt to cup it while he fucked me, enjoying the feeling of a muscular young ass moving during intercourse. Yeah, this was much better than German sausage.

Stas was really getting into it, moaning and gasping with pleasure as he fucked me. Then, suddenly, his whole body stiffened and he pushed into me as I felt his penis start releasing it’s load of sperm into my vagina. I briefly wondered about pregnancy. I wasn’t on the Pill or anything like that, and I’d always made the men who fucked me use condoms. Oh, well. If I had a baby, I had a baby. Given what I’d learned of Yuri, he’d probably pay to see me give birth.

Once Stas was done cumming, he gave me a little kiss and then slipped out of me and moved aside as Yuri zoomed in to focus on the small amount of sperm leaking from my vagina.

“Very nice,” Yuri said with a nod. “You’ve done well, both of you.”

“Thanks,” Stas gasped out.

Yuri turned to Oleg. “You ready?”

“Oh, yes.” Oleg’s penis quivered with anticipation.

Yuri and Gregoriy adjusted their cameras and Yuri said to Oleg, “Ok. Get on top of her, but don’t try anything yet.”

“Alright.” Oleg got onto me, his penis brushing against my recently fucked vagina.

“Now, Svetlana. You reach down and guide him into you, ok?”

“Alright.”

“When you’re ready.”

I took Oleg’s penis in my hand and lined it up with my vagina. Then I looked up at his cute, nervous, hairless young face and said, “Push.”

Oleg nodded and then got an incredibly passionate, blissful look on his face as he slipped his hard, fourteen-year-old virgin penis into my welcoming fourteen-year-old vagina. He was only the second virgin I’d had, aside from the boy I’d lost my cherry to. I really got off on how happy he looked as he entered me.

“Bohze moi…” he gasped.”It’s better than I ever thought…”

I reached up and ran a hand through Oleg’s hair as my other hand reached down to cup his butt. “Start moving,” I whispered.

Slowly Oleg began thrusting, sliding his penis in and out of me. He slipped out a couple times, and I guided him back inside. After the third time of me doing that, I wrapped my legs around him to keep him in me where he belonged.

I knew Oleg wouldn’t last too long, given that this was his first fuck. He didn’t disappoint there. He started slamming into me with short, rabbit thrusts, and then let out a moan of total passion as his spasming penis added his supply of sperm to that of Stas. For me, I wasn’t anywhere near climax, but at least I’d gotten closer with Stas and Oleg than I did with any of the old German fucks.

After Oleg was done cumming, Yuri had him get off me and zoomed in for another shot of my vagina, more sperm leaking out. I felt kind of exposed with these shots, but it wasn’t that big of a deal, I guessed. I mean, I was getting fucked on video. I couldn’t complain.

Yuri turned off the camera for a moment and said, “Go clean yourself up real quick.” He pointed to the bathroom.

“Alright.” I got up and moved towards the bathroom, using some toilet paper to clean up with. Once I was done, I came back to the room to find Felix laying where his brother had been. The other two boys that were left, Ivan and Slavik, were still sitting at the end of the large bed.

“Why don’t you give Felix a short hand job?”

“Ok,” I said, knowing the difference between a suggestion and an order. I got onto the bed next to Felix and took his cute penis in my hand, stroking it slowly.

“Now kiss,” Yuri said.

Felix and I exchanged kisses with each other as I masturbated him. When Yuri suggested a quick blowjob, I leaned my face down and made sure the camera caught a few shots of me with Felix’s penis moving around inside my mouth.

“Alright, that’s enough,” Yuri said. “Get on your back, Svetlana.”

Sighing slightly, I rolled onto my back and spread my legs. Felix got into position and looked over at Yuri.

Yuri nodded and said, “Go for it.”

Holding his body up much more than the other two boys, Felix took his erection in his hand and lined himself up, getting to the right place on the first try. He began pushing forward, and the wonderful feeling of his thirteen-year-old virgin penis finding its way into my fourteen-year-old vagina swept through my body.
“Ooooo…” he said, closing his eyes as he entered me.”Oh… wow…”

I simply laid back and reached down to play with my clitoris as I watched Felix’s naked body moving between my legs. He was obviously having a great time inside me. Not that I blamed him. I’m sure that if I were a boy, I’d have been quite happy there, too.

Felix managed to last a little longer than his older brother. He fucked me for a good four minutes before he began gasping, moaning, and climaxing inside me, adding his sperm to the massive numbers already swimming around inside my body. It was a heavenly sensation for me.

After he was done cumming, and before he pulled out, Felix leaned down, gave me a little kiss, and then said, “Thank you.”

Taken aback by the unexpected politeness, I replied, “You’re welcome,” and squeezed my vagina around his teenage penis. He grinned and pulled out as Yuri took the close-up shots of leaking sperm.

“Alright, Slavik’s turn,” said Yuri, ever the romantic. Felix got off me and moved over to sit next to Stas and Oleg as Slavik started to get between my legs. Yuri stopped him, saying, “No, wait a second.”

“What?” Slavik asked, looking over at him.

“Svetlana, stand on the floor, lean forward and start blowing Ivan. Then Slavik can enter you from behind.”

“Uh… ok.” I sat up and moved over. I got in front of Ivan, bent over, and slipped my lips down around his completely hairless preteen penis. He let out a little whimper as his body tensed.

“Do you see where to go in?” Yuri asked Slavik.

“I think so.”

“Alright.”

I felt Slavik move in behind me and could feel his penis poking around. It took him a couple tries before he was in the right place.

“Here?” he asked.

“There,” Yuri said.

Slavik pushed with his hips and I closed my eyes as his twelve-year-old virgin penis entered my fourteen-year-
old vagina. My third virgin of the day. I was on a roll!

“Ah…” he breathed out as he pushed home.

“Now put your hands on her hips and fuck her, but be careful not to slip out.”

“Alright.” Slavik put one hand on each of my hips and began moving very slowly, very carefully, sliding his preteen penis around inside my teenage vagina. It certainly wasn’t the best fuck I’d ever had, I didn’t really like doggie-style that much, but it was nice.

Soon the pace of his thrusts was increasing and despite being careful, Slavik did slip out of me a couple times. Thankfully, he was able to get back into me on his own. I heard him breathing hard and I knew it wouldn’t be long before… yes… there… his penis began kicking inside me and I felt a couple weak pulses of sperm splash into my body. I let out a little moan of pleasure around Ivan’s small erection. If this kept up too much longer, I’d be cumming myself.

“You ready for Ivan now?” Yuri asked after everything with Slavik was done.

“Yeah. How do you want me?”

“Missionary will do fine.”

“Ok.” I laid on my back and gestured towards Ivan. “Come on.”

Ivan, moving very uncertainly, got on top of me. There was no way there’d be any sperm from a boy this young, I thought. Still maybe his fucking would be enough to get me off. I reached down, took his penis in hand, lined him up and said, “Go ahead.”

“Ok, Svetlana,” Ivan said in a very high pitched voice. He pushed and very, very easily got his completely hairless eleven-year-old virgin penis into my fourteen-
year-old vagina. No sooner was he entirely inside me before he suddenly said, “Oh… oh… oh, god!” and then began shuddering on top of me. I felt him twitching inside my body and knew what was happening. It was all I could do not to laugh.

“Ivan!” Yuri said, sounding ticked. “Did you just cum?!”

“Ah… oh… oh… yes… oh… yeah… I did…” He looked up at Yuri, his penis still inside me. “Sorry, Yuri.”

The other boys all burst out laughing, as did I. Moments later both Yuri and Ivan joined in. Gregoriy might as well have been in his own universe.

Once Ivan pulled out of me, I said to Yuri, “Can I have Stas fuck me again? I was really close to cumming.”

“Sure, if he’s ready. Stas?”

“Oh, hell, yeah.” Stas stood up, his penis hard.

“Alright.”

Stas got on top of me again, and easily slid his penis back into my vagina. I moaned and wrapped myself around his naked, muscular body as he began fucking me, the shaft of his erection seriously stimulating my clitoris with each pass. It didn’t take more than about five minutes before I began to moan, claw at his back, and climax, losing myself in the tide of pleasure that washed over me. Stas joined me a few moments later, adding yet another deposit of sperm to what was already there.

Throughout the rest of the day, I got fucked by each boy several more times. By the time we were done we were all well and truly fucked out. Yuri got the boys dressed, gave them each fifty euros and sent them on their way. As I was getting dressed he came up to me.

“That was very, very well done, Svetlana.”

“Thanks. My money?”

He counted out ten one-hundred euro bills and handed them to me. “One week from today you’ll be doing Rostik and Roma,” he said.

“Who are they?”

“A pair of twin brothers. Both thirteen. Both virgins. You’ll like them.”

“Alright. Then only one more vid after that and the charges go away?”

“Da. That is what we agreed.”

“Ok. Thank you, Yuri. Goodbye.”

“Goodbye, Svetlana.”

And I left the room, catching the train to take me home.

END PART ONE

Copyright 2005 by Alex Hawk. Trov yu mat!
So this, obviously, is a story set in Moscow, Russia. I’ve been there once. I stayed in the hotel described, but I can’t remember the name for the life of me. I’m sure I’ll figure it out eventually. Meantime, any screw ups on the Russian language are entirely my fault. Forgive.
There should be two more parts to this story. I hope you all like them! And for any critics who hate my “x age penis entering x age vagina” routine, I say, “Hey. It’s a fetish. Fuckin’ deal with it.”
I’m getting a website set up on asstr.org. I’ll make sure to keep publishing with Kristen, but I’ll also be putting up special stories and things on my own site (like a guide on how to seduce your sibling). There will also be other things on the site. I’m planning of setting up my own site off of asstr.org as well. I don’t know yet what it’ll be called or anything, but it should be nice.

As usual, I’m still hoping to hear from people who want to tell me about how they lost their virginities or stories about consensual incest. I’d also love to see pictures of cute boys or girls (naked is fine, but they have to be legal, so no sex). And I’d LOVE to see CGI pictures or drawings of what you artist types out there think the characters in my stories look like. The best ones will be put up on the site!
Lastly, if anyone knows of any sites that feature CGI pics or drawings with content along the lines of the stories I like (places like actualincest.com), then please email me to let me know!
That’s all for now. I hope to hear from you folks soon about this story!

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In My Memories

October 30, 2008

In My Memories
By
Alex Hawk

I stand out on the patio, watching the sea, hearing the waves crash on the beach. I close my eyes and let the environment wash over me. The world is carrying on as though this is any other day. It doesn’t seem fair.

I sigh and go back into my house. It was only a couple hours ago that the phone had rung, my nephew giving me the sad news that my older brother, George, had died of a heart attack. That had been an hour ago. Now I am facing a whole lot more excitement in the next few days than I want.

I sit down in front of my computer and surf over to travelocity. Making arrangements to travel all the way from Guam to New York City so that I can attend my brother’s funeral is not going to be easy, especially at the age of seventy-one. I love living out here, but it’s a real chore getting back to the mainland.

The flight in question involves me going from Guam to Tokyo, Tokyo to Los Angeles, and then Los Angeles to New York. On the way back, it’s New York to Seattle, Seattle to Honolulu and Honolulu to Guam. All first class, of course. At my age, if you’re going to spend more than 25 hours flying, you’ll do it in comfort.

Once the arrangements are made, and I know I’ll be departing tomorrow, I make a cup of tea and go back outside. Sipping my tea I sit down and let my mind wander back to the summer of 1945, when I was eleven, and my life changed forever…

* * *

I was sitting in the living room of our New York apartment, thumbing through “Life” while listening to “Little Orphan Annie” on the radio. It was one of my favorite shows! I liked reading “Life”, because I was able to see pictures of the soldiers and sailors. My dad had been a sailor. He’d been on the USS Arizona when the Japs had hit Pearl Harbor. He didn’t make it off.

My mother worked in radio. She did bit parts. Nothing big. But she got to work with important people, so that was nice. It also meant that she had enough money to keep our family together. We weren’t rich or anything, but we lived ok.

George, my brother, was fourteen. He was what most kids today would call a nerd or a geek. Nixon would later refer to people like him as eggheads. To me he was just my sweet, scrawny, wonderful brother who had glasses as thick as Coke bottle bottoms. I loved him dearly.

There was a sense of optimism in the air that summer. The Nazis had been beaten, the Italians had been beaten, and now the Japs were on the ropes. Everyone knew they wouldn’t last much longer. President Truman may not have been as… well… he wasn’t FDR, but we knew he could get the job done.

George had been out with some of his friends. He’d gotten home about twenty minutes ago, and had gone to his bedroom. Now he came out and sat on the couch next to me.

“Hey, Lizzie?”

“Yeah?”

“I got a question for you.”

“Alright.”

George looked a little awkward. Finally he said, “Have you ever kissed a boy before?”

“No,” I snappishly replied. “Have you?”

George rolled his eyes. “Gee, Lizzie, I was just asking.”

“Why were you asking?”

George shrugged. “I was just wondering.”

“Well, ok. For the record, then, have you kissed any…” I paused long enough to let him get a little annoyed, then said, “… girls?”

George shook his head. “No. Most of my friends have, but I haven’t.”

“Oh.”

“They say it’s awfully fun.”

“Do they?”

“Yeah.”

I had no idea where my brother was going with all this. All I knew is that he was keeping me from listening to the radio.

“One of them has done a lot more.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah. You know Herman’s brother, Jack?”

“Yes.” Jack was seventeen and I thought he was really cute.

“Well… he’s done… lots of things with girls. Even, you know, THAT.”

“That?” I repeated, confused.

“You know. THAT. The big thing boys and girls can do.”

“Oh. OH!” I knew what he was talking about. He was talking about sex. Our mom was fairly progressive and had given us all the information about where babies came from. Half my friends thought there was a cabbage leaf or a stork involved.

“Yeah. He says it’s lots of fun. I was talking with him about it. He says it feels really good. Better than anything! He says it feels best for the girl.”

“It does?” I asked, intrigued.

“Yeah.” He took a breath. “So… I was thinking.” He took another deep breath. “Well… some day I’ll be doing things like that with a girl… and you’ll be doing them with a boy.”

I blushed a little. “When I’m married, yes.”

“Yes, of course.” George blushed, too. “Well… he says it’s lots of fun, but some of it takes lots of practice.”

“It does?”

“Yeah. So…” George took another deep breath. “Well… I thought maybe you and me could… you know… practice together.”

My brain took a few seconds to put that together, then I blushed again. “You don’t mean… THAT?”

Shaking his head, my brother said, “No, no. Not all the way. I just thought we could practice some of the things that lead up to… THAT.”

“Like what?” I asked, interested despite myself.

“Well… there’s kissing. And touching. And some other stuff. Jack said it’s all really, really fun and feels wonderful. But he said also it’s a good idea to practice it, too.”

“Oh,” I said, unsure what else I could say.

“So… like I said… if you wanted… we could practice together. That way when we get married we’ll know what we’re doing.”

“I don’t know… it sounds a little strange,” I said, doubtfully.

“Well… we could just start by kissing. See how that goes.”

I thought about it. “I guess it wouldn’t hurt anything. Just to kiss.”

“Yeah.”

“Well… alright.”

We sat there for a few seconds. Then my brother moved a little closer to me. “Turn your head my way.”

I did.

George licked his lips and leaned closer. He closed his eyes. I did the same. Moments later I felt a silky smooth sensation as his mouth brushed against mine. A little shiver went through my young body at the contact.

George sat back and we both opened our eyes. He smiled a little. “That was nice.”

“Yeah.”

“You wanna do it some more?”

I nodded.

“Alright.”

George and I leaned into each other again and started kissing some more. This time we kept our lips together longer, like people in movies did. It was very nice! It got even nicer at one point when I felt my brother’s tongue licking along my lips.

That felt so good I wound up licking his lips, too, and the next thing I knew, our tongues were dancing against each other. It was really nice! It was giving me a really strange sensation between my legs that I didn’t mind one bit!

That first time my brother and I kissed each other for probably a good fifteen minutes. Every day for the next week we kept doing it, spending more and more time kissing. By Friday we were at it for over an hour, and enjoying every second of it!

We didn’t go past kissing. At least not at that point. Later, however…

* * *

I’m snapped out of my memories by the sound of the phone ringing. I pick it up. It’s my oldest son, Matthew, on the other end. He turned 50 just last week. Still strange to think that I have a son that old.

“Are you doing ok, mom?”

“Yes, dear, I’m fine.”

“You’re flying out for the funeral, of course?”

“Yes. I leave day after tomorrow.”

“Good. When do you first hit the mainland? I’ll meet you at the airport and fly with you to JFK.”

I laugh. “Matthew, I’m an adult now. I think it’s time for me to start flying by myself.”

My son laughs in return. “Yeah, I know, Mom. But you’re also getting older.”

“Seventy-one isn’t that old.”

I picture Matthew throwing his hands in the air. “Ok, Mom. You win.”

“Always do, dear.”

“Oh, Jenny and I will be taking care of getting grandma here. You won’t need to worry about that.”

I feel vaguely embarrassed. I’d completely forgotten about my mother in all this. She turns ninety-five later this month and lives in a nursing home in upstate New York. I haven’t visited her in years. She has Alzheimer’s, too. I knew this would probably be the last time I’d see her alive.

“Thank you, dear,” I tell my son.

We make small talk for another hour or so. Mostly talking about his family. We don’t talk about George too much. There’ll be time for that later. Finally, as the sun starts setting, the conversation winds down. My son and I make our farewells to each other.

I turn on KUAM and watch some TV, letting my mind wander, once again, back to the past…

* * *

Eight days of kissing with George went by. I was enjoying it more and more and really looking forward to our little get-togethers. That it might’ve been wrong to do these things with him because he was my brother never really crossed my mind. Why would it? It was 1945. We weren’t exactly told extensively about sex in general, much less incest.

This day we were laying on my bed as we kissed. We’d started doing that on the sixth day. It was a lot more comfortable, especially given how long we were necking each time. Plus it just felt… better… somehow… to be doing it in bed.

Plus laying down made it easier to hug each other tight and kiss at the same time. The feeling of George’s body against mine as we laid on my bed was really wonderful. I was beginning to understand why adults liked to kiss so much!

At one point during our kissing, George pulled his mouth away from mine. “Hey, Lizzie?”

“Yeah?”

“You wanna take off our shirts? Try it that way?”

I wrinkled my nose. “Why?”

“Well…” I could see him thinking. Finally he shrugged. “Why not?”

“Well… I don’t think I’m supposed to have my shirt off in front of boys,” I tried.

“You’re also not supposed to be kissing boys.”

“Yeah.”

“So? Look, I’ll take mine off first.” True to his word, George sat up and removed his shirt. I’d seen him without one before so it really wasn’t anything special, but for some reason seeing him like that now put a little thrill through me.

Feeling a little shy, but also kind of excited, I took my shirt off, exposing my still almost completely flat chest to my brother’s eyes. I was a little embarrassed at first, but when he smiled and put his arms around me, pulling my bare chest to his as we began kissing, my embarrassment fell away and was replaced with total happiness.

“Mmm…” my brother whispered between kisses. “This is real nice…”

“Yeah…” On an impulse I dipped my head down a little and kissed one of my brother’s nipples.

He jumped a little. “Why did you do that?”

“I don’t know,” I confessed. “Did you like it?”

“Yeah, it was pretty neat.”

“Ok.”

“Can I kiss you like that?”

“Ok.”

My brother dipped his head down and I felt a little jolt of electricity go through me as his lips brushed against my nipple. I let out a small gasp of pure pleasure as he kisses the other one, and then kisses each one again. Oh, it was heavenly!

“Do you like that?” George asked.

“Oh, yes…”

“Ok.” He went back to kissing them, and at one point starting sucking on one of my nipples, almost little a little baby. No milk came out, of course, but waves of total bliss washed out all over my body.

As he did this, I also became aware of a building pleasure between my legs. I hadn’t ever really thought about my vagina before. I knew what it was, and what it was for, my mother had told me everything, but until just recently it was just something that was THERE. Now it was starting to make itself noticed.

George then moves his mouth off my nipples and starts kissing me on the mouth again. I close my eyes and let his lips and tongue play against mine, knowing that something really wonderful had happened today and wondering where it was going to lead.

* * *

The next morning I hail a cab. I’ve got all my things packed, and it’s time to head to the airport. I had hardly slept a wink and now I was very tired. Knowing I’d be able to sleep on the plane helped, though.

The cab driver, a not-unattractive Filipino, doesn’t make conversation as we drive. I’m mostly happy about that, but it might be nice to have someone to talk with. I’m missing George terribly, even though I haven’t seen him in a long while.

I look out the window, watching the scenery go by. I’d ended up on Guam in 1964, when my late husband had been transferred to Anderson AFB. By trade, I’m an ornithologist. A pro-bird watcher, essentially. Birds, however, are not abundant on Guam, most of the native species having been eaten by transplanted snakes.

But I’d loved the island despite it’s lack of avian-based excitement. When Frankie had died in a plane crash in 1969 I’d thought about returning to the mainland, but I liked it here too much. So instead I became a teacher.

We pull up to the airport Hagatna. I pay the driver and give him a not indecent tip. I grab my two bags and head into the terminal, walking up to the Continental Airlines window.

“Good morning… Ms Avery?” Says the rather surprised looking young girl behind the counter.

I blink, and it takes me a moment to recognize her. “Alicia Browne! Why I haven’t seen you in ages!” I smile. Speaking of my teaching career, she’d been one of my favorite students.

Alicia smiles back. “I know, it’s been so long!” She looks at my tickets. “Oh, traveling back to the mainland? I hope not for too long!”

I shake my head. “No, there’s just… well, my brother’s passed, you see.”

Her face falls. “Oh… I’m so sorry! Were you close?”

“Very.”

She shakes her head. “Manuel… that’s my husband… he’s off in Iraq right now. I worry about him all the time.”

I pat her on the hand. “I hope he’ll be ok.”

She smiles again. “I hope so. I don’t want to be a single mother.”

I laugh, in spite of my grief. “Married with child? Where does the time go?”

“With CHILDREN, Ms Avery!”

I laugh again, and then start to notice the line forming. “Well, Alicia, I’ll tell you what. When I get back, let’s go have lunch or something. You were always one of my favorites.”

“Absolutely! I can’t wait.” She gives me all my tickets and checks my bags. “Have a good flight. I’ll light a candle for you.”

“Thank you, dear.”

I walk to the gate, feeling strangely buoyed after my conversation with Alicia, and thinking once again about George. A very close relationship, indeed…

* * *

Ten days went past since my brother and I started kissing each other without our shirts on. It was still the pinnacle of our relationship. Most of the time we’d kiss and take turns sucking on each other’s nipples for a while. More often than not, it was him sucking mine. We’d both discovered I liked it a little more than he did.

I’d also noticed that every time we kissed like this, especially when we were shirtless and sucking on each other, my vagina got very, very wet. I wasn’t sure why, or what it meant, but it felt good.

“You wanna try something else, Lizzie?” George asked.

“What?”

“Well… we could take off some more clothes. Like get down to our underwear, maybe? I mean, it feels nice without shirts, so maybe it will feel nice nice in just underwear, you know?”

We started kissing again as I thought about it. On the one had, I knew that, just like with taking off my shirt, it would be a big step. But on the other hand, George was right. Everything so far had felt wonderful. I made up my mind.

“Ok, George.”

The two of us sat up and, surprisingly, faced away from each other as we stood. I pulled my skit down and off, along with my socks, and then laid down on the bed again, now clad only in a pair of white cotton panties.

Looking up, I saw my brother as he got back onto the bed with me. He was wearing only a pair of white boxers. I could see something inside them. It looked like it was pointing upward. Obviously it was my brother’s penis. A small tremor of excitement went through me at the sight.

Wordlessly, George and I started kissing again. We began just by laying side-by-side as we kissed, with our bodies a far distance apart. We started to move closer and closer together, though, discovering as we did so that the more our bare skin came into contact, the better it was.

Eventually I found myself laying on my back, with my brother on top of me as we kissed. My legs were spread and he was between them. At the time, I wasn’t aware this was a primary position for intercourse; I just knew that it felt really nice having him on me like this.

As we kissed, I was also aware of his cloth-covered penis rubbing against my vagina. Each time he moved, it sent little blasts of pleasure through my pre-teen body. When our mother had talked to us about sex, and how babies were made, she hadn’t said anything about it feeling good, but I was starting to think that it might.

I put my arms around my brother and held him tight. “This is really nice,” I said.

“Yeah, it’s neat!” He moved a little.

I giggled and moaned a bit. “That’s real nice… when you move like that I can feel your… you know… YOU… against me… down there.” I blushed.

“When I do this?” George moved his hips, his penis rubbing right against the top of my vagina.

“Oh… yes…” I moaned and spread my legs wider, bringing more him into contact with me.

“You want me to keep doing it?”

“Yeah…”

“Ok.”

As George continued to move his body on top of mine, I responded by moaning a little more, and let my hands drift down until they were resting on his butt. It was interesting feeling the muscles move under the fabric of his boxers.

George moved aside after a bit and placed a hand on my thigh, moving it back and forth gently. “You’ve got such soft skin.”

“Thanks.”

He began tracing little circles on the skin of my inner thigh. It felt absolutely wonderful. Not as great as when he’d been on top of me, but nice enough, and it got even better when he started kissing and sucking my nipples as he did it. Fireworks went off in my brain when he started doing that!

Just when I thought we’d reached the pinnacle of what could feel good, George brushed his fingers against my panties, right against where his hard penis had been rubbing before. I let out a gasp of pure delight at the contact.

My brother looked at me. “Did you like that?”

“Yeah…”

He placed his fingers back on that spot and rubbed them around a little. “Like this?”

“Oh, yes…”

I closed my eyes and lost myself to bliss as my brother’s fingers worked on my vagina through my panties. It was so intense and incredibly wonderful! If Heaven existed, it must’ve felt like this all the time!

Suddenly the pleasure between my legs, which had been growing with each passing second, reached a crescendo. I moaned loudly and felt my vagina contact repeatedly. I felt like I was passing out with joy, it felt so good. I’d never known anything like it, and I knew I’d want to have that feeling again and again.

“Wow,” George said, looking down at me as I recovered from my experience. “What was that?”

“I don’t… I don’t know…” I gasped. “But I liked it…”

“Your panties are kind of damp.”

I sat up a little and looked at them. Sure enough there was a wet spot. “I wonder why.”

“You didn’t…?” He left the question mostly unasked.

I shook my head. “No, I don’t know what it’s from.”

“Ok.”

He leaned down and kissed me again. We held each other tight, savoring the moments after what we’d done.

* * *

The plane lands in Tokyo several hours later. My connecting flight doesn’t leave for another seven hours. I go through customs and head out of the airport. I’ve been in Tokyo many times (who on Guam hasn’t?), but it’s always different every time I come here.

I take a cab out into Tokyo proper. I had about three hours before I had to be back on the plane and I wanted to at least stretch my legs a little before the very LONG flight ahead of me to Los Angeles.

As I walk through the streets, I breathe in the life around me. I see Salary men on their way home from work, I see schoolgirls in their sailor-type outfits, I see young punks, trying to look quite tough, but killing the effect by having pink Mohawks. All around me, there’s life and excitement.

Feeling hungry, I look for somewhere to eat, and chuckle a little when I see a McDonald’s. Well, why not? I walk inside and, with my rudimentary Japanese, I place an order for a burger, fries and a Coke. Not much, and certainly not as good as first class airline food, but it’ll do.

The restaurant is very, very crowded. After looking, I find an empty seat at a table across from two women about my age. I ask if I can sit, and they make room.

As I eat, I look at the two women. I wonder where they were in 1945. What their lives were like then. What happened to their fathers, and their brothers? Were they in the war? I’ve talked with some Japanese people on Guam about what life was like for them during the war, but I wasn’t about to strike a conversation about it now.

1945… what an amazing year that had been for me… especially that wonderful summer…

* * *

We slowly reached the end of July. George and I had developed a new habit. We’d kiss for a while, and then suck each other’s nipples for a while. Then he’d lay next to me and rub my vagina through my panties until I got that good feeling again. It was a REAL nice way to pass time!

Today we were doing it on George’s bed. 90% of the time we were on mine, but today we’d decided to get onto his. It wasn’t as big as it wasn’t as nice, but, well, it was nice to have a bit of change.

It was kind of strange, really. Getting together like this had become most of what we did with our free time. We hardly ever saw our friends anymore. Two, and once even three, times a day we got together and kissed and touched each other. It was really nice!

Currently we were at that state where he was sucking on my nipples while rubbing at my vagina through my panties. As usual, it was making me really happy! Like always I had my eyes closed as was losing myself in the pleasure.

Then I became aware of my brother’s fingers slipping under the fabric of my panties. He was up at the top, and he only slid them in for a moment. It felt nice having his fingers against my bare skin, though, proving our earlier belief that naked skin is better.

Suddenly a whole new world of pleasure opened it’s door for me as my brother’s fingers drifted lower and lower, brushing against a stop right above the entrance to my vagina. It was a little knob like thing there. I didn’t know what it was called, but I knew it felt incredible having him touch it.

“Is something wrong?” George asked, looking up at me with concern on his face.

“No… oh… no… oh, that’s… that’s so wonderful…”

“It is?” he asked, rubbing his fingers around my vagina with more confidence.

“Oh… oh, god… yes… oh, it’s wonderful…”

After moments passed, my brother’s fingers roaming all over my vagina. Then he said, “Can I take off your panties? They’re in the way.”

“Ok…” I whispered, no hesitation, trusting George completely.

My brother hooked his fingers into my panties and slowly pulled them down and off me. Then he sat back on his knees and looked down at my naked, pre-teen body.

“Wow… you look so amazing, Lizzie…”

“Thanks,” I said, blushing a little. I would have thought it would feel strange being nude in front of my older brother, but I only felt anticipation of good feelings yet to come.

George settled back between my legs, his fingers brushing along my slit. I trembled as he explored my privates. Just as I thought it wouldn’t ever get better than it was already, one of his probing fingers found the entrance to my vagina and slowly began to slide inside.

“Gee, Lizzie…” George whispered as his finger sank into my body. “Is this…?”

“Yeah…”

“Wow…”

“Yeah…”

“Does it feel good?”

I thought for a second. “George…?”

“Yeah?”

“If you stop, I’ll kill you.”

George laughed. His finger moved back and forth inside my vagina. “Ok, I won’t stop.”

As he kept fingering me, my brother moved his mouth back down to my nipples, sucking and kissing each one in turn as his finger moved around inside my vagina. It was so intense, I thought I might pass out.

Then that wave of pleasure I was waiting for hit me. I know now, of course, that it was an orgasm. All the times I’d felt this before were, too, but this was the best of the bunch, no question. The orgasm I’d remember my entire life.

“Wow, Lizzie, that was neat!” George enthused as I came back down from Heaven. “I could feel you squeezing my finger when that happened.”

“Great,” I said, a little wrung out from the experience.

* * *

“Hmmm?” I say, sitting up suddenly, dreams of my brother fading into the light of wakefulness.

“I said we’re about to land, Ms Avery. You’ll need to put your seat up.” The stewardess- flight attendant- smiled at me.

“Of course,” I say, feeling slightly embarrassed. Sleeping through intercom announcements was something old women did, and I am only an old woman when it suits me.

By the time the plane lands and I get off, make my way through customs, and out into LAX proper, I’m feeling exhausted. I have another two hours before my flight to New York, and from there an hour long drive until I’d be at my son’s house. Yes, he would be picking me up and driving me, but it still meant it’d be another several hours before I’d get any real rest from traveling.

I spend my two hours in LAX just wandering around the airport. Never too far from my gate. Never pass the security zone. I hate going through those. Eventually my flight arrived, and I get on, heading to JFK.

My son meets met at the airport. I want to complain at him, I want to say that I planned to rent a car and drive to his house, but I’m frankly too tired. I manage to get my luggage and stagger with him out to his car.

Once we get to Matthew’s house I follow him inside, say hello to my grandchildren and, with my body completely exhausted at this point, go upstairs to the guest room where I change and fall into bed, asleep almost before I hit the mattress.

* * *

Only two days went by before George and I did something else new. We were laying in my bed this time, kissing while my brother worked his finger in and out of my vagina. As usual I was blissed out beyond belief.

Then George started moving his face down, kissing my neck and nipples. I thought he might stop there, but then he began kissing a path further down. Just as I was wondering what was going on, I felt his tongue brush against that small spot right above the entrance to my vagina.

All the bombs dropped on Dresden a few months ago, all the soldiers landing on Omaha Beach, all the ships in the Navy… none of that could have created a feeling more intense inside my body than that caused by my brother’s tongue rasping back and forth on that most sensitive part of my young body.

By the time I came down from the high of orgasm, my brother had moved his body up so that he was laying on top of his, his hard penis still inside his boxers, but nevertheless poking against my still twitching vagina.

“How was that?” he asked, moving his hips slowly, rubbing against me.

“It… oh, George…” I leaned up and kissed him, holding him tight against my naked body.

“So I guess you liked it, then?” he asked with a grin.

“Yeah… how did you think of that?”

“Jack told me about it.”

“Oh, ok.” Jack seemed to know everything. After all, it was because of him that we got started on this little journey.

We laid there, holding each other for a couple moments, him resting on top of me as we kissed. Then I said, “George?”

“Yes?”

I bit my lower lip a little. “Would you… can I see… will you take off your boxers?”

Blinking, he said, “You want me to take them off?”

“Well, yes. I mean, I’m naked, and it feels good for me. So you should be naked, too, so that it’ll feel good for you.”

“Oh. Well, ok.” George got up for a moment, hooked his fingers into his boxers, bent down, and when he stood up was gloriously nude. And there it was. Standing tall between his legs, under just a small bit of pubic hair. My brother’s very hard penis.

At the time it seemed huge to my eleven-year-old eyes. It was about four inches long, and not very thick, but thick enough. I wondered how something like that could possibly fit inside my vagina. Well, not MINE, specifically, but any vagina, cause I assumed that most any would be like mine.

“Do I look alright?” George asked after a moment, blushing as he did so.

“Yeah, you look wonderful.”

“Good,” he said with a shy smile, laying back down on the bed with me. “Gee, it’s neat being naked with you, Lizzie.”

“Yeah, I like it, too.”

We kissed. Now totally naked together, it felt different from how it had before, even though only our lips were touching.

Looking down at my brother’s penis, I broke the kiss long enough to say, “Can I touch it?”

“Sure.”

I shyly reached out and let my fingers run along the shaft of my brother’s penis. It was warm and smooth. I wrapped my hand around it, feeling the softness of the skin.

“Rub it back and forth,” George whispered.

“Like this?” I said, giving his penis a couple tugs.

“Ohhh… yeah… like that…”

“What’s this?” I asked, rubbing my thumb in a sticky clear fluid that was oozing from the tip of my brother’s penis.

“Ah… oh… I don’t know… it doesn’t seem to do anything.”

I thought about it as I played with George’s penis. “You know how my vagina gets wet?”

“Yeah?”

“Maybe this is the same thing.” I rubbed the fluid all over the tip of my brother’s penis.

“Oh, god…” He moaned and closed his eyes. “Yeah… maybe…”

Remembering the good sensations caused by my brother’s tongue on my vagina, I started wondering what it would be like for him if I licked his penis. So I did so.

As soon as my tongue made contact on my brother’s penis, I knew I was on the right path. He began moaning and squirming, much like I had been all these times when he’d been pleasuring me.

Then I got the shock of my young life as my brother’s penis began twitching and bucking in my hand. I pulled my face away just in time to see several spurts of viscous white fluid shoot out of the tip, spattering onto George’s naked body.

I looked up at my brother’s face, confused as to what had just happened. The expression he was wearing told me everything I needed to know. Whatever the boy version of the feelings I had when my brother was working on my vagina must’ve just happened to him. I felt happy, knowing I’d made him feel good.

As my brother descended down from the world of bliss, I laid my naked body on top of his. I’d often wondered, when we’d kissed before, if it would be nice to be on top. Now I was, and since we were naked, I could now feel my brother’s bare penis resting up against my exposed vagina, his fluid between our young bodies.

George opened his mouth to say something, but then we heard the sound of our mother outside talking with one of our neighbors. We looked at each other, startled, then quickly leapt off the bed and got dressed. By the time she walked in moments later we were sitting there listening to “The Lone Ranger” on the radio. She was none the wiser.

* * *

Two days go by. I spend much of it sleeping, readjusting my body clock to life on the mainland. Then I spend some time reconnecting with my son and his family, including his oldest son, George, who is now fifteen and almost a dead ringer for my brother at that age.

On my fourth day in New York we have the funeral. My mother is there. She’s very old now, and wheelchair bound. She has a nurse who takes care of her full-time. Matthew and his family visit her often, but, as mentioned before, she’s in the last stages of Alzheimer’s, and barely recognizes anyone at all.

The funeral is a sombre, subdued affair. Not like my brother at all. He was always full of life, even if he was a little geeky, as the kids say today. Eggheads, we called them back in my day.

I manage to make it through most of the funeral, but when George’s coffin is lowered into the fertile ground of upstate New York, I feel overwhelmed. I am happy I’m sitting, because if not I would’ve surely fallen as a wave of grief washes over me. Matthew puts his arms around me and holds me tight as the tears fall.

Then an hour later we’re at a reception. Whereas the funerals in our family are a time for grief, the receptions are a time for joy. George had been a very popular man, and the place is crowded. Old childhood friends, people I’d known throughout the years, come up to me and we talk. We mostly talk about George.

His former coworkers stand up and give speeches about him. George had been a lawyer for several years. He’d wanted to become Attorney General for New York State, but instead he’d set up a private practice as a defense lawyer.

Then when he’d turned fifty-five, George had left his profession. He began working as head of two different charities. People from both those stages of his life, as well as his friends from Yale, and even the governor of New York stood up to give speeches.

I wanted to, also. I really did. But there was nothing I could think of to say. The most important parts of my life with my brother were as extremely private as anything could be. And all of the best memories centered around the summer of 1945.

* * *

Now it was August 6th. Though my brother and I didn’t know it yet, a major event had happened in Japan. An atomic bomb, something most of the world outside of Los Alamos had never even heard of, had been dropped on the city of Hiroshima. A few days later another would drop on Nagasaki, though we didn’t know that yet, either.

And frankly, to George and I, none of this would have mattered even if we did know. Oh, we would’ve been happy. We would’ve cheered about the Japs finally being paid back in full for Pearl Harbor. But as soon as we were done hearing the news, we would’ve just gotten naked and into bed together.

And on August 6th, not long before the new broke to the world, my brother and I were laying on his bed, naked, and cuddling together He had two fingers buried inside my vagina and my hand was rubbing his penis. We were both totally comfortable and very happy with each other.

As we kissed, we rolled over, our hands leaving each other’s genitals and wrapping around our bodies. I felt so happy doing this with George. Warm and safe and content. I loved him so much.

“I love you,” I whispered to my brother.

“I love you, too, Lizzie,” he whispered back as we kissed some more.

While we kissed, my brother’s penis was rubbing against that sensitive spot right above my vagina. It gave me a feeling I really enjoyed. Anything involving his penis rubbing against any part of my vagina was something I liked.

I knew what I wanted to do at this point. I wanted to have my brother’s penis inside me. I’d thought about it a lot over the last two weeks or so. I couldn’t see any reason not to do it. His finger had felt good when it was inside me, and he loved having my hand rubbing him. So that meant that if his erection was inside my vagina it would feel great for us both.

Reaching behind me, I took my brother’s penis in my hand and sat up a little, positioning my vagina right over it.

“Lizzie?” George whispered, sounding confused.

“I want to see what it’s like,” I said, my throat a little dry. “I want to have it inside me.”

He swallowed. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah.”

Nodding, my brother said, “Alright.”

I rubbed the tip of my brother’s penis against the entrance to my vagina, getting myself used to having him there. Then I said, “Alright, are you ready?”

“Yeah…”

“Alright.”

Taking a deep breath, I bore downward. At first I didn’t think anything was going to happen, but I did feel a strange pressure between my legs. Then, rather suddenly, I felt the sensation of something entering my body as my brother’s fourteen-year-old virgin penis began to enter my eleven-year-old virgin vagina.

I began feeling stretched as I went down a little lower. I bit my lip as a little pain hit me. Then I went down further until I felt the tangle of George’s pubic hair against my bare vagina. Looking down, I saw nothing but that between both our legs. He was all the way inside me.

“Oh, gee, Lizzie…” he whispered. “I wanted this so long.”

“You did?” I gasped.

“Yeah…”

I lifted myself up a little, feeling my brother’s penis move within my body. When I lowered down, I got a really nice sensation that seemed to travel from where our bodies joined up through my head and out into the world. It was spectacular!

My brother placed his hands on my thighs as I continued to ride his penis, lost in a world of pleasure. I wondered if other kids did this. If they didn’t, I wondered why not. It was so great!

Then George began to grunt under me. I felt him push up and deeper inside me as his penis began kicking inside my vagina. I knew he was spurting his fluid into me. I was so happy knowing that I’d made him feel good!

I didn’t feel the good, super wonderful feeling I normally felt when he fingered me, but it still was great for me! I pulled off my brother and laid down on the bed next to him, holding him tight, happy we’d done what did.

* * *

Now I’m home. It seems the same as it did a week ago, when I first heard that George had died. It still was the same, I knew that. But I also knew that my brother was gone, and I’d never see him again.

I get myself something to drink and start unpacking, thinking about that first time we made love. It was far from the last. That first day, my brother and I had intercourse three times. We managed five the next day. After that we lost track quickly. We did manage to get him inside me every day, though, even once school started.

Of course, as we got older we stopped doing it. Eventually we found out I could get pregnant from him, and when I was fourteen and he was seventeen, that’s exactly what happened. Before I could figure out what to do about it, I miscarried. We still made love after that, but not nearly as often.

And eventually we moved on in our lives. I fell in love with another boy, and George fell in love with another girl. Our relationship began to drift back to a standard brother/sister relationship just before he went to college.

I finish my unpacking and walk out onto the patio, looking out at the ocean, watching a container ship in the distance. I smile slightly. No, George wasn’t gone, not really. He’d be with me forever.

In my memories.

END

Copyright 2006 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved.

So after a nice little dry spell, I’m back! Hope you lot think it was worth the wait. If you don’t, then you’re ungrateful pigs and deserve to be, oh, I don’t know, flogged or something.

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